Dear Diary Ch. 01

Dear Diary ~

If only you had a penis! I am so horny right now, my pen even looks inviting! Why am I so horny you ask? I'm not sure, to be honest. My lovers have more than taken care of my desires, as well as sated their own. Yet, somehow, I am left wanting for more, more of my lovers. I crave their touches upon my skin, the way they make my body tingle all over. My pussy is getting so wet right now just remembering my last sessions with both of them (not at the same time, though we've done that as well!).

Goddess bless my husband! After almost seven years together he still knows how to please me, how to make my body shiver with anticipation and need! Oh and how well he fulfills that need! His thick, long cock filling whichever hole he most desires in that moment. He really likes how well I've been sucking his cock lately. Hell, I'VE been getting even more turned on at how well I've been sucking it! I've been able to take him deeper and deeper lately, and I get so worked up hearing how I can still make him moan. Only recently have I been able to start swallowing for him. Oh, how he moaned the first time I did that for him. It was unbelievable, for both of us. I've only managed to do it two or three times more since, but, I'm getting better at it. And he lasts so much longer after I've made him cum that first time. So when he slides his hard cock into my wet pussy he can fuck me even longer! What a win-win if you ask me!

Then, there is my lover. Oh, what a wonder he is! In many ways, he is the opposite of my husband, yet, in just as many ways they are alike! It can get sorta freaky from time to time! They went to the same high school, they like the same colors (yes, I said colors!), they like the same computer games, and they both like fucking me! There are more similarities, but I'd rather not go on with that... I rather like where I ended it, they both like fucking me. My lover, my good Catholic boy, he can be so shy at first. I know what he wants, but he can't always make himself say it. Once he starts though, once he lets loose, what a devil in bed he can be! He is the first to really spank me, and when he does it, it stings but it doesn't hurt. It makes all of my skin extra-sensitive in so many ways. He enjoys spanking his naughty lover. He likes letting me take control, but that doesn't always last. I'll have him on his back, sucking his cock as he fondles my tits, and after a time, he just can't take anymore. He'll suddenly sit up, grab me, push me down on my back and force himself between my legs till his cock sinks deep inside me. I wonder sometimes if he knows just how much I love it when he takes control like that. Oh how hot it makes me!

My lover worries (more than I like) about coming between my husband and I. I do what I can to assure him that he does not need to worry about it, but, bless his heart, he does. He may love me, but he is also still friends and colleagues with my husband. He does not want to make it uncomfortable when they need to work together. But those times when I can get him to forget about everything but he and I; those unexpected, precious moments where I am *his*, it is glorious! How I love being possessed by him, owned by him. Not quite master and submissive, but I've a feeling if we went down that path he would do well at it... and I know I would enjoy being his submissive.

We both love playing with handcuffs. It just so happens we both own pair, for different reasons. His turn me on just seeing them though. I've never seen a pair of black cuffs. And never will I see another pair without thinking of him from now on. The first time he ever closed one bracelet around my wrist, we were in front of a few other people, but oh the sparks that flew between us! From that moment, we knew nothing would be the same between us. I could see the lust in his eyes as surly as he could see it in mine. Just a few weeks later we had our first time together. And yes, we've used those cold, sexy cuffs a time or two. I enjoy being his prisoner.

There are things that my husband does not find interest in, so he knows I try them with my lover. My lover and I have tried a number of things together for the first time, for either of us. For me it's just to try something new, and for my lover it's because he's thrilled to have a partner willing to try at least once. He's not sure he'll be that lucky again, so he's enjoying it while he can.

Just the other day he and I...

Well...

I don't even want to tell you... I want to keep that in my mind, as a beautiful fantasy-come-true... I don't want to share even with you, my trusted friend. I don't need to write that down to remember it. I've a feeling I'll be 90 and losing my mind and I will remember that Wednesday as clear as if it had just happened.

My body is humming at the memory... my pussy is getting wetter and wetter again... my nipples are hard and ache to be sucked... mmmmm... I may need to go relieve some of this ache myself... my pen is looking good again...

Oh my heavens...

I've gotta go... I'll cum, er, come back again later... I need to go work on my "O" face.... practice, practice, practice!

Lustfully,

Jewel