- Gay Male
- Seamus Ch. 07
- Page 4
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Click here"Yeah!" a few other people agreed. I blocked the rest out, sinking into a chair in the dark, crisp night air. I don't know who was out there with me, although I could clearly hear Nathan being sick somewhere nearby. I shut my eyes and wished that my life was a videocassette or a DVD and I could rewind and erase the last ten minutes. I wanted Neill. Where the fuck was he? Hiding? Fucking Becky? What? If I wasn't such a wimp, I would have walked back through that crowd of people to find him.
Instead, I just sat there and listened to all those voices spilling out into the darkness from the warm room within. I don't know what was said, just knew that there was a lot of murmuring. Then the music started again and drowned them out. The closer sounds of Nate's vomiting and sobbing didn't go away that easily.
"Seam, you- out here?" I heard him whimper. "I'm shorry..."
Someone told him to shut the fuck up. I ignored him. "I dunno... why I shed dat... Seamush..."
Over the next quarter of an hour, Nate continued to babble slow, shambling, slurred sentences. "I'm sho shorry... Seam... I know none... of it'sh true... I... you and Jill... good friendsh... she... talksh about you... shorry... shorry... I... never good enuff... I'm not... jealoush... shouldn't be... you sho happy... I got nothink... Seam... I'm sho shorry... what I shed... didn't mean shit... I'm... shit... I'm shit... shorry... you fucked my... head up... you alwaysh better than... me... not... jealoush... I love... you... I know I'm shit... not good enuff... can't tell you why... I'm sho shorry... Seam... are you listhenink... I lovesh you... my friend... but I'm not... good enuff... ever... you... ignoresh me... I'm sho shorry... sho... sho... shorry... can't trusht me... with... anythink... shorry... love you... what I shed didn't mean... shit..."
Author's comment: So what do you think? Leave a comment, yell at me, give me your opinion. I think the next chapter will be the end...
- COMMENTS
Sachsalmost 18 years agoAuthorJust a note to say chapter 8 should be up soon. It was submitted last week so I'm expecting it any day now.
poisonivy274almost 18 years agoI think the writing is amazing. The characters are very realistic, the story line is filled with mixed feelings, & one just wants to keep reading. I will miss these guys if this is the last chapter...Great series!
thewordsmith2590almost 18 years agoI've been avidly following this series since I happened upon it, and I love the latest installment. You certainly succeeded in adding depth to the storyline. Nate's conflict with Seamus is especially interesting. Is Nate gay, is he straight, or is he feeling a love for Seamus which transcends all gender boundaries? No answers yet, but the questions certainly make for some intriguing pondering.
