- BDSM
- Yours Ch. 05
- Page 8
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Click here"Glad I could help." I joked.
She smiled.
"Seriously though." she said, "I think this could be a really good thing. As long as... as long as you don't hurt her."
I noticed the sudden seriousness in her tone.
"I'll try not to." I said.
She nodded.
"Try hard." she said, "I don't know about this whole "just sex" thing you have going on. I was sure Jessie would never be into that sort of thing no matter who the guy was. Just... promise me you won't hurt her."
"I promise." I lied.
I frowned, thinking about what Rose was saying.
And just like that, I was mad again. Jessica had been hurting me for years, and after finding out about she and I, Rose's first thought was about whether or not I would hurt her.
Forget the fact that this was my first relationship ever, that I was just as new to all this as Jessica was. Did it not even occur to her that I could get hurt? That I might be just as vulnerable as her friend? Maybe it was just because I was a man, and typically people are more worried about the woman getting hurt...
Also there was a little splash of guilt mixed in with that anger. Because of course, I was hurting Jessica. Consistently and deliberately.
Rose and I talked while Jessica was gone. She asked me a bunch of surprisingly invasive questions, which I mostly ignored or refused to answer, but in all it was a pretty light conversation. She didn't seem to mind that I'd been lying to her for months. Jessica hadn't been worried at all. I guess she knew her well enough to predict that she'd get over her anger pretty quickly.
Eventually Jessica joined us again. It wasn't as awkward as I thought it would be. After one or two jokes about the situation, Rose seemed once again to be completely at ease. We slid back into the same kind of dynamic we'd been developed in these recent months. If anything, it was even less tense because now I wasn't actively hiding something from Rose.
When it was time to leave, Rose actually went out first to leave the two of us alone, winking and telling us not to take too long.
It blew my mind how quickly she'd become comfortable with this.
"So I guess that's it." Jessica said, smiling.
"Yeah." I said, "The big secrets out."
She glanced over my shoulder towards the door, then stepped in to hug me.
"I'm so glad I can talk to her about it now." she sighed.
"Just... be careful." I warned, "Don't tell her too much."
"Don't worry, I'll keep all the kinky stuff out of it." she laughed.
I smiled at the phrase.
"Ok, good." I said. "Oh, if you still need to talk about it... the kinky stuff, I mean, just tell me next time. In fact, I want you to do some research. I'll email you some stuff I want you to read about this kind of relationship."
I started mentally cataloguing the most useful blogs and information resources I knew about BDSM.
"So there's really like... a whole community about this?" she asked.
"Well, yeah." I said, "It's a pretty big subculture. There are probably hundreds of thousands, maybe millions of people who do things like this. Some people dabble, maybe use handcuffs occasionally, and some people live their whole lives like this..."
"It's pretty exciting, actually." she said, "I don't know... it's like... different."
"I thought you didn't want to be different?"
"Well I've always been different." she said, "At least now I know how I'm different. And besides, you're different too."
I smiled.
"Yeah I guess I am."
She leaned in to kiss me, but paused before our lips touched. She sighed slightly, then kissed my cheek. She pulled away, looking slightly disappointed.
I smiled wider, then pulled her into a deep kiss.
"Alright." I said pulling away, "Time to go."
"Bye Sir." she purred.
"Later, slut." I answered.
I headed out to the car, and Rose took us the long two minute drive home. We didn't talk much more about it, except for me telling her that I wanted things to remain secret. She knew, but that's as far as I wanted it to go. She seemed confused, but agreed not to tell anyone else. Although I think that was more for Jessica's benefit than for mine.
That night I went to my bag of tricks and looked over my collection of toys and tools. I was even more excited to try some of this stuff now, now that Jessica knew what she was actually getting in to.
I wanted to keep exploring the limits of our perversions. The limits of pain that her body could withstand and still find pleasurable. How much pain I could inflict and still enjoy. This wasn't going to be easy, and for me it would be a constant struggle against my own dormant anger, my own selfish desire to just rip her apart, I knew that.
But for now, she trusted me.
Let's see how long this can last, I thought.
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- COMMENTS
Anonymousover 1 year agoThank you well written and it touched me. I guess we in the lifestyle all struggle with those feelings of guilt and shame for being different and needing what we need.
xavierwalmost 2 years agoBackyardBottomslash,
The stories/chapters keep getting better and better! I'm sure, without looking, that you've written more chapters, but I'll add a couple of comments in case I catch up and you've not finished writing all you intend to.
In no particular order:
1. I agree with the suggestion made by Sniperking: his anger issues towards his sister needs to be "talked through" and made right in his mind. Since you delved deep into their psyches, this is a logical step in the process.
2. No spelling or grammar issues though I did notice a couple of words that seem to be missing. Nothing that even slowed me down, but I noticed.
3. Your description and explanation of where they both are mentally AND emotionally within their relationship was very detailed and interesting. It pulled in even those of us that just came for the eroticism and made their personalities a PART of the erotic action. His anger (then hers) became ours. His excitement became, or strengthened, ours. Very good job, especially when she is cumming JUST from the pain he has inflicted, and she has embraced.
4. Keep driving home, as you're doing, the dynamics of her being OWNED by him. It's not only hot, but it helps support the dynamic nature of her personality; and his.
Please keep this going, beyond what you have already written (however much that is)!! :-) It is excellent!
X-Man
Sniperkingabout 2 years agogreat story. He should really talk about his anger towards his sister and clear the air with her
PeachRose1978over 3 years agoI feel like I learned so much here, and it helped me a lot. I think I can have a better conversation with a dom in the future. Thank you.
Anonymousabout 4 years agoThis entire story is so well written, and incredibly erotic! I noticed that you haven't written anything for some time. Hopefully, you will come to appreciate what a gifted author you are, start writing again.
Anonymousabout 4 years agoI don't dude. We're in quarantine, do you have something better to do
Anonymousover 4 years agoLots of great stuff, but it really annoys me that he never really confronts his sister about hiw she chose, and keep choosing her friend over him.
He should be a bit more domme on the sibling relationship and not let his sister gloss over how terrible Jessica treated him for years.
Tilantron40almost 6 years agoI havent read many eroticas mainly because most of them don't have the fair balance between sex and story which often makes me abandon reading them.. but I felt in this series.. The sex is the story and its wonderfully progressed, the development of the characters can be seen during sex, the characters feel alive, evolving, keeping in mind their histories and don't deviate..
But the most important thing that struck me was how much this series lack inconsistencies, like the main characters are extremely articulated and they act so dynamically but not illogically.. It has to be a personal experience for the author because how comprehensively he portrays the mindset of both sexes cant be just imagination.. Kudos
Anonymousalmost 8 years agoThis is, astonishingly, one of the best descriptions of a BDSM lifestyle I have ever read. You do not craft stereotypical characters, these ones are fragile, and make mistakes, and have strange needs they do not fully understand, like in real life.
I read some foolish comment about this being a story about an abuser, that person does not understand consent, an abuser violates consent, your "Sir Steven" ( nice reference BTW) operates entirely within the realm of consent, which makes it a relationship.
The importance of free will in the act of submission is incredibly powerful for the Dominant. I have never felt a rush like it in anything else except for a successful life or death confrontation, and the BDSM encounter also has orgasms, and a significantly lower chance of permanent damage.
As a Dominant, you must take such tremendous care not to harm your partner, hurting them is expected, and anticipated, but not harm. Many do not grasp this, and you incorporate it into your stories very seamlessly
Very well done
Anonymousover 8 years agoI really got caught up in the characters this time. layers to make it believable and intellectually interesting, threats to make it emotionally interesting. off the top of my head I cant think of a book that did this better. (although normally I read and remember the plot / idea driven stuff with just enough character to fill in the blanks)
Thinking of how they could convince the other of what they want and get a happily ever after ending vs a painful breakup. Guessing and double guessing when Jessica is feeling submissive vs faking it to manipulate him. Emphathising with how they have conflicting desires (part of her likes it, part of her hates herself for it). I could always come up with a half dozen different explainations of why they acted / felt how they did, although looking at other comments that might just be my inexperience with people.
I think it was because of a good balance between what you hinted at, what you said and what you didn't say, but I wish I better understood how you did it. like he says he didn't want his sister to know because he's private (weak IMO, the only reason given for him being private is because he had no one to talk to), but it is also be because he's afraid it will end up hurting his relationship with Rose (like if she finds out about his sadism or gets jealous that he's taking away her friend) or just that he's getting good sex and is afraid change might end it (like if Rose forces them into a dump or date decision)
the sex was getting repetative IMO, so looking forward to the new toys, more obvious discussion on how their sexual limits and preferences are evolving and more distinction between good / great sex.
Anonymousover 8 years agoLaughed my ass off at page 5. Him dribbling on about inequality
And sadly there are those that follow this fetish who believe it too. Doms have no power without consent. Basically, they (like every other person in a relationship) only do what the other person says /wants. Without consent, they would spend lots of years in jail with the other sadists in our society.
So please stop kidding yourselves. 'Doms' aren't doms. They are actors in a play, with egos too big to admit that that is all they are. So again, i laugh my ass off whenever a dom goes on about inequality. Doms are needy fetishists and that's all they are. Lol.
