Syd_63 as a pseudonym is not exactly who I want to be so much as it is who I was. There are some things I miss but there are things I don't. It is amazing what a stable and loving relationship can do for you.
Sex and sensuality have always been important to me but I have always felt conflicted between good (Vanilla) and bad (Darker). I hesitate to use the word bad in this context as it has such a condemning connotation. I have a dark side that I don't explore like I once did so I write instead. I have always been fascinated with the edge with taboo if you will. However one of the ongoing issues for me has been the guilt associated with whatever is outside the norm. That is what I want to explore in my writing. There are people who commit to things without concern for the repercussions, on the surface they appear guiltless but are they?
I'm not interested in illegal or harmful and I would never want to see someone I care for harmed. However risque | 
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