I made one little mistake, and I was tormented by the men in my life for years. I was pretty much a mess after all of it. Just so you know, these stories that make you cum so deliciously, are born of my personal tragedy, and the twisted imagination that resulted.

I write with much more confidence than I have in person. In reality I'm just a mousy, nerd girl from Riverside, CA.

At the behest of my BF, I started writing - mostly as a catharsis. So to purge my own inner demons I began writing about what happened to me in High School, those memoirs became "Never Wanted To Be Your Girlfriend" - I had to change the names - including mine, and make it age appropriate, and compress some things to fit into a story that takes place in one year of high school to an 18 y/o. (BTW The Anime School Girl outfit was a real thing, FYI. For those who scoff at my teenage transition, look it up. It happens all the time, and while you're at it look up Bailey Jay. She is the only high profile T-Girl I know of who was as out as I was in HS, she's my hero!)

It's been a fun challenge to adapt my story into this medium. But getting everything out of my head unleashed my creative side, and gave me an avenue into which I could dump all the crazy, twisted, damaged thoughts I now have running around in my brain. Which led me to write "Porn Princess."

"Porn Princess" is my first creative work. The first time I've really stepped outside myself, and written something that isn't totally about me. And that has a fully developed story arc. I love abusing Kendra. She's my personal vicarious fuck toy. I do things to her I can only imagine happening to me in my dreams and nightmares. I do work for a major porn company as a receptionist, and I've spent enough time around there that I understand the biz, but I just used my knowledge to create a fun backdrop for the story. And to give me something to fantasize about when I want to punch my boss in the nuts... He's such a horn dog, that even though he knows I have a dick, he still hits on me. And in the most stomach-turning, sleaziest ways ever. C'mon, dude! This girl wants to be romanced.... and then fucked like a whore. :)

I always have to giggle when I hear from people who are turned on by my writing. I get so turned on while writing that I can't breathe. In fact I get a headache if I write more than two pages without either masturbating, or begging my BF to fuck me, which maybe is why he wanted me to write. It definitely gets me horny, and we have a lot more sex when I'm writing. lol.

I wanna do porn so bad. Mostly because I love being double-teamed. (Sorry, honey, if you're reading this. But sooner or later we're either gonna have another guy or another T-girl in the bedroom with us. I love you but I need a cock in my mouth while you fuck me. Blame it on my upbringing..lol) But I also like that for the most part that I'm stealth. I don't mind people knowing, I don't hide it, or deny it, but I do like being able to choose who knows. Otherwise, I'd be a super-duper porn whore!

Other than writing - I DJ sometimes at different clubs around LA. I love to dance. I'm now a 21 year old non-op T-girl, who lives fulltime with my BF here in West Hollywood. I've been on hormones (officially) for 5 years. I love being girly, but I don't ever want to have a surgically constructed vagina. I do a lot of cosplay at places like Comic-Con, and Dragon-Con, etc. My current fave costume is Amy Sorel from "Soul Calibur", I spent months getting the costume perfect, and made the red wig by hand to get the twin tails perfect. If you meet me at con, don't be surprised that I'm really shy around people I've just met... painfully so. I'm not trying to be rude, I just never know how to act around people, so I hide behind my writing, and my costumed characters.

xoxo - Andi <3

PS To those who have commented and emailed (clearly you're upset) about not wanting to read anymore of my stories, because CH. 5 of "Never Wanted to be Your Girlfriend" went "too far." Let me say this:

You came to a "forced feminization/ non-consent" story and were expecting what; kittens, happiness, and fucking flowers??

I'm not writing this to make you happy. I have my reasons for doing it - I enjoy it, I'm good at it, and it's cheaper than therapy.

You have no idea where the story is going, or how it ends, and this is MY life.... my joy and triumph, and my pain and hell; I lived through it, I think I retain the right to insert it into my tales.

And as a reader, if you're upset at this story, GOOD - objective achieved; received as intended. Thank you for proving to me that my writing skills are improving to level that I can achieve my objectives effectively. You're supposed to hate the parents, you're supposed to hate Michael/Michelle; you're supposed to have a visceral reaction to certain elements of the story... Love it or hate it; mission accomplished.

And you're forgetting the most important element. I would have to actually give a fuck what you think in the first place. Did you think after everything I've been through that some condescending comments and emails are gonna make me change anything about myself or my writing. Please STOP reading any, and all of my stories, you're clearly not mature enough to handle material. Try something off the 7th grade reading list.

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