I am a happily married woman, but have alot of experience within the lifestyle.. I am married "Nilla" but will be a sub at heart forever.. I am not looking for any relationships other than friendship.. I love reading stories about BDSM and I am hoping to fill a void by being a member of this site.. I have tried many time to forget and leave this lifestyle for good, but it always comes back ( you can never fully leave )..
I fell in love with a Nilla man and could not be happier, but something is still missing ( and that something he cannot give me, nor could ever fathom giving me ) I do not regret marrying my husband one bit, but I do regret the decison I made at a younger age to leave the lifestyle ( long story ) I am content with my memories, thoughts, fantasies and of course these stories.. I know this is not exactly what was meant in this section, but I figured I would get it all out there..
Again, I am NOT looking to meet anyone!! I am just here to read stories, write my stories and maybe exchange a few comments back and forth..
