(Illicit) Shower Thoughts

(ILLICIT) SHOWER THOUGHTS

I'm in my shower
by myself
alone with you
playing with myself
soaking in wet streams
imagining you
as I lather myself
caressing clean my cock
dirtying my mind

My wife by herself
alone in our bedroom
watches the morning news
dresses for the day
goes downstairs for breakfast
drinks her coffee
reads her newspaper
imagines....whatever...

I imagine you
getting wet for me
spreading open for me
honeying your pussy for me
circling your clit for me
wanting me
playing in this bathtub with me
candles and champagne
kissing me
sucking me
toying with me
my cock a moby dick
surfacing from the deep
you a Queequeg
harpooning me with your eyes
taking me....squeezing my sperm

Then your pussy rising for me
sleek and shiny like apple skin
me tasting your fruit, your sweetness
you offering me every orifice
you wanting everything filled
tongue, finger, cock in them all
I give you....and I give you
two fingers in cunt, pinky in ass,
tongue everywhere
your back arching for me
your toes squiggling for me
you, everywhere, coming for me
an orgasm from the deep
breaking the surface
flipping and flopping like a sailfish
catching the sun
us kissing

My wife brings me coffee
she's so thoughtful
to keep up the routine
I wonder however
when does she imagine?
where does she
play with herself?
what are her shower thoughts?

I cleanse from my body
the evidence of guilty pleasures
the dried juices from last night's sex
the oils and sweat of anointed lovemaking

I love the power of the imagination
I fucked my wife wanting you
I shot the cum into her of our brewing
the stored cum of our correspondence
all of it streaming and pumping into her
dripping from her afterwards
stinking her up with my excesses
demanding her morning purification

In my shower by myself
alone with you
I shampoo my hair
and spread through it
cum-like conditioner
smoothing me out

In my shower by myself
alone with you
I write a poem for you
jacking-off to get the words right
taking myself to the verge
composing word ejaculations
smoothing me out

I imagine
forgetting her
making love to you
fucking you beautifully
in rented bed
then fucking you in the shower
showering you with
my beautiful, precious cum
Spurting on face and hair with my seed
Then cleansing you
like a cat its own fur
with tongue-kisses
making you pure again

I consider coming for you
but I don't
I want to feel pumped up
for writing you
after my shower
at the computer
untangling my thoughts
cock-in-hand
writing you