I am updating my profile now that I am actually married. I continue to have a fantasy that I would love to play out from when I was engaged, that i continue to show below. Now I have others, as a young married whose husband travels for work and is away about 40% of the time, including many weekends. And, even when he is home, the sex with him is not very pleasing. I am in the chat room to find role play partners who might be interested in collaborating on a scene for a long, slow, detailed, kinky and perverted role play. I can get into cheating fantasies, leading to me being blackmailed, and continue to be aroused by the thought of being MADE to do things for a group, either arranged by my husband or with him abused as well.
The fantasy I had when I first joined was when I was engaged and still a virgin, always planning to wait until my wedding night to give it to the man I love. I had been able to hold off and sexual role play online had enabled me to deal with my urges while staying pure in real life. I had some thoughts about something going very wrong as my new husband and I leave the reception, heading toward our wedding bed. We would be taken by the limo driver to a place where a group is waiting to totally ravage us. I would love to explore those nasty fantasies with a good role play partner. My fantasy is quite dark, with almost no limits.