nightsavior

Well,it certainly has been awhile. I was so much younger when I was last here. Who would have thought both I and Literotica would have withstood the harsh test of time. (Wry smile)

If I can figure out how to post erotic art and poetry I'd like to share some things assuming I can figure it all out.

Over the years I stopped watching pornography involving real people altogether. Not because I'm not aroused by it but because I noticed a lot of porn-stars end up unhappy or suicidal after retirement. I figured I didn't want to give the adult film industry my patronage anymore for that very reason. I apologize if that is a controversial opinion and to put everyone at ease it is my own torch to bear. I'm not going to judge anyone else as a bad person if they happen to watch porn. I just found for me it led to some rather dark revelations.

However,I still love drawing erotica and I still have a libido. I'm trying to find a peaceful middle-ground between the extremes of "Sex is sinful and masturbation is bad!" and "Sex is liberating sugar sparkle rainbows so no kink or fetish should be off the table!". Both sides have a few good points but one side denies that which is only human while the other side drowns in hedonistic degenerate excess. (In my opinion!)

I suppose I'd be down to have a kinky pen pal or kinky chat partner of the female persuasion but I'm not really looking for anything too serious. There are complexities in my life that might make a real relationship with me difficult. Not because I'm married but because I live on a low income and I am disabled.

It would be a beautiful thing to find someone that could look beyond all that but I do not expect it. As a realist I understand living with someone whom has anxiety issues,unpredictable mood-swings,and serious depression is not remotely in the realm of an ideal romance.

If you just want to use me for a good time while online fair enough! Just be honest with me and I'll be honest with you!