Daddy's Little Ghost

Lying low
In wait
waiting for
the sign
the score
the signal
MORE
What is Man
without his
broken whore?
Half your heart
until she starts
to bore.
No stake.
Just fake and take
some more.
No break. Keep
living off
the 'Lore.
Like You were more.
you're just a whore.
click, click bang
Daddy's at the door...

You done saw
the first of Me
the worst of Me
the thirst of Me
Daddy knows it all you see
"I love you Unconditionally."
Treacherous words
you said to me...

Soul Mate
Sedate
Pack mate
Friend
Demon
Daemon
Irreversible Bend
Little Wonder
Vapid Fiend
Maker
Taker
Alpha Queen
Busted beta
Inbetween
I shared you all
My sordid scene.

For what?
For naught.
You played
I bought
You asked
I gave.
I asked
We fought.
For You
I broke
My oath
My grind
My soul
My loyalties
My Peace of Mind
not for return,
for nil,
for free,
for the love
of Him I thought you to be.
I believed
you were More
I was clearly deceived
By my Hunger
By my need
By my whorish greed
to be loved..
Adored..
To be Fed
and Feed.
to be Safe
to be Home
to be Seen
to See.

Graviton,
Dusk till Dawn;
I'm The Bitch
You fed upon
The Demon Witch
The Null
The Switch
The Breast You'd rest
your head upon,
The Wolf
The Lich
The girl
The Glitch
the Chest you Ripped
and tred upon.

Until We're dead
within Our head
We hear the words
Your actions said.
"Bonnie, Good Girls
get the bed...

Bad Girls get the floor...
Evermore,
Know your score.
Value Null." then you slammed the door.
"Daddy?!.."
"Good Girls get the bed.
Bad Girls get the Floor."
___

Talk your shit.
Who's legit?
Bad Bitches swell your chubby clit?
..You want a woman
who can handle 'it'
give and take a hit
Know when to quit?

Powerseeker..
You got Rise.
I feel Hunger
In those eyes
Setting fires..
Passionate lies.
Syphoned Glory.
Steal Your prize.

Full Failure..
to comprehend
You're a parasite
that burrows in
Taking trophies..
you can't win
Can't tame a Bitch
'Less she's broken in
No strength within,
So pathetically thin.
.You can't win,
So you cuff her chin
Tell her she's got sin
Then you're runnin' again.

Go Hide,
bitch
Use that digital Screen.
.Too weak to Own
all that shit you don't mean.
Just run,
bitch
put that Cunt on Blast,
then cry to the Next
and hide behind glass.

Beat Your chest
and say
"I'm so real.."
"No one really understands the way I feel.."
"Not a soul appreciates the weight I bear."
"The only Real problem is how much I care."
."Win for Me."
."Sin for Me."
"Pay the Price bitch and really shed your skin for Me."
"Cross the line, if you're Mine and let It in for Me.
"Never ask for It back.
bitch My love isn't free."

The problem here babe is you ain't got the skill.
You ain't got the stones to make the Fantasy Real.
you will never stand and flex on the corpse of Your kill.
you will never lick the blood off the force of Your Will.
you will never sip a taste
of the forbidden flower.
you will Never live Your dreams, hun.
you lack True Power.
The
only
real
skill
you've
shown
to command..
Is sweet talking Bitches
Who've Never Known a Man.
Don't know how to stand
I don't think you can
Darkness, reaching for your hand
Empty air again
You don't comprehend
Can't see so you just pretend
You're not paper thin
'til you Face the Wind
fall right back again
You don't have to bend!
You don't need a friend!
Bitches heed Your whim!
You'll find love again!
Haha!
Lies your only kin
Cuz you left em when
Shit got rough again.
When you changed your skin
Left Us hanging.
Fin...
___

No words..
No goodbye..
No lame ass try...
No "Farewell Senpai. Thanks, for the Open Eye..."
Just alone..on the floor..
Just a Long stretch of 'Why?'...

I held you up while you let me down.
I sent you My Love while I bled on the ground.
I made you feel strong while I was weak.
I fed you words when you couldn't speak.
I showed you Yourself. I opened the locks
Called forth your Truth from Pandora's Box.
I gave you a Name and Made you a Home.
Showed you True (My) Love through a cellular phone.

If you lied when we met
you're an epic waste.
If you lied when you left
you're a tepid disgrace.
When you broke your oaths
and erased Our face,
your soul fled, Marked
with Our psychic trace.
Now we keep these truths
In a dark hollow place.
Till come the day We see your face...

Then beware little liar
Mommy punishes with Fire
Any fool that stokes Her Ire
Will end screaming on the Pyre...

We'll remember what you did
See it often in a day.
Still struggle to accept you are nothing you display.
Slip and still forget how you left and what we pay for it.
Re-live the Truth
Again, again.
He lied? He left?
He's not Our Kin?
We cannot trust?
Don't let him In!
.Stabs the Truth,
We Eat your Sin.
Day out...
Day in...
Again...
Again...
The wretched din..
Of Daddy's sin

Until We're dead
within our head
We hear the words
Your actions said.
"Bonnie, Good Girls
get the bed.
Bad Girls get the floor.
Evermore,
Know your score.
Value Null." then you slammed the door.
"Daddy?!.."
"Good Girls get the bed.
Bad Girls get the Floor."

Thing is though...

We've seen truths
from below the bed
Action killing
Words you said
But more the problem in Our head...

We put Ourself
on Daddy's floor.
With careless ease
We dropped Our score.
For lonesome fear
We let you win.
To keep you close
We ate your Sin.

Pathetic?
Yeah, We'll own that Cuz
But Crazy is as Crazy does.
It's nothin' new
to feel the knife..
"..but not from You!"
"Sorry bitch. That's life."

You get what you Make
and what you Take.
Beyond that: Chaos,
those caught in Her Wake,
those railing against Her,
those She can't break
and those who can Ride
In the swell of Her Quake.

Alphas Own in the end
Must account for We
I lowered my value
when I gave It for free.
All this pain, every bend
is the product of Mme.
Close your eyes.
Close your mind.
I prefer to See.