In the bath

When I lie in the bath
With the windows open
Hoping you will look in
I think of your smile
How much it could be
Together
In bed (or anywhere)
In the spirals of our lives
I grow so full
In the warm water
(I would rather swim
in your hot oceans
Between your legs
Between your lips
Between your bum cheeks)
Not just full
I'm pressing at the edges of myself
Reaching for you
With little convulsions
While my animal keens
It's need
My hips tilt and I lift out the water
The cool air touches
With your strong hands
I think of your mouth around me
After you've sucked an ice cube
And I can't bear it
And I can't touch myself
Can't match
The memory of my desire
Or your eyes when you want me
So I dream
Of a slow pace
Where I put all of myself
There for you
use all my skill
My splendid hands
Words said with eyes
To humbly ask
How to serve
If you want to slide your fingers
Down my back
And between
I'll be open for you
Like I'll try in all ways
If you want to feel
Like Adam or eve
We can meet
In an innocent garden
Making it all new
Our own
If you want a lord
I'll be your peasant
Turned king for the day
If you want to reign
take the reins
And the whip
I'll wear the bit
With a smile
If you want me to try
To say all the things
It takes my hands
Gentle hours to say
While you lie
Hands above your head
Legs slightly apart
I'll say them all the ways I can
It's all true
I'm in the bath now
I hope I never write to you
Words that don't burn me
I'm a little scared to meet
And mix
And fold together
There's some truth
When they say
"Making love"
Ill start to walk
Towards that spring
My legs feel strong
Snowdrops already
But I fear walking back
And feeling
Petals fall
From my chest
But that's life
And I'm glad
The worry puts no limp
In my step
Look at the snowdrops
How they unfold with each other