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Click hereOne moment I have the clarity of thought
And everything seems to be in perfect order
But the immediate next I'm lost
And it's all chaotic and horribly in disorder
One moment I have it all figured
But suddenly the next moment, bam
I betray everything that I stand for
And I don't know who I actually am
Far too many times I wanted to make amends
But far too many times I didn't go through with it
And far too many times that I look forward to the non-existent tears
While (fervently) waiting (hoping) for things to turn shit
Darling, you give me hope
And also the means to further it,
But I take the same for granted,
And in cold blood, just murder it
The truth, it hurts...
But allow me to anyways confess
Darling, we can't be us
For I would only bring destruction and distress
The truth, it hurts...
But allow me to anyways confess
Darling, we can't be us
For I deserve to court loneliness...
@RiverMaya: It's terribly painful when something beautiful comes to an end before it had the chance to even begin... but time does ease the pain, eventually.
Honest and heartfelt... I hope this is not a mirror of a real incident, but if it was/is, time does ease the pain.