A Surprise and an Impulse

I finally started to get into a routine after accepting my sissy self. The hardest part about keeping myself satisfied was the presence of my roommate. Counter-intuitive, right? But I'm not brave enough to try anything with Johnny. Luckily, he goes out a lot, leaving the apartment all to myself. He goes to the gym, bars, all kinds of social places, a real outgoing guy. I, on the other hand, am much more of a homebody. While he's out making friends I'm confined to my room fucking myself senseless. Tonight was no different, Johnny left about and hour ago and I lay on my bed wearing nothing but some lacy pink panties, covering my useless clitty as I play with a much more generous dildo in my mouth.

With my mouth occupied and sissy hypno softly playing in my ear I examine myself. My body was becoming a lot more feminine recently, I ran the fingers of my free hand along my soft, white, shaven body. I'd let my hair grow really long at this point, the blonde strands hanging behind my shoulder blades when I stand. I had also taken to putting make up on but I was no master of the craft it was just enough to look just a little more feminine. Tonight I'd even cleaned my butt, ready to ride my toy as hard as I could.

As I pumped the dildo in an out of my wanting mouth, I felt my lust start to overtake me. Delusions played in my mind, suddenly wanting to go find a gloryhole or sign up for Grindr to find a real cock. I knew these fantasies would pass. It was all to inconvenient, my haze would lift before I could act on any of them. But, I indulged the ideas simply because of how hot they were.

It took me a second to register when I heard the front door start to open. Johnny was back early!? Panic started to set in and I quickly shut off my sissy hypno. There was no way he could have heard it and I reassured myself that the door to my room was closed and locked. I was safe, but still scared. I lay completely still, resting my dildo accross my chest as I listened to Johnny start moving towards his room. He didnt go there though, instead I heard him flop onto the couch in our living room. Getting up and pressing my ear against the door it wasn't long until I faintly heard his even breathing. He was sleeping on the couch.

I sat back on my heels as I reassured myself that he was, in fact, asleep. Good, I thought, he won't catch me tonight then. But my mind was still flooded with horny thoughts and suddenly, one in particular surged to the front of my mind. I imagined myself, knelt before my strong, tall, roommate. Bobbing up and down on his alpha cock tasting every inch until finally... My clitty twitched and I caught myself with a hand on my door. This wasn't like the other fantasies, there was a real man's dick no more than 8 ft away from me. I tried to hesitate but my body moved on its own, slowly opening my door and stepping into the living room wearing nothing but panties.

Stepping around the couch I saw Johnny laying there, he was facing toward me, resting his head on his big bicep and breathing gently. His other buff arm lay across his torso, his shirt too baggy for to see the muscles I knew were underneath. Finally, my eyes landed on a pair of baggy gym shorts. They were starting to tent toward me as more fantasies played before my eyes. I lowered myself to my knees before finding myself hesitating yet again. It didn't last, I was too close, I needed to know now. I reached out slowly pressing my hand against him to feel his girth. Johnny was huge, I felt him through his pants for a little while before deciding that I needed more. Reaching up to the waist band, I gently took hold and slowly pulled down his pants and underwear. The sound of fabric sliding against his body and Johnny's breathing was all I heard as my heart started beating faster and faster. I anxiously looked between his sleeping face and his crotch as I exposed more and more of his generous length.

Finally, the bulbous pink head was exposed and, free from its confines, the 8 inch cock swings out, almost slapping me in the face before settling merely an inch away, directly in front of my mouth. Without thinking, I give it a kiss feeling his warm head against my lips and it twitchs in response. Emboldened, I take hold of the shaft and give an exploratory lick tasting the sweat from his recent outing. Finally, caution left my mind as lust took hold and I wrapped my lips around his head. My mind flooded with ecstasy, I finally had a real cock in my mouth. Just his head filled most of my mouth, but I pushed myself deeper, feeling the head press against the back of my mouth as I gobbled as much of him as I could. I slid him in and out of my mouth for a little while before resolving to try for more.

I'd practiced deep throating my toys before, I knew what to do, and my leaking clitty told me I was very motivated. After a few more loving sucks on his head I checked that he was still asleep before opening my throat and descending. My throat gave way as he plunged deep inside me. It felt like he was halfway to my stomach as I reached the base, his member throbbed as I held myself against his hard body. This was a real man's body, I thought as I reach to cup his balls, his cock still deep in my throat. You're supposed to make eye contact when you blow someone, right? I angled myself to look up his body, seeing his abs underneath his shirt as I looked up to meet his face and look directly into his eyes, they were open.

Johnny looked down at me, while balls deep in my throat. But he didn't say anything, just watched. Suprisingly, I didn't panic, instead I started to bob my head while continuing to stare, I fucked him with my throat until I finally gagged and pulled myself off, panting and admiring the wet twitching dick before me. While I was distracted Johnny pushed me off the couch, I landed on all-fours and heard Johnny stand up. Looking back I saw lust in his eyes, did he want me? Feeling desired was exciting and after stuffing his cock down my throat, I wanted him too. I raised my ass up higher and pressed my face against the ground, begging him to fill me. He pulled my panties to the side and I felt butterflies as he spit on my hole before exploring me with his fingers. This was it, the point of no return the captions told me about, Johnny was going to make me a woman. I looked back to burn this image in my mind. Johnny stood over me, I felt his head pressed against my hole, slick with my own spit. My useless clitty dangled helplessly out of sight, leaking copius amounts of precum in anticipation.

I watched and felt as the pressure built, until my butt opened for him and I felt Johnny enter me with a satisfied moan. It hurt, but I knew to relax as he slowly pushed deeper inside of me. The indescribable, feeling of my body giving way was ecstasy. He was reaching deeper than I had ever played with myself when he bottomed out. His cock twitched as I felt his hips press against my ass. He was leaned over me and his warm balls draped over my own. With all this sensation hitting at once I came instantly, clamping down on Johnnys dick with each spasm. I came for dick! I thought to myself as I felt the haze of lust start to lift. I was briefly worried, but he didn't give me any time to think. While I was still reveling in my orgasm, Johnny pulled almost all the way out of me before slamming back inside, my ass rippled as his hips stuck me, his balls slapping against my clitty again. I yelped and covered my mouth with both hands as he repeated the motion. Such savage and heavy thrusts bludgeoned my prostate. It wasn't long before I came again, a puddle starting to form underneath me.

"I love your cock, Johnny!" I was a gibbering mess, but I wanted him to know how much I adored him.

Johnny didn't respond but he took his shirt off as he continued to pound me into the floor before returning his powerful arms to my hips. I gazed up at him from the floor over my shoulder, entranced as I watched the muscles he used to fuck me tense and flex with each thrust. His biceps and abs glistened with the sweat of his exertion. I could feel the power behind his hips with every thrust and his forearms held me down in complete submission. I was about to cum again when I felt him pull me up to my knees before effortlessly lifting me into the air. He held my by thighs, my feet dangling in front of me. Johnny pulled out for a moment as he walked with me in his arms, we found ourselves in front of the standing mirror we had in the living room.

I saw myself in his powerful arms, my limp dick hanging uselessly and my ass gaping, begging to be filled again. I reached down, guide Johnny's cock to my ass I got to feel every inch again as he slowly lowered me to the base. The new position didn't reach quite as deep inside me but it felt incredible to watch myself completely at his mercy, dominated by another man. I felt his pecs on my back as he started thrusting again. I moaned like a girl as I watched this dick slide in and out of me. Throwing my head back on Johnny's shoulder as I gave myself to the pleasure. I felt like a girl and I loved it.

"Yes!!" I squealed, "Fuck the boy out me, Johnny!"

Johnny nudged my head as he pounded me and I turned to look at him. He leaned in for a kiss and my eyes went wide before I obliged, locking lips with another man for the first time as his huge cock pumped in and out of me. I reached up to hold his head in place while we shared our first kiss. We explored each other's mouths as I jolted from each of his thrusts. While our tongues danced and played together his cock hit my prostate just right. I came, whimpering into his mouth. This continued for a time, our lips only coming apart to catch our breath and come together at a different angle. Finally we disengaged, spit still linking out tongues, and Johnny gruffly whispered in my ear.

"I'm gonna cum."

It was the first thing he'd said to me all evening and it made me want his cum more than anything in the world.

"Please, cum inside me, Johnny." I pleaded looking desperately into his eyes.

"I'll be your sissy slut forever, please mark me with your seed."

I saw his pupils dialate as he nodded, his thrusts somehow becoming even more savage. I turned back to the mirror, hypnotized by his swinging balls and thrusting, wet cock. His balls were starting to get tight though, pressing against his body. His cock felt bigger and his breathing grew ragged in my ear. I started to wonder what it was going to feel like to have a real man shooting inside of me. I didn't have to wonder for long.

Johnny grunted in my ear, holding me close so that I could feel his entire body tense up. Slamming deep inside me so I could only barely see the base of his shaft. I watched as his balls lifted and I felt a deep, warm, wetness in my ass. He gave another quick thrust and I felt his breath on my ear with another manly moan. I saw the base of his cock pump another fat load into me, feeling the force of the rope shooting out of his dick, splattering my insides with a warm feeling. I moaned and turned to kiss Johnny, moaning into his mouth as I came when he deposited the last of his seed deep inside me. We panted, looking into each others eyes for a moment before I turned back to the mirror. Catching my breath while I admired out embrace, watching semen start to leak out of me along Johnny's shaft.

Johnny lifted me off of his still erect cock with little effort before saddling me between him and his member as if to show me the difference between us. my clitty twitched as his cock towered over it even between my legs, cum started to leak out of my ass and glaze the top of my new favorite toy. When Johnny finally put me down I fell to my knees and brought myself face to face with this dick I'd fallen in love with. I'd only just cum myself, but I didn't feel any disgust or shame, I wanted nothing more than to worship Johnny's cock. It was wet with cum and other bodily fluids, but I didnt hesitate, I brought my lips to the head and started making out with it. I coaxed the last of the fresh jizz from his balls lifting his dick above me so I could watch it fall into my mouth. Then I ran my tongue up and down the shaft. When I was done, he was spotless, no cum was wasted as it now all resided it my mouth. Johnny's seed tasted divine and know that I had been the one to make him give it to me made it taste all the better. I opened my mouth to show him result of his conquest, swirling it around my mouth. I swallowed in front of him as I felt more of his seed leak out of me, clinging to me and coating my excuse for balls in a real mans cum. He had but one thing to say when I openned my mouth to show him, his cum was now deep in my stomach.

"Good boy."

I was smiling for a long time after that, after he got dressed and retired to his room I lay in the living room a little longer to bask in the afterglow. my ass gaped and my belly full of cum on both ends.