AMA - The Boyfriend Ch. 301-310

The song ended abruptly, and I sighed softly as a familiar song started and Taylor Swift's iconic, early country twang cut in. Cassidy had loved 'Today was a Fairytale' for years, though had also left it behind a long time ago and I hadn't heard it at least since college. I doubted it was her addition to the list, and wondered if it might have been Becca's or maybe Terra's.

I let it play through in the back of my mind as I settled in and started chasing Ami's first orgasm because I intended to make the most of my time with her even if it meant we needed to put the playlist on repeat.

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"Alright, ladies," Becca said, raising her voice a bit to cut through the chatter. Seven women in one of the cabins was already a cramped space, but add in the fact that Cattie had moved all of her stuff in and Wanda had ended up with some of her stuff in the room as well and there was limited space. "Ami and Robbie have moved the other boat, and she should have him wearing the headphones now, so let's get this meeting started."

"I move to officially name us the Pussy Pack," Cassidy said, putting up her hand. That got some new laughs and Cattie gave her a soft shove on the arm.

Becca rolled her eyes but couldn't help but smile a little. "I think Robbie might actually die of cringing if we were to do that," she said. "So how about we keep it in our back pocket?" The giggles faded and Becca sat down on the bottom corner of the bed, joining the rest of the ladies and closing the circle. "So, I just want to say, I'm not trying to take charge here or anything. I've just been thinking about this a lot and there's stuff we all need to figure out."

"Oh, come on, Becca," Zenya said, shaking her head with a knowing smirk. "We all know you're an organiser."

"OK, but I don't want anyone looking at me like I'm in charge," Becca said. "Seriously, ladies. Whatever comes out of this, I'm not the boss or anything. On the trip, sure, I organised it. But in this room, in this group? If anyone is the 'leader' it needs to be Cassidy."

Cassidy blushed a little as all eyes turned on her. "I guess that's fair," she said. "But, tonight, you're the one with the plan, Becca. So feel free to lead the meeting."

"Thank you," Becca said, trying to give her an encouraging smile because she knew what the first step of the whole thing needed to be. "So, as I've been thinking about things, I think the first step to figuring out what we're doing is making sure everyone understands where everyone else is at. And I think that means we start with you, Cass."

Cassidy took a breath and let it out heavily before nodding. "That makes sense," she said. "Um... God, where do I start? OK. Just at the very start. I think you ladies know everything, but just in case- So, Robbie and I started dating late in high school, and I knew from the start that he was the only guy for me. We were friends already since grade school but the day I asked him out and he said yes I knew I loved him. From his perspective, everything was really smooth. We graduated and went to college together. The thing is, at the same time, I was-" Her breath hitched in her throat, and she had to cough a clear it as her eyes watered and she tried to keep her emotions in check. "I ended up cheating on Robbie with other girls. Like, a lot. He had no idea it was going on. Our classmates, yeah, but also like... adults. A few teachers, some ladies we knew from the neighbourhood and around town. I think I was addicted to the rush of hooking up with someone new more than actually having sex, but I was absolutely fucking awful up through a couple years of college. Then I hit a wall, and I'll tell you the story some other time if any of you wants to hear it but it's not important right now, and I realised how screwed up I was and how terrible a person I was being. I stopped cold turkey, but the guilt chewed at me like crazy and I dropped out of school as I developed depression."

All of the ladies were listening, and Cassidy could see the variety of their reactions. Some of them knew more details than others - Cattie and Terra the most, then Wanda. The others only knew the general stuff, and she could see compassion and disgust and frustration and all sorts of emotions flickering across their faces as she told her story. The one silver lining she found to hold on to was that no one was lookinginterested or turned on or anything by it - that was the sort of red flag that would have set alarm bells off in her mind that someone in that room didn't belong.

"Of course," she continued, "Robbie was the perfect boyfriend. I started working so I had something to do, but I quickly transitioned into doing social media content and cosplaying and working on my platform. And every few months I'd get overwhelmed by my guilt and the secret I was holding because I was fucking terrified of losing Robbie, and the depression would come back, and he'd just do these little things that would pull me out of it. Then, when he asked me to marry him, I knew I couldn't keep doing that to him for our whole lives. He deserved better, and I'd been trying so hard to make up for what I'd done but I knew I couldn't really do that withoutactually apologising and throwing myself into real repentance. Then the planning for this trip came up, and I heard through the grapevine that last year got... a little spicy."

"Wait, that was a rumour?" Becca asked, clearly surprised. "We didn't even have any guys on that trip."

"Um, that doesn't mean it didn't get spicy," Zenya said, flushing a little. "Youmight have missed the 'Topless Tuesday' party we had out at the pool. We played spin the bottle and a bunch of us kissed each other. And Trishy and Dani both hooked up with that guy who lived next door to our AirBnB."

"They did?" Wanda asked as she blinked. "Taylor told me she hooked up with him on the last night."

"Jesus, that guy was busy that week," Zenya laughed.

"OK, so maybe I missed some things," Becca said and rolled her eyes. "Sorry for interrupting, Cass."

"It's OK," Cassidy said with a little self-deprecating smile. "So, I'd already wanted to try and come on this trip because of the networking and everything. And then stuff came together really quickly - Cattie wanted to come too, and you opened up the trip to spouses, Becca, and Robbie got the time off of work. So I was really stupid and thought it would be a good idea to tell him everything before the trip, and then come here and maybe one or more of you gorgeous single ladies would be interested in fooling around with him. And I know, that was a bad plan. Opening up our relationship on his side wasn't a good way to apologise, but my goal was more about trying to make sure he could experience something that I had - feeling attractive and wanted by more than just my person. I mean, you guys know how Robbie is. I've seen him get flirted with right in front of me and he just never really registered that it was happening because he was so focused on me, and God I love that about him. But if one or two of you wanted to jump into bed with him, and show him how special he was, I wanted that for him."

"Way to overachieve, Cass," Leia said with a chuckle, looking around the room and getting some chuckles from everyone.

"Yeah, I know," Cassidy said with a little smirk and a shake of her head. "Maybe I should have realised that my perfect guy wasn't just perfect for me. But, to make a long story slightly shorter, Robbie and I have been talking a lot, every day. He was really fucking worried about the fact that he was developing feelings for you all, but I realised early on that Iwanted to be OK with it. I mean... look, you're all amazing in your own ways. And you all reflect bits and pieces of him, and you have a huge amount of love that I want him to have. So, I dunno, I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm super fucking blessed that Robbie still loves me after knowing what I did, we're still getting married, but we have a lot of stuff to work through and therapy appointments booked for next week. But he's not just mine any more, and I'm open to sharing him with each of you in whatever way you want to be with him."

Cattie hugged her best friend from the side, squeezing her tightly, while Terra took her hand from the other side and held it as she nodded. Cass blew out a long breath and wiped under her eyes. "Any questions?"

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"I actually have a question," Wanda said.

"I'm an open book," Cassidy replied, immediately feeling a little tightness in her gut because she knew that she was holding back the one thing that might blow this whole thing apart. She would tell them if Robbie wanted her to, but he hadn't decided yet so Cassidy was set on not revealing the App until Robbie said to. The reality of the situation was, she didn't think the App was important to what was between the girls and Robbie. It very specifically involvedher relationships, not other people's. She was mostly sure that the biggest impact it was having was that the ladies in the room, and Ami, believed her more when she said she was more than OK with them having sex or developing relationships with Robbie.

"When we... Well, a lot of you already know - when we hooked up on that first night, what were you actually thinking when it was me and not one of the single girls?" Wanda asked.

Cassidy flushed a little. "Honestly? I wasn't really thinking about that at all. You said you had an arrangement with your husband, and that was good enough for me. You were beautiful, you were really nice, and you were interested and into him, Wanda. It was our first time, so if anything I thought maybe you were a safe person to experiment with because you were sure of your relationship."

Wanda smiled a little sadly. "OK," she nodded. "I was just curious and hadn't asked you yet."

"I mean, if I'm being totally honest..." Cassidy looked at Cattie for a moment and pressed her lips together. "If there was any non-single person I wanted to end up in bed with Robbie, or with both of us if Robbie wanted that, it was Cattie. Before this week I thoughtmaybe she and Heather would be interested in fooling around with Robbie together."

That brought several light scoffs and snorts from the group as they all smirked and shook their heads. The idea of that now, after everything that had happened, seemed completely alien.

"Are you worried at all?" Leia asked quietly. "About sharing him?"

Cassidy nodded and then shrugged. "Yes, but not in a jealous way or anything. More like... about peripheral stuff. I really like each of you, and I'm sure we'll butt heads over things sometimes, but we can figure it out. I'm more thinking about our families, or Robbie's co-workers, oryour families. I mean, Robbie loves you guys, but we've been isolated from the world on this trip and family has a way of changing things and I don't want youor him to get hurt if someone changes their minds. I just know that I'm in it now and I won't change mine."

"Is that what he pulled you into the washroom to ask about?" Becca guessed. "To give you one last chance to pull back?"

Cassidy smiled sadly, still a little in awe of how in tune Robbie and Becca were with the way they thought about things. Sheknew him, but it was earned after years of being with each other. Becca just instinctively got him. "Honestly, girls, I think he's more worried than any of us. I- I think his biggest nightmare right now is hurting any of you by failing to be the partner you need, and that includes me. Becca is right, he did give me one last chance to cool all this stuff off - it would have killed him to do it, but he's the kind of man who wants to handle short-term pain over letting it build long-term. If I wasn't sure, I'd be the one causing the most problems down the road, so he needed to give me that chance. Obviously, I didn't take it."

The girls all absorbed that. Cassidy was most interested that Zenya's reaction was more curious than anything else. She was the only one who hadn't actually jumped into a relationship with Robbie yet and was probably being themost reasonable out of everyone, including Ami. The redhead was leaning back against the headboard of the bed, hugging a pillow in front of her, and watching how the others were taking things.

"Any other questions for now? Obviously, I'll answer anything anyone thinks of later, too," Cass said.

"It's not so much a question as a prompt," Cattie spoke up, still with one arm hooked around Cassidy's. "Cass and I agreed that, between the two of us, we're both in a relationship with Robbie but not with each other. We'll be romantic or sexual together with him, but not separate. More like sister-wives or whatever."

"I'm actually on that wavelength too," Becca piped in. "And for clarity sake to everyone, I'm in an official relationship with Robbie now too. Which I guess brings me to my next point - I think the rest of us need to be open with each other about where we're at with him, and what we're thinking relationship-wise moving forward. To finish off my part - I love him, I plan on being with him for the rest of our lives and I'll share him with Cass and Cattie and any of you happily."

"I'm his girlfriend and his submissive," Cattie said, jumping in next. "And just so that no one is shocked, Robbie is letting me call him Master when we're being intimate. I know not everyone is into that kind of thing, so I don't want anyone to freak out if they hear it."

The ladies all looked to the next person around the circle, which was Wanda. She blew out a long breath and then started to flush as she tried to hold in her emotions and started to fail. Cattie and Zenya, on either side of her, immediately moved to hug her as everyone started to try and reassure her.

Cassidy was right there with them but knew there wasn't anything to worry about. She and Wanda had talked a lot and were on the same page already.

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Wanda waved off the others, wiped at her eyes with her forearm and blew out another breath. "Um, sorry," she said. "I just-"

"You have nothing to apologise for," Zenya said, still hugging her other arm.

"I know, I know," Wanda said. "And honestly, I'm not sad or mad or anything. It's just a lot. Um. I love him. Robbie is... he's everything I want, and everything I thought I had with Brodi that never appeared. He makes me feel safe, and he makes me feel sexy, and he makes me feel like I matter somuch to him, and- I just love him. I'd already be his if I didn't need to confront Brodi in person, and I need to do that knowing that I, at least, am telling the truth. But as soon as Brodi and I are back at home, I'll be divorcing him. It'll be complicated, but I intend to be Robbie's as soon as earthly possible after I've told Brodi to his face that we're done. As for the rest of everything, um... I haven't let myself think so far ahead. I just know that I need to be with him, and I'm so fucking thankful for you guys helping me with everything I'm going through."

There was more comforting of Wanda, who ended up closing her eyes and letting the tears flow for a moment as she laughed, swearing they were happy ones. Once she'd wiped her face again, the girls turned their attention to Zenya.

"I don't know yet," the redhead said. "I mean, I get it. I really understand what you all find so damn attractive about him, but this is a lot. I can see myself in it, I just need time to figure it out. Is that OK?"

"Of course it is," Becca said. "Zee, we'll love you no matter what you decide."

"Thanks," Zenya said, hugging the pillow a little tighter.

Leia blushed as the attention of the group got turned on her next and she bit her lip a little nervously. "Um, hi. I'm Leia and I'm a Robbie-holic." That earned her a peal of laughter from the group and helped boost her confidence. "Honestly, I've kind of been caught up in the whirlwind of all of this. Robbie is kind of a dream, and I'm falling for him hard and I can't really believe it still. I mean, I never saw myself being a poly person and honestly, I think what Cassidy said is true that explaining things to my family is going to be kind of a big deal. But what I do know is that... this week, between Robbie and you girls, is the most loved I've felt since I was a kid. Not that my parents don't love me, it's just different. I want to be with Robbie, and that's kind of as far as I've gotten. Oh, and I kind of like the idea of just being in a relationship with him, but getting to be like... sorority sisters with you all? I feel like if some of us are fooling around in bed together with him we probably shouldn't call ourselvessisters."

"Good point," Becca said. "And we probably shouldn't make the 'sister-wife' joke a thing either. It's going to be hard enough getting over the Kind-of-Poly situation without making us sound like a cult."

"Well, I mean, I knowI'm in the Cult of Robbie," Cattie grinned.

"Just because you worship his cock doesn't mean it's a cult," Wanda laughed, leaning into Cattie softly.

"I think that just leaves you, Terra," Becca said, looking to her left to where she was sitting between her and Cassidy. "We skipped you."

"Most complicated for last," Terra said with a rueful smirk. The smaller woman sat up straight and took a deep breath before letting it out slowly. She was sitting cross-legged on the bed and folded her hands in her lap, gripping her thumbs tightly. "Well, I guess the first thing I should say is that I told Robbie earlier that I'm going to break up with JC when we get back to Louisiana. I only want to wait that long so that it isn't messy tomorrow, and we have some life stuff to untangle."

Cassidy practically crashed into Terra's side at the news, hugging her tightly and kissing her on the cheek. Several of the others gave both their commiserations at the difficult decision as well as their happy acceptance of her.

"I don't know how things are going to work, but I'm going to need to move out of the place I share with JC. I can't keep mothering him even if it were only temporary. What I do know is that I want to get back into Robbie's arms as fast as I can. And when it comes to relationship stuff - well, I think Ami and I are the only ones involved who are straight, so while I love you gals... well, I'm not looking to screw you no matter how hot you all are."

"I do wield a mean strap-on, just saying," Cattie teased her.

"Great, you can keep Cass busy while I jump on Robbie," Terra teased back with a playful roll of her eyes.

"OK," Becca said, cutting off things from sliding into more sexual talk. "To round things out, we all know Ami is taking things slow with Robbie. She's invested in doing things long-distance for now. I don't know if she's told Robbie yet, but both of her parents are pretty old and she's worried about leaving them without her as a support." Most of the girls, other than Zenya, didn't know that and all murmured their positive feelings towards Ami. "Now that most of us are pretty clear on what we want-"

"Shots fired," Zenya said with a little smirk.

"Only in love," Becca teased her back. "Anyways, the next thing to discuss is how we can make this all work."

"Is this where your big mystery plan comes in?" Terra asked.

"It is," Becca said, and then cracked her knuckles. "So. I was doing a lot of thinking..."

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"Alright, Option One, which I'm sure none of us are particularly interested in, is that we all are in long-distance relationships with Robbie from where we're at. We organise trips and go to the same Cons for work, and we basically just keep going with our lives but we have someone to call and text and send our love to."

Cassidy blew a raspberry and gave a thumbs down, showing her displeasure.