Becoming Mrs. Cockwife Pt. 06

I sighed and looked at myself in the mirror again. My eyes were filled with sorrow and despair, and I knew that this was going to be my life from now on. I was going to be James's cockwife, and he was going to treat me like his little plaything. But at least I had this luxurious house that he had given me. It was the least he could do after all the humiliation he had put me through.

"I hate him. But I also love him. He's my husband, after all. Even if it's just his cock. I have to learn to accept my fate and make the best of it. Maybe one day, I'll be able to escape this life and start over. But for now, I'm just Nisha Cockwife, and I have to live with it."

I stumbled out of the bathroom, feeling exhausted and humiliated. The piss that James had drenched me in was still all over my body, but I was too tired to care. I needed to sleep.

I walked into the bedroom and collapsed on the bed, my body still naked and covered in piss. I could feel the wetness beneath me, but I didn't have the energy to move. I just closed my eyes and tried to block out the memories of the day.

As I lay there, I couldn't help but think about my life before James's cock became my husband. I had been poor and struggling to make ends meet, and now, I was living in a luxurious house with a billionaire's cock as my husband. But at what cost? My dignity? My self-respect?

"I can't believe this is my life now. I used to have dreams and ambitions, but now...now, I'm just a sex toy for James and his family. How did I let this happen to me?"

I rolled over onto my side, and the piss on my body made a squishing sound against the sheets. I didn't even want to think about how I was going to clean myself up. I just wanted to sleep and forget about everything.

"I'm so tired. I don't know how much longer I can do this. Maybe I should just give up and accept my fate. Maybe this is all I'm good for...being James's cockwife."

I closed my eyes and let out a deep sigh. The piss and cum on my body were starting to dry, and I could feel the stickiness all over me. But I didn't care. I just wanted to forget about everything and sleep.

"I hate my life. But I don't know how to change it. Maybe this is all there is for me now...being a naked, humiliated sex toy for James and his family."

I slowly opened my eyes and let out a groan as I realized I had spent my wedding night alone in bed, covered in dried cum and piss. The smell was unbearable, and I almost wanted to puke. I tried to move my arms, but they were stuck to the sheets due to the dried-up fluids. I felt disgusted and humiliated as I realized that this was my life now.

I peeled myself off the sheets, trying to ignore the stickiness of the cum and piss on my skin. I made my way to the bathroom, hoping to get rid of the smell that was emanating from me. As I stepped into the shower, the hot water stinging my skin, I couldn't help but think how degrading it was to be James's cockwife.

"I can't believe this is my life now," I muttered to myself as I scrubbed my body vigorously, trying to get rid of the stench. "What have I gotten myself into?" I thought back to the moment when James had proposed to me, asking me to marry his cock instead of him. It was a ridiculous proposition, but I had no other choice. I needed the money and a way out of poverty.

I closed my eyes, letting the hot water wash away the filth on my skin. I couldn't help but feel used and worthless. But I had no other option but to accept my fate and remain submissive to James and his cock.

"I am nothing but a piece of meat to be used and thrown away," I whispered to myself, tears streaming down my face. "I have lost all dignity and self-respect."

I stepped out of the shower, feeling a little bit cleaner but still disgusted by the events of the previous night. As I looked at myself in the mirror, the disgust turned into anger. Anger towards James for treating me like a sex object, towards his family for humiliating me, and towards myself for allowing this to happen.

I wiped away my tears and gathered my strength. "I will not let them break me," I said to myself, standing up straight and determined. "I will take what I need from James and his family, and then I will leave."

As I walked back to the bedroom, naked and still dripping wet, I knew that my life had changed forever. But I was not going to let it defeat me. I would emerge from this as a stronger, more independent woman.