Beginnings Ch. 04

Beth took several pictures, and before she left, she hugged me again and said, softly, "Will you think about what I asked? My brother means the world to me, and I really need him to come out of his shell. And, really, it might help you, you know, decide who you are, too. Annndddd, I'll keep my word. Anything you do with Jason, I'll do with you. ANYTHING!" She leaned in kissing my cheek. "Bye, Valerie, see you in school."

Christ! Does she mean what I THINK she means? In my head, I'm imagining her kissing me, full on the lips kissing, and, she had her hand on my panties, so, was she saying....? THEN, I had to shake that idea off, because, there is no way I could do that, to her brother. I paced around some more, but had to get out of Valerie's clothes, and clean the makeup off me.

I was in my room, waiting on my parents to return, when I got a call from Beth. She had shown Jason my picture, and he agreed to meet at the mall, if I would. I told her I'd never been out of the house, as Valerie, and I, for sure, couldn't 'do' anything with her brother. She let that part go, and went back to convincing me to at least meet them. I told her I'd see her at school, and we could talk more. I waited until after supper, while Mom was washing dishes, I pulled Dad to the basement, and told him that Beth wanted Valerie to go to the mall. I mainly wanted his opinion on should I, AND, could I convince people that I was Valerie.

"Son, I have to be honest. I never dreamed you'd do anything like this, but, when I saw 'Valerie', I was struck by how pretty and feminine you were. You make a better girl, than a boy. I know that sounds strange, coming from a father, but, you obviously like to be her, and you fooled me, so you could fool anyone. I'd say, give it a try, see how it feels. And, um.... if this means you like boys, I...I'll try and get used to that, too".

"NO! Dad, no, I...I like girls."

He just smiled and hugged me, said, "Whatever you decide is fine." and went back upstairs.

I went to bed early, my head too full of the day's conversations. I slept fitfully, weird dreams, one after another. One that woke me, was Valerie, in a wedding dress, then being pushed down onto a bed, my wedding dress pushed up, and Jason between my legs, pulling white lace panties down my legs. What the fuck! I got back to sleep, rolling through a couple more dreams, then, back in that wedding dress. But this time, it was ME on my knees, between a man's legs. I bolted upright, when I realized it was my Dad's legs! Between his legs was a hard cock, easily twice, maybe three times, the size of mine. I took a couple of sleeping tablets and finally went back to sleep, not remembering any further dreams that night. I needed a dream book to help me decode this mess.

I kept to myself most of Sunday, unable to face my Dad, as if he had any idea about the dreams. Part of me wanted to pull Valerie's clothes outside and burn them, to bury that part of me. But I couldn't bring myself to do it. BEING Valerie was SO satisfying. I called Beth and told her that Valerie would meet her and Jason at the mall. She squealed so loud, I thought my parents would hear her through the phone. She was my shadow at school, hugging on me between classes, and after school. She helped coach me in speaking, and we felt I could pull it off.

Saturday came, Dad took Mom to the farmer's market, giving me time to get ready. Beth and Jason picked me up, and he was every bit as shy as she had said, but he did thank me for coming out to meet them, and complimented me on my look. He swore that I would convince anyone that I was as female as Beth.

We walked in the mall, my heart in my throat. Beth placed me on one side of Jason, while she was on the other. I focused on my walking, and caught a few stares. Maybe high heels and a short dress was a poor choice, but Beth was beaming. She pulled Jason around, and he, in turn, pulled me. We sat in the food court. Beth made Jason go get us drinks.

"See. Valerie? Easy! Just look around, half the guys in here are checking you out. I can tell, too, that Jason is more comfortable with you here with us, than anyone else. I guess, because you both have secrets."

I rolled my eyes and said, "Thanks, no pressure." She just laughed.

We sat, enjoying our drinks. Two times, guys came up to us, even with Jason sitting there, and asked us out. Beth was loving it, but seeing that it was making both Jason and I nervous, suggested going to their house for the afternoon. Their parents would be gone all day. It was a beautiful home, easily 3 times the size of my house, with high ceilings and marble floors downstairs. Beth whispered something in Jason's ear and he excused himself. She led me to the den, and we sat on an enormous couch.

"I'm so glad you decided to go to the mall with us, I know it was a big step, and it should prove to you that you are convincing as Valerie. And, (as she put her hand high on my thigh), I wanted to reward you." Her eyes were locked on mine as she knelt in front of me. Her hands pushing my short skirt higher, exposing my satin panties.

"Beth! Y-you don't have to..." but she pulled at my panties and fished my swelling cock free.

"Shhhh, I want to." She kissed my lips, then dropped down and licked the head of my cock. I thought I was going to cum, right then. She sucked the drops of pre-cum up, and licked her lips, before opening them and sliding them down on me. Oh, God! So, THIS is what a blowjob feels like! She slurped and moaned like it felt as good to her, as it did to me.

"Keep your eyes closed, I'm going to make you feel even better." So I did, sitting there, squirming, as she kept going, ravishing my cock like it was the sweetest candy. I opened my mouth to gasp out that I was coming, when I felt lips on mine, and a tongue. I blinked open, to see her, feeling her, frenching me, but, still felt lips on my cock. What the Hell? I was spasming, my cum blasting out...INTO someone's mouth, but?? My head was spinning, what's happening? Beth is hugging my head, kissing me passionately, but, I KNOW I'm feeling a hot mouth on my pulsating cock.

I managed to pull my head back enough to break the kiss, and Beth is saying, "Valerie, honey... I know I tricked you into this, but I love my brother, and, well, I know it was good for you, too, right?" She pulled back enough, that I saw Jason, on the floor, in front of me, licking his lips, looking sheepish, with a huge smile. "He's been so sure, that he is gay, but, was afraid to approach guys. I knew this was a plan that would help you both. Please don't be upset."

She motioned Jason away with one hand, as the other stroked my cheek. "Please? I'll... make it up to you. I've been wanting to, anyway." As she swung one leg over me, so she is straddling me. She wrapped her fingers around my still hard cock, and pushed it under her panties. With no hesitation at all, she sunk down on me, and kissed me at the same time. Fuck!!

I couldn't believe how wet she was. I could NOT be mad. Her fingers going through my hair, her pussy pistoning around my cock, which felt twice it's size, being massaged like this, and kissing me like she was tongue mining my head for brains. She smiled and said (without slowing a bit) "This is so hot, Valerie! I've fucked girls before, but I'm loving this! You already came once, so you'll last longer this time. Fuck me, lover!" With that, she reached for my hands, and put them on her boobs. He held my hands on them, kneading them, until I realized what she was doing, and did it myself. I started thrusting up to meet her, and she began bucking. "God, baby, yes!! Ooooo, I'm cumming!!!" and as she was quivering around my cock, I exploded in her. She collapsed on me, hugging me, and I, her. I was sure I was dreaming.

I'm not sure how long we stayed like that. We might have both dozed off. I became aware that she was kissing me again, and I felt her juices on my thighs. At some point, I think she realized the mess we'd made and stood, and pulled me up. She laughed, hugged me, and then went to get damp towels to wipe up the couch. I hoped it didn't leave a mark on the leather couch. She then took me up to her room, where she sucked me again. When I recovered from THAT orgasm, reality sunk in.

"Shit! I have to get home, before my folks, to get changed." After a life changing afternoon, going back to being Tommy was a bit depressing. I had a lot to think about. Jason and Beth drove me home, and BOTH hugged me. It wasn't until I got back in my room, that I hadn't even that that was weird.