Blood & Carrots - Memoirs Ep. 06

"Thank you, Jennifer, I'm grateful for that, and even though it went well, I'm sorry you had to be suddenly thrust into that drama."

He bowed to me and I offered him a smile, reaching up to push a hand to his cheek. "Do not be so apologetic... it is fine, I promise." I rubbed under his chin as he looked up, then felt my fingers slip clear as he stood once more.

"Where to next then?" He spoke out conversationally.

I felt courage well up in me after having spent this time with him and knowing I wouldn't have an angry Archangel trying to smite me for liking her boyfriend. I met his eyes and spoke out pointedly, "You have a private chamber here, yes? Show it to me."

I stepped from the gate and looked around. The room was humble and simple for the most part. A large cleanly made bed, and a few ornamental tapestries hanging on the walls. There was a small dresser on one side of the room with various pictures adorning it in frames. I recognized most of the individuals including a picture of my lady cuddled up close to him, looking very happy and relaxed in his arms.

I picked the picture up and frowned as I looked upon it, then glanced back at the angel who looked a little nervous to have me alone in his room. Settling the frame back in place I turned to face him, stepping forward a few paces. "You know, I sought out council with my lady before speaking with you."

"Is that right?" Ryder took a knee so we'd be eye-level once more. "Why? If I may ask?"

"For the very reason, I'd have withdrawn had Rachel protested." I pushed my hand to his face, looking into his eyes as I bit my lower lip. "My lady... she loves you with everything she is, Ryder, I could never take that from her."

"You're such a kind mouse, Jennifer, it really makes me want to love you." He grinned at me and I blushed deeply and blinked several times.

"R-Ryder... just because I love you, you are not obligated to return it!" I squeaked out, my heart pounding as he drew closer, his lips brushing my own.

"Indeed, but you are certainly one, I think I could grow to love quite easily." My eyes widened at his words, but then my thoughts drifted away as he drew me into a kiss once more. My fingers curled into the robes he wore, returning the kiss as our tongues flicked and teased with one another eagerly.

After several heated moments of kissing, I parted and step back. "Ryder, will you draw that shade over your skylight so I might do away with the parasol? I saw how you intently stared upon my hips prior when I unbuckled." I cooed out as I reached for my jeans, then lifted my ears as his own hand stopped mine.

"The room is shielded, you will not feel the effects, now come here." He growled confidently as my heart leaped when his own hands grasped the front of my jeans, hips squirming as he unbuckled my belt, then deftly popped my button open and pulled the zipper clear, getting a glimpse of my crimson panties within.

"You... wish the lead, my angel? I happily give it if you do..." I groaned as he nodded and peeled my jeans clear, my hips coming into view as I kicked my boots off, then I squeaked as he gripped my hips and hefted me gently from the floor, setting me on the edge of his large bed.

I chewed on my lower lip as he went for my panties just like that, my dewy petals coming into view for the first male I'd ever let see them other than my brother. He said not a word as he scooped his hands up under my knees, spread me as I fell back to my palms, then his mouth was upon me.

My heart soared to feel this knight pleasing me, more than I ever felt I had deserved, then I gave a cute squeak as he huffed out and rolled his tongue, having discovered the small piercing in my pearl.

"Whoa... never seen one of these in person..." He gasped out as he intently looked upon me while I panted out and whimpered.

"R-Ryder... my knight... I am happy you approve of my jewelry but uh... I was right there so... please?" I panted out, looking down at him as he perked his ears and gave me an apologetic smile before moving back in.

I shuddered and sighed in relief as his mouth started suckling at my spot once more, tongue showing as one of my hands, rubbed at his ears. "Gods yes... right there my knight... my angel... please... ngh... shift your tongue side to side, okay?" He did as I requested and my toes curled as I squeaked out, then my back arched as I cried out louder, feeling flung past my limit for the first time by another male that wasn't Jeremy.

His ears perked and tail wagged as he heard the joy he had brought me, my vision blurring for a moment from the intense release before I felt him ease back into the gentle laps of his tongue. "By the gods... I can't even think... it's so blissful, Ryder... I do not deserve this... I don't deserve-"

He put a finger to my lips to silence me, shaking his head. "Do not question what you are deserving of, my mouse... that is for the gods to decide, yes?" He offered me a loving grin as I nodded, then shifted to pop his fingertip into my maw, nipping it to finally get a few drops of that divine blood on my tongue.

"Ngh... hungry my mouse? You can have more than a few drops if you wish..." He growled lovingly before moving back down and I gasped against his finger, feeling him starting to lap and suckle upon me once more.

I clutched his hand with both of my own, whimpering and groaning as I supped from the wound, the divine blood making my toes curl as he kept the pressure up with his tongue, then after a few more skilled laps, he went side to side again in quick flicks as I parted from his finger, crying out in another squeaky moan as he made me crest once more for him.

"By... the ... gods..." I panted against his hand, whining as I felt him lap against my petals, then bit my lower lip as he climbed from the floor to stand over me. My heart pounded in my ears as I watched him pull the sash of his robe feel, revealing his strong shapely muscles, a much larger male than my brother to be sure.

"Scoot back on the bed, my mouse, and lose the shirt." He growled eagerly as I did what he said, bracing on my paws to move further back into his bed that smelled so heavily of him, but I also caught odors from my lady and various others. I didn't care though, in this moment he was mine and I hastily peeled my shirt and bra right off, throwing them to the side and biting my lower lip as my rounded perky breasts came into view.

He perked his ears at the view, seeing small silver bars in each of my nipples as my wiry pink tail smacked the mattress. "S-Sorry... I know they're not as large as my Lady's or some of the others you may lay with."

"Jennifer, they're beautiful, just like the rest of you, and they're quite ample for your size!" He growled as he climbed over me, his robes half hanging on him as I squeaked out when both his hands grasped them. "Ha... see... more than a handful to be sure..." He cooed and I gasped as he kneaded my chest, his thumbs going right to my peaks, curiously teasing the bars as I moaned for his touch.

"I still... can't believe you're here... touching me like this..." I panted up at him, giving a soft squeak as he pinched and tugged each bar. "Ha! C-Careful, Ryder... they're sensitive!"

"Yeah, in all the right ways it seems..." He growled down at me before finishing the job, his hands moving to fully disrobe, his large wings furling out fully as I gasped up at him, but then my eyes darted down, seeing his fully ready length, my jaw gapping slightly at the size of him, there was a big difference between a mouse and a fox after all.

"R-Ryder... that's uhm... seeing you at the ready like this, it makes me uh... nervous?" I couldn't help but awkwardly chuckle as I scooted back a little from him.

"Oh, don't worry my mouse, we'll figure it out!" He barked out and grasped my hips as I squeaked loudly, the world spinning for a moment as he took a seat and hefted me right into his lap. I bit my lower lip as he pushed my petals right up to the underside of his length that was jumping and dripping with precum.

"You're not much smaller than, Lorelai, so I'm sure we'll be fine, my mouse." He puffed out as he dug his nails into my hips, gently hefting me up and down, letting that jumping length rub against my pierced pearl as I panted up at him.

"A-Are you sure? It's rather... large compared to my- Eep!" I yelped out as he hefted me right up to his chest, my tail whipping about in panic as he lined that tapered head right to my entrance and started grinding.

"Only... nhg.. One way to find out, yeah?" He panted down into my rounded ears before I looked up at him, biting my lower lip and nodding rapidly, feeling him grinding, that head of his length starting to work its way in slowly but surely. I didn't care, I didn't care how bad it hurt, I needed him, I had to have my angel I'd longed to have for centuries now.

"Yes! Yes... Ryder, I'm yours, so use me if you have to!" I declared and set him with a fussy look as my own hips started shifting, determined to get his divine cock in me, then I lolled my tongue, ears drooped as I felt his head gain purchase at last, popping into me as I squeaked out.

"I'd never just use you, Jen... you're my precious mouse, and I'll make sure you also enjoy every... inch..." He growled confidently as I whined out, blinking up at him with red eyes as he slowly brought me down, spreading my tight walls with that length until I gave a throaty gasp, hearts practically feeling like they should be in my eyes as he somehow made it all fit.

"Gods... gods... I can feel your precum spilling into my womb, Ryder... ngh... you're throbbing so hard too!" I moan out and rocked my hips, whimpering as I felt him jump inside me.

"Fuck... fuck... Jen... G-give me a sec to get used to you, you're like...crushing me in there!" He groaned out and panted, one hand on my hip, his other cupping my face as we stared at one another.

I offered him a grin, my wiry tail wrapping around his own thick fluffy one, squeezing it as my hips kept rocking, shaking my head. "No way... ngh! I'm gonna keep moving, I wanna please my angel, my fox... R-right now... all mine!" I sighed out in declaration as I kept my hips grinding, forcing him to keep shifting as he moaned and shook his head.

"Jennifer... you're relentless, fuck..." He lolled his tongue, his large wings spreading as I grinned, my own eyes glittering red to see how much pleasure I was giving my knight.

"Ryder! I love you! I love you and I'll make you happy! S-so... don't think, just let me ride and please you, okay?!" I panted and dug my nails hard into his chest, wincing as he jumped hard while I shifted back and forth, my own mouse honey soaking his lap, our tails intertwined like mine and my brothers would do.

He nodded and kept a hand on my face, panting and whimpering at my clenching walls as I grinned proudly at him, my breasts swaying in time to my own movements, making his tapered tip kiss my core, more of his love spilling into me as I sighed happily, feeling another release crest through me, but not letting up on my movements.

I could feel it, I could feel that energy pouring into me, what Lorelai warned me about. I didn't care, I wanted him, I needed him, nothing mattered in this moment but me and my angel. I squeaked as he jumped once more, blink up at him as I ground my hips, feeling a bulge at my petals, his knot no doubt starting to show, a testament to how much he was enjoying my body.

"Ryder! T-Tell me it feels good, tell me I'm making you happy!" I squeaked out, slapping my hips hard down against his lap, forcing him to plunge in and out as I groan. It wasn't as if I wasn't immensely enjoying this as well, I'd longed for him for centuries after all.

"I do! I do... my mouse... my... J-Jennifer!" He snarled and shifted his hands to my hips, my own tongue showing as I panted up at him. I cried out happily as he wrenched the reins from me, holding me and started to pump up into me, desperate for his release as I moaned out.

"Yes! Yes! Fuck me, love me, take me my fox! Claim me as no one but my brother has ever done! I beg... of you!" I panted frantically as he pumped into me while I cried out in soft moans while my tail squeezed his own in a tight embrace and my walls crushed at his divine length.

"Gods above! J-Jennifer!" He cried my name out and I saw his eyes shift to gold before he brought me down with one mighty thrust to force that knot deep inside me. I saw stars in my red eyes as he knotted me for the first time, then I squeaked out in a loud throaty moan as I finally felt his fire pour into me.

"Yes! Fucking... yeeeesss... fill me with love my angel!" I cried out, sounding as mad and desperate for him as I felt, I had longed for this, fantasized over it for centuries and I was finally getting it. I waded into the depths of hell to help save this fox, and now he was claiming me at last.

"I fucking..." He clenched his teeth, his gold eyes rolling up as I sighed proudly, my walls crushing him as I milked the last thick gush of his love into me, then my fox gave me a cute little yip and collapsed back into the pillows.

"Ha... ha... so much... so much of your love... I love you, gods..." I licked my lips, humming at feeling all of his heat inside me, proud, drunk, and sated for my angel. The euphoria turned to fatigue and I collapsed atop him, sighing happily as I felt him draw me close with an arm.

"That was... Gods, Jen... I can't even think..." He panted into my ears and I nuzzled his chest, sighing happily, feeling warm in his embrace.

"Do not think, my angel... hold me, let me drink this moment in, for we will never have our first again, and I wish to savor it." I puffed against his strong chest.

"Ngh... now you sound like Lorelai or Alice... alright, Jen... you're safe in my arms, so rest, I'll be here when you wake up." He puffed into my ears as I nodded and sighed again before letting my torpor take me, happy to sleep in my angel's safe embrace.

He was there when I awoke, my body naturally rising to wake as the night fell in the area, even if there was no darkness here. I had trouble processing everything for a moment as I stared at his peaceful face. We had sex, I told him I loved him, the first male I'd said or done such things with aside from Jeremy in all my life.

Lorelai warned I'd be tainted, but I didn't feel anything different inside me, then again, perhaps it took years to start to feel such things. After all, Alice was the core cause of it, Ryder and the others just had diluted versions of her natural abilities.

I stayed in his arms for a while, just enjoying his warmth and watching his peaceful face while he slept. He truly did look like an innocent puppy would, despite the lewd things he'd done to me hours ago.

Feeling restless, I climbed from his bed and dressed. My mind was still whirling so I wanted to walk and think a bit. I bound the parasol to my belt, deciding I'd explore the citadel at 'night'.

Just as mundane tended to do, the evening hours were devoid of most activity, a few lingering citizens coming and going, most giving me curious gazes but not wanting to talk to the strange vampire in their city.

"Look at that one, just brazenly walking around like they own the place. Ever since the Commander's sorted that treaty..."

"Yeah, tell me about it. I wonder if some of them will want to just move up here, they're barely more than mundane."

I frowned as my rounded ear flicked, easily hearing the gossip of a few passing cadets. It was clear the mistrust was alive and well, along with the prejudice. I didn't want to cause a scene as I was a guest though, so I just kept walking as if I hadn't heard them.

After nearly an hour of looking around, I found myself in a large square within the city. Nary a soul was about and I hardly had time to react as I quickly withdrew my shortswords at my side, spinning on a heel with them crossed, my sharp teeth flashing as the maroon blades clashed with the divine rapier.

The swing was an upward one and it lifted me right off my boots as I sailed back several yards before landing gracefully, setting my blades as my tail whipped about. Of course, I recognized her instantly, the snow-white wolf standing there with her blade drawn, her teeth showing in a challenging grin.

"Well well... if it isn't Lady Silverpaw... What are you doing skulking around the town all alone smelling like you just rode my boyfriend into unconsciousness?" Charlotte flicked her rapier a few times, her tail wagging excitedly.

"Well, as you said, I rode him into unconsciousness, so I had no escort. Also, it's hardly skulking if I'm out in the open, offering to keep me company, Paladin?" I hissed out as I blinked out of the sight, the wolf giving an approving bark as flashes of maroon and divine silver clashed.

I didn't try to bare strength against her, I'd be insane to, so I just kept a flurry of strikes up, the angel backpedaling as she stayed on the full defensive, not chancing a counter with my size and speed.

"Pretty... good!" She barked out then one of my blows hit a screen of light as I hissed through my teeth, juking back as her reaper pierced forward, just biting into my cheek to draw blood and offer me the burn that followed.

I leaped back in a few quick hops before snarling. "Using your Paladin tricks to keep up, wolf?"

"You're too fast if I don't, yeah?" Charlotte gave me a haughty grin as she set her rapier and lunged forward again. I snapped my teeth together and met her charge, shifting to juke to the side as she brought the blade forward.

She barked out as I shoved right up against her chest, hissing from the burn of touching her but managing to flip around her shoulder, using my small size to grab one wing to hold on as the wolf tried to spin around. Hissing again through the burn I shoved the edge of my maroon blade to her throat.

"There! Fuck!" I spat out and leaped off her shaking my hand that had gripped her wing, though a lot of me was feeling those burns now since I practically had climbed on top of her.

"Heh... so fast, or am I still rusty?" Charlotte sheathed the rapier and offered her hand. "Come here, I'll heal those burns. Ryder showed me his little trick shortly after I got back."

I gave her a skeptical look but sheathed my shortswords and walked over, gripping her hand. Sure enough, there was no pain and within moments, the burn and aches were gone. I stepped back and clenched my hand that had gripped her wing, then looked back at her.

"Interesting way to say hi." My hands moved to my hips.

"At least you'll never be bored around me, eh Jennifer?" She showed me a haughty smile and folded her arms. "Seriously though... You really fucked him, didn't you?"

I squeaked out and blushed at the brazen words, then rubbed the back of my head. "Uh... yeah I did, we rivals now or some shit over it?"

"Rivals? Nah not at all, I just find it amusing. Was it like... a flight of fancy or something more?" She tilted her head curiously.

"I've been in love with Ryder for centuries, I assure you it wasn't some bootie call." I scoffed and pushed a hand to my chest, feeling my heart beat to life from its stillness as I thought about him.

"Did you act on it or did he?" She followed up with another question.

"I did. I'd have said something sooner but we only recently clawed the two of you out of literal Hell." I fired back with another smirk.

"Hey and I appreciate that, I really do." Charlotte frowned and growled as she clenched her fists. "But you were so damn fast and wiery. We need to have another point!"

"Give me a break, Charlotte, Ryder wore my ass out and I've not had a decent meal in a few days. You pick another fight I might just collapse!" I stomped my foot and folded my own arms, giving her a half-hearted glare.