Bringing Out the Real Me

"Relax, baby boy. You need to open up for me. Come on, let me in. Just relax......."

I push out like I'm taking a shit while attempting to loosen my insides. Suddenly he lurches forward.

"OW!"

It hurts, but the more I relax the more my tunnel molds. Though he's randy, Chibuike gives me time between humps to learn to accommodate him.

"Oh god... Fuck... Fuck!"

At about 3-4 inches it really hits me: I'm no longer a virgin. I've been fucked, my cherry popped, and by a big black man no less! Never in a million years could I have guessed this would be my fate, and especially not that I'd be "willing!" But it's true, I asked for this. I wanted those drinks. I liked the attention. I got hard sucking dick.....

"Hoooo!!! DadddYYYYY!!"

Coming to terms with my own manhood, or lack thereof, is cathartic. My whole body goes limp so my new Daddy can fuck me harder.

"Ohhh!! Fuuuuckkk!!!"

Holy shit! That feels... good? His dick keeps punching that nerve bundle and sparks fly internally.

"That's it, baby, I knew you'd like it. Little white bitch broken in by a big black cock. You should see it, my meat between your creamy cheeks."

My dick nearly bursts when the mental image forms. We must look so obscene, my skinny white body getting cored out by a Black god. I'm so turned on I loosen more.

"Oh my god! Fuck.. FUCK!"

He's probably 7 inches deep now, long-dicking his way to the pubes. I'm totally stuffed, a full blown bitch, and start crying when he goes too deep. Even though my prostate is jelly it hurts to be split in two!

"You better not move, cunt, I'm close!"

He speeds up even more and I can barely take it. I push out hard but he's so fucking huge! Chest down, my cheek on the sheets, I stare at a wooden cross on the wall as Chibuike unloads inside me for the second time in an hour.

"FUUUCKKKKK!!!"

He leans over and wraps his arms around me, panting as his massive meat shrinks. It slips out with a slimy *shlick*. As he turns me around I think I now understand part of what it means to be a woman. Taking loads with no orgasm in return. Being so sore yet knowing there'll be more. Can't say no, can't fight back. Just take take take, give give give. And it's only just begun...

Chibuike stands to the side of the bed pointing at his dangling flesh. "Clean it."

As he guides his wet cock into my mouth I'm surprised to see it's spotless. In my cockdrunk trance I'm not as grossed out as I should be and masturbate while cleaning him. I've been horny for hours and need my nut more than ever! But I've forgotten one of the cardinal rules: never touch my "clit."

"What the fuck!" Chibuike roars. Though he's visibly pissed, he recognizes my feral state and lets it slide. "You really are a little bitch," he laughs.

When I finish, Chibuike takes off his shirt so I can finally admire his body. This dude is seriously jacked: meaty pecs, round shoulders, cut abs, the lot. A smattering of Afro chest hair trails down to his crotch, all adding to his masculine appeal.

I catch myself drooling and wonder how I've changed teams so quickly. I've always been attracted to girls, why the sudden switch? Maybe though, I dare to consider, it isn't so sudden... Maybe it's always been there and I've just been pushing it away... I couldn't be gay back home, but now in the big city I can be who I want. The "real" me, as Chibuike says. I lean forward to kiss him.

"Wow, I've never seen a boy turned out so quick. But you white bitches are a piece of cake."

It hurts because it's true, but I can't change my nature. We kiss some more and my dick steels, or maybe it hasn't even gone soft. It's hard to tell he makes me so horny.

Chibuike sodomizes my loosened hole, says he's turning it into a real pussy. When he places my own hand on it I'm horrified. It's no longer a tight pucker but a cunt, or at least how I think one might feel. It's wet and puffy, a fleshy gash with moist lips. I've been used, abused, degraded and filled and just want to disappear!

Spunk puddles by my taint as I snuggle semi-reluctantly with my Man, my hand on his strong pec. I have no idea what time it is but don't care anymore. At this point I'm just riding it out. Impressively, Chibuike's cock is already raging again and he makes me go down to suck it. When I come back up I'm afraid he'll take me doggy but thankfully he flips me on my back.

"Just like a girl," he coos while folding me in half.

He lines up to my gushy slit and pushes in without much resistance. In this time-tested position I'm 100% girl. Legs back, my "pussy" stuffed, there's no denying it. But the girliest part is how amazing it feels.

"Hooooollllyyy fuck.... Ohoooooo my goddddddd...."

If doggy's a 5/10 on the pleasure scale, missionary is a solid 8! Each hump makes me squeal as his impossibly hard dick drives right up into my little button. My feet bounce passively on his muscular glutes the whole way to heaven.

After all this edging my prostate is downright ravenous. It's swollen and needy and seems to only find relief through his thrusting spear. Sensations I've never dreamed of roll through my loins as what feels like an orgasm pulses through me. I haven't even shot but my muscles are contracting like I'm having an orgasm, though on a much deeper level and infinitely more intense!

Watery precum drips from my tip, more with each prostate punch. It feels like Chibuike is physically pushing it out and fear he'll do the same to my load..... I'm so close to bursting even though I haven't touched myself, this fullness is just too good. His butt fucking sublime!

"Oooohhh, Daddy! Fuck! FUCK!!"

He focuses and speeds up, now railing at an insane pace.

"Loosen your pussy!" he orders, but it's hard to concentrate with his diving torpedo.

"Unnnnhhh!!" I gasp. "Slow down!!"

SLAP

"You don't tell me what to do, bitch!"

"Nnyyyeeaaa!!! S-sorry!!"

I'm in a sexual frenzy, Chibuike fucking me so hard I fear my hole won't ever close. It hurts but he coaches me through it.

"LOOSEN!"

"UNNAAAHH!!"

"LOOSEN!"

"AAHHH!! OOOOOOOO!!!"

Finally I loosen my body and DAMN it feels good! With my insides completely relaxed, I take Chibuike's 9 inches like a champ. He pounds into me at hyper speed, each thrust gaping my ass until it becomes the pussy I should've been born with. It burps as his slick dick exits and squelches as he reenters. I squeeze internally at full depth and fireworks burst. Am I experiencing nirvana?

In his crouching position my Man pulls off a deviant maneuver. He leans forward with his dick out then slides it right down my waiting throat! I cough, utterly bewildered by the double-fucked bitch I've become, and try my best to keep up. One hole then the next, he switches off as he pleases.

"You're my bitch now. My cunt."

He sucks hickies all over my neck, chokes me, slaps me, makes me feel like an object. My pussy is pounded to smithereens, the pressure against my walls so exquisite. Somehow when I squeeze internally it gets even better!!

"Nyoh my god! Nooo!! FUCK! AHHHH!!!!"

Again, again, I squeeze harder, HARDER! Oh my FUCK it feels so good!! I'm clenching this man with new muscles, milking him with all I've got, then SPLOOSH! Suddenly a dam breaks and I'm squirting like a girl!!

"Heeeeeeeeehhh!!! Huuuuuhhhh!! HOOOOO!!! OOOOO!!!!!!!!"

The orgasm is like none I've ever given myself. It's not explosive, nor thick and virile. It's a small watery load, almost a half piss, drained from an area so deep in my loins I didn't even know it existed. It's a profound orgasm, the kind that changes your life. The way you see yourself. Am I even a man if I can cum like this?

As he churns out more divine nut, Chibuike jizzes in me for the third time this evening. I wonder if it will be his last but know I have no say in the matter.....

When he pulls out I hear the most humiliating PLOP followed by squishy cum queefs. My groin is still contracting minutes after I "cum" (I'm still not convinced it counts!) and thin dribbles continue to milk. Chibuike's filled me with way too much jizz and it's leaking onto his bed. Fearing the consequences, I try not to spill but accidentally spray some out with a wet fart.

"Go clean yourself up," he says patronizingly. "And get me some water," he adds.

I thought waddling to the bathroom after squirting like a girl was bad, but seeing myself in the mirror is worse.

"Holy shit..."

I'm a wreck. My cheeks are pink and streaked and my nose is bright crimson from his scratchy beard. My neck is covered in hickies, some so dark they look permanent, and pinches and nibbles dot my milky chest. But turning around is what shocks me most.....

I barely recognize my hot pink buns through the fading handprints. Pulling them apart reveals not so much a butthole but a "pussy." It looks nothing like before, though admittedly I haven't spent much time inspecting it. Now it's loose and gummy, blown out, with puffy lips instead of a tight ring.

White fluid leaks out and when I queef a deluge flows. I look at myself and try not to cry as my manhood vaporizes in front of me. I can no longer deny I'm purebred bitch. Still deep in glorious subspace, I take a breath, fill a glass then hobble back into the room.

In bed, Chibuike maneuvers me to the little spoon position. I've never cuddled before but it's nothing like I imagined. Instead of burying my nose into flowery hair, a huge black man is poking against my battered bum. His finger easily slips into my loaded ass and returns to its usual sodomy.

Chibuike's room has blackout shades so I have no idea what time it is. I know I desperately need to sleep though, even if it's in this stranger's bed, and eventually he lets me.

I wake up deliriously to Chibuike folding me in half again. Forgetting where I am I struggle, then once I remember I struggle harder! My hole is so sore, I just want to go home!

"You never deny me!" Chibuike glares coldly while he forces in his Man dick.

"Hnnnnggggg.....!"

I wince, my insides tired and bruised, but thankfully he doesn't go fast. He fucks me with surprising tenderness, taking care not to hurt me, and I'm pathetically grateful. My hips open wider as I get more comfortable and he massages my g-spot.

"Oh..." I moan throatily. He does it again. "Oooo...."

I don't even care that I don't cum this time. Near the end I'm having another one of those soft, internal orgasms. The type he seems to push out whenever I'm on my back. Squeezing tight on his cock I'm damn close to milking it out, but not this time.....

I awake again at an unknown hour and decide it's time to leave. I've been at this man's house long enough, been cum in more times than I ever expected -- which was none by the way! After slipping from the sleeping giant's arms, I crawl to the door. I'm just gonna throw on my clothes, haul ass out of here and never look back. Never return to this wild neighborhood full of predatory men who take advantage of heartbroken boys!

My knees crack loudly as I stand up. Shit! Before I can even twist the knob a loud voice booms: "Where are you going!"

I turn right and see Chibuike's head rise. He leans over and slams the door with a snarl.

"Uhhh, I just...." I have to think fast or this psycho might kill me! "I was just gonna... uhhh... make you something to eat! Yeah! Make Daddy a nice snack. I thought you deserved it after such a long night...."

I put my hand on his chest and purr coquettishly in hopes I won't get hit. It's crushing how innately I perform the girly action but charm offensive is my only weapon.

"Hmmmmmm...."

I'm not sure he believes me, but the prospect of food seems to overpower the need to punish. He opens the door and as he leads me to the kitchen I see my clothes in a pile. I weigh my odds: can I grab them and escape? Or fuck it, I'll just sprint out naked! Anything to get out of here!

But I know that won't work. He'll catch me and only make things worse. I'll just have to accept my new role until he lets me go, then I can forget this ever happened....

"Get some bacon and eggs from the fridge. Daddy deserves a feast after fucking his bitch so good."

If losing my virginity was the death of my old-self, then making breakfast for the man who took it is my birth as a sissy. It's beyond degrading to perform this traditionally feminine task, all while my gaping ass leaks cum. It takes me to a level so low that obeying the man who brought me here is the only thing that makes sense.

Bacon sizzling, I look at the clock and see 6:00. AM? Jeez, that was a long night, but at least it's over. But over the television in the other room I hear "6 o'clock evening news." What? That's not possible.... I look outside and see street lamps turning on, dealers setting up for another night of debauchery. Apartments are lit, families are dining.

"No... No....." I stumble into the family room. "Chib- Daddy.... I-is it 6... PM?"

He laughs heartily and replies, "of course! That pussy's so good it made me sleep all damn day!"

My heart drops and breath stops.

"Don't worry, sweetheart, it doesn't matter. You'll just spend the night again. I know that pussy's hungry for another round. DING DING DING!"

Jesus Christ! I lost a whole Saturday to this man! I had things to do, places to be! People must be wondering where I am. What will I tell them? That I've been out fucking some black guy?? That he picked me up at a bar, paid for my drinks, took me home then railed my "pussy" all day?!?! Filled it with so much cum I'm STILL queefing it out????? FUCK!!!

"Baby, come here."

I sulk towards him, praying for it all to end..... But when Chibuike rubs my baby smooth legs my tummy starts to tingle.

"Hnnn..." Not this again....

"Go turn off the stove then come right back."

My fully erect dick swivels as I pivot to obey. It bobs with each step toward the kitchen and is still pointing up when I return.

"Sit down," he says, although he's already pulling me onto his lap.

My hips open to straddle his muscular thighs and my jelly loins simmer as he lowers me onto his piercing shaft.

"HNNNGG!!! Aaaaaahhhh....!"

Even though my body apparently loves to be filled I'm still fucking sore! He doesn't care though and waits only semi-patiently to bottom out.

"Oooooo!!!!! Oh! OOH!"

WOW! This position hits the SPOT! Combined with the outward pressure from his girthy shaft, I'm going fucking nuts!

"Oh my GODDDD!!"

Thousands of nerve endings sing in harmony as I sit with my butt on his warm thighs. It's incredibly intimate, far more so than anything I've done with a woman, which is still hard to swallow. But I've swallowed things in the past 24 hours that most men never will, so I should get used to it. To being the girl....

The more I gyrate the better he feels inside me. Chibuike holds my hard little dick between two lubey fingers and it's stroked with each bounce.

"Ohhhh my god!" The pleasure is otherworldly! "I'm gonna cum! Fuuuuckk!! I'm gonna cum!!!"

For the second time this man's massive penis is literally forcing the nut out of me. He jerks my "clit", as he calls it, for another minute until my small white load dribbles onto his black abs.

"EEEE!! EEEEEEE!!!!!!"

My thin thighs clamp around his muscular body, toes flexing wildly as Chibuike's dick drains me. I wonder why my body reacts so well to being fucked. It can't be a coincidence.

"Oye, don't forget about my food. Up!"

Jizz pours onto his crotch when he lifts me and I'm told to clean it on my knees. Slurping up his scrotum, I reflect on how just low I've fallen.....

I nibble on some dry toast while my Man enjoys his feast, then clean up after him, of course. Cuddling on the couch watching TV, all I can think about is 'when will this end?' He's changed into a black athletic polo and shorts but still hasn't returned my clothes. This is getting ridiculous! I have work on Monday! Eventually I gain some courage.

"D-Daddy, I-I was just wondering if maybe I could head out soon. It's just-"

"What? You have somewhere to be?" He laughs at this. "A bitch should only be in one place and that's with her Man. Besides, we're going out tonight and you need to start getting ready. I know how long you cunts take."

"Ummm.... But...." Chibuike ignores me and takes me to the bathroom.

"We're going to the club," he says, guarding the shower door to let me know there will be no objections.

"W-which one?" I ask cautiously. I've never been to a club and have no idea what to expect.

"A special one, I think you'll like it. Now get out. We gotta get you dolled up." I don't like the sound of that....

Chibuike tells me to apply scented lotion to my wet skin. It's so alien to rub along my hairless shins but also extremely erotic. My super smooth thighs and impossibly soft crack make my dick rise even higher.

I hear a chuckle and Chibuike says, "since you've taken so well to your role I'm sure you won't mind your new underwear."

My stomach drops as he hands me the tiniest, laciest, girliest white panties I've ever seen!

"I-I can't wear these..." I stammer, for once defying my Man.

"Bitches wear panties, now put them on!"

"No, I-"

Chibuike gives me an "are you fucking kidding me?" look then snatches my wrist. Before I can blink he's put his foot on the stool and thrown me over his thigh.

"You NEVER say 'no' to me! Got it?"

SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK

"Waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!"

I've never been spanked before and am in agony! It hurts, of course, but the humiliation is far worse. Any shred of manhood I may have somehow retained has now been undoubtedly obliterated. He's taken it all.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry....."

I beg for forgiveness on my knees after he's finished. He's seated on the same stool and beckons me between his legs.

"Show me, baby. Show me you're sorry."

I do. I give him the most sensual, loving, desperate blowjob I can muster and it turns me on so goddamn much... My dick is harder than his as I suck him, even with my stinging pink ass. On second thought, it's probably because of it!

"You gonna listen to me from now on?"

I'm back in Chibuike's big arms for a loving embrace. He holds me tightly and mends my sore bum with his warm hands.

"Mmhmm," I affirm with a shy nod.

My cock twitches when he hands me the panties and I shake like crazy as I bend over and put my feet through them. But as I shimmy them up my smooth legs I'm surprised by how normal this feels. I thought I'd hate them but they fit better than my baggy boxers. When the lace slides up my crack I moan.

I'm hard as diamonds, straining painfully in the custom-made "clit" pouch. I turn to the mirror and admire my body. Fuck, I look so good..... The delicate garment frames my slim tummy, narrow hips and bubble butt perfectly. It's beyond hot and I look at Chibuike with myriad emotions: fear, arousal, shame, bliss.

"Perfect fit for the perfect bitch," he says sincerely, then sits me on the stool.

I'm surprised to see my face in the mirror. It sounds silly, but after donning the panties I thought maybe I'd transform. But the reality is even more crushing. I'm still the same Jesse. The same weak, effeminate bitch boy. Now I'm just wearing the right undies...

"You have pretty hair," Daddy compliments as he combs my long strands back and to the side. I look like a chic model once it's gelled into place.

"Now just use a bit of this.... I don't need you looking like a transvestite. Remember, you're my little girly boy."

Chibuike hands me a tube of lipgloss and tells me to put it on. I hesitate for a half-second but am ultimately coerced by my freshly-spanked ass. Twisting off the cap I see it's glittery pink. Better than hooker red, I guess...... While applying it, I realize I'm trying hard to make it look good. This is humiliating, knowing I want to be pretty.