Camming Down the Rabbit Hole Ch. 09

I snapped a few selfies, teasing at the new cleavage. Nothing too revealing but they had pretty hard hints as to what might be in store on my next broadcast, posted to my various platforms with a smile on my face knowing how my fans would react. I loved the weight of them, the jiggle and bounce they made with each step, now they were up to body temperature they really felt like part of me. It didn't take long before the pings of likes and comments started to come in and I knew I had made the right decision to purchase them.

Then like a girl possessed I pulled open my wardrobe and started trying on outfit after outfit. The French maid costume looked incredible, the new boobs filled it to perfection and spilled out the top, from a distance and on camera the seam was invisible and my cock straining against its confinement was all the approval I needed. It felt strange to be turned on by your own body, but along this journey I had embraced the duality of my personality, sure I was more cam girl than the guy I'd been but he was still in there and would have loved to be intimate with the girl staring back in the mirror.

There was some disappointment though, a lot of my early outfits no longer fit my new chest. The memories of how it felt to wear them the first time, how my fans reacted and tipped. Even some of the more recent purchases didn't fit properly after removing the padding, but at least I knew I could take off the falsies and still look great, and knowing I had already ordered items that would arrive tomorrow kept the momentum up.

I now had my wardrobe organised into two sections of items that would work and those that wouldn't. for a laugh I put on my running outfit, and although the sports bras held everything in place, there would be no way I could run, the weight alone would have them bouncing all over the place. If I did want to go running I would have to buy new ones, however as I bumped into so many familiar faces when out, I wouldn't be able to hide the new additions and as much as I loved the attention, I didn't really want to bring that much focus to my chest.

It was then that I realised how late it was, I had totally got carried away with trying on clothes and outfits that not only had I forgotten it was time for my show, but I was already late to start it. I pulled out the best fitting outfit to go with my boobs, blended them in a little more and applied simple but sexy makeup to my face, a double application of lip plumping formulae and big false lashes.

Taking in the completed look in the full mirror I could barely recognise myself to the me only a few months ago. The long hair styled to perfection, my makeup applied without fault, my painted and shaped nails on my fingers and toes, my trim but curvy body clad in an incredibly sexy and shape enhancing set of lingerie, capped off with a very full bra and what now looked like a rather perfect pair of breasts, dark and erect nipples showing through the lace fabric.

If it wasn't for the bulge in my lace thong no-body would even guess that I was a guy, in this moment I didn't even feel like one. I posed, admiring all my hard work, this was the culminations of weeks and weeks of graft, exercising, makeup practice, and a little help from some artificial enhancements. But I felt not trepidation or embarrassment about how I presented.

Not only was I ready for the show, I couldn't wait. Spending all afternoon trying on different outfits and essentially perving on my own body I was good to go. I fire up the lights and all my different cameras, the computer is setup and I log in. it doesn't take very long for the room to start to fill up and I'm soon bombarded with comments about my chest. I couldn't help but smirk as I'd done such a good job with them, but I knew today I was going to make the most of them, and if possible drag this out until they paid for themselves in a single show.

I was still chatting to the room when the person who requested I used the cage last time dropped another message, along with a massive payment. Little did they know I had been wearing it all day to help control my libido and keep myself it check. I stood up, biting my lip and lifting the frills of my dress. To rapturous applause my fans praised how good I looked locked up, how much more femme it made me look, my sponsor was especially impressed.

But the fans loved it, and tonight I felt somewhat at their mercy, the desperate need to not just earn enough tokens to keep up the pace of the week but to recover the costs of all the things I'd bought in the last few days. Besides the last time I used the chastity device had been one of my best earning shows, not to mention most intense orgasm.

With my dick locked up and my nipples out of action below a pillow of breast shaped silicone I didn't have all my usual go to places to pleasure myself, with my trusty jewelled plug slid effortlessly into my ass I asked the room what they would like me to do. There were various suggestions but one which rose to the most requested was to suck on some of my toys.

In all my shows to date it had never really come up, I guess when I was so keen to put them other places my fans never made the request. I had thoroughly cleaned them since the last time I used them so it wasn't that much of an issue, except for maybe the larger ones. The smallest plug was no problem, I licked and covered it with saliva before my swollen lips spread with ease and sucked it in.

The pings of tokens sounded out and I replaced it with a larger one, and I toyed with my audience, there was such a thrill being able to tease them and have them beg for me to do things, my trapped cock was leaking and collecting some precum and smearing it over the plug only spurred them on.

A suitably large donation arrived with the request for me to take my top off and I obliged, the weight of my false breasts now hanging freely felt very strange, but the image beaming back at me on my monitor was amazing, they really did look like mine from this distance. Playing with the nipples was so disappointing. I was used to the mega sensitivity of my own and being buried beneath inches of silicone I couldn't feel a thing, I moaned but out of frustration, with my cock locked up it was going to be a very hard fought orgasm, if I could even get there.

With the middle sized plug taken care of I moved onto the larger one, it was wider and much longer, but it still felt quite pleasurable running it over my lips and sucking it a little into my mouth. With the next target met I began easing it in, a little deeper and then pulling it out to smear my saliva over my fake nipples, each time I went a little deeper and found it surprisingly turning me on. Being able to watch my reflection in the monitor drove me to push deeper and I momentarily felt it nudge the back of my mouth.

I gagged a little, but more out of surprise, the cheers and pings sounded out and I was encouraged to go further. I still had maybe 2 inches before the base of the plug, and in no time one of my moderators had set up another target for me to fit the whole thing in my mouth. I wasn't even sure it was possible, but the ambitious goal would put me right up to the number of tokens I was after.

Taking a deep breath a slid it back in and pushed a little further, this time expecting it to make contact with my throat I was surprised a bit less but was still met with a slight gag, I pulled it out with a wet sounding pop, my watering eyes refocussing on the screen. I had nearly got there, but not quite. Hints, tips and encouragement filled the chat room, and I read and responded to many of them, my mouth was salivating and I felt the urge to try again and the go further.

Steadying my nerves, and bringing the large butt plug back to my mouth I opened up and slipped it in, I relaxed as best I could, took slow steady breaths through my nose and closed my eyes. I felt the nudge at my tonsils but only a slight urge to gag, I managed to stop it an relax momentarily giving me the opportunity to slide a bit more in.

I could feel the urge to gag rising again, but I also became aware that my fingernails were now resting against my lips. I had somehow managed to fit the whole thing in my mouth and throat, my eyes opened in surprise and my throat spasmed around the toy pushing it back out. I had gagged quite hard, but the feeling quickly went away and it had been nowhere near as bad as I thought it would be.

Buoyed by my success, I tried a second time and was able to play around with it quite deep without it feeling uncomfortable, getting used to the feelings and learning how to control my reflex I tried again and this time is slid in with only a little flinch. Consciously relaxing my throat I repositioned my fingers and pushed the last few millimetres so that the base of the plug was now right up against my lips.

I had done it, through watering eyes I could see the chat board light up with tokens and the pings rang out in the room. Not only did I feel the accomplishment of managing to do it, my body felt on fire. I was unable to stimulate my poor, trapped cock which was straining against its cage, my rock solid nipples were buried below a cushion of silicone and begging for attention which I was unable to give.

The feeling of running the plug over my lips, into my mouth and down my throat was the only way my body was receiving any pleasure and it gave me a rush to the head, feeling dizzy as the sensations swirled around. Removing the plug from my mouth with a pop I moaned out of frustration, in my usual shows I would now be stroking and fucking myself with wild abandon, but my dick was locked up and my nipples couldn't feel a thing.

With the target well and truly met, I asked the chat what they wanted me to do next, I hoped they would allow me to play with my ass, it was the only significant erogenous zone I had to push me over the line, and that incredible pleasure I knew brewing inside me would be frustratingly far away without it.

Unfortunately for me, for the next two hours they teased and tormented me. Naturally they wanted me to play with my fake breast forms, and while it looked great on camera it did nothing for me, I so wanted to be able to tweak and pull my nipples like I usually did, I hadn't realised how important they were to get me off. The plug in my as swapped for a larger one, the vibrator came out and I got to buzz it against the cage which felt frustratingly divine.

The large butt plug however was reserved for my mouth, and it hadn't taken me long to not only get used to taking its length, but to be able to control the gag, I almost wished I had something larger to see if I could push myself further. It wasn't just the satisfaction of pleasing my fans, I could feel it turning me on as well. I never thought it would give me pleasure, but here I was, dripping buckets of pre cum from my chastity cage purely from sucking a rubber plug.

It got to the point that I was starting to get tired, and so very, very horny, my dick was ready to burst from its imprisonment, my balls felt swollen and hard. And my ass begged me for attention. Finally the next target was met and I could use the vibe in my hole, I wasted no time sucking it and shoving it straight in.

There was zero pain, only a burst of pleasure, squealing as I slid its entirely length in one motion. I clawed at my breasts, but growled at the lack of feedback from my nipples, switching to my confined cock I rubbed it through the cage but it wasn't enough. I felt this burning desire to get off, but all my usual go to places wouldn't push me over the edge. The vibe was now on full power and being thrusted in and out its entire length.

This was so frustrating, my orgasm was in sight but nothing would quite get me there, the only thing I could think of was to suck as well as fuck myself, I got on my back, lifted my legs over my head, the vibrator never leaving the depths of my ass, and all I was presented with was the cage, dripping with precum but even with my best efforts I wasn't going to be able to reach it. I grabbed a plug and slid it in my mouth.

As it reached the back of my throat, my body joined the dots and I imagined I was sucking my own dick this deep, the thrill, and pressure combining with the vibe being mercilessly rammed in and out of my hole, smashing against my prostate. My subconscious took over and I felt my throat grip the plug and suck it in deeper but there was no more length to take. As I pulled it out and slid it back in I mirrored the movements with the vibe in my ass. I could feel it, I could finally feel my climax approaching and it edged nearer with every bump of the plug on my tonsils.

I couldn't believe how hot it was making me, but I had to keep pushing to reach my goal. As with so many of my previous shows I just wanted to get off now, the tokens were secondary to satisfying my lust, I'd been at this for ages, my body now aching from being wrapped up in this position but the pressure deep within me was building.

Each thrust, each suck drove me closer to euphoria, the distant pings ringing out as I pounded myself and I felt it grow, from within my core a wave like no other, I screamed out loud spitting the plug from my mouth, my ass clamping hard on its intruder and my encased cock began to spew load after load all over my face, I was too out of it to consciously lick the seemingly never ending fountain, but is splattered and leaked into my open mouth.

The waves seemed to keep rolling, I had had some incredible orgasms but being made to wait so long had absolutely delivered the biggest yest, I finally uncoiled myself and collapsed, my still pulsing dick leaking through the cage, my ass twitching in unison and my entire body buzzing from and most unbelievable high.

I lay there for quite some time taking in the afterglow, I could hear messages sounding out, but had no energy to acknowledge them, finally with shaking hands I pushed myself up and looked at the screen. The chat was awash with messages of how awesome it was. I looked an absolute mess, hair dishevelled makeup smeared and cum still spattered across my face. It was then that I realised what time it was, it had taken me so long to cum that it was 5 in the morning, the early morning light beginning to show through the curtains.

I said my thankyous, blew many kisses and logged off. My legs still unsure of themselves I climbed into the shower and started to wash myself. There was so much cum everywhere, I released the chastity device and my dick finally uncoiled itself, I wasn't going to be hard for a while but it felt so good to be free. Reaching for the adhesive release agent I applied it and slowly peeled off the breast forms. They did look amazing, and felt really good to wear, but I couldn't wait to remove them.

With a little time and patients they came off and I cleaned up the glue residue, my nipples were seriously aching by this point and I couldn't resist giving them some much needed attention. God they felt so good to play with, if only they did false breasts that could transmit the sensations, I would be using them again for sure, but perhaps not with the cage, having to wait so long to cum was torture.

My exhausted dick lurched a little as I played with them and I smiled at the thought of continuing, only to be brought from my daydream by the birds beginning to sing as the sun came up. I really needed to get some sleep, finishing up and quickly drying myself I slid in the small plug and attached the nipple pumps. Afterall they had been so deprived I might as well treat them a little. Adding the waist trainer and corset I knew I would sleep easily being so tired and I really wanted to push my body to see how far I could take it.

I climbed into bed and fell asleep as my head hit the pillow. It was no surprise that I woke up late, still tired but unexpectedly horny again, the pumps on my nipples had clearly done a number on me, my panties had a wet spot at the top of the tent they had formed, and I cursed as I reached down and wrapped my hand around its length.

Checking the clock again I realised I needed to get up. Not going for a run the day before meant I had the urge to do some non-erotic exercise. I stripped off and did my morning stretches and yoga in the nude, it felt liberating as well as gave me the opportunity to see how far I could stretch without clothes to impede me. My phone buzzed as a notification came in about the delivery scheduled for today, I didn't have long so rushed through my usual routine with only light makeup and my now customary tight fitting running outfit.

Despite my lack of sleep, I felt ready to run and energised, the memories of last night's show running through my mind. I couldn't help but smile at how intense it had been, I could feel myself become a little hard and had to concentrate on something else to prevent it going any further. I almost didn't register Marc standing at the entrance to the park as I approached.

I briefly stopped and he offered to run with me and I was too polite to say no. we chatted as we ran, at a nice easy pace, I was still feeling horny from the night before and the thought of the delivery that would arrive when I got back. My mischievous cam girl person couldn't help but flirt and tease Marc as we ran.

It was automatic behaviour, after so many hours of shows, I just saw him as one of my viewers, we stopped by a drinking water fountain, and everything I did seemed to make him blush, it was hilarious. Feeling emboldened by his reactions I even posed and bent over unnecessarily to re-tie my shoe laces. My mind couldn't help but wonder if he was going to go home and masturbate thinking of me, I'd been laying it on pretty heavy and had to regularly stop myself as my panties started to get tight and I would force myself to take the conversation somewhere boring to cool down.

We continued our jog round the park and once again he ran me to my door, the parcels had already been dropped off and I cursed myself for taking so long, I momentarily flushed beet red as thoughts of what they contained filled my mind and Marc innocently asked what they were. I made up some lame excuse and distracted him with even more unnecessary flirting. He mentioned that he needed to get going as he had a meeting back at the gym and really needed a shower beforehand. I thanked him for his company and briefly reached out touching his arm.

We were still under some restrictions because of Covid, hugging was still discouraged, so it was the first time I'd actually had physical contact with another person in months, we both looked at each other and smiled before we said our goodbyes and I blew him a kiss like I had before, this one wasn't so much automatic, but rather a consequence of my teasing him and I just couldn't get enough of making him blush. My cam girl alter ego was on a power trip and I loved it.

I watched him jog off and turned smiling to myself, gathering the packages I walked into my apartment and dumped them on the bed. Despite needing to clean the sweat off from the run I couldn't wait to open them and see my purchases. There were also a few gifts from fans which I had now become accustomed to receiving, some nice, some a bit tacky but I was grateful none the less.

The big box was of course the main attraction, and within it contained so many new toys and outfits. Eager to see and hold the toys in my hands I tore into the boxes and spread them out on the bed. They were all a little alien looking, in both colour and shape, while unmistakably sex toys, they lacked the lifelike details that made them less intimidating.

I held them, squeezed and flexed them, even smelt them not knowing what to expect. A flush ran down my spine as I imagined how they might feel. They were all a little bigger, both longer and wider than the toys I had, but I could feel myself tense up in anticipation. My existing selection felt great, and these new ones with the added length, girth and bumps would surely feel even better.