Consequences Pt. 11A

I thought I would change the subject, I had learnt over the last few months that there was no point in trying to get Olivia to see how hurtful and almost evil she is and I could see no point to it. I took a deep breath and prayed to anything that was listening that she would go away and not come back but I continued. "So where were we? I can't imagine why you would want me to see your list, it's bound to make me feel awful, is that why?"

"I thought we might play 'catch me if you can.'"

"Explain please."

"You try to catch me doing those things and I'll stop doing them."

"But why?"

"Just for a bit of fun."

"But if I stop you doing those things then you will only find more things to do and they will become progressively more extreme."

"I promise not to but how can I satisfy you that my promise is good."

"If you fail you have to give up your boys for good and no replacements."

"That's really nasty isn't it, I like them a lot."

"What's so good about them?"

"They don't give me any trouble, they let me do what I want and they try hard to please me."

"Of course they do, they won't have a chance with anyone as visually classy and beautiful for the rest of their lives."

"Flattery will get you everywhere."

I ignored that, "if we play this game how am I to know when the game is on."

"I'll message you."

"And suppose I am doing something fun of my own?"

"You will just miss me and I'll have a good time."

I sighed, I didn't want to waste my time chasing around after her, I had enough of that in the past and besides I had far better things to be doing.

"Let's talk about what we are supposed to be discussing, bringing out your old memories."

She sighed too, "Do we have to?"

"No, not if you don't want to get better. Do you want to go and play with Nina or something?"

"No, I would like us to talk about nothing unpleasant for a change."

"Fantastic."

I was pleased with myself. I had managed to come through that one without another argument or feeling shitty. I was now going to spoil it probably. "Olivia, what you do is at your own risk but I think you should tell anyone that you have sexual relationships with that you are legally married still and I haven't given my permission. It's really important because then it's their fault if something bad happens afterwards."

"But that will spoil the game."

"It's up to you, perhaps I should put you over my knee too."

She tried a naughty look to that but I was in no mood for any of that nonsense, then after some thought I decided maybe we should have an experiment.

I just needed to say one last thing. "Tell your demon I said that trying to manipulate my words will only lead to you being locked in a room, every time your demon shows itself I'll double the lock-in time." I've never seen an expression like the one passing across Olivia's face right then, it was like a war going on between good and evil and I loved it. I held my door open and led her upstairs. I needed to show her a taste of what I might do. She thought I was messing around until I locked the bedroom door from the outside.

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The next day she came into my office but didn't sit down, and eventually came out with. "If I have to abide by what you said, could I not tell them until the game is over."

Trying to seem reasonable I asked, "How many are there on that list?"

"Twenty, maybe Twenty Five."

"Christ Olivia how did you even come up with so many things to do, it makes my mind think of truly awful things. I tell you what, make an effort on your memories and if we can make a breakthrough maybe I will accept, but it will be on the strict understanding that you stop everything as you promised."

She pouted.

"What's the matter, I thought that was very reasonable of me."

"I might lose my boyfriends."

"Look if it's that important to you why don't you have them move into the apartment with you, I will not have them think I have given you my permission, keep it quiet if you want but you're not going to disgrace me any more than you already have."

She still looked worried.

"I am changed Olivia, I am not putting up with being emasculated again so from now on I will destroy anyone who crosses me while you are my wife and living in my home."

She sat down gingerly and thought for a long, long time.

In the end I spoke "Why are you here Olivia? when you clearly have feelings for them."

"You asked me that before, I don't want to lose you, I miss you."

"Do you really think I believe that? People who care don't then turn around and ask to keep seeing their boyfriends."

"Why not, you love lots of women?"

"You know the answer to that, I would never ever have looked at another woman if it wasn't for your infidelity then becoming a total slut. You were the love of my life, the person I held above all else and you have completely destroyed everything" I stopped, this was going over old ground again.

Then, I echoed my own thoughts saying "I am fed up with going over this again and again, it just eats away at any good feelings I have left for you. I thought you were going to have a try when we talked a couple of days ago but I feel it's just a waste of time. I don't understand why you have to have boyfriends, what do they give you that I don't? Put me out of my misery and tell me please.

I stared at her, my eyes demanding an answer but she didn't want to give me one. In the end the silence made things worse.

She didn't leave home and the following day came to me again.

Before we start she said "To answer your question, being with the boys satisfies my demons desires, it seems to feed off the naughty bad behaviour and it makes me feel free for a while."

"Was that so hard to tell me?"

"Yes because I am fighting to be free of it but I don't always have control."

"So what happens when you don't see the boys?"

"I can't always be sure but I think it must get angry then manipulative and conniving to get its own way but when it gets its own way I just feel lonely."

So it gets nothing from the things you do normally?"

"I don't think it even notices, that night we all made love, Lauren, Jo, You and Me, I was truly satisfied and tired and yet it was as if the demon wasn't in the same body, and it was annoyed that I hadn't gone to Daniel before. The problem is that some things get confused, for example I liked Daniel a lot and I like my new boyfriend and the other ones" her voice tailed away with her guilt.

She shook herself before saying, "So I have my Demon haranguing me to do bad things with them and the other me quite likes the idea too. It makes it harder to be honest."

"Well I guess that's a big step forward for you, being honest about being dishonest, How does it make you feel?"

"Like I have achieved something I guess."

"Truth opens doors I find sometimes. Do what you need, just don't come near my bed and make sure that they understand that I have not given them permission."

"But you just did."

"I gave you permission, not them. I already told you my new rule."

I didn't see Olivia other than at our daily sessions for a week and our meetings were business-like.

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I arranged to see Angela at the end of that particular week and I told her straight that I wasn't satisfied with her progress. I reported what I had achieved and I gave her a month before I took action. As I left her I stopped at the door in my usual dramatic fashion and said "I know she has been visiting you at home Angela and I know your relationship is more than professional, clearly she has you twisted around your little finger. The shock on her face was so strong that it sent a shiver right through me, it made my day.

Olivia came in for her next meeting looking very annoyed. "What have you said to Angela?"

"The truth, the truth and nothing but the truth, you have a month to get yourself under control or I am getting a highly qualified psychoanalyst to look at you, together with all the evidence I have. So you better stop seducing her and start concentrating on getting better. Have you come for your meeting or just to have a shout at me"

She sat and just glared at me, "If you don't make a real big effort over the next month, I will stop all of your fun and don't think I can't. If you don't try, I will cancel the month and get you sectioned immediately. Don't for one moment think I won't do what I say, I have been making the arrangements ever since we came back from that vacation you ruined. You have had more time than any expert said it would take to get your problem under control. I have spent thousands and endless time researching your background and resolving past issues but none of it does any good whatsoever. Then I find that you have been seducing your analyst to prevent her doing her job properly, it will probably mean she loses her qualification or whatever a specialist has to have and I am thinking of taking action against her for damages.

I let her steam for a while before summarising "Regardless, if you two fuck with me one more time that will be her bankrupted and you in an asylum."

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We didn't get much useful done that day, I love it when a plan comes together and I was getting there, I turned back to my desk ignoring her glare and began to download the sound file of this meeting, the evidence I now had was so damning the court had to give me a divorce and surely must section her as she was a danger to herself.

Amazingly she came back the next day, her tack this time was to apologise profusely, then say she had apologised to Angela. They had scheduled several more appointments after work in Angela's office with another person present. "Should have happened months ago," was all I said. "Have you come for a session or do you have anything else to say?" Her consternation overflowed but I glared back at her and we eventually knuckled down.

We managed to work through several days concentrating and I sent copies of our sessions minus any personal stuff to Angela. I was determined to give her every chance rather than get mixed up in legal matters.

I had set Olivia's time span to coincide with our move to the Retreat. If I was going to be successful with her treatment then no harm done but I very much doubted it and didn't want her infesting the new home. I was convinced now that it didn't need her to generate a good atmosphere at the Retreat, the ladies had purpose in life and their happiness seemed to be self-perpetuating with a little support of course. I called Jane, Bree, Jo, and Ana for a meeting one evening and outlined what I had in mind. I found them surprisingly defensive of her and came away thinking it's me that needs the protection. It was a salutary warning of how different people who don't have direct day-to-day contact with something can have a totally different viewpoint.

After 2 weeks of the month I had two difficult questions thrown at me. Firstly Bree asked me if her occasional man could come to the wedding, which I needed time to consider and perhaps chat over with others. It seemed way too weird to me to invite a boyfriend to your wedding, I might as well let Olivia invite her two boys. Then Olivia came in for her daily meeting and reminded me that her school reunion was coming up at the weekend.

She looked at me narrowly, "David will you spoil it for me?"

"I don't really know what you mean, I have never been to one before, I thought we were going to it to trigger bad memories, have I got it wrong?"

"I have a lot of unfinished business in that town that I might get into."

"Yes I understand that."

"I had friendships that I never really had time to work out before I left for University, I also have bad memories to resolve as you say. What I have heard about these events is very mixed, sometimes people get back together with disastrous consequences on their existing relationships.

"How do you mean 'to work out?'"

"We had relationships that might have become something else but then something happened and we lost touch. I know what happened with You and Jane isn't the same, but like you, time ran out for me as well. It's that kind of thing."

"It sounds to me that you think there's a chance you might not come back."

"I don't really have a reason to come back, if something better comes up David."

I nodded using my thoughtful look but suspected she was trying to test me. "You do need to finish your treatment, but I suppose if you rekindled a relationship you could arrange to go back at the end of the month."

She looked disappointed at my answer and I asked her why.

"Ohh, I just hoped there might be one last chance for us if I got well"

"Excuse me!" I walked around her saying "Are you sure that's Olivia in there? What are you up to?"

"Ohh David, be kind for a change."

My eyebrows must have shot through my hairline.

"I hope upon hope that you are getting better, I really want to believe you, but excuse me for being sceptical, it's been months and months since I could trust you."

She looked at the floor, clearly disappointed.

"Give me a minute to think about it would you" my mind swirled there is no way I am going to trust her, but I need to find a way to work through this damned reunion, I was not looking forward to it one bit, I imagined I would be spending two or three long days standing on the periphery bored out of my mind.

"Ok I've thought about it, here's the thing. I'm really not looking forward to this reunion gig, I'm imagining a whole weekend Friday through Sunday stuck on the outside bored to tears."

She nodded, "some of it will definitely be like that." She grimaced.

"So I'm going to accept your word and relax, I don't see why you can't have some fun, what is it you want from me?"

"My chance to find out whether we can get along as we once did."

"Name it."

"I want you to be my hero again."

"OKaaaaaayyyy," I wasn't entirely sure what that might mean anymore and I said so.

"I'm going to carry my button, and I want you to come rescue me when I press it and then at the end of the evening, or when I ask, I want you to take me back and make me yours whatever I do."

I thought about it, at least it might make the time go quicker, did it matter to me any more being her 'rescue' man? I didn't care as far as she was concerned, she was so dirty already it couldn't get any worse, could it?

"But what about if you get into something, or many somethings, that you don't want to be rescued from? Suppose you get into a situation like the last night of our holiday, will you send me a message to let me know you're ok? I don't need any details and I would rather we had some code so that no one else can send me a message. I know what can happen at an orgy."

She giggled at that.

"What if I get a suite, then you can do what you like and there will be a sofa, you can bring back anyone you like, as long as they don't wake me up at 3am or something. I know what your orgies are like."

"Really?" she questioned and then a brow furrowed. "I was hoping you would be the last man in bed with me"

"You know I do not take seconds, end of, don't even mention it. But you never know, you might actually behave like a loving wife." I couldn't help a little bit of sarcasm, her whole plan was a silly fantasy.

She looked slightly surprised and then got back on track.

"So you really won't mind? But I was hoping you would bring me home and make me yours?"

"That would be fine but I can imagine just about anything happening with your recent sex drive and the thing that would surprise me most would be you coming home before the early morning hours."

"I suppose but it would be really nice to end the evening together."

It would be nice for a change, but I shrugged my shoulders with a 'not much hope of that' look.

"Don't look so glum, we will enjoy it I'm sure."

"Maybe I can find myself a little woman to keep me busy."

"Ana, Bree, Jane and Jo might have something to say about that."

"You are right I will speak to them."

Her face fell, despite her own misdeeds she still hated the thought of me being with other women, how hypocritical can one woman be!

"What's the matter?" I asked her.

"I don't know, I guess I'm getting better because I had a tinge of jealousy, what do you think?"

"I would hope it's a good sign," I tried, but thinking, 'I'll believe it when I see it.' I was ready to say almost anything that would end this session.

"One can but hope that you enjoy yourself and more importantly find something that helps you."

"Well I will take that as a positive."

There was silence for a while then, she just sat and gazed at me, it was hard to know what she was thinking after all that had gone before. I found it safer to believe she was up to something, in fact as far as I was concerned there was no doubt that she was. At least there was a limit of time involved. I had decided she can have whatever she wants within limits this weekend if it will save me from abject boredom.

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David

When I spoke to them, the Ladies seemed to be phlegmatic about what I got up to, they just looked at me as if to say, "Yeaah Right!" they could never see me as a philanderer. I realised that I probably only said it to wind Olivia up, I am getting quite good at such comments. I asked Bree if she would stop to talk to me about her request.

"I need a bit of reassurance" I said, "If that guy is becoming important to you, I want you to tell me."

She smiled. "Don't be silly David, the wedding is my betrothal, I am going to give him one last great fucking then that's it, I am yours, if you say no more philandering then it's no more" Then she added cheekily "Unless you're not up to the job that is!" to which she added a huge grin.

Well make it a long time beforehand so that I might forget on our wedding night and don't invite him to the wedding.

She tried to look unhappy but I could see that she knew that she was already getting away with murder.

"Come here you" I said and ravished her on the spot then we found the others to go upstairs and tried to commit suicide by sex.

Before the day was over I was determined to say to her, "Don't push me that far again." or words to that effect.

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I observed that Ana was a little more enthusiastic than she had been since her break up and when the appropriate opportunity finally opened up later I asked her if she was ok.

"Not so bad," she allowed.

"And has there been any news?"

"Well yes, we are going to meet up again and talk, she says she wants to know more about me, whatever that means."

"Well I did accuse her of making judgements without listening and therefore knew nothing about you and me."

"You didn't tell me you said that."

"Well I thought you might be a bit fragile."

Her nod acknowledged that I could have been right so I continued, "I told her, I didn't think she was worthy of you if she didn't take the time to find out about you before making snap judgements. She is an immensely lucky woman to have a chance at someone like you, don't ever forget that. You're a superstar, you're highly intelligent, not judgemental, open minded, kind, understanding, loving, as well as being extremely beautiful, and I think I should ravish you again here and now," so I did. She came out of the kiss during which I took a lot of liberties, laughing and that was a joy to me. So I did it again but this time got my hands inside her clothes; she has wonderous boobs.

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Erika brought her friend's home one weekend, 2 boys and a girl. I sat with Jane trying to work out the dynamics of the relationship but it looked platonic, my only concern was that she didn't become distracted from her studies. My team and I took her to bed the first night and made her friends jealous. Jane and I looked at each other when Erika finally couldn't take any more and did a hi-five, then I took Jane and made sure she knew how much I loved her. All in all a good weekend finished off after our visitors had gone,with an updated photo session when Jo, Louise, Amber and Rachel all behaved extremely badly. Of course as a result and as no doubt they hoped, they became the centre of our usual orgy. At one time I swear that Jo had the longest finger of four different women inside her all at the same time, she just loves new experiences.