Cousinly Love Ch. 01

"Sure thing, no problem. Why don't we see if they want to meet us somewhere for brunch and then I can take you shopping afterward? Everyone knows it's better to shop when you're not hungry," he suggested.

Ash brightened at that idea. "That sounds perfect! I'll call them now."

Ash organized to meet with his parents at a café that Donny suggested. A lot of the local shops had changed in six years so he was relying on Donny for food suggestions. They got dressed and hopped in the car to go meet them.

Ash saw his mum and dad sitting at the table in the café and his mum immediately stood up and hurried over to hug him, "Ashleigh, I've missed you so much honey!"

"I've missed you too, mum," Ash said, barely managing to get the words out since he was being squeezed so tightly.

"Susan, let the man breath," Ash's dad said

His mum stopped squeezing him and stood back to look at his face. "Oh, stop Henry. He's my son and I need to make up for all the missed hugs." She stepped back, holding Ash's face in her hands. "Look at you, all grown up," she observed.

Donny chuckled. "He certainly is, I almost didn't recognize him when I picked him up," he commented.

Donny and Susan exchanged hellos and hugs while Ash and his Dad hugged. "I've missed you, son."

"I missed you too, Dad," Ash said, closing his eyes and squeezing him.

Ash was so grateful that his parents had been loving and accepting when he'd told them over video chat that he was gay. They barely batted and eyelid and just told him how much they loved him and just wanted him to be happy. He'd cried and told them how much he loved them. It was the perfect coming out ... almost, he wished he'd had the guts to do it in person before he left but it was still good and he felt so blessed to have them.

They sat at the table and ordered their breakfast while Ash's parents asked about his plans now that he was home.

"Well, I was thinking that I'll look for a studio or one bedroom apartment as soon as I've found a job. I put a few job applications out before I left so fingers crossed someone gets back to me," he explained.

They chatted about his travels and his favorite countries that he'd visited.

"Some countries are nicer to visit as a tourist and others to live in. I loved living in London but it was insanely expensive, if the winters weren't so cold and it was more affordable, I swear I would have stayed there permanently," Ash elaborated.

"Well, I'm glad you didn't. I'd have missed you too much and I'm too old to fly that far," his dad said.

They talked a little more about his future plans as they enjoyed breakfast then said farewells with his mum hugging him for a very long time.

"It's okay Susan, he's not leaving again," Henry mentioned.

They waved goodbye and hopped back into Donny's car to head to the supermarket. "Do I really look that different?" Ash asked Donny.

"Yes," Donny didn't even hesitate to answer.

"How? I didn't change my hair or get any tattoos. I'm the same height, so aside from my hair being a bit longer I can't see it," Ash explained, looking down at himself and then looking at his reflection in the visor mirror, looking for changes.

Donny chuckled. "You look more like a man now, not a boy," he said, keeping his eyes on the road.

Ash looked over with confusion. "Are you talking about these?" he asked, flexing his biceps.

Donny looked over at him, showing his defined arms and sucked in a breath, quickly turning back to the road. "Well, I suppose that's part of it. Your shoulders are wider too and your legs have filled out," he quickly turned to look at him, "in a good way, I mean. You've grown into yourself, I guess. You also carry yourself differently too," he elaborated.

"I don't know what you mean, like better posture?" Ash asked.

"Kind of. You're just more confident and that does carry over into how you stand and move I suppose," Donny noted, considering the details of the differences.

"Huh," Ash said, staring off into the distance, thinking about that line Donny had said, 'You look more like a man now, not a boy'. Considering Donny is gay too, that can only be a good thing. Donny was undeniably manly; his masculinity was insanely sexy so Ash took it as a massive compliment.

After going to the shops and picking up all the things Ash needed, they headed back to Donny's home and hung out, talking on the couch and catching up.

"So ... I just gotta ask, did you know you were gay when I came out to you?" Donny asked.

"I wasn't one hundred percent sure but I knew I was attracted to guys. I thought I might be bi but I think that was just a little bit of denial," Ash explained.

Donny nodded. "Why didn't you tell me?"

"I wanted to but it was complicated. I was confused about a lot of things," Ash said, remembering how coming to terms with his attraction to men was made worse by an attraction to his cousin ... who turned out to be gay too!

"Like what? Did you have a complicated relationship with someone? That happened to me, my first kind of boyfriend was fully in the closet," Donny said.

"Not a relationship as such," Ash said.

"Oh ... so you wanted a straight guy, was that it?"

"Well, I thought he was straight. Turned out he was gay too but it didn't matter, there was nothing I could do about it," Ash said with a shrug.

The wheels were turning in Donny's head. With Ash jerking off while listening to him moaning in the shower he wondered if he was the guy. Was it possible that Ash had wanted him back then?

It doesn't matter. He's your cousin! He admonished himself. His cock tingled and he willed it to calm down. He changed the subject to the kind of work Ash was looking for and if he'd heard anything from any of the places he'd applied to.

That night after dinner, Ash went to have a shower before bed. As he stood under the spray he took hold of his cock, thinking about Donny and the sounds he'd made in the shower that morning. He stroked his length, sliding the foreskin up over his cock head and back down.

He couldn't help but moan, he took some conditioner on a hand and began sliding a finger over his hole, imagining it was Donny's finger playing with him. He teased his entrance, wiggling his finger tip in the ring as he started stoking faster. He was panting, moaning in pleasure. He cried out as he slipped his finger in and began finger fucking his hole while pumping his cock.

Donny had gone into the bedroom to look for an extra blanket to make up the couch for Ash when he heard his cry echo in the shower. Oh god, now he's masturbating in my shower, he thought with a pained expression and willing his cock not to get hard.

Donny heard him panting and then heard him mumble, "Mmm ... yes, Donny ... fuck my ass." Donny's mouth dropped open. Holy fuck. He wants me too. Shit, this is bad. We're cousins, it's wrong, he thought, shaking his head, yet he kept listening and his cock was straining against his pants.

"Oh fuck ... Oooh!" Ash muttered, his moans and grunts echoing as he came in Donny's shower.

Donny groaned to himself, imagining Ash shooting his cum. He quickly left the bedroom and went into the lounge. Trying to count back from 100 in 7's to make his cock soften while he grabbed the bedding out for the couch.

Donny was making up the couch when he heard the bedroom door open. "I found an extra blanket ..." he said but his sentence trailed off when he saw Ash emerge with only a towel wrapped around his waist and his hair all sexy and wet.

"Oh, thanks. Yeah, I haven't gotten used to the change in temperatures yet. Hey, um ... could I borrow a pair of your boxers? I forgot to do laundry today," Ash said sheepishly.

"Oh, sure," Donny said walking into his room and opening the dresser drawer. He pulled out a pair of black Calvin Clein's and passed them to Ash.

"Thanks," Ash said, sliding them on under the towel then whipping the towel off and strutting into the bathroom to hang it up.

Donny's jaw dropped. Ash looked utterly delicious in just a tight pair of underwear and his perfect, perky behind was delectable as it wiggled its way into the bathroom. Donny was so turned on by the idea of Ash's cock wrapped in his underwear. He quickly diverted his gaze as Ash returned and left the room to make a cup of tea.

Like the previous night, Ash woke up cold and snuck into Donny's bedroom again. He slipped under the covers and slid over to Donny and gently spooned him, trying not to wake him as he attempted to leech some warmth.

"Roll over," Donny mumbled sleepily, "I'll spoon you. It'll warm you up more."

Ash rolled over and Donny wrapped him up in his larger frame. He was right, Ash felt cozy and warm instantly. They both fell to sleep within seconds.

When Ash woke up, he was wrapped around Donny again. Donny was on his back and asleep and Ash was resting his head on Donny's chest with an arm wrapped around him and a leg draped over Donny's leg.

Ash closed his eyes and just enjoyed the moment. He knew he was fueling desires he shouldn't have but he didn't have the will power to fight it. After a few minutes, he felt Donny's cock twitch against his thigh. It made his own start to grow against Donny's hip and he wanted to hump him but instead, Ash held still.

Donny's cock had woken up but, what Ash didn't know, was that Donny was awake and getting hard because Ash was pressed up against him. Donny pretended to be asleep for the very same reason Ash was, he was just better at it.

Ash slowly raised his leg, attempting to do a slide by to get a feel for Donny's cock. He was curious about how big it was. As his thigh lightly grazed the bulge, he heard a muffled moan from Donny.

"Are you trying to feel me up while I'm sleeping?" Donny asked.

Ash chuckled. "Sorry, I was just curious."

"About my cock?" Donny asked.

"Yeah," Ash mumbled, "I'm a man. I can't help but be curious about how big it gets when it's hard."

"Eight inches," Donny stated.

"Congratulations," Ash murmured, rubbing his thigh over it again.

Donny groaned and moved Ash's thigh away. "You've got to stop that."

Ash chuckled and rolled onto his back before slipping out of bed to go make them some coffee. He strutted past the end of the bed, his own hard on tenting Donny's tight underwear.

Donny saw it and his jaw dropped. Ash was packing!

TBC ...