Donor

It had been months since I last heard from my son Patrick. So it came as a surprise when he called me.

"Dad, how are you doing?"

"I'm OK, it's good to hear from you. How are you and Sumei?"

He paused a moment, "um not so good actually. That's part of the reason I'm calling."

I was immediately worried. Our family has had enough sadness recently and the thought of my son being in trouble was unbearable.

"What's wrong? How can I help?"

"We'd rather tell you in person. Would you be able to come for a visit soon? You're the only one that can help."

"Of course, but just tell me your both OK health-wise?"

"Yes dad, we're both fine. It's something else."

I immediately calmed down somewhat. Their problem must be financial and that was something that could be solved.

The last time I'd been to their place for a visit had been when Patrick's mother, my wife Helen had still been alive. She passed away suddenly a year ago and I was still coming to terms with the devastating loss. We were both in our mid-fifties and reasonably fit for our age.

Patrick was keen for me to visit as soon as I could so we settled on a date 2 weeks away. He wanted me to stay for an extended period which I found surprising but not at all disagreeable.

I'd always gotten on well with my son and even after he surprised us by getting married while still at university our relationship remained strong. His wife, Sumei was Chinese and they met at university. Both Helen and I were worried they were rushing into things when they got married six months after meeting, but they'd been together for 5 five years now and as far as I knew things were good.

We hadn't seen much of each other as they lived a two-day drive away and with all of us busy working 9 to 5 jobs opportunities were limited. I'd last seen them at Helen's funeral. They'd only been able to stay for two days and I could not really remember much of the visit.

Luckily I had accumulated a lot of vacation time and, as I wasn't planning any other trips, got extended leave from my employer. Planning for the trip was a distraction and it felt good to have something to look forwards to.

I made sure to pack my financial records so that if they needed money, I'd have everything in place. With the car loaded I set off on the long drive. It had been ages since I'd been on the road like this and it was exhilarating. I made good headway and spent a night at a motel just off the highway.

As I lay in bed trying to sleep I heard the sound of a couple entering the room next door. The soundproofing was adequate at keeping road noise out but failed miserably between rooms. I could hear every word they said and soon every other sound they made.

I'd never heard someone else having sex before and was surprised by how arousing it was. At first, the woman giggled and I heard whispered terms of endearment before the moans started.

I'm embarrassed to admit that my penis was soon rigid and I couldn't help but stroke it lightly as I listened to the sounds of sex next door. I hadn't had sex in over a year and before that Helen and I had indulged at least once a week. It was something I missed but not the most important aspect of losing my wife. I would have happily forgone having sex for any extra time I could have had with her.

Next door things got louder and I could now hear the bed squeaking and the headboard tapping against the wall rhythmically. I smiled to myself as I pictured the couple next door and felt myself getting close to climaxing as the woman screamed in orgasm.

It came too soon for me and with the silence, I suddenly felt foolish and ashamed of what I was doing. My erection faded and shortly afterwards I fell asleep. The next morning, I met the couple I'd overheard as we both exited our rooms together. They were about the same age as Patrick and Sumei and looked very much in love. I felt a twitch in my pants and blushed slightly as I looked at the woman.

She was petite but had curves where it mattered and seemed braless as the t-shirt she was wearing showed her nipples as two distinct points that I couldn't help noticing. I raised my eyes to find her smiling at me which made me feel even more like an old pervert. Thankfully she and her partner didn't seem bothered and wished me a good day as we parted.

I discovered my love of big nipples when my first girlfriend let me see her breasts. They were small but I didn't care as I was immediately drawn to her disproportionately large nipples. They were just begging to be sucked and I did so with gusto. She loved the sensations this provided and was delighted by the fact that I wasn't put off by her small tits.

I lost my virginity to this girl but gained a lifelong fetish for big nipples. Luck was with me when I fell in love with Helen and after our fourth date discovered she was blessed with what I desired most in a woman. I felt my pants tenting as I recalled the perfection of my wife's breasts. I never tired of them and took every opportunity to suckle. After Patrick was born, Helen would often invite me to join our son as he breastfed. Incredibly her nipples got even bigger and remained so until the day she died.

Of course, I found her slim figure and pert bottom arousing but nothing turned me on more than the sight of her inch-long teats. I loved for her to show them off and, luckily for me, she wasn't shy about doing so. I thought back to our numerous visits to nude beaches and saunas. Helen loved to tease me in these situations and nothing pleased her more than to see me struggling to prevent an erection when I saw other men staring at those prized attributes.

I shook my head and ruefully pushed these thoughts from my mind and concentrated on driving. I arrived at my destination in the evening. Patrick greeted me at the doorway with a hug and I gratefully accepted it. Sumei was nowhere to be seen and I was suddenly worried there was a problem with their relationship.

"Is everything OK with you and Sumei?"

Patrick looked at the floor and seemed hesitant to answer.

"We're both healthy but we have a problem that we hope you can help us with. Sumei is upstairs. She's a bit embarrassed by the situation and would rather only join us once I've explained everything to you."

I nodded and thought the issue must be financial after all.

"That's fine but you should tell her there's nothing to be embarrassed about. We are family and these things can happen to anyone. I would never judge either of you."

Patrick looked slightly confused but nodded.

"Um, thanks, dad. That means a lot. Why don't you get settled in and then join me in the kitchen when you're ready."

I nodded and took my suitcase to the guest room located at the back of the house. It was a good size with a door leading to the garden and an adjoining bathroom.

I used the facilities and then went to the kitchen. Patrick was getting a beer from the refrigerator and offered me one. I accepted and with beers in hand, we sat down.

He seemed reluctant to speak so I kicked off the conversation.

"Look, I can tell this is difficult for you so just tell me how much you need."

He frowned and rolled his eyes slightly before answering, "it's not about money dad. We're fine in that regard, in fact, better than fine."

It was my turn to look confused.

"This is difficult to say."

"It's OK son, you can tell me anything."

He took a deep breath and then nodded.

"Sumei and I have wanted to start a family. We've been trying for a long time but it just never happened."

I hadn't been expecting this. I nodded and waited for him to continue.

He took another breath, "we went for tests and both of us are perfectly healthy but for some reason, I'm firing blanks."

My eyes widened, "I'm so sorry Patrick. Do they know what's causing the problem?"

"Do you remember the accident I had on my mountain bike when I was 14?"

I nodded.

"Well, apparently, there was some damage to my testes."

"Shit. Is there nothing that can be done?"

He took a full of beer and shook his head. "No."

He was close to tears and I could see how much this meant to him.

"So tell me how I can help. I'll do anything for you both."

He wiped his eyes and took another mouthful of beer before continuing.

"Um, let me explain something first."

He paused and then said, "There are a few options. Adoption or we could get a sperm donor but Sumei refuses to even contemplate these as the child will not have my genes."

I gulped as I realised where this was heading.

"The only one she'll consider is if we find a donor from my side of the family."

This is what I expected and nodded in understanding.

"Well, that's not a problem! I'm happy to donate my sperm if it's what you both want."

Patrick still looked uncomfortable.

"It's not as easy as that dad. In Sumei's family, there's a strict tradition regarding what to do in our situation. Basically, the sperm donor must be from the father's family. Ideally, it would be a brother but if there isn't one it moves to the next closest relative."

"OK, since you're an only child that leaves me. Like it said it's not a problem."

Patrick blushed and looked at the ground as he spoke.

"The thing is that they don't believe a healthy child can be conceived in a sterile clinical environment."

I could understand the reasoning but failed to understand the full implication of what he was saying.

"I suppose that makes sense. Lots of people believe a child should be conceived as an act of love."

Patrick looked at me with an expression of shock.

"What? Did I say something wrong?"

He shook his hair but still seemed taken aback.

"No, no. I just didn't expect you to take this so well."

I frowned, "I don't see what the big deal is if the procedure can be performed at home rather than in a clinic it makes perfect sense."

Patrick's expression changed again and his blush returned with a vengeance. Looking at the floor he cleared his throat before speaking.

"I'm making a real mess of this. It's not only about the location of the insemination it's also about the method. It has to be natural and as part of an act of love."

It took a moment for what he said to sink in. I gulped as I realised.

"Um, you mean...."

I couldn't get myself to say the words but luckily Patrick clarified.

"We want you to make love with Sumei until she falls pregnant."

He stared at me and I could do nothing but stare back open-mouthed. A million thoughts were flying through my head. Was this some kind of elaborate joke?

I looked around expecting a bunch of people to jump out from hiding shouting "You're on candid camera!" but nothing happened.

Patrick was talking again.

"We know this is a lot to take in and would fully understand if you refuse."

I stared at him without speaking as I tried to make sense of it all. My son had just asked me to have sex with his wife to get her pregnant. In fact, he was not just asking me to have sex with her but he was asking me to make love to her.

I could see the stress Patrick was under as the uncomfortable silence continued and it broke my heart. I just had to say something.

"But, I mean... How do you feel about this?" I stammered.

His blush deepened and he looked at the floor again.

"You might not believe this but I'm fine with it."

He was right, I didn't believe it.

"Really? You mean you're fine with the fact that another man is going to make love to your wife?"

Patrick gulped and then nodded as he met my eyes.

"Yes."

He paused and then added. "Um, I've always had fantasies about other men being with Sumei but she never agreed to it. The most she was prepared to do was accompany me to nude beaches and other places where other men could see her naked."

I was stunned to hear that my son shared the same fantasies as his father. Helen had enjoyed showing herself to others but had also drawn the line at going any further. Even more surprising was the fact that they engaged in public nudity.

Sumei always seemed so shy and, dare I say it, prudish. I struggled to come to terms with the fact that she would do something like that but it brought to mind the saying about never judging a book by its cover.

"Um, I see. But what about Sumei? Is she really willing to do this?"

Patrick nodded. "Yes. She was actually the one that suggested it."

I nodded and remained silent as I thought about everything. My thoughts were interrupted by a soft voice. It was Sumei.

"Mark, I'm so sorry we put you in this situation and fully understand if this is something you can't do."

I turned to face the doorway and saw Sumei wringing her hands as she stared at the floor. Her eyes were puffy and her cheeks streaked with tears.

She looked so miserable that I couldn't stop myself from getting up and wrapping my arms around her.

"It's OK Sumei. Please don't feel bad or embarrassed. I just need some time to think about it."

She sniffled and I felt her small body tremble in my arms.

I let her go and watched as she moved next to Patrick. He put his arm around her and kissed the top of her head. They both looked so forlorn and worried that it broke my heart.

"If it's OK with you I'd like to go to my room for a bit."

They both nodded and I grabbed my beer and returned to the guest room.

I lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling. What would Helen want me to do? Deep down I knew the answer. She would want me to agree as there was nothing more important to her than family. If I refused there was a chance Patrick and Sumei's relationship would fall apart. I knew how much he loved her and it would devastate him.

I doubted he'd want to start another relationship knowing he was infertile. It would be a disaster for him and I couldn't let that happen.

My thoughts turned to Sumei. She was a beautiful woman and despite our initial reservations Helen and I soon came to see how much she loved our son and that she would do anything for him. What she was suggesting was further proof of that. She could easily have left him and found another partner, instead, she chose the more difficult path.

I sipped my beer and then sat up. My decision was made.

Upon returning to the kitchen, I found them preparing dinner. I cleared my throat to get their attention.

"Um, I've come to a decision."

They stared at me in silence.

"I'm happy to do anything I can to help you and I know that Helen would be in full agreement."

It took a moment for them to react but then they dropped everything and rushed over to embrace me. It was a very emotional moment and when we finally separated it was a joy to see the relief on their faces.

"Now that that's cleared up, what's for dinner? I'm starving!"

They grinned and Sumei said, "Your favourite, Kung Pao chicken!"

I grinned and rubbed my tummy, "I can't wait."

The atmosphere changed immediately and all of us were very relaxed during dinner. We avoided the topic that had brought me here until the meal was over and the dishes cleaned.

When we settled in the living room, Patrick was the one that kicked things off.

"This means the world to us dad."

I nodded and smiled, "I know Patrick which is why I agreed."

He looked at Sumei and she nodded.

"If it's OK with you we'd like to discuss some details."

"Of course, anything you want."

He nodded and looked slightly embarrassed again. He glanced at Sumei again and was about to speak when I raised my hand to stop him.

"Before you say anything else, I want you to know that you don't have to be shy or embarrassed about anything. We all have our secret desires and fantasies. You may be surprised to hear that I enjoyed letting other men see your mum naked as well!"

Patrick was surprised but Sumei smiled and I had the feeling she already knew.

"Um, thanks for telling me that dad. What I was going to say is that I want to be present whenever you and Sumei, um, make love."

He looked at me and was clearly worried this would be some sort of deal breaker. I smiled and nodded.

"Of course, I would expect nothing else!"

"Really?"

"Yes! As I said, I loved seeing other men admire your mother but I had to be there and watch."

Sumei gave me that knowing smile once more and I was even more convinced that she was already aware of what I was saying.

Patrick seemed to accept what I told him and I could see another weight lifted from his shoulders.

"That was the main thing, apart from the fact that we'd like to get started as soon as possible."

I almost laughed at his sudden eagerness, when Sumei spoke up.

"If you agree, I'd like us first to get accustomed to seeing each other naked."

This sounded like a reasonable request and I nodded in agreement.

"How about we use the hot tub? It's very relaxing and I'm sure you could use a soak after your long drive," Patrick suggested.

"Sounds like a plan."

Helen and I often enjoyed using hot tubs on vacation and the thought of relaxing in hot water was rather appealing.

Sumei was on her feet first, "I'll get the towels while you and Mark get the pool ready."

She rushed off before we could say a word. Patrick and I stood and I followed him into their backyard where the tub was located.

I was suddenly nervous about being naked with my daughter-in-law. It had been well over a year since I'd seen a woman naked and I wasn't sure I'd be able to contain my arousal.

I mentioned this to Patrick as we uncovered the tub and he laughed in response.

"Don't worry about that dad. Sumei would be worried if you didn't get an erection!"

"Are you sure?"

"Absolutely, just last night she was saying to me that she was worried you wouldn't find her attractive."

"But she's beautiful!"

"You don't have to tell me that, but no matter how many times I've told her she still doesn't believe me. She just says I have to tell her that because I'm her husband."

"I find that hard to believe."

"It's the truth. She's always had hang-ups about her body and it took a lot of time for her to agree to get naked in public. Once she did that, things improved but she still thinks her breasts are too small and other rubbish like that."

I nodded and realised that this was something I hadn't noticed having never seen her in a swimsuit or just her underwear.

Patrick began to remove his clothes and I followed suit. It felt strange disrobing outside their house but we made quick work of it and were soon facing each other naked.

Having frequented nudist venues many times, I had no issues being nude. Patrick seemed equally comfortable in his skin and I couldn't help but check out his package. I hadn't seen him naked since he was a toddler and was glad to see that he matched his old man in both length and girth.

"You look OK for an old dude!" he said, making no secret of looking at me.

"I try my best to stay in shape."

"I didn't know you were circumcised!"

"Really? It wasn't planned but I had problems with retracting my foreskin and they operated when I was 7 or 8 years old."

He nodded and activated the jets before climbing into the pool. I followed and sat opposite. The hot water and pulsing jets were a delight and I sighed as I closed my eyes and enjoyed the sensations.

"I see you two have made yourselves comfortable!"

I opened my eyes and saw Sumei with her hair tied up and wrapped in a large towel. Her face was flushed and I could tell she was nervous as she hung additional towels on a railing mounted on the wall next to the hot tub.

Not wanting to embarrass her further, I looked away just as she removed her towel and only caught the briefest glimpse of a perfectly formed backside.

Despite the temptation to look, I closed my eyes. I heard a small splash as she entered the pool and waited a moment before taking a look.

Sumei was sitting next to Patrick, her body hidden under the bubbly water. I admired her long and graceful neck and was again struck by her beauty.