Emilia Clarke - Queen of Porn Ch. 01

Emilia Clarke had wanted to be a porn star for a long time. It was her biggest fantasy and to some extent the only dream she had yet to achieve in her life. She was a famous and well paid actor, appearing in successful movies and on one of the biggest TV shows of all time. Of course she still wanted to achieve more but it was safe to say she had already succeeded when it came to making it on the big screen.

If you count that as her dream achieved, and she certainly did, then that left her with just the one. She wanted to star in porn. The two were her primary passions in life and she only had one of them accounted for so far. Just as much as she would watch Brie Larson in Captain Marvel and wish she got the part, she would watch Mia Malkova perform for Vixen and wish she had that part as well.

She wanted to be sexy and sexual. She wanted to be fun and flirty and free. She wanted to be your girlfriend's older sister. Your naughty schoolteacher. A sexy nurse or doctor. Your step mum or your step daughter or whatever weird fantasy was next. She wanted to be on her knees next to Ana Foxxx and Gina Valentina. She wanted to fuck Manuel Ferrara and Johnny Sins. She wanted to be a porn star.

She could see it in the stars. She would be the first of many. If she took the risk, dove in headfirst and could balance the two careers then more would follow. She was sure there were thousands of famous women out there just like her who wanted to try it. Maybe she was kidding herself a little and this would be the end of her acting career as Hollywood refused to entertain multi-talented performers but it was a risk she was willing to take. She was sure she would prove any doubters wrong, that she could do both and be successful but if not... well she already achieved one goal and she would give that all up right now to achieve her second.

The impact this was going to have on her acting career was a big deal of course, but technically it didn't matter anymore because she had already decided she was going to do porn. She talked it over for a couple months, first with friends and then with her management team. Her friends said go ahead, her management team told her to back off. Makes sense, but either way she was doing it. The contracts had been signed and she had every intention of starting a full-fledged porn career. She wasn't just releasing a sex tape or shooting the one scene to get this out of her system. She was going to be a porn actress and a mainstream actress simultaneously. She would shoot porn as close to full time as she could for a minimum of two years, and then take a step back to reassess the situation. She was 32 years old, single and wanted kids in the future. She wanted to be out of porn by the time she started getting pregnant, though she would be happy for any relationship to start concurrently to her porn shooting if her potential beau could handle it.

These were all just ideas, nothing was set in stone. She spent so much time fantasizing about it she could barely keep track of it all. None of it mattered now, today was still her first in the industry after all. Just a meeting, but the most exciting of her career so far. She signed a three picture deal with Brazzers a fortnight ago, and she was just a week from her first shoot. They had pleaded her for a 10+ movie deal, and then essentially begged for at least 5 but she had no interest in being tied down to any one company. She wanted to shoot with whoever she desired, but Brazzers were an easy fit for her first venture into adult work. It seemed a little too obvious to sign with Vixen first anyway. They were at the top of the space right now and were bringing in models from all around the world. She couldn't wait to work with them, but not just yet.

She was thinking about it so much. All day, all night it seemed. She dreamed of how it was going to be. But now for a moment she found herself thinking about something entirely different. Looking out of the passenger side window of her manager's car she was thinking about the woman jogging down the street just in front of the car. "I need to go back to the gym. I've been so lazy this month."

Her manager Samantha was driving the car, and too stressed to care. "Don't change the subject. What are you going to say when you get in there?"

Emilia giggled. Samantha had obviously warned her off doing this, but she was one of her most loyal friends and had been a huge part of negotiations throughout the whole process, ensuring Emilia got a deal she deserved. The money a true Hollywood starlet should earn when transitioning into porn, not that she had previous knowledge to base her contract negotiations off. She just lucked her way through the whole thing, and stood tall when she needed to.

"We'll just talk about what scenes we're going to shoot. I'm sure they have ideas." Emilia said excitedly. She had every intention of controlling what she did on the most part, to ensure she only did what she would enjoy. She planned to work that sort of power into any contract she signed. She was giving the freedom to the Brazzers executives to surprise her with some ideas though, at least for her first shoot.

"What about the announcement?" Samantha asked.

"We can do that together. My socials and their socials, same day and same time."

"Before it releases?"

"Obviously!" Emilia was sure they'd had this conversation before. "Let the hype build up for at least a few weeks. People will be talking about it, desperate for it..."

Samantha huffed. She had all the admiration in the world for her client, who had become a true friend. Now she was heavily involved in that friend's ascent into porn. It didn't make sense. "Just don't be weird."

"Are you going to be nervous when we talk about sex?"

"Leave me alone." Both of the girls laughed as Emilia returned to daydreaming and the car fell silent.

***

"Hi!" exclaimed the pretty girl in an entirely pink suit. "We're so excited to have you here. Emilia, it's great to meet you." She stopped to nod at Samantha before continuing. "The guys are just upstairs. I'll buzz up to them now and you can get things started."

"Sorry, who are you?" Samantha asked, barely a second after the young girl turned around.

"Oh, I'm Kacey. Sorry! I'm the..." she was quickly interrupted.

"The receptionist, yes." Samantha was annoyed and Emilia knew it. "Of course no one else was supposed to know about this. It was a very important secret. There were 15 people who knew outside of Emilia's friends and employees. Now 16 people outside of that circle know. Who told you?"

"Err.." the poor girl started, but Emilia butted in this time.

"Even if she isn't supposed to know it's not her fault she does. They obviously told her to expect me."

Samantha huffed again. "Okay, that makes sense."

"Stop being so stressed." Emilia was finding the whole thing quite enjoyable.

"I'm still going to moan at them about this. It could have leaked." With a little nudging from Emilia, an apology followed. "Sorry sweetie, not your fault."

"It's fine." Kacey said. "No problem at all. I'll buzz them now."

The two sat down and prepared for the meeting. Samantha moody, Emilia the polar opposite.

***

"I can't really believe this is happening, even now. It's a pretty incredible step for our industry." said Feras Antoon, who was running things over at Brazzers. "And once again, sorry about the mix up downstairs. We wanted specialist treatment for Emilia's arrival, but should have greeted her ourselves." he explained to Samantha, who was slowly coming to terms with the mishap.

"It's all good, she'll get over it." Emilia stepped in. "I've decided to trust Kacey with my life, as long as it means we get to talking about porn a little quicker."

"Then let's talk about porn!" Feras enthusiastically agreed. "This is Carl Johnson, he runs our creative department. He has a lot of ideas as I'm sure you do so feel free to bounce off each other and see what fits best. We have three films to make and we want to make three great films."

"The better your experience, the more likely we are to get another contract out of you." Carl added honestly.

"I wouldn't have said it like that but it certainly plays a part." Feras added.

"I prefer the honesty over anything else. If it goes well you can almost be sure we'll work together again. I don't plan on this being an in-and-out job. I'll be doing this for a couple of years at least." Emilia stated bluntly. Samantha was essentially taking minutes of the meeting nearby, she never wanted to forget anything anyone said so she could track every tiny detail of Emilia's career to ensure the best experience.

"Good, good. Okay. First things first, the shoot is next Saturday. We're agreed on that?" Feras asks.

"We're agreed on that." Emilia could barely wait for next Saturday.

"The announcement? How long before the release?"

"I say we do it this week. Get it out there, let the media circulate it. I want to see the reaction before I ever shoot and then use that excitement as my motivation when I get there on Saturday."

Feras was delighted. He couldn't wait to break the seal on this bombshell. "Agreed. We will arrange that during the week if we can just get a picture with you before you leave."

"Of course. We can post at the same time, get it out into the hemisphere and let the world talk about it for a few weeks before release."

"Perfect, perfect." Feras was a bundle of energy right now, but a little out of his depth when it came to scripting and all the rest of it. "Okay, Carl. Ideas?"

Carl was peering over a few papers that rested in his grasp. Even more filled the mahogany table in front of him. "So many. Too many. This is only the half of it." he said, referencing the many sheets in front of him. "What is it you're looking to do?"

"Everything, eventually. I want to try it all. I want to shoot every type of porn film you can possibly imagine. But first up I was thinking something pretty basic. Not boring, just classic porn, you know?" She was almost shuffling in her seat, imagining the possibilities. "The nurse, or maybe a doctor, or a maid. A classic and ridiculous porn story with a small amount of build-up and a whole lot of fucking."

Both guys were a little taken aback. Emilia hadn't been involved in the earlier discussions, so this was their first impression of her. They were quickly learning that she wasn't shy, and they would soon learn that this wasn't a huge act for her. She really did want to shoot anything and everything. "Are you open to a Daenerys story?" Feras asked, not unexpectedly.

Emilia just grinned. "I have no doubt I will do it, but not yet. I need to build up to that one because so many people are going to want to see it."

"You're not wrong. Can I ask you shoot that one with us, even if it's not amongst your original three?" Feras said, ever the businessman.

"You can ask, but I won't promise anything to you. I want to do it properly. A good script, the highest level of costume and the set has to look real." she said, and she really meant it. One day she knows she will suck cock on camera as Daenerys Targaryen, but she'd only do it if it was the best it can be.

"Then we will prepare our offer because I am sure you will have many, and then we will present it when the time is right." Feras followed on, respectful in his proposition. Emilia nodded at him, and then looked to Carl expectantly.

"Okay, yeah. I have some of those you mentioned. I think schoolgirl is often one of the most popular. Would you be open to that?" Carl started, and he didn't need to continue before Emilia was answering.

She was grinning. "Absolutely, or maybe school teacher. I think I fit that one a little better age wise, and I tend to find myself more turned on when it's the woman who should have the power in the story."

Carl rifled through the sheets in front of him, certain he had something that would fit. "Do you want to be the seductee or the seductress?"

Emilia slowed down her fidgeting for a second and thought about it. "What do you think is hotter? Coming onto your teacher and succeeding or her coming onto you? I mean does it matter? If I get seduced in this one I can just initiate in the second one and then you get the best of both worlds."

"True, true." Carl says, taking some notes of his own. "We can have him pursue you then in this story and we'll be sure to arrange a second scene in which regardless of your character you will make the move."

"All good!" she says, more and more decisions being made and with each a step closer to becoming reality. "Then my 3rd scene with you guys can be whatever seems fun at the time."

"For sure. What about male talent? This is obviously one area you've insisted on making some decisions." Carl says.

"We actually have a list." After a few minutes of just writing and listening, Samantha arrives back into the conversation. She goes through her booklet to find the names of all the guys and girls Emilia has said she would like to work with at some point or another.

"You have favourites?" Carl asks.

"I mean, they're just people I find attractive or maybe I am a fan of their work. I don't know any of them yet. I might have favourites eventually and only work with select people who are nice and respectful and all that, but for now this is just a list of... well it's just a list of people who I think are hot." she said through a sort of knowing smile. A list at this stage when she didn't know anyone was essentially pointless.

"We still have a list so if you pick one of these Em." Samantha says passing it over, but Emilia didn't need the reminder.

"What about Jordi?" Carl says. "He's a young Spanish kid, you may be aware of him. One of our primary teenage talents right now. Not actually a teenager, but you know, he looks it."

Emilia laughs for a second and then shakes her head. "No, I would rather work with people who look a bit older. I don't think it looks good for my image to work with guys who actually look like kids and I do still need to think about my other career. I haven't set myself too many rules but that is one of them." She looked through the list as Carl acknowledged her point and then picked out a name. "What about Lucas Frost? He's cute."

"Yeah, that works. He's the right age profile and we've got him under contract. I think he would certainly enjoy being your first as well." Feras says.

"He won't be my first. I've already had sex you know?" Emilia jokes, and despite a chuckle from Carl, Feras is none the wiser.

"Oh no, I mean your first shoot." He says, before the expressions tell the story. "Right, right. Okay, funny. More fool me."

"You know I have to make a joke here and there to forget I'm about to be fucked on camera."

"Are you sure you're ready?" Carl asks, and Samantha can't help but wonder if doubt is seeping in.

"I'm ready. I want this so much." Emilia answers, and Samantha's brief hope dissipates. "I've wanted it for as long as I can remember, or close enough."

"Then I'll get scripting. If you want the purest porn experience then I'll make it as simple as ever, you won't need to flex those acting chops too hard on this occasion. A few more things, quick fire because they hold some relevance here. We do want to make your first time as comfortable as possible. Stage name?" Carl begins, a few final thoughts to push out.

"Emilia Clarke, so no stage name. No point changing." She had never even contemplated a change.

"Costume? Any preference?"

"Dress me like you would anyone else. Knee highs, short skirt and those silly ties that are only about 3 inches long."

"You got it. Cumshot?"

She hesitated for a second, biting her lower lip as she fantasized over the possibilities. Samantha didn't particularly enjoy hearing her friend talking about this stuff, but it was now a requirement of the job apparently. "Let's say mouth. I can swallow and save some of the naughtier stuff for the future. It's all about keeping people waiting for a few things here and there. I was thinking about keeping my bra on the first shoot, but maybe that's ridiculous."

"Why would it be?" Carl asked. He would be glad to script it in if necessary.

"Anyone who wants to see me get fucked has already seen my boobs on TV." she said, sure it was almost pointless to keep them hidden for a future scene.

"Sure, but no one has seen them sucked, or kissed or fucked. No one has seen a cock slapped against them. If you want to keep up the partial mystery, we can work that in."

She wasn't sure if Feras would particularly enjoy that inclusion from a marketing point of view, but she was sold. She was beginning to like Carl. "Okay let's do it. Save the boobies for another time."

"Lucas might be disappointed." Carl joked, and the two laughed. Feras joined briefly, but Samantha never so much as smiled. "I think we're set. We can decide anything else on the day, and just hopefully have a great time and make some magic happen."

Emilia was delighted, still wagging her feet under the table like an excited dog. "That's amazing. It's so close now."

"The last thing I can think to say is to just double check you are going for your medical assessment tomorrow?" Feras asks, and Emilia nods quickly in the affirmative. "Perfect, results should be in by Friday and then we shoot Saturday. It's going to be beautiful."

"Yes it is!" Emilia exclaims. "It really is."

***

Emilia Clarke's camp were unavailable for comment.

That's what the news said. Each and every report on the announcement. The opinion pieces and the roundtable discussions about whether she was a feminist freedom fighter or just another whore. She wanted to say something on occasion but her management never budged. The most they would entertain the various news outlets around the world was by stating a statement would follow in good time.

She did go as far as replying to some friends who WTF'ed the living hell out of her via text. She just told them it in its bluntest form. She wanted to get fucked on camera. She just wanted to do it, so she was going to do it because she can do what she wants. Most understood and respected the decision, and others thought it was madness in its purest form but she felt no need to explain herself beyond simply saying she was doing what she wanted to do.

Her brother called her and was understanding. She should have told him before the announcement. Her parents hadn't said a word to her, but that was no surprise.

After the initial flurry of mayhem she just revelled in the reaction of the fans, the people whose opinion she was more interested in. One comment that stood out and made her laugh said there was no way someone as famous as her would do porn unless they were 'amazing at sucking cock, otherwise they would take the biggest L of all time.' She couldn't promise this guy she was that good, but she could assure him she would try her absolute best.

There was so much more positivity from the public and her fanbase than she ever could have imagined. She wasn't worried about her family, her friends or even her career right now. She just wanted to do what she thought she loved, and she was doing so with millions of people backing her. Even though they were backing her to get fucked on camera, it still felt nice.

She was interested to see the reactions of media and all the rest of it when she finally filmed and had her scene released. There were doubts about the legitimacy of the announcement from some, and others suggesting it could have an adverse effect on her career if she went through with it. She couldn't be sure about that just yet, and her management were keeping a tight seal on all the information being passed between different parties, at her request. She wanted to be away from it all and just enjoy herself, not worry about what's next and how her primary career will react to her getting railed on a desk by her 'student.'