Enslaved by Myself Ch. 08

The next morning I woke up with Valerie still sleeping on me. She had drooled on me. I didn't mind, because I loved her so much that I even liked her drool. Then I noticed I had a morning wood. It was just softly poking Valerie's thigh.

Valerie was naked, and so was I except for my collar. I suddenly felt shy, even though she was still sleeping softly. She was so cute and beautiful when sleeping. She felt warm and nice and exciting.

As I got horny by the thought of her naked body on top of me, my erect cock got even harder. I realized how close it was to Valerie's pussy, which reminded me of my reward.

I thought that I shouldn't wake her up, but as I was horny again, I was desperate for my reward. It felt taboo, but at this point, I couldn't resist moving my cock even closer to her angelic hole.

My dickhead started touching her labia. It felt amazing. It resisted to enter it, but I turned myself on more and more by softly scratching her pussy with my dick. I made sure not to wake her up.

As I was edging myself against her pussy, I noticed it was getting wet. I wasn't sure if pussies could get wet if they're sleeping, so I wondered if she was secretly awake and letting me do it.

But she sure would have been a good actress, as her face seemed fast asleep, more beautiful than ever. After a few minutes, I couldn't resist anymore. I rationalized it, justified it. I deserved the reward, I acted bravely and saved her after she saved me. I degraded my clone as she obeyed.

I slowly entered her pussy with just the head of my cock. I felt in heaven, the thought of it being Valerie made it the most intense moment of my life. I resisted making any sound and slowly inserted it deeper. She made some sexual vocalizations, even though she was sleeping.

My brain was flooded with pleasure and now all I could do was softly insert it in and out. A few minutes later I was getting very close. I tried so hard resisting cumming in her pussy, but I failed. I suddenly ejaculated, inside her breath-taking pussy.

She still didn't wake up, even though I moaned softly and literally was pumping my cum inside her. As post-cum clarity hit I suddenly panicked. What if she woke up and found out I did this without permission.

I had no choice but to clean it up before she woke up. I slowly pushed her to the side so I could escape underneath her. I cleaned and dried my cock with some piece of fabric.

There she was, lying fast asleep on the couch, with my own cum, not my clone's cum, inside her pussy. Turned her around so she was facing me. I loved everything about her, her gorgeous face, her blonde long hair, her mid-sized boobs, and lovely nipples. I loved her size, so much smaller than me, so cute and smooth.

I kneeled down on the couch and moved my face closer to her private areas. I pushed my tongue against her pussy lips. I circled around it, pushing the cum towards the center with my tongue I slurped up my cum. I liked the taste of my cum, it tasted almost as good as my clone's cum. I didn't want to think about him now, but I was still so used to being his slave.

Her body started making more sounds, it must have enjoyed the pleasure. Not much later she was slowly waking up. I panicked and stopped, but didn't move.

"What are you doing?" She asked confused.

I was silent and swallowed a mix of cum and her juices.

"Ohhh you're waking me up with a nice surprise." She smiled.

I was so relieved. I continued.

"Good boy, get that tongue deeper." She started moaning harder.

She had no idea that I silently violated her pussy earlier. She was just enjoying the morning surprise. I was afraid she'd find out later, but I focused on my task.

She pushed my head down towards her pussy. I loved that she did that, it made me feel useful. I tried any oral pleasuring trick I knew, trying so hard to pleasure her. She was clearly happy with what I was doing. After performing the cunnilingus for 15 minutes, she finally climaxed. My face was soaked with her juices.

I was so focused on her pussy that I forgot to look upwards. But when I did I saw her eyes looking down upon me. It felt so nice, her dominating eyes, knowing she was fully in control of me. She owned me, and I wanted her to own me.

She hinted me to stop. "I bet you can't wait for your reward." I felt so guilty after hearing that. I just nodded.

"You're so damn cute," she said as she patted my head.

I nervously looked at her. We were silent for a moment until she broke it.

"Slave, I want you to fuck my pussy, as hard as you want."

I was afraid I couldn't get hard anymore, after having done just that half an hour earlier. Fortunately for me, her amazing pussy did manage to turn me on again, and the thought that Valerie actually wanted me to fuck her like that sure helped.

She just spread her legs and looked intensely at me with sexual desire. As my dick stood tall again I moved closer. I hovered above her, placing my hands beside her head. My face on top of hers, she couldn't help but smile. I returned it.

Then I inserted my cock in the pussy. It felt just as great as before. And this time I could moan as loudly as I wanted. I groaned. She did too.

"Fuck me fuck me fuck me!" She repeated.

I obliged and fucked her. I didn't know how fast to go so I followed a rhythm that felt natural.

"I love you, mistress," I said.

"Shut up and fuck me harder." She said as she moaned loudly.

She moved her right hands towards my neck, below my collar, and softly started choking me. "Harder!" she ordered.

I went as hard as I could. I normally would have cummed for sure by now, but since I already did not long ago I could endure it much longer. I kept fucking her hard for over half an hour. I didn't count her orgasms, but she had multiple. I was starting to get really tired.

She started choking me again and then grabbed the lease of my collar tightly. "I want you to cum, slave! Cum inside me!". I then did. I was such a good boy, I came just when she asked me. If only she knew I already did it before she woke up, prematurely.

She didn't order me to clean her up. "I'm gonna pee real quick. I'm starving, make me some breakfast."

I got to work and started making scrambled eggs for both of us. As she returned from the toilet she told me I don't have to be naked anymore.

"We might as well shower before we get dressed," I said.

She liked the idea. We ate our breakfast naked and then we got into the shower together. Even in the shower, she was the sweetest dom I could imagine.

Meanwhile, my clone was still stuck on the bed. He must have been dying of thirst, I didn't even think about it back then. The last thing he drank was some of my cum. After Valerie and I got dressed we checked up on him. He still looked completely defeated. He couldn't talk with the ball gag in his mouth, but he was trying to beg for water.

He had peed on himself. "Ew he smells," Valerie noted.

I quickly got him a bottle of water and removed his gag. Valerie told me I had to train him to be our slave. I thought back about how he had trained me. He didn't need much to train me, when I submitted, I become obedient so easily.

"you two look so much alike, it's hard to tell who is who sometimes. Except that you look so pathetic." He told him. She grabbed a permanent marker and wrote 'pathetic' on his forehead. "Now, that's better."

I laughed at him, and so did Valerie.

"You guys are making me feel so powerful, not long ago I was submissive myself. And now I have TWO slaves."

I wanted her to be powerful, I was attracted to power now. As my clone looked so defeated I was losing attraction. Meanwhile, Valerie looked so proud and confident, making her even more attractive.

"I was thinking of a better name to call him than 'slave' since you're already my lovely slave. But look, his nickname is already on his forehead." She said laughingly. I laughed with her.

My clone still looked angry, even though he seemed to have given up.

"Slave, I think Pathetic's face is still looking a little bit proud, beat him up."

I obeyed and started beating him. He was stronger than me in a fair fight, but he couldn't do anything still cuffed up. I punched him hard, slapped him, kicked him. He yelled out in pain. I wasn't too rough with him, since he was in a helpless position. But he begged me to stop and apologized.

"I'll be obedient, mistress." He told her.

"Yes, yes you will." She hinted me to stop beating him. "Free him from the bed and cuff his hands behind his back." She ordered me.

I did, he didn't struggle at all this time, knowing he was beaten.

"Throw him on the floor." I did as she commanded.

She looked down upon him. "Pathetic, kiss our feet and swear loyalty to us."

He obeyed. It felt weird to see him obey orders and kissing my feet. But he just did. He reluctantly swore it.

Even though he obeyed, Valerie kicked him in the balls. I felt bad for him, that must have hurt a lot.

"Now put your collar on him."

"I'm sorry I don't know where the keys are," I replied.

"Where are they, Pathetic?"

"I don't know he replied." He lied. Valerie kicked him in the balls again.

I told Valerie about the collar, that it was a shock collar with remote control. My clone gave up the location and she told me to get it.

When I got back into the room she was talking to him, finishing with a "you deserve all of this."

I unlocked my collar. It was finally free after so long. My neck felt so light. I put it on him and told her about the app on the phone. I managed to unlock the phone with my fingerprint, even though I didn't know the pin.

She tested it out, enjoying it a lot. My clone was clearly suffering, she didn't turn down the intensity.

"What's the pin?" I asked my clone. He was hesitant but answered truthfully.

I finally had access to my old phone again. I smiled at Valerie as she handed it to me.

"You're going to get your old life back now. You should prepare."

I went downstairs. I was afraid to let Valerie alone with him. But she managed just fine. Not much later she came downstairs too.

"No housework for you today, you need to become your old self again, I'll do all today." She said.

She started with the laundry as I studied the contents of my phone. There were so many new people I didn't know. I would have to ask my clone all about it.

I also checked the messages with Valerie. They interacted so differently on chat, I was intrigued and secretly read all of it, getting to know Valerie much better too.

Later that day me and my new girlfriend and mistress were just chilling and talking. After a while we brought up my clone and what to do with him. Valerie came up with the idea of making him our sissy slave and forcing him to wear girly clothes.

Valerie was so excited that she went online and ordered plus size clothes of her choosing. She made me pay of course. We also ordered some other girly accessories, like clip-on earrings and fake eyelashes.

We decided to move my clone to the lockable room he used to lock me in. He didn't resist. We gave him water but still nothing to eat. He needed to lose his strength and muscles, or else he would be too dangerous.

With him locked up, Valerie and I could finally sleep in my old and big bed. We cleaned it up and it felt great to be like a real couple now. I really looked up to her. She made me go down on her that night, but nothing else happened.

The next morning Valerie wanted me to go outside again. I was scared to do so. I was locked inside for far too long, thinking I lost my ability to socialize normally. But Valerie pushed me, we started with something simple. Getting groceries together.

We bought so much, all of our favorite foods. I hadn't eaten a lot of these foods for a while. Of course, I paid for it and she made me carry the heavy bags, but I loved feeling useful to her. I followed her around like an obedient puppy.

It wasn't as bad as I thought. I could still function normally, but I sure needed to regain a lot of confidence. But Valerie convinced me I'll be fine with time.

After eating some of the food, the door rang. It was the new clothes. Valerie was so excited to sissify my clone. Meanwhile, I was just enjoying her happiness.

"Oh fuck, I forgot my extensive make-up set at my parent's house." She said. "And I actually haven't visited them in a while. You know what, I'm going to visit them now."

"Sure, what should I do?" I asked.

"Hmm, I guess you could start with the sissification already. When I come back, I want to see him fully dressed and ready for make-up. I'll be back in a few hours''.

I hadn't been alone in the last few days. I got so attached to Valerie in such a short time.

I took the box of clothes towards my clone's room. As I opened the door he greeted me. "Hi, master."

It felt so strange to be called master by him. I just said hi. "Valerie wants you to cross-dress and become our sissy slave," I told him straightforwardly.

"Oh come on, I never did that to you."

"So what?" I responded. I was the one in charge now, his opinion didn't matter.

He was still handcuffed with his hands on his back. All he could do was talk.

"I really think you should reconsider your options. You know Valerie isn't the right dom for you. I know you much more and know what you love."

"Stop talking!" I ordered him.

But he ignored me. "I bet Valerie is going to use up all our money, and you're just going to let her. You're too passive and submissive to stop her. You need someone strict and understanding, like me."

I acted like I wasn't listening, taking out the clothes off the box.

"If you do change your mind, and it's not too late, I'll honestly forgive you and reward you so much. I promise you, I'll be grateful and make you much happier."

He promised something, as my clone, I was sure that he would keep his promise, as we shared those principles. But it's too late, I had made my decision and I loved Valerie far too much to consider his offer.

"Stand up," I ordered. I took a pair of sissy panties from the box.

"I really love you, you know. And I'm sorry if I have been too harsh, but you knew it was necessary to teach you your place." He wouldn't stop talking. "But look at you now, it's like you completely lost your dominant side, you won't even make me shut up."

I looked down, he was right, I felt embarrassed about this.

"I bet you wish you were the one going to be sissified, even if you never liked the idea, you just want to submit and surrender to pleasure, to follow orders. I bet you don't even want all the responsibilities of my life, you're probably too afraid to even go outside.

"Shut up, it's not happening," I responded, acting cool, I didn't care that he was right. I told him to raise his leg so I could put the panty on.

"Wait, please, maybe we can do it one last time before I lose my dignity. I really miss you sucking my cock. Let's just roleplay for a minute and act like it was how it was before. Valerie doesn't need to know."

His cock started becoming hard. I stared at it, my mouth got watery. I rationalized it to myself, one last time. He was cuffed, it wasn't a big deal. I loved that cock and wanted to suck it for one last time. I just couldn't resist how delicious it looked to me.

"Okay then, one last time." I agreed.

"Good boy!" He said excitedly. "Now undress and get on your knees, slut."

I played along. "Okay, master." I quickly undressed and got on my knees, looking up at my clone's grin and fiery eyes.

His cock grew huge again. I missed it. I wanted to worship it again. My horny submissive side took over, I surrendered to it. I opened my mouth. He laughed at me.

"Nope, you're not allowed to suck it yet, you desperate slut." He teased.

I waited patiently. My boner started to form too.

"Smell it!"

It smelled. It smelled strong. We hadn't made him shower yet. Despite the smell, I still wanted to lick it, taste it. The smell even made it more taboo and degrading, turning me on more. I wanted to clean it with my mouth. I sniffed it strongly, even touching it with my nose.

"I can't believe how much different you are from me, despite having the same origin." He said. "I have truly broken you, I've done irreparable damage to your mind. You'll always stay a weak-minded pathetic submissive bitch."

I felt like he was speaking the truth. It depressed me, I wanted to cry. But it also turned me on so much, I just wanted to worship his superiority and follow orders. I didn't cry, although a tear might have escaped my eye.

"You should be the one named Pathetic. Now say it, say I'm right and repeat what I said about you!"

"You're right master, I'm pathetic, I'm truly broken and will always stay a weak-minded submissive bitch." I said with a lump in my throat.

He laughed so hard and in a mean way. "Now I want you to put on the panties!"

I obeyed his order and stepped in the panties. I was too afraid to make eye-contact again. Even though I thought I was just role-playing, I felt like I couldn't say no if I wanted to stop."

"Good boy." He praised me for my obedience. "Now continue dressing up, sissy!" He ordered.

I took more of the girly clothes that Valerie bought for him and put them on. I don't know what I looked like, but it felt as degrading as his words. I felt so girly, so submissive and weak. I was now wearing a skirt and putting on a wig. I must have looked ridiculous. I finished my look with the fake eyelashes.

"Good sissy, you can now suck your reward!"

I got on my knees and looked up, not towards my clone, but to his very erect penis. "Thank you, master," I said as I opened my mouth.

I wanted to make the best out of this moment, the supposedly last time I sucked his delicious cock. I cleaned the head with my tongue first, it tasted bad but it quickly went away. I completely focused on worshipping the cock in front of me. I slurped, spit, deepthroated as much as I could. I did my absolute best to pleasure him for the last time.

After sucking for minutes I finally lost my focus and was fellating on auto-pilot. Him being my clone, it kind of was auto-fellatio. I started to worry about not being able to say no to him, even after we're done. He would make sure I'd stay horny and thus submissive. I half-realized he had tricked me. I was worried that I wouldn't be able to get him to wear the clothes before Valerie came back.

My clone was audibly enjoying it. He called me many things, but I didn't pay much attention. Below my skirt, I secretly started touching my boner. I figured if I came when he did, I would be able to escape my subspace in time.

I was again impressed by my clone's endurance. I wondered if he managed to masturbate with his hands cuffed. Maybe he just 'fucked' the bed by pushing it against it again and again. The thought of my clone pleasuring himself turned me on. I started masturbating harder, while still sucking sluttily.

I felt that my clone was getting close. He started moaning differently. I realized how long I had been sucking him, it was insane, I felt like a true cock addict fulfilling my main function. I wanted his cum now, I wanted to swallow it so badly, I started sucking more desperately.

"Okay bitch, since you've been such a good sissy, I'll let you decide if you want a facial or to swallow my load."

I tried to talk with the cock in my mouth but no words were formed. I didn't want to let the cock out of my mouth and risk him ejaculating outside. He was really about to cum, I felt it on his cock. I opened my throat as much as I could. It shot in so hard. I wished I could taste it first, but it went straight into my throat. It kept pumping and pumping. I forgot how much my clone was able to cum and was surprised again.

As he was pumping his final cum into me, I started masturbating harder and harder. He had his eyes closed during the climax. But right afterward he opened it. I heard his handcuffs move. As I was cleaning off his cock and finally tasting the delicious cum I looked up. He looked furious.