Evelyn and Jake: Origins

"I liked it. You can always come in and do that in the evenings if you want. It's usually what I'm up to anyways."

"You don't say. You're lucky no one else lives here, otherwise things would be pretty awkward. I mean not that they haven't been."

Evelyn's face flushed. She pulled her legs up onto the counter and sat crisscross.

"I didn't realize I was that loud all that often."

"The walls are thin in this house."

Jake took a swig of beer and hopped onto the counter next to her.

"We need to have some things be really clear. Because I can feel things starting to slip out of my control and that's a scary place to be for someone in a position of responsibility like myself."

"I don't need a lecture Dad."

"I know. I don't want to be giving one, I want this to be a discussion about our boundaries and what we are actually doing. Evelyn?"

"Yeah Dad?"

"I need you to know that what we did last night is not ok. If people find out about that I could go to jail."

"I know."

"You cannot tell anyone. Please promise me that you won't ever mention this to a soul."

Evelyn looked into her father's eyes.

"There's no one to tell Dad."

He continued to fix her with an intense gaze.

"I promise. But Dad?"

"Evelyn?

"If I'm going to promise you that, you need to promise me something in return."

"And what's that?"

"When you need me, tell me. I need you to be honest with yourself before you can be honest with me."

"That goes without saying Buttons. But I promise. I'll do my best."

"I don't know if you know what I'm talking about"

"If I'm being honest neither do I really."

Jake chuckled and shrugged.

"Then let me help you Dad."

Evelyn reached out a hand and placed it on her dad's. Gently, she lifted it and

placed it on one of her breasts. The warmth of his large palm on this forbidden part of her body felt searing. Her father didn't move. She pressed her fingers down onto his, enjoying the feeling of pressure on this sensitive skin there.

Jake watched his hand, his fingers, gently cupping his little girl's large, firm, breast. He felt her nipple harden against his palm and a soft sigh escaped his lips. Arousal coursed through his veins, filling him with a heat like he had never known. Evelyn moved closer to him, leaning into his palm. His other hand went up to mirror the first. Her hands were on her lap, watching as he slowly began to explore her breasts.

Evelyn closed her eyes and breathed deeply, enjoying the feeling of her father's strong hands on her. Gently, he began to knead the soft flesh. His fingers explored the shape of her nipple, the contours of her areola.

"Kiss me."

Evelyn gasped into his ear. Her voice was breathy and desperate. He turned his head and looked at his little girl. His beautiful daughter. His everything. Evelyn was breathing heavily. Her lips were parted slightly and her eyes were closed. Jake leaned in and pressed his lips to hers. He tasted like beer. Evelyn melted into his kiss, wrapping her arms around his neck. She moaned softly, enjoying the sensation of her father's lips on hers.

Her hands wandered to his chest and she could feel his heartbeat quicken. She slid her hands under his shirt, enjoying the feeling of his muscles beneath her fingertips. He had always been a very athletic person. Jake enjoyed using the gym as a way to work out his emotions and frustrations in a healthy positive way, and had always encouraged her presence there. She credited a great deal of her body image and work ethic to his time spent coaching her in the gym.

The smell of sweat and cologne filled her senses. Jake deepened the kiss, sliding his tongue into his little girl's mouth. She found that the beer she once found bitter now tasted so sweet. His hands found her hips and he pulled her closer until their hips were pressed together on the countertop. Evelyn's hand slipped lower, down her father's muscular stomach. Her fingers brushed the waistband of his pants.

Jake gasped and broke the kiss.

"Not yet."

His voice was hoarse with desire.

"But Dad, I can see how hard you are."

"I know Buttons, but I can't let you. Not yet. Please, just be patient. Let me enjoy just... this."

Evelyn's fingers lingered for a moment longer before pulling away. She understood. They sat for a while in silence, Jake's hands exploring the forbidden landscape of his daughter's body. They kissed again, more passionately this time, his tongue invading her mouth. Evelyn decided to again follow her father's lead and enjoy the moment, shivering at the way his hands felt touching her in ways she had dreamed about for years. Eventually, they broke apart. Their foreheads rested together, their breathing ragged. Jake spoke first.

"Evelyn, we need to be careful."

"I know. I don't know why, but this is so so wrong, and it feels so right."

"Me neither. And I know, but we need to be careful. I've never done this before, and I don't want to ruin our relationship."

"Dad, I'm not some inexperienced kid. I know what I'm getting into, and I know what I want."

"What you want and what you need aren't the same thing. And besides, I'm still your father, and you are my responsibility."

Evelyn sighed. She knew that he was right, and that they needed to be careful. But she also knew that she wanted this more than anything else in the world.

"Ok, we'll be careful. But can we just... enjoy this?"

Jake laughed, recalling his own words.

"Of course we can."

"Good. Now let's go to my room and continue this in my bed."

Jake smiled wistfully and helped his little girl off the counter. As he did, his erection pressed against her.

"Not tonight. We still haven't finished talking about what this is, and what we are going to be getting out of it. This has to be a fully conscious adult decision. We can't keep getting carried away like this."

"But Dad, I'm not a child."

"No you are not, and I'm not a monster, but we're close enough to being both and crossing other lines anyways that I think we need to seriously consider what it is that we're doing."

Jake was firm in his decision, and she knew that he wouldn't let her win the argument.

"Fine. But I want to spend some time alone with you. Just you and me. We don't even have to have sex."

"Ok. That's fair. But only if you promise me that we can still talk about this like adults. There is still a lot that needs to be sorted out."

"I promise."

"Ok. Well then let's go up to my bed. You can spend the night if you want."

Evelyn nodded and followed her father upstairs. As they climbed the stairs, she could feel her heart racing. She knew that tonight would be a night that she would never forget. Jake opened the door to his room and stepped aside to allow Evelyn to enter first. She did, and he followed, closing the door behind him. She stood in the middle of the room, unsure of what to do next. Jake gestured to the bed.

"Get comfortable. I'll be right back."

He turned and left the room. Evelyn could hear him moving around in the bathroom. She sat down on the edge of the bed and took a deep breath. Her heart was pounding. She was in her father's room, in his bed. And he was about to join her.

The thought sent shivers down her spine. Evelyn closed her eyes and tried to relax. She took a few deep breaths and focused on her breathing. In, out, in, out. She opened her eyes and saw her father standing in front of her. He had changed into a pair of shorts and a t-shirt.

"Hey! Twinsies!"

Evelyn pointed at their matching outfits.

"Yep. Twinsies. Its almost like you got your sense of style from me,"

Jake shrugged and smiled. Evelyn scooted over, and Jake joined her on the bed.

They lay on their sides facing each other. Evelyn reached out and placed her hand on her father's cheek. He took her hand and kissed her palm.

"Evelyn, this is a lot."

"I know. And it's going to change everything."

"Yes. Yes it is."

"So what do we do?"

Jake took a deep breath.

"We have two options. Either we stop now and forget any of this ever happened, or we continue and figure it out as we go."

"I think we should continue. I don't want to stop."

"Neither do I. But this isn't going to be easy. We'll have to be careful, and we'll have to hide it from everyone. No one can ever find out."

"I know. And I understand the risks. But I think it's worth it."

"It might not be. I'm not the one who has to live with the consequences."

"We're both consenting adults. I can make my own decisions. You can as well. You have already."

"You're right. And I guess I'm slowly making the decision to continue here. But we have to define this relationship. Evelyn, I need to be honest with you, I don't think I'm emotionally ready for a fully fledged relationship. Especially if it's one that I need to hide."

"Well I don't know. We don't need to be dating, but at the same time we're also basically already deeply incestuous. And I'm also still a virgin. You know, in the sexual sense. So like, all of this, there's no reason to tell anyone about it. For both of us. No one needs to know but you and me."

Evelyn shifted herself up as she spoke, pulling one of her legs up and draping it over her dad's prone form.

"I know. But I'm worried that we'll end up hurting each other. This is going to be very complicated, and it's going to take a lot of time and effort. I don't know if either of us are ready for that kind of commitment."

"I don't know either, but I think we can make it work. I will always be committed to you Dad. I can promise you that."

Jake pulled Evelyn close and kissed her. His lips were soft and warm, and she could taste the beer on them. She kissed him back, enjoying the feeling of his hands on her hips.

"Thank you. I'm glad to hear that. But we still need to define this. What exactly is this? A relationship? Father with benefits? Fuck buddies?"

Evelyn spent half a minute laughing before she recovered enough to reply.

"I don't know. This is new to me as well. Let's just say we can 'help each other out' from time to time whenever the other needs it."

"I guess that makes sense. We'll be 'helping each other out'."

"Yeah. That sounds good."

"So you haven't lost your virginity?"

"I haven't. I'm still a virgin. And I'm not planning on losing it to anyone but you."

Jake looked shocked, had he expected her to have had multiple partners in the past, as most of her friends did? Evelyn thought her father knew her better than that.

"Are you serious?"

"Yes. I want my first time to be with someone who means something to me. And I want that person to be you."

Jake's face was flushed, and he was having trouble finding the words to express himself.

"Evelyn... I'm flattered. And I'm honored. And I'm... well, a bit conflicted."

"How come?"

"Because you deserve someone who can love you. Someone who isn't me. I really do want you, but you deserve a partner who can give you their whole heart. And I'm not sure I can do that right now. We can have fun but I cannot love you romantically being who I am."

"You don't have to. I understand. You have a lot of pain in your life, and a lot of unresolved issues. I know that, and I'm willing to help you through that. We don't have to have sex right now, but can we at least be together like this?"

"Yeah. We can. I just don't want to hurt you."

"You won't. I promise. We'll take it slow and we'll be careful. But I'm not going anywhere."

"Neither am I."

"Good. Now, let's go to sleep."

Jake smiled and pulled Evelyn closer, her head resting on his chest. Inside, Evelyn was bouncing with joy. She knew that her father wasn't ready for a relationship, and she was happy that he had been honest with her. She also knew that they could have fun together without having to worry about a commitment. Evelyn felt safe and loved in her father's arms. She felt like she was finally truly home.

"Goodnight Buttons."

"Goodnight Dad."

Jake kissed her on the top of her head and closed his eyes. Evelyn smiled and closed her eyes.

This was exactly where she wanted to be.

He was home.

And nothing would ever change that.

- Jake -

The next day, Jake spent most of his day at work distracted and unable to focus on the tasks at hand. He kept reliving the scene from the night before. He felt guilty for letting things get so out of hand but he also had to force himself not to jack off in the employee bathrooms. The last thing he wanted was to come across as a creep and a pervert.

It was all he could do to not stare at the clock, watching the time creep by. He was anxious to get back home. Evelyn had a minimum day so she would already be there, ready for them to go to the gym together. He wondered what he should say to her, if he should apologize or act like nothing happened. As the day wore on, the latter of the two began to sound more and more appealing.

When Jake pulled into the driveway, he was relieved to see Evelyn's car. His mind was still a jumble of thoughts as he got out and walked up to the house. His desire had built and built throughout the day to the point where he felt like he needed to jerk off when he got home. The need was almost primal. He was a mess and he knew it.

"Evelyn?" he called out when he entered the house.

"I'm in the kitchen," she said.

He went into the kitchen and saw her sitting at the counter. She looked stunning. She was dressed in a sports bra and running shorts, showing off her long, sexy legs.

"Are you ready to head out?"

"No, I have to change but it shouldn't take me long. Just give me a sec."

Jake changed into his workout gear, a simple pair of shorts and a T-shirt. He considered himself in the mirror for a moment and sprayed some cologne down his shirt. Swinging his keys around his index finger, he went back down the stairs and into the kitchen.

"Gym. Let's do it."

Evelyn was standing by the door, ready to go.

"After you," she said.

Jake nodded and walked through the door, with Evelyn following right behind him. He couldn't help but glance down at her plump young ass, which was perfectly framed by her tight, tiny shorts. He bit his lip, trying not to imagine what it would look like bare. He couldn't help it.

They made small talk as they drove to the gym. When they pulled into the parking lot it was almost empty.

"Wow. I've never seen this place so dead before," Jake said.

"I know. Looks like we might have the whole place to ourselves."

Jake parked the car and the two of them went inside. Jake went to the front desk and greeted the young woman working there. After checking in and heading to the respective locker rooms to grab towels they met up at the free weights, where Evelyn helped spot her dad while he lifted. They chatted about the news as they worked out.

Jake was trying his best not to let his eyes linger too long on his daughter. He couldn't help it though. Her body was a thing of beauty, plus it wasn't like he hadn't done it before, just that the thoughts had been purer than his current state of mind. He couldn't stop staring at her legs, at her toned stomach and the way her breasts were being supported by her tight sports bra. He was starting to get hard, and his balls ached.

"How are you doing over there?" Evelyn asked him, noticing that he wasn't lifting the weight.

"Oh, I'm fine. Just spaced out a little. My mind has been all over the place lately. To be honest I was thinking about last night. Did you want to talk about it?"

"What about it?"

"Do you feel a little weird? I mean, I don't want you to think that I'm some kind of pervert or something."

"No, I don't feel weird," she said. "And I know you're not a pervert. You're my dad. I love you. Now it's your turn for another set."

Jake finished his set and took a drink from his water bottle.

"I'm glad to hear that. I've been worried all day that you might hate me or something."

"Nope," she said while pressing out a bench press. "Not even close."

"Good," he said. "And just to be clear, I meant what I said last night."

"About what?"

"I want you. I'm down to take things slow. But I'm also ok to do some things. If you are, of course."

Evelyn laughed and racked the weights.

"Yeah? And what kind of things?"

Jake looked around, making sure no one was around. He was about to expand on what he wanted when several people walked into the gym across the room, chatting animatedly.

"Well, like...I don't know. Just stuff."

Evelyn smirked at her dad. She stood up and grabbed her water bottle.

"Stuff, huh? And things? Sounds nice. Really appealing."

She took a long drink and wiped her mouth. She was looking him right in the eye.

"Yeah. Good stuff."

"So what kind of stuff are we talking about here? You know, I'm kind of confused. I thought we were going to take things slow."

Jake laughed.

"Yeah, yeah. I just mean like. We went to sleep together last night pretty wound up the both of us. I don't know about you but I'm pretty pent up right now. I haven't felt this way in over 15 years Ev. I don't know what to do. But you have managed to wind me up."

Evelyn struggled to maintain a coy expression but I could tell she was feeling triumphant.

"That's a long time. How quick do you need your fix sailor?"

"I'm not expecting anything to happen. I'm not even saying that we should go to bed together tonight or anything. It's just that. I'm down for whatever. As long as you are too."

Evelyn walked over to her father and leaned in to whisper in his ear.

"Whatever you say daddy, I will do." she whispered.

Jake could feel her hot breath tickling his ear. Her words sent a shiver down his spine. His cock twitched in his pants. Jake smiled and picked up the weights for another set. They continued their workout. Evelyn kept him on his toes with her playful banter, teasing him and flirting with him while they worked out. She was loving every minute of it. Jake was as well. He could not remember the last time he was this happy.

They finished their workout and showered. Afterwards, the two of them were walking out of the gym when they spotted a group of men that were obviously checking Evelyn out. One of them smiled and waved, causing Evelyn to wave back. Jake glanced over and recognized the man as a guy he knew from work.

"You know him?" Jake asked Evelyn.

"Nope. I'm just a friendly person. I think maybe he works here."

"Hmm. Sure."

"Feeling jealous?"

"More like protective."

"Hmm. Sure."

The two of them got into the car and headed home. Evelyn was playing music through her phone and singing along to the radio. She had an incredible voice. Jake watched her out of the corner of his eye as she drove. She was stunningly beautiful. Her sandy blonde hair was damp and dark but still shone with a golden luster.

He focused on how much he loved the bridge of her upturned nose, her rosy cheeks. Her sweet lips. She was his daughter. She was his. He had never been this happy or aware of how someone else made him feel. He had never loved anyone this much. The thought of what he could do to her when they got home twisted his heart into knots.

"So, what do you want to do when we get home?" Jake asked.

"I don't know," Evelyn said. "Maybe we can find a way to warm down together."

"Warm down, huh? That sounds interesting."

Evelyn smiled and nodded.

"We could go upstairs and you can help me stretch. I could use some help after the workout today. It would be good for you too."

"Okay. That sounds like a great idea."

Evelyn drove faster. The two of them were quiet now, eager to be able to be closer together. Once they arrived home, Evelyn parked the car and the two of them headed upstairs. She led the way. When they got into the bedroom, Evelyn walked into the bathroom and grabbed a bottle of lotion from the counter. She sat it on the nightstand next to the bed.