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"Hours."

I didn't understand but the way his voice broke made me grip him harder.

"I- I have been here for hours. You, you weren't here. You weren't here. I thought I was all alone."

I grit my teeth. Hours. It had been, what, minutes? What would I have done, thinking I was here all alone, without Nova, for hours? I just held him tighter. Felt his smooth hands on my back.

Eventually, he seemed to take a steading breath and pulled back. The smile he gave me was, brittle.

"I love you Baki. I love you so much. Will you marry me?"

My jaw dropped. It only dropped harder when I realized he was dead serious.

"I can't live without you. The idea, that I could never see you again. Haha. It's not at what a boyfriend would feel. Will you marry me? Please."

That, that was, we kinda needed to deal with the situation at hand! But, I nearly slapped myself. This was the situation at hand. VR, new bodies, new world, hell, it didn't matter. It didn't matter if were on alien planet or in another dimension or traveling through time or anything like that. None of that was important than Nova and how fragile he seemed. How he wanted, needed me. Right now and here. He was closest friend, my lover, and he needed me.

I didn't bother answering with words.

He was taller than me, my head only reaching his chest.

So I had to jump.

He was surprised, as I smiled wide at him, bearing my teeth, and jumped up at him, my arms going around his neck. I hung off him and kissed him deeply. It was our first kiss, our first physical kiss, and he seemed surprised. For a moment.

And then he got handy. His arms fell and found my back, gripping me in an entirely different way. I let out a gasp as I felt his hands grip my ass and push me up, pulling me closer to him. This only seem to make him more desperate for my touch as he kissed me back. Hard. I shivered as I felt those lips touch mine. As I felt his arms around me, his hands on me, his feelings and emotions radiating through me. I couldn't help it. I wasn't a sensitive man but it had been too much. A few tears of, I don't know, stress, relief, happiness, fell.

And then I was on my back and gasping for air yet again. This time because Nova had practically slammed onto the bed with him. Idiot.

"Baka." Was all I got out before his lips were on mine again.

We lost ourselves in each other's embrace. My legs wrapped around his body at some point, the happiness threatening to explode out of me. In a way it did as we kept pushing ourselves harder against each other, seemingly unable to get enough of one another. I had never even really thought about making out. Kissing had come to mind as a gentle romantic thing. Not something with so much passion and love baked into it. I was connected to him and I never wanted to untangle away. Love was, love was good. I felt a few more tears slip out.

"Haha."

Nova looked at me with a smile, wondering why I was laughing probably. Or maybe he already knew, because he joined me soon after. We were laughing, just because we were happy. Because we were so, so happy. Everything was just good and nice. Everything was okay.

I pressed my head against his shirt, as we both breathed deep, just lying on the bed together. We were happy, we were together, and so the world was perfect. Nothing else mattered.

"I love you."

"I love you more."

"Bullshit."

"Baki! Is that anyway to talk to your husband?"

My breath hitched. I had forgotten about that in the moment. Married, I, that was so much. I hadn't, I hadn't been able to think about it. We hadn't even been able to meet up before, let alone anything else. Any thoughts of marriage... before, they would have broken me. To think about all I couldn't have.

And now I had everything I'd ever wanted and more. It was scary, it was so much, it was overwhelming. But I had Nova and that was all that mattered. He was mine, I was his, he was here, and so was I. We were together, nothing else mattered.

"Please don't leave me."

He stroked my head.

"I feel like I should be the one saying that haha."

It was everything I had ever wanted. I finally breathed, really breathed, a deep shaky breath leaving me. I felt exhausted and happy. I could physically feel how Nova sagged, no doubt feeling the same way. We'd have to talk and discuss whatever the hell was going on, whether it was permeant or temporary, and many other things, but right now, all that mattered was that I had my husband in my arms and my husband had me in his.

.

.

.

"We gotta get up." I heard Nova say.

"Never."

"Come on now you lazy bones, it's time to adult."

"Noooooo."

I couldn't see it but I knew he was rolling his eyes, that traitor. He got up, my arms and legs still wrapped around him.

He looked down at me with a deadpan expression and I grinned up at him.

"So, should I call you a little monkey now or what?"

"Eek eek."

He broke out in a smile and pulled me off him. Standing on the ground, I realized again just how much taller he was than me. No wonder he always called me short, my head only went to his chest.

Looking at him now, really taking him in, I had a weird mix in me. It took me a moment to place my feelings from the sheer chaos of them. Happiness, joy, ecstasy, awe, were all basic things I had been feeling for a while. Nervousness and surprise weren't too surprising given my position or, anything that was going on, really. Horny was new.

It struck me, that I had never been, well, physically horny because of Nova, until now. Sure, there was phantom touch and his model was attractive but it just wasn't in the same league as physically being in the same room as him. As I continued to look up at him, that feeling only grew. Then it mixed with my memories, remembering all the times I stared at his IRL picture on a screen, and tried to feel what I was feeling now. I don't know what if what I felt then was relief in the purest sense of the word, but it left me feeling light headed and like I was drifting on a cloud, with a big goofy smile on my face.

Nova blinked at me.

"What?"

"Nothing haha."

He poked me on the nose, actually poked me, and I had to stifle a mix of a sob and a burst of laughter from tearing through me. Alright, maybe I was a little sensitive. A nightmare I thought would never end, self hatred I thought I could never fix, it was all gone. It was all over. It was all better. My world had changed so much. Speaking of... maybe it was time to address the elephant in the room.

"So..... we're in vrchat?"

Nova sat on my bed.

"It looks like that. Have you tried to access your menu?"

I blinked. I held up my right hand, unsure how to even do that. Usually you just, pushed a button on a controller. So I just tried to... will it in front of me.

And it worked.

I was, surprisingly, not getting tired of being in awe. I didn't know if awe had a cap but I must be reaching it because there was a literal holographic screen floating in front of me. I clicked world on it, and my eyebrows nearly shot to the top of my head. It showed worlds, as it always did, but it also showed player counts, like it always did.

And they were increasing.

I could already see a few hundred people in the black cat alone. We hadn't arrived alone. Were, were others like us? Was everyone like us? How many people had arrived here? Everyone that was playing? Everyone that played? Every person, period? Had this happened to other games? Were people who didn't transport into the game itself still playing, completely oblivious? Were we the only two transported people?

So many questions and more and more only appeared as I began to look through the menu. I nearly let out another shocked gasp as I changed the world volume and the music I had been hearing all this time actually lowered. That was, a fundamental part of the world. I could just, mess with what I could hear and so much more besides. All the settings, all the options, they led me brain down more and more paths.

But none so much as the options that were new. There was a whole new tab simply called "The Creator's Hub" and when I clicked on it, it had a simple button that said "Enter the hub."

"Don't touch that." Nova told me.

He said it simply but it still scared me. Having something in my menu I shouldn't touch was...

"Why?"

"Takes you to some kind of crazy space that seems like blender mixed with, well, a lot. I'm pretty sure it's a way to create new bodies and worlds."

That, the implications of that was, different. Being in this body was one thing but being able to make and become any body I wanted? I shook my head, that was way too much. Let alone the apparent ability to create worlds. That took on a whole new meaning now that everything was real. It would be more similar to creating planets than anything else. That kind of power in the palm of your hands...

"Why? No, how? How is any of this, possible?"

"I have no idea. I was kinda busy worrying about how to get out."

I blinked. Right, Nova had thought he'd lost me when I hadn't shown up with him. He would've tried to get out immediately. I looked over to where the exit button was. It was gone.

"We're stuck here?"

"Seems like it."

I didn't know what to make of that. Maybe there'd be more answers later but right now it just seemed like, a weight. Stress I didn't want or need. And a lot of confusion mixed in. I couldn't stop thinking about it but worrying about it would just turn me into a neurotic mess.

I took a deep steadying breath and spoke my thoughts.

"Fuck it."

Nova nodded his head.

"Fuck it all. But on the bright side, some our friends are here too."

I looked over at the social menu and saw that he was right. Gah, Brit, and Celsy were all here. Nova was my first friend and best friend, but not my only friend. Not by any means. With a few click of the button, we could go visit them. Actually,

"Have you already went to see them?"

"Nope. They appeared on the screen the same time you did."

I swallowed. There was a hidden meaning there. It's not like the social menu had popups that someone got online, unless something changed. That meant Nova had been staring at the social screen, just hoping I'd appear... who knows for how long. I scrunched my face up a bit. This, whatever, can do the impossible, but it couldn't have put us all in at the same time, or together? Whatever. It didn't matter now.

We could go check in on them, but, well, I felt a bit guilty but I didn't want to. I wanted to just spend more time with Nova. But they might need us...

I looked over at Nova and he scratched the side of his face. He seemed surprised to find no beard there. I smiled. I'm sure our friends would be fine for a while.

I stretched, looking up, not sure what to do now. Maybe a movie?

When I looked back over, I saw Nova looking at me. With... passion? It was a very pointed look at least.

"Uhh, what is it?"

"...you're not wearing your hoodie."

"What do you mean?"

I looked down at myself and blushed a little. Right, I had taken off my hoodie, to, well, see myself. And that meant I was wearing nothing but a flat bra and a very tight speedo wrapped around my, admittedly small, bulge. I hadn't really worried about penis size when making this model but now I was wishing I had added a bit more.

Nova got up and walked around me, behind me. He turned me slightly so we were looking at the mirror. The position wasn't unusual, we had been in it before, in VR. Now...

Nova reached down, sliding his hand down my chest, to my stomach. My breathing sped up. I had wanted this, do want this, but, I suddenly felt incredibly, extremely nervous. I had, I had never been with a guy. I had never felt a man's hands on me, despite how female Nova looked right now. As his hand started to slide lower, near my crotch, I grabbed his hand with both of mine.

He looked at me in the mirror, eyes wide, a flash of panic on his face.

"N-Nervous. It's just, a lot, you know?"

Relief that he hadn't done something wrong visibly went through him. Then he smiled a wry smile and leaned down near my ear.

"Aww, is my little boyo nervous?"

I straight up flinched. That's what he called me when we were having fun. It felt, so weird and intimate to actually feel the breath from his voice right next to my ear. He apparently wasn't done though.

The mirror blocked his other hand, but I felt it as it slide down my back and gripped my ass. I might've jumped a little, had Nova not been holding me.

"N-Nova..."

"Do you want me to stop?"

He stopped anyway, pulling his hands back slightly. He didn't want to make me uncomfortable. We were in different bodies and we had never physically met until literally right now. I, I didn't know if I was ready. I was so nervous all of a sudden, my heart beating fast, my body shaking. I grabbed onto Nova's hand again, trying to relax. It was, fine. It was just Nova, I loved him. What was I so nervous about? I wasn't a virgin, I had been with women before. This wouldn't even be that different. I took another breath and pulled his hand back to my stomach.

I could see smile in the mirror as he put his hand lower and I saw and felt it go below my underwear, gripping my cock. I let out a little breath, not a moan! Just, a bit of relief passing through me. Feeling his hand actually grip my cock... I closed my eyes and leaned back into him, feeling as he began to stroke me. It felt good.

I felt him slip my underwear down, exposing my hard cock into the air. I opened my eyes and blushed a little. My cock was... well... it hadn't been made with size in mind. I looked cute. And cute feminine guys had smaller cocks so... I was regretting that choice now.

Still, it didn't stop the pleasure in anyway as Nova continued to stroke me. My breath came a little heavier as he played with me, actually physically played with me. Stroking my cock, rubbing my balls, it wasn't "new" but it also was. Women had done the same in past relationships, but they hadn't been Nova and I hadn't been in this body. That just added all the more to it. I felt like I was almost experiencing it for the first time.

Eventually, Nova pulled back, stopping before I could cum. I looked up at him. He just laughed.

"Haha, don't pout. I just want to do something a bit more, fun."

I didn't know what he meant but then I was in the air. He had picked me up and then practically threw me onto the bed again. He was seriously enjoying that way too much.

I looked over at him and was surprised, my eyes going a little wide. He was stipping off his clothes, showing off his fully naked body. And his own erect cock. I guess he had gotten more than little horny stroking me.

He walked over and pulled my clothes off me. He did it so fast that I was left briefly stunned as I realized we were both naked now, our clothes tossed to the side, his dick hovering over me.

I looked down and my pupils shook. My breathing and nervousness decided that the only setting left was maximum as they both skyrocketed. Looking at what he wanted to do!

"I-I don't know about this Nova!"

"Shhh. Don't worry, I promise it'll feel good."

"I-I-I really don't think I'm ready for anal! Uh, we could, do something else? And what about lube?! Right, lube! We need that don't we?!"

"I think it'll be fine, these bodies are different after all."

I felt and saw as he gripped both of my legs but still yet out a little yelp as he raised them, clearly trying to angle himself right to penetrate me.

"NOVA!"

He smiled and stopped.

"You know I won't if you don't want me too."

I breathed, partially out of relief, but Nova hadn't let go of my legs. I knew he wouldn't do anything I didn't want him too but at the same time........ My nervousness had evolved into full blown panic, I was squirming and felt like my stomach was doing quadruple flips. I had never had anything inside my ass and the idea had been.... Pointless, I had dismissed the thought. My brain hadn't really moved past Nova one day being able to hold me and kiss me. I had, I do, want more but, but, this, I don't, I can't, I took a very shaky breath that didn't help at all. I looked at Nova's cock, his big cock, ready to shove inside me.

I, I was going, to have that in me? I felt like my teeth would start chattering against each other if I tried to talk, because of how much I was shaking. I felt... very very vulnerable with my legs in the air and ass a moment away from getting something shoved in.

"I-It's going to hurt!"

"I'll stop if it starts to hurt."

"I, lube!"

"I think our bodies don't need it, but I'll stop if it turns out we do."

"I,I, I'm scared!"

To this, Nova didn't offer some cheeky answer. He just let go of my legs, leaned in, and kissed me. I almost was annoyed it worked to calm me down. I was nervous. Panicked really. I guess, I was a virgin in this way at least. I had never had anything in my ass after all... But did I not want it? I don't know, I hadn't had the time to think about that.

But, gah. W-would I never do it? Nova wouldn't try to convince me, not really, if I said I never wanted to. Now... Now wasn't much different from later.

I swallowed hard.

"Be- Go- Go slow!"

It was all I could think of to say.

Nova smiled and pushed my legs up and to the sides again. It felt so, weird, to be in this position. A position I had had women in before. That did not in anyway make me feel less panicked.

He pressed his cock against my ass and my eyes shook.

'Oh my god. Oh my god, I'm actually doing this. This is actually happening. Oh my god.'

He pressed and I was fully ready to tell him to stop when the pain came. I wasn't stupid, I knew that there was no way this was going to be pain free. Even if he was lubed up to the nines, you had to start really small, fingers for example, and go up or you'd risk literally splitting your ass in two. I wasn't just worried because I was a virgin anally, this was going to really, really hurt.

He pushed further, and my nails drove into his back, and a loud sound wretched its way out of my mouth.

He went in. Just a little.

And I had moaned.

My brain short circuited. What. What. What.

Nova looked at me, a dumbfounded expression on his own face. He was the first to speak up, staring at my shocked expression.

"There was... no resistance at all. I would've slid all the way in if I wasn't careful."

Part of me was freaking out because there was a dick inside my ass. Another part of me was freaking out because it felt good. There was apparently plenty of me left to freak out about this as well.

"W-w-w-w-what. What."

"Are you okay?"

"It felt, so, intense. Like, really intense."

I hadn't even noticed but I was gripping him and gasping. It had felt, gods, how do I even describe it? Like a lightning bolt up the ass but good?

"You seemed to like it..."

Nova was hesitant. I kinda understood. Neither of us had been expecting that and I had practically moaned at glass breaking volume into his ear.

"It, it felt.... Great but... so much. A lot."

I still wasn't any kind of wordsmith.

But I was getting pretty used to panicking apparently, because I seemed to be doing that constantly now. Especially as I saw Nova grin's grow wide.

"Seems like our bodies really are different here. And if you liked it so much."

"Nova! Wait, wait wai- AHHHH!~!~!~"

My mind exploded, was utterly broken, as I felt an intensity, a pleasure I didn't think was even possible. I barely felt the tiny extra amount flow into me as I began cumming, hard. It was nothing compared to the continued orgasm I was feeling from nova sliding his cock inside me. Without pain or resistance, all that was left was pleasure and it felt gooood. Good like drugs feel good, good in a way that was impossible, good in a way that I couldn't have imagined existing on this or any planet.