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Click hereLuke smiled down at me, his eyes hurt. Why were they hurt? I reached up and stroked my hand down his cheek as he carried me in the elevator, sending us up.
"What's wrong baby?" I whispered and he just shook his head.
"I love you so much Johnny. You know that don't you?"
I frowned, there was something really wrong. Wake up damn it! My mind was sluggish beyond reason. Why was I so tired.
I frowned again, "Of course I do Blue, and I love you to. You're my everything baby. You're my moon remember?"
A tear slipped unnoticed down Luke's cheek, "You're my sun baby. Always and forever. You're the only light in my darkness."
I smiled and cuddled up to him. He took us to our room and laid me down on the bed. I reached behind me and wrapped his warm arm around my waist, snuggling back against his chest with a smile. I turned my head, reaching behind me to gently cup the back of his. I turned his lips towards mine and kissed him, eyes still closed. As soon as I tried to stick my tongue in his mouth he pulled back and my eyes flew open.
"Oh god Luke I'm sorry." I said, my voice clear as I came back to the present.
Luke didn't say anything, just got up and walked out, closing the door quietly behind him. Oh god, what was I doing! I knew I just stabbed the knife that was already in the man's heart that much deeper. I got out of the bed and walked down the hallway. Luke was standing in front of the picture of us hanging on the wall. Me on his back, a beer in my hand, my face painted pale white. I was a dead bride and he was my dead groom, his face black and white, looking gruesome. We were both smiling, drunk off our asses. We were so happy.
"Luke. I'm sorry." I said, my voice cracking.
He turned around ,tears falling down his face.
"I know you are Johnny, but sorry doesn't fix this. Do you know that when your asleep you can't lie. You still love me. And god knows I still love you."
I didn't say anything, I just looked down. "It hurts so much Johnny." He whispered and I couldn't help but hug him.
I reached out, wrapping him in my arms, standing on tip toe. I held him to me as he cried, and when he picked me up, I wrapped my legs around him. He didn't want sex, just comfort and this was what we used to do. I wrapped my whole body around him, holding him tight. He buried his face in my neck, and I felt the hot tears against my skin. He let me hold him for about five minutes as he cried out his frustrations and anger with me.
He pulled back and I let him go. He looked at me and I stared back. He walked away without another word and I stood there, staring after him. After a minute I turned and walked back to the bedroom, grabbing my jacket. I walked downstairs, grabbed my keys and looked at Daniel, who was by the door.
"I'll be here at 8 tomorrow. Night."
What I don't understand is how Luke and Leslie can say they love Johnny when they act like assholes. You don't hit somebody you love. You don't threaten to beat the shit out of them. And when Leslie told Luke that Johnny was back, that didn't seem like something a person would do to somebody they love.
I'd like to see Johnny meet somebody completely new, fall for him, and get out of that very unhealthy relationship.
I hope so ur an amazing writer and this story makes my oh so boring life so much more interesting so to say I'm hooked is an understatement. Keep up the good work
What I do not understand is, why there is no description of Luke Leslie and Johnny? Or, have I missed it somehow? What's their looks like? There is only : how tall they are and the color of the eyes of Luke. That's disappointing
I just got back home from my vacation, chapter 4 will be up soon i promise thanks for being such big fans :D
How long do u intend to keep us waiting? I love this story so much please please please post the next chapter.
I can't wait to see where this goes. I admire your bravery in expressing that even criminals experience love and all the pain that comes with it.
this story is so amazing I hope you entitle to continue in creating a beautiful complex story. You are an amazing writer.
just read in one shot all of the stories of this author. and wow. just wow. winning alex is quite different from this one but both are amazing reads, please write more!
i waited sooooo long for this chapter..... i love your writing.... please dont make me wait so long for the next one :)
Well, guess I'm going to be the odd ball here, and say having Leslie in the story doesn't bother me! I can't wait to see how this all works out.
in the relationship of Luke and Johnny makes it unconventional but u can't always wrap love in a pretty box and put a bow on top.
I was glad to see this chapter, been waiting for it. some details seems odd, waiting for you to bring them together. pet peeve for me is that it's not "Your", its either "you are or you're" in the context you are using it.
u are amazing this has to be my favorite story on this site. I don't care what happens because i'm sure what ever u come up with will be absolutely briliant. keep writing
It's emotionally unhealthy, what's going on with Leslie. I want him to find someone of his own to love. But, hell, this whole story is emotionally unhealthy, and I love it! Keep writing and post pronto! I do hope that Johnny and Luke work it out, and no one goes to jail. Can't the business go legit before someone dies?
wow this story is so multi layered..i usually dont like the threesome theme, but because its such a deep story im sticking with it..but if you could find a way to cut leslie i would really appreciate it! love everything so far though! keep it up, cant wait for more!
I am so glad you're back, I've missed you and this story. I really hope everything works out well...please post soon!
I agree with the comment about less leslie. The story could do so much more with just Johnny and Luke.
Most relationships with three or more people involved are usually about the sex but with Luke, Leslie and Johnny it seems deeper than that. It was a good read.