How To Say No To Your Boss? Ch. 02

"N-no, thanks... don't be offended, it was a wonderful evening, I really enjoyed, but I'm very tired, and Finn will still be waiting for my call, and I also have to tell him I'm not coming back for the weekend... so... thanks for the excellent dinner, see you tomorrow at the office!" And Gwen started to get out of the car, but Kavita's hand held her gently but firmly in her place.

"Oh dear, not like this, in such a hurry, you don't even greet me? Here, come here..." and so saying, without giving Gwen the time to realize what was happening, Kavita drew her to her, and without giving her a chance she kissed her on the lips, as on the terrace after the inauguration, but this time the kiss wasn't so quick, but Kavita kept her lips pressed against Gwen's paralyzed ones.

For her part, Gwen was dazed by the shock. She didn't understand what was happening, her head was spinning, and the softness of Kavita's lips against her was startling. After the initial shock, Gwen moaned a feeble protest, pulling her mouth away from Kavita's.

"I-I... don't... I mean... I don't think... Finn... it's not appropriate... stop..."

But Kavita put a finger on her lips.

"Schhhhhh... don't talk, just listen to your body... I feel you so agitated, so confused... it's normal to be, not knowing what you want... but you know what? I observe you every day, and I see how you look at me, don't think that I haven't noticed it... I am not indifferent to you, do not deny it... and even you are not indifferent to me, I like you very much indeed... so, why don't you turn your brain off and try to let yourself go? Tomorrow it will be as if nothing had happened, I promise you... maximum professionalism in the office... but now we are not in the office, and I am dying to kiss you... to feel your mouth open up for me... and don't you want it too, my little Gwen? I know you want to feel my mouth on yours too..."

And so saying Kavita, taking advantage of the bewilderment she saw in Gwen's eyes, putting a hand behind her neck, brought their mouths back into contact. This time Kavita's lips began to explore Gwen's with increasing insistence.

Gwen was under a strange spell, she suddenly felt like she was back in college to those morbid games with Jenna. It was the same, it was a situation from which she rationally wanted to escape but from which she instead felt irrationally attracted. The result was that she remained paralyzed, at the mercy of Kavita's ever more daring kisses.

When she tried to free herself, Kavita then began to kiss her neck, causing an immediate moan of pleasure. Her neck was in fact one of Gwen's erogenous zones, she loved when Finn kissed it. Kavita, realizing that she had Gwen at her mercy, started licking and nibbling her neck, sending her into ecstasy. Just when Gwen, eyes closed, was biting her lower lip to stifle her sighs, Kavita quickly released her neck to bring their mouths back into contact. This time, however, Gwen had her defenses down, and Kavita's tongue found a gap to slip into and slide into Gwen's mouth.

In Gwen's life there would always be two moments, before and after the kiss with Kavita. After that, nothing would be the same again.

In fact, Kavita's long tongue unrolled quickly in her mouth, intertwining with hers and dragging her into a sensual and fiery dance. Gwen tried at first to reject Kavita's kiss, but she was soon overwhelmed by the intensity and sensuality of the kiss. Never before had she experienced an avalanche of emotions like at that moment. Her body seemed in the throes of an earthquake, she felt shivers shocking her all, and an uncontrollable heat was invading her. She wasn't able to reject Kavita, on the contrary, she soon found herself being more and more involved in that fiery kiss, unwillingly, unable to restrain herself.

When Kavita finally broke the kiss, Gwen found herself blinking for a few seconds, dazed, then, as if slowly emerging from the effect of a spell, she realized what she had done, and shaking her head as if to cancel what had just happened, he hastily opened the door and ran out of the car without looking back, towards the safety of his apartment.

On Kavita's lips, swollen from the kiss, a smile of victory spread as she watched her walk away.

Gwen slept badly, having nightmares all night long. She only had disconnected memories of dreams, and the next day she didn't try too hard to remember them, scared of what they might have revealed... She only remembered Finn walking away from her on a train, and she was sad, but when she turned around she saw Kavita alongside her on the station platform, with a sly and mischievous smile on her lips, with that big luscious breasts, and those lips with a dazzling ruby lipstick... and then she started running, running away, from what really, and to where, she did not remember.

And then, inevitably, the memories of Jenna arrived.

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For a while, Gwen had managed to keep away from Jenna, even though it hadn't been easy. She saw her every day, attended the same courses in college, played volleyball together, and had many friendships in common. She could see how Jenna was always trying to sit next to her or remain alone, but she was always avoiding such situations. For some reason, Jenna troubled her deeply. She categorically didn't admit that she could be attracted to her, another girl! She liked boys, she was engaged to Mike for heck! Yet when Jenna was close to her and she smelled her strawberry scent, her face suddenly felt warm, her heart pounded, and her eyes couldn't help but run in the direction of Jenna's big breast... she didn't know why, it was stronger than her, invariably her gaze was magnetized by that voluminous chest, and Jenna did everything to make it stand out too, as if she was aware that it was Gwen's weak point. Unbuttoned blouses, tight tank tops, light dressing gowns... her repertoire seemed to be endless.

But ignoring Jenna was starting to get more and more difficult for Gwen, who couldn't get out of her mind the feeling of deep eroticism that Jenna's kiss had given her... she was deeply ashamed, but sometimes, especially at night, if she thought back to those lips. soft and humid, and that hot intrusive tongue, she got wet between her legs... and Mike was starting to seem so rough and awkward in comparison...

It had been a while since Jenna had been insisting on Gwen that they go for a ride together in the park after school, but Gwen had always managed to refuse, making up an excuse. But lately she was finding it harder and harder to say no, and Jenna started to be more and more insistent. She wondered what would happen if she were left alone with Jenna in the park, and even if she didn't want to, she began to fantasize, and the very thought made her shiver, and she didn't know whether it was fear or pleasure...

So the day came when Mike forgot to pick her up after volleyball practice, and when Jenna once again invited her to accompany her into the park, Gwen barely stammered an unconvinced excuse. For Jenna it was enough to guess the hesitation of her prey, so she took her hand with a mischievous smile, and despite her weak protests began to drag her into the shady park.

That park was ancient and its trees tall and majestic. In the shade of their large foliage, various paths winded between the trees, leading to various benches hidden in quiet and secluded corners. Almost without speaking Jenna led her to one of them. When Gwen resisted not to sit next to her on the bench, Jenna insisted: "Come on, honey, let's go... sit here, next to your friend Jen... you'll see, we'll have fun... don't you like this place? I find it so intimate, romantic... come on, come here, sit next to me..."

Finally, with a sigh, Gwen sat down, almost trembling, confused by her emotions, not understanding how she could have ended up in that situation...

Jenna's eyes were so deep, and her short red hair smelled intensely of strawberry shampoo... Jenna kissed her gently at first, then as Gwen shyly parted her mouth, she got more firm, wrapping Gwen's tongue in hers, and dragging her in a murky embrace.

In that corner of the park they were far from prying eyes, Gwen was aware of it, and perhaps it was also for it that she indulged in Jenna's kisses more than expected. They kissed intensely and for a long time that afternoon, with Gwen becoming more and more involved in Jenna's kisses, which became more and more deep and passionate. Gwen felt like she was in another dimension, she was thinking of nothing, with her mind blown away by Jenna's warm mouth.

Inevitably, at some point, with her mouth firmly glued to Gwen's, their tongues inextricably intertwined, Jenna took Gwen's hand and pressed it against her soft breast, holding it firmly over it. Gwen let out a faint moan of protest, but that sounded uncertain even to her. Jenna began to pass Gwen's inert hand over her breasts, moving from one to the other, then took it and slipped it under her shirt, in direct contact with her breasts. For Gwen it was a shock to feel her hand plunged into those mountains of flesh, yet she did not withdraw it, seduced by the contact with the smooth and warm skin of Jenna's tits.

"Come on darling, what are you waiting for, no one is looking at us, let go... squeeze them, play with them, do whatever you want with them..." encouraged Jenna. And so, at first with hesitation, then with increasing ardor, Gwen's hand took courage, and she began to explore with curiosity mixed with amazement that wonderful, huge breast.

By the time they finally emerged hand in hand from the park, it was almost dark already, and Gwen had made out with Jenna and stroked her big breasts for a long time, however when Jenna tried to kiss her again to say goodbye, Gwen ran away with downcast eyes.

Once back alone in her room, with cold mind, Gwen deeply regretted letting go like that with Jenna, she felt guilty for cheating on Mike, her handsome boyfriend, and scared of herself, by the uncontrollable sensations that her body gave her when she was with Jenna. She categorically decided that situation had to end. So, with a considerable effort of will, from that day Gwen always kept a safe distance from Jenna, being very careful never to be alone with her.

She was certainly also helped by the fact that shortly after Jenna seemed to lose interest in her, indeed, she publicly declared her homosexuality and began to openly date another college girl.

It was a shock to Gwen, who still didn't know, when one day she saw them walking hand in hand down a college hallway. Jenna's girlfriend Laura was another member of the volleyball team. As far as Gwen knew, she had always been straight. In fact, Gwen believed she was even engaged.

Gwen had just had a fight with Mike, she couldn't stand him lately, but they seemed to be laughing happily together. When she shamefully lowered her eyes as she passed her, Jenna apostrophized her in a mocking tone: " I'm sorry for you, darling... I really liked you, I did, but as you can see there is who have understood before you that what she really wanted was me... you not know what you missed! Good luck with guys!"

Gwen felt almost offended at first, as if betrayed, and would never admit it to herself, but when she saw them walking together towards the shadows of the park, she couldn't help but bite her lower lip, and feel a tip of jealousy...

She soon left Mike, feeling strangely dissatisfied, but after a short time, unable to stay alone and needing to get Jenna out of her mind, she let herself be wooed by the captain of the baseball team and they started dating.

When she woke up, Gwen found that she was once again soaking wet between her legs, and assailed by an uncontrollable desire to touch herself, but this time, aware of the terrible feelings of guilt that had assailed her the last time she had done it, resisted that urge, washed her face with cold water and gathering all the courage she had left, she prepared to go to the office.

She was very frightened of how Kavita would have behaved with her, who instead simply greeted her with a smile that was slightly warmer than usual, accompanied by a knowing look that only a keen observer could have caught. Then nothing more. Kavita for all the following days pretended nothing in the office, and did nothing to bother her. Gwen was nervous at first, fearing more advances from Kavita, but then she felt almost disappointed, feeling ignored. How could Kavita act like nothing had happened? Better this way, but on her part, Gwen couldn't stop thinking about the kiss. How could she have been so naive? Cursed innocence of hers, and now look in what a mess she found herself in. Was it possible she was aroused by another woman? She absolutely had to be able to get out of it. Yet she was stuck, she had already told Kavita that she was going to Aspen with her, how could she now refuse? Then, reflecting better, she decided that after all it could also prove to be an excellent opportunity to talk to each other face to face, and to clarify once and for all the unpleasant situation that had arisen between them. She just had to wait for the right moment, Gwen promised herself.

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The road wound through a dense coniferous forest, outside the town's main center. When they finally reached their destination, Gwen was baffled. She had expected some hotel from a large brand, where after a quick check-in they would have greeted each other before going to their own room, and instead in front of them, inside a pretty clearing among the trees, there was only a small wooden chalet.

"W-what is this?"

"This? Well, this gonna be our nest these days, my dear, don't you like it? Oh, I find it adorable! You know all the hotels were full... I hope you don't mind..."

Gwen highly doubted that all hotels were full as it was low season.

The interior of the chalet was warm and welcoming, with a red sofa in front of a lit pallet stove that brightened the room with a lively flame. All around, the snow-laden forest loomed gloomily.

Gwen started to put the suitcase down in her room when she realized with a mixture of disappointment and panic that there were no rooms in the small cabin, which was in fact an open-space, but only a large four-poster double bed in the corner.

"W-what?! Is there only one bed?"

Kavita chuckled: "Oh, what a surprise! Well, patience, we'll make it enough I guess..."

"I hope it doesn't bother you, I don't mind, on the contrary..." she added sweetly.

Gwen, too shocked to argue, put her trolley down to the floor. "You'll pardon me, but I prefer to sleep on the sofa... you know, after all you are my boss... it embarrasses me..."

"Oh, what a fool you are! Nonsense!"

"Yes, well, I prefer like this, I'm sorry... and now you would excuse-me, but I'm pretty tired, I'll take a shower if you don't mind and then I'll go to sleep..."

That said, Gwen quickly got ready for the shower, and then shut herself up in the small bathroom. For some reason, she turned the door key. She took a quick, nervous shower, then she put on plain blue cotton pajamas before exiting the bathroom. When she walked to the sofa, she felt Kavita's heavy gaze upon her, and it seemed to her that the light cotton of her dressing gown was not enough to protect her from those eyes searching her. She ignored her, covering herself with a blanket and turning away, towards the still burning stove.

Kavita got ready to take a shower herself. Gwen heard her place the bulky jewels she carried on the bedside table, then felt the fumbling of her dress. Then she heard the unmistakable rustle of her dress falling to the ground. For some reason, knowing that at that moment, behind her, Kavita was naked, gave her a shiver down her spine.

Then she felt her taking the shower, calmly. It took her what seemed like forever to get out of the bathroom. Immediately, a wave of the aromatic scents that Kavita used, a mixture of sandalwood cream and vanilla balm, hit Gwen, who yet was some distance away. Then she heard her fumbling with something. At first she didn't understand what it was. She hadn't seen the turntable in the corner, and it took her a while to understand where that mystical Indian music was coming from. Then she heard the unmistakable sound of a bottle cap jumping. Then she heard her light step approaching...

Please, go to bed... please, go to bed... please, please... Gwen pleaded silently, clenching her fists and closing her eyes, pretending to be asleep...

"Gwen, honey, you're not already asleep, are you? You don't mind, do you, if I sit here next to you for a while? You know, I don't feel like sleep yet, and I thought a good glass of wine might be good for both of us..." Kavita put a hand on Gwen's leg, lightly squeezing her ankle under the blanket. After a moment of hesitation, still hoping she could pretend to be asleep, Gwen reluctantly opened her eyes, pulling her up to sit.

"Yes, but do not be late, I'm very tir-"

Gwen broke off suddenly, when turning her gaze to Kavita, Gwen saw that she was wearing only an elegant red robe, edged with elaborate black embroidery, under which Kavita was clearly naked. The belt of the dressing gown was in fact slightly loose, so she could easily guess the impudent freedom of that florid breast that was evident from her generous cleavage, from which Kavita's swollen chest seemed to want to overflow at any moment.

Kavita had to notice, because she immediately urged her: "What is it, Gwen, darling, don't you like my pajamas? If you prefer, I'll take it off, I usually sleep naked!" Kavita exclaimed, laughing at her own joke but staring to Gwen's eyes with indulgence, as if to allude that she wasn't actually joking at all. Gwen let out a shrill nervous chuckle.

She accepted the glass of red wine that Kavita handed her with a smile, but then immediately placed it on the table.

"What is it Gwen, honey? I sense you tense... what is it that makes you nervous?" Kavita asked, rubbing her up and down her leg, which her hand hadn't left yet.

Gwen, tired of those ambiguous situations, decided to finally be honest. That story had to end.

"W-well, here... yes, in fact I'm a little embarrassed, you know, after what happened between us... mean the kiss... and look, I'm so sorry if I let myself go a little and have given you the wrong impression... I don't know what idea you had, but I wanted to let you know that this thing... whatever it is... it has to stop, now... I mean, you are my boss ... and then you are a woman... and I'm married and I love my husband, Finn... it's wrong on several levels... it has to stop..." Gwen spoke in one breath, as if in apnea, and took a deep inhalation when she finished to speak. She felt hot all over her face. She immediately felt better, relieved, until she realized belatedly that as she spoke she hadn't taken her eyes off Kavita's generous neckline. She immediately looked up at her, but crossing the eyes of Kavita, who was looking at her with a confident look.

Kavita let the silence between them linger for a few moments before speaking.

"Gwen, darling... sure, I understand that it's difficult for you, it's never easy... but I don't agree that it has to end, on the contrary... I say it for you, you know... I perceive hesitation and confusion in you, but also a certain dose of curiosity and attraction towards me, you cannot deny it... that kiss ... it is evident from how your eyes rest eagerly on my body... repressing it will not lead you to anything... you still don't want to accept it, but you are attracted to me... this is why I really think you have to explore yourself more deeply, listen to what your body and your instincts are trying to tell you... if you repress yourself now, you will never know, this doubt will continue to gnaw you inside forever... it would not be better to grasp this opportunity to get to know you better, together with me? Then you can definitely decide what you want, what you like... Wouldn't you like to play a little with me? Just some sweet, tender, innocent games... And if that's what's bothering you, there's no need for your husband, Bill, or Finn, or whatever his name is, to find out... it's just for fun, just for pleasure... what's wrong with that?"