Hyper Auto Erotic Phantasia

Even in my deepest daydreams, my body would be my own and nobody would take it from me. I pressed my fingers down on my puffy pink areola and watched it bounce back. I ran my hands down my waist, followed through to my hips and touched the back of my knees, where I always shuddered. I did shudder, I pulled my knees up to my chest and wondered how long I would be left out here. I had no concept of time, I never used my phone while masturbating, I did not need visual stimulation and there was too much going on in the moment. After a while the back light was turned off and I heard the door click open. Greg did not open the door; he just unbolted it and I decided to wait until the coast was clear. It would be way more embarrassing to be seen after the comedown, my legs were covered in juices and I would struggle to walk properly.

I wondered out into the backyard for a moment, you could only see a few stars in the city light but I wanted to be up there. It felt so real flying through space, I wanted to experience it firsthand but I was never cut out to be an astronaut. I was just an average woman who failed to grasp the concept of an art scholarship and faded away, lost to the poorest suburb of Melbourne. I lived with my sister, in a creepy old man's unit block and the only love I had left came from myself.