I am What I Am!

"Okay, let's try a kiss, shall we?"

Claire took the lead, kissing Charlotte and Charlotte responded. They were holding and without urging, they kissed again. When they finally came up for air, Charlotte was blushing and Claire was abashed, but they were both showing signs of arousal.

"Okay, now please Charlotte, tell us what are your first memories of being sexually aroused?" For the next twenty minutes I had them both relate their recollections of their growing awareness of sexual feelings. It was obvious now they were lesbians, but they were both in denial, always going on unhappy dates with guys in high school, relief at escaping to college, then working far from home, unable to reconcile their faith with their feelings. Occasionally I would get them to stop and kiss, each time it got hotter and hotter for them. I asked about what was attractive to each of them, each, essentially, described the other.

"Come with me," I said, standing. They stood and I took them into by prepared back room. In it was a king-sized bed, easily room enough for three. I set this room up when I first opened the practice, it was cozy, warm, inviting, with muted colors and soft lighting with a large TV screen at the end of the room. I asked Charlotte to lay on the bed and for Claire to lay alongside.

"I've never-"

Claire put her finger on Charlotte's lips and said, "Neither have I. But I finally found someone I want to be with." She paused, and added, "I hope you feel the same." Claire knelt on the bed and pulled Charlotte to her, kissing her as they lay on the bed.

I heard Claire say, "I think I'm falling in love with you." Charlotte whispered something and Claire smiled and rolled Charlotte onto her back, kissing her deeply.

"Are you going to stay and watch?" Claire asked me.

"No, I usually join the couple," Charlotte's eyebrows climbed up her forehead. "Yes, I demonstrate for couples, oral techniques, positions, whatever they want. Especially if they have no idea of what to do themselves."

"Like us, you mean?" Charlotte asked.

I nodded, "If you want me to, otherwise I'll leave you alone and let you work it out for yourselves. I wanted to make sure you got started." I opened a bedside cupboard and pulled out a couple of toys, and from the drawer, the remote control, "Or, if you prefer, I have a tutorial video showing you what to do."

"A video? You can get tutorials on sex?"

"Well, not good ones, so I made them myself."

This was a deal I made with a video production company, okay a porn maker, which look professional, they are, showing how to use toys, with different combinations of people. I take center stage in all of them, and am not interested in putting them on Pornhub or anything like that. I used, and paid, one of their models, lovely girl, for the ff scenes and I had a male client who was a terrible exhibitionist for the other scenes. I've yet to find two guys who will do it in a movie, disappointing. It was actually a lot of fun making them, but part of the price was appearing in one of their lesbian movies. That was fun in parts, but not in others, still, I make the odd lesbian porn occasionally with them, if they need me, or if I'm having a slow month. Like last year, I thought I would need to make a few movies, but it didn't work out like that, I got quite busy.

They looked at each other and Charlotte nodded, "Okay, I have no idea what to do, can you show us how to use them?" She nodded at the toys.

"Sure," I smiled, "But it would be better if you were undressed." They stayed where they were, "Look, if it makes you less uncomfortable, I'll undress too, then you can see there is nothing embarrassing about being naked in front of another person, or people." I removed my blouse then my dress,

"Claire, would you help me take my bra off?" While slow, Claire did get off the bed and came to move around me, I stopped her, "From the front, please."

She hesitated a little and I cocked an eyebrow at her. She stepped closer and reached around me where I could pull her closer and kiss her. While she was surprised, she didn't resist. I lingered a little but kept an eye on Charlotte, and there it was, that flash of anger, of jealousy, Claire was being kissed by me.

I let Claire go and said, "Charlotte, if looks could kill, I'd be a burnt cookie right now. Why was that, do you think?" She said nothing, so I persisted. "You wanted me to not be kissing Claire, didn't you?"

Charlotte got off the bed and I thought was going to leave, but she turned to Claire and said, "I'm the only one who is kissing you."

She took Claire in her arms and kissed her, properly, deeply. Claire responded, returning her kiss. It was over, they had accepted what they were and now they were going to make love. My nipples got really hard and I shrugged my opened bra off, letting it fall. It wasn't long and I saw a bare shoulder, then a skirt falling to the ground, blouses off, bras dropping where the stood. We were all naked, Claire and Charlotte fell onto the bed in each other's embrace.

Charlotte was an angular, smaller woman with deep dark eyes, a 32B cup where as Claire was bigger, a 34C at least, more rounded. Both had large bushes of pubic hair, likely not ever trimmed.

"Kiss her breasts, suckle her ripe nipples," I encouraged Charlotte as she touched Claire on the breasts, squeezing Claire's nipples between her thumb and forefinger. Charlotte did and Claire looked ecstatic as her nipples were being loved by someone else.

"Now touch her," I said after a few moments. Charlotte ran her hand down Claire's body and over her pussy but it was clear she had no idea of what she was doing.

"You ladies don't masturbate often, do you?" They looked at me and I knew this was true, they both blushed. "So when you do, how do you do it?"

Hesitation.

"I just rub up and down," said Claire,

Charlotte whispered, "I usually just pat it." They agreed it takes a while sometimes how they do it.

"Well, there's no right or wrong way, but there are a number of different ways." I positioned myself at the head of the bed, with two pillows under my shoulders, lifting my head so I could watch them. "Now watch me and I'll show you a couple of ways that might get you off a bit faster, and maybe more intensely." I laid back and spread my legs widely, displaying myself. I went through the anatomy, clinically, then showed them the circular motion with two fingers on the clit. After a few moments I showed them a strumming motion, that is, get plenty of moisture on two or three fingers then lightly strum them across and back, on the clit.

I then inserted two fingers on the other hand, while rubbing myself and showed how to curl the fingers upwards to touch the upper part of the vaginal canal. I could watch their reactions and Charlotte was blushing from the moment I opened my legs, yet didn't look away. Claire was watching intently, with a look of real curiosity on her face. I saw the light come on in her eyes as she really got it. I then told them to lay back and try one of those techniques for themselves. We had to shuffle about a little, the bed is wide but still not that much longer than an ordinary bed. They lay back and Claire spread herself but Charlotte was more reticent. Claire was using the rubbing technique and soon her other hand started fingering herself, just as I had shown them.

Claire's moans and gasps attracted Charlotte's attention, she had barely touched herself, staring at her new lover, well masturbating buddy so far. Her breathing got more urgent, her moans louder and I judged the moment. I told Charlotte to lean over Claire and kiss her, fondle her breasts. Kiss her deeply, I told Charlotte and she did. Claire increased the speed and intensity of her rubbing and fingering herself and as Charlotte was kissing her, she came hard.

"Oh FUCK!" She cried over and over as her body spasmed and shook to her orgasm. Charlotte broke the kiss and I told her no, to keep kissing her, squeeze her breast. Charlotte did and Claire shook some more, gasping her breath from around Charlotte's kiss.

"Now," I continued, gently, "Hold her, let her get her breath back, just hold her."

After a couple of minutes, Claire was relaxed and breathing normally. She had started to say something before, but I stopped her and just let herself go in the afterglow. I guessed the moment was right and asked Claire how that felt. She told us she had never had anything like that before, it was so fucking intense. I asked her if she had recovered and when she nodded, I asked Charlotte if she would allow Claire to do the same to her.

"What kiss me?" She looked a little confused.

"No, masturbate you," I replied. She blushed again and somewhat shyly, nodded.

I didn't have another client for the next two hours and I wanted to go and get something to eat and a coffee.

"Look, ladies, I'm going to leave you alone for the next half hour, so pleasure yourselves and each other. When you're finished, the bathroom is just to your right and I'll have coffee ready for you in the office, okay?" I grabbed my things and went out. A little over a half hour later, they emerged, dressed and looking a little flushed. We had coffee and a short discussion about how they were feeling. Claire was okay overall, but had the niggle of her family's disapproval. For Charlotte, it was a much bigger thing.

"That is really a secondary problem right now, so let's put it aside this week. Oh, it will become important, but later. Your families are not here so there is nothing to worry about just yet. We can discuss strategies about dealing with families next time." They were somewhat relieved that I had given them permission to not worry about it yet, so I went on,

"During this week, I would hope that you can find time to get together and practice those things, on each other and yourselves, okay?"

The way Claire looked at Charlotte made me think that there was no way that wasn't going to happen, but Charlotte was not certain.

"In the meantime, I also want you to consider this. Every relationship have emotional and physical aspects to it. How far those relationships go is limited only by the investment we want to make in the emotional aspect. The physical side of it is constrained by what we believe to be appropriate to the emotional investment we make. There is absolutely nothing wrong in any of this if we are honest and genuinely care."

I looked at them and asked, "You've come a long way with honesty and developing a genuine care for each other, how far do you want to take it?" I looked at each of them, and the uncertainty in Claire was gone but Charlotte couldn't look me in the eye.

"Next time, okay? And if you need to talk to me on your own, give me a call." They nodded and left.

I didn't really know what would happen during the week, but I thought Charlotte might have called me. She didn't.

The next session they came in and Claire was a bit full of herself. Charlotte was being a little mousy, but then I think I expected that. Nothing prepared me for what was about to happen. Claire said nothing, Charlotte was right up front about it,

"Claire has given me the seven best orgasms ever. Two on Friday night, two on Saturday night and three on Sunday." She smiled and was proud of her achievement.

Claire smiled and added, "Only returning the favor, well favors." There was no embarrassment, no blushing, just a new found pride in their accomplishments.

"Wow," I had to say, "So we're okay about our sexuality then?"

"Oh yes," Charlotte told me, "I think we're both okay with it." Claire nodded.

"So much so that I have to ask two questions," Charlotte stated.

"Oh? Ask away," I replied.

Without any break or hesitation, Charlotte asked, "What's it like to do oral sex on a woman?"

"You mean you haven't tried it yet?"

"No, we did talk about it but didn't get further than that."

"Yes, I can understand that, it can sometimes take a while to get used to the idea."

"Mm yes, but we want to hear what you think," Claire said.

"In the relationship that you have, it's the most intimate thing that you can do for each other. It's lots of things, but it is for the giver, a sign of genuine love, for the receiver it's an acceptance of that love. Essentially, the receiver is in a position of submission/dominance. She submits by opening herself to her lover's tongue, but she is not passive. She is dominant by demanding her partner pleasure her. For the giver, it's a suspension of her own pleasure in favor of surrendering to the demands of her partner and her own domination of her partner with her lips and tongue." They both nodded, but if they hadn't done it before, they will find out what it is really like soon.

Charlotte then shocked the daylights out of me. "You said that you often work with couples to demonstrate oral techniques," she said and I nodded, "I assume that means you're actually having sex with them?"

"Sometimes, yes that happens."

"Would you help us develop our oral techniques and have oral sex us both?"

"If you want me to," I replied.

"We do," Claire said.

I took them out to my practical workroom, the king-sized bed at the rear of my office and opened a cupboard. I keep a number of toys in there, so I pulled out a Wand and a strap-on. Charlotte took one look at it and blanched, I mean really blanched, well sure, why not, the dildo is quite large.

"Y-y-y-ou're not going to put that in me?" She asked.

I shook my head,"No, you're going to put it in me," I answered, "This is my favorite, a few of my female clients have used this to learn how to have intercourse with a woman, which is what I want you both to learn."

The relief that Charlotte felt was palpable, she even smiled.

"I've got this one for you," I said and pulled out another strap-on but one with a shorter, thinner dildo.

Claire laughed, "Oh yeah, can I go first?"

"As the fuckee or fucker?" Charlotte asked her, with an impressive straight face. I had to laugh at that, but then understood, she was serious. Wow!

I took their hands and kissed them in turn, then they kissed. I touched their breasts, their faces, as they did mine. I actually like two women touching me, playing with my breasts. I undid some buttons on my blouse and my skirt fell off as Charlotte undid the clasps and zipper. We were all naked quickly after that. I laid Charlotte on the bed and kissing and fondling her breasts, then worked my way down. I told them that each part has a role to play in exciting your partner, feel for her reactions, kissing, nibbling, caressing different parts of the torso can cause sexual excitement to grow rapidly. This is different for everyone, as I kissed her mons. I told Charlotte to tell me what she was feeling as I did different things, for Claire to pay attention. I noticed that they had both trimmed their bushes into a landing strip style, like mine. I'm not sure if I should be a little flattered or not, but I said nothing.

I kissed Charlotte on the clit hood and she moaned, so I tongued it and as the already engorged clit was exposed, my tongue ran over it. Charlotte jumped and said that it was even more intense than when Claire had touched her. I moved out of the way and asked Claire if she would like to continue. Claire nodded and her faced just swooped on the offered vagina.

"Gently," I urged, "Swipe your tongue and bottom lip across her clit, then lap downwards to the vaginal canal."

I led her through different aspects of oral sex, then got her to pump her fingers into Charlotte while licking her clit. I looked up at Charlotte's moaning and saw she was heading towards a cum. I didn't want her orgasmic too soon so told Claire to listen to what Charlotte was doing, recognize it for an approaching orgasm, to back off, so we can swap with Claire to receive Charlotte's tongue.

This time, I had Charlotte do to Claire what I had done to her, starting with a kiss then caressing and kissing and suckling nipples and little nips and kisses across Claire's torso. Charlotte hesitated a little when getting to the point of tonguing Claire's mons, but she shrugged and laid her lips across Claire's pussy. I could see her tongue and lips sucking and licking Claire's clit and her fingers began pumping into Claire's vaginal canal. Claire was responding with ooohss and aaahhss of her own. I let them keep it up for a while and then broke in, as Claire was now getting close to cumming.

Resting for a time, I got Claire to step into the big strap-on's harness and swiped some lube over the end. "I want you to do me doggy style." I said, "Charlotte, on the bed, in front of me." I reached for the Wand. It's big and white with a large ball on top. I bent over the bed, on my elbows the wand in my hand. I had Charlotte position herself so the Wand could rest on her pussy. I instructed Claire to take my hips in her hands and position herself. To then swipe the dildo up and down a bit to get some of my juice on it, but also to spread the gel I put on it. Once it's spread a bit, then engage to dildo in my pussy, and slowly push in, holding my hips again. She did this and I turned the vibrator on. Charlotte just about flipped off the bed it was so unexpected.

I told Claire how to fuck me with the strap-on. It wasn't all that good, but she got the idea and would only improve with practice. Claire's stroke became a little erratic so I called a halt. I had Claire and Charlotte swap. Claire is about my size in waist, hips and thighs, despite being an inch and a half shorter than me, so I had Charlotte resetting the straps to make it tighter and more comfortable for herself. I was just going to have to remember to reset them for my next female client's appointment, the next day. Charlotte was fucking me and I was using the Wand on Claire. It wasn't long and I felt Charlotte was losing her timing. I told her to stop, we're going to take a break, recover a bit.

While we were resting, I explained how the vibrator could be used, in conjunction with a dildo. I got another dildo from the cupboard and gave it to Charlotte. I also gave her the lube, explaining it's role. She put it on and I gave her the Wand. I then told her to make Claire cum. I talked her through how to insert the dildo into Claire, to ease it in and out, how to use the Wand on Claire's clit. I cautioned Charlotte not to push too far, she didn't want to be pounding the plastic onto Claire's cervical opening, that could cause some hurt later. Claire in turn, went with it, enjoyed it and was soon transported to a land of sexual delight. Her breathing became more rapid, her actions in receiving the dildo were strident, when she spasmed and moaned as she came all over the dildo. Charlotte had the sense to not stop with the dildo but to slow it first, then pull it out without instruction. She had also lifted the Wand off Claire and after pulling the dildo out of Claire, she turned it off, again without instruction.

Claire's torso has a bright red, her cum blush was slowly fading. Her breath was coming in deep gasps and her body trembled at the intensity of her orgasm.

"Ooohhh fuck!" she cried, "That was the best ever!"

She pulled Charlotte to her and kissed her, deeply, passionately. "I can't wait to try this on you," she told Charlotte.

"In a few moments," I said, "Get your breath back."

She nodded and kissed Charlotte again. "What you do to me is just wonderful, please, please, never stop doing it!" Claire said lovingly to Charlotte.

Charlotte kissed Claire and caressed one of her boobs, then said, "I'm glad I found someone to love." they kissed again and again holding each other tightly.

"Your turn," Claire announced, "And I'm going to try to give you what you just gave me."

"This time, try it without the Wand," I suggested, "Use your fingers, like you're masturbating her."