Innocent Devil’s Harem Ch. 40

Which kind of made me uncomfortable -- really uncomfortable -- even though I felt like she wouldn't do that. Like, I felt as if she would be respectful, just like she expected me to be respectful of her and not use my compulsion.

But where was the line between 'making me,' and me 'wanting' it?

For example, watching Miriam have sex with another guy.

After having been influenced by her sexual presence for so long, I realized that if she walked into the room with some random dude and started fucking him, I wouldn't immediately try to put a stop to it, or even walk out. And what was worse -- I felt confident that she might even be able to make me 'want' to do more than just watch, even though I absolutely found the idea revolting right now.

But that was the thing.

I normally would have found the idea of her fucking another guy revolting, to begin with, and I likewise had no doubt that when I walked out of this place, and had a chance to clear my head, I definitely would find the idea repulsive.

And yet, just the opposite was true right now.

In this moment, I honestly wouldn't mind watching her fuck. Granted, I didn't feel the same way about Mrs. Rebecca, but the fact that I felt that way at all, even with Ms. Miriam, was really disturbing.

And a bit scary.

Because my inhibitions were significantly lower compared to normal.

Fuck.

But, I supposed my own compulsion ability was similar.

Where was the line between making people do what I want, and them wanting to? Especially when me 'making them' involved them sincerely 'wanting to.' At the very least, I felt like Serenity and Gabriella's attraction to each other didn't involve my influence, but there was still Gabriella's influence to consider, especially with Avery.

So honestly, I wasn't sure. However, I could see how Ms. Miriam might be sincerely disgusted by what I could do, even if she ironically was capable of having a similar effect, just via different means.

Either way, I couldn't help but feel as if I was on the edge of a cliff, teetering between self-control and unimaginable self-indulgence. A self-indulgence that would be so amazing that I honestly might find myself not feeling any regret for leaving my old life behind.

Which...was scary.

I didn't want to leave Serenity behind. And even if she was invited here too, I didn't want to leave my old life behind.

I supposed when Miriam came back, I might bring the subject up, just so we could both be on the same page about how I felt about the situation, even though she'd indicated she wouldn't pressure me into anything...right now, at least.

Unfortunately, it was obvious she did want to pressure me into being with her eventually. And obvious that she did want to keep me, badly enough that she wanted me to commit to it now.

Dammit.

Surprisingly, and thankfully, I was able to hear Miriam's soft footsteps a few seconds before she entered the room again, even though I'd previously lost track of her the moment she stepped into the hallway before, making me wonder if the actual field of magic that prevented eavesdropping wavered and oscillated a bit in its strength.

However, I didn't think about it for long when I realized she had my phone in her hand.

"Here you go," she said cheerfully, handing it to me. "You'll obviously be leaving soon anyway, but I wanted you to get the chance to let that young woman, Serenity, and my daughter Gabriella know you're okay. Figured you'd appreciate talking to them," she added a bit more quietly, her tone sincere.

"Oh," I said in surprise, keeping my eyes on her as I rested my hand, with the phone in my grasp, in my lap. "Thank you," I said sincerely, a little stunned by just how much I really did appreciate the gesture.

She nodded, giving me a warm and affectionate smile. "In the meantime, I'm going to go check on Rebecca and my maid, so you can have some privacy for a few minutes. Be back in a little bit, okay?"

I could only nod, my eyes falling to her black wings as she turned around, only to focus on her tight ass between them as she made her way gracefully out of the room, wondering if she'd look even smaller without the extra appendages, given her sub-five-foot stature.

I then sighed heavily and leaned back into the comfy white-leather cushions, finally focusing on my phone to unlock it.

I had Serenity on the line barely a handful of seconds later.

"Hey Ren," I began simply, my tone almost sounding somber. "How's everything going back home?"

"Oh, Kai. It's so good to hear your voice. Gabriella's mom let us know a little bit ago that you were alright, but I still couldn't help but worry. We've all been really worried, Michelle and Avery included."

I took a deep breath. "Thanks, Ren," I said sincerely. "I'm okay. And the person we met is actually going to help. We should be heading back home in a little bit. I'll be leaving the stone here, since it'll probably take some time to figure things out. And of course, I'll elaborate more when I get home about the situation."

Serenity sighed. "That's really good to hear. I love you so--"

Her voice cut off as the back door opened up, with Gabriella speaking up in the background. "I caught one!" she announced cheerfully, her voice sounding like it was coming closer to Serenity's location in the house, probably having entered from the backdoor and now walking down the hallway. "I was able to sneak up on it close enough to hit it in the head with a rock. Didn't even have to shoot it! And I broke its neck so it shouldn't be able to get away if it wakes up." She took a deep breath, sounding like she was stepping into the same room now, likely the living room. "Although, you'd be really surprised how much force it took to break its neck..." Her voice trailed off.

"Hey," I said before she could respond. "What is she talking about? What did she catch?"

"I assume a deer," Serenity quickly admitted, sounding apologetic. "I, umm, I've gotten really thirsty," she admitted quietly, sounding almost ashamed now. "It was starting to hurt," she added. "But sounds like Gabriella was able to catch a deer for me!" she quickly said, trying to sound cheerful.

Fuck.

Fuck!

What in the hell was wrong with me?

Why hadn't I thought of that? Why hadn't I taken her hunting and insisted she drink blood, even if she didn't feel like it right then?

Dammit!

Suddenly, all I could hear in my head -- all I could focus on -- was the words Miriam had just spoken to me not long ago.

'You care about others at least as much as yourself. Don't ever lose that, because I could see it slipping away without you noticing. In fact, it might have already begun to slip away without you realizing. Selfishness is like a thief in the night, sneaking up on you without your knowledge. And selfishness is the thing that makes otherwise good people, turn bad.'

Shit, it was already happening! It had already happened!

And with that realization, it suddenly occurred to me that I'd left Serenity all alone when she was transforming, using the time to meet Mrs. Rebecca and fuck her brains out while the person I cared about most was going through a very uncertain process! One in which she might need me the moment she woke up!

Fuck, that wasn't me!

I wasn't the guy who abandoned the person I loved most in her moment of need!

And yet, I had done just that.

And sure, the black stone was really important. And sure, I had both Avery and Michelle's transformations to go on, to both give me a reference of time to complete the transformation, as well as give me confidence she'd be okay while I was gone. Never mind the fact the two newly transformed women would be able to watch over her while Gabriella and I were out of the house...

But still...

The version of me who fucked Mrs. Rebecca for two hours wasn't the same version of me that hugged Serenity when she came home on Thursday night, sobbing and falling apart because her best friend had been kidnapped by a serial killer.

Fuck, it had already begun.

Like a thief in the night, my own selfishness was changing who I was.

And just like Ms. Miriam had implied, it had started without me realizing it.

Dammit.

I sucked in a deep breath. "I am so sorry. I should have taken you hunting this morning. Honestly, I should have done it last night."

Her tone was surprisingly gentle. "It's alright, Kai. I should have told you I was thirsty in the first place. And honestly, I didn't realize 'what' it was right away, since the sensation is different than I'm used to." She paused. "Like, to be completely honest, it wasn't until I explained what I was feeling to Gabriella and Michelle that they identified what I was experiencing. My fault for not speaking up sooner."

"No, it's my fault," I disagreed. "I should have just assumed it was what you needed. And while I'm thinking about it, I'm really sorry for leaving the house while you were transforming. I should have stayed with you."

She sighed. "Kai, I love you so much. But it's really okay. Michelle and Avery were both here with me, and..." Her voice trailed off briefly. "Well, I really enjoyed last night. A lot. And I feel like the reason why it didn't turn out bad was because you'd spent some time with Mrs. Rebecca."

I sucked in a deep breath, knowing what she meant.

Had I not spent time with the sexy older woman, and learned more about the potential dangers of having sex with others, then I might have accidentally hurt Serenity, the person I cared about most. Instead, we were able to share in the intimacy of sex, to experience the bliss of lovers, without the dangers that might have arisen from cumming.

And sure, sex with orgasms would have been better in most ways, but at the same time it almost felt more pure and innocent, in a strange way, by experiencing intimacy without the orgasms. By having my cock in her pussy, without the eruption of semen.

Granted, I was still going to make her cum, hard, and I was still going to blow my load in her pussy.

But first, I had to make sure it was safe for us to fuck like that.

And both the sex I shared with Mrs. Rebecca, as well as having Ms. Miriam open my metaphysical third-eye, were important steps to reaching that point. But still...

I couldn't lose sight of what was most important to me.

"Anyway, Kai," Serenity continued when I didn't respond. "I hate to let you go, but I really do need to...I guess, feed? Before my meal gets cold, or whatever," she added. "Or before it's heart stops beating, I guess."

"Of course," I agreed, unexpectedly looking up when Miriam abruptly walked around the corner, now dressed in a fitted silk robe, wrapped tightly around her thin frame, making her entire gorgeous body all shiny and vibrant red -- my absolute favorite color. And it was truly a unique article of clothing too, aside from it being the perfect length for her despite her shortness, because I could tell that the back dipped down just enough to allow the 'arms' of her wings to go through, even though the sides still reached up to cover her slim shoulders like a normal robe.

It was almost the opposite of a V-neck shirt, a normal opening in the front, coupled with a deep V in the back.

"Did you want to talk to Avery or Michelle real quick?" Serenity wondered quietly, as if she was trying to avoid the people in question from overhearing. "I hate to get off so quickly," she added.

I grimaced at that, my hand beginning to tremble slightly, having no idea why Ms. Miriam was dressed this way, but suddenly finding it really difficult to focus on anything else.

"Umm," I began hesitantly, knowing I wasn't going to be able to do it -- talk to either one of them, with Ms. Miriam standing before me. "I really wouldn't mind," I admitted. "But we still have a few things to take care of, regarding the stone, before Mrs. Rebecca and I leave, and I don't want to waste anyone's time."

"Of course," Serenity agreed at a normal volume. "That's understandable. I love you, baby. See you soon, okay?"

"Love you too, Ren," I replied. "Sorry again about the deer thing, and I'll see you probably in a couple hours."

"It's really okay. See you soon."

And with that she hung up, prompting me to lower the phone to my lap, feeling that intense ball of pleasure resurface in my gut.

Ms. Miriam tilted her head slightly, looking so short and adorable as fuck. "Deer?" she repeated in confusion.

Oh shit!

She didn't know about the fact that my blood could transform people, or at least 'mostly human' people, into something similar to me!

I tried to keep my cool, really not wanting to lie, but not ready to admit that to her at this point. "Umm, yeah," I said hesitantly. "It's kind of a long story, and I don't want to bore you..." My voice trailed off as I gulped, focusing on her phenomenal body. "Umm, so you changed your clothes?" I added hesitantly, wondering if she was still wearing the latex bikini underneath.

Thankfully, she seemed to believe me when I said the deer thing would be boring.

No doubt any possibility she'd normally think of would be truly uninteresting.

Instead, she smirked at me, fanning her shiny wings out a little, before pulling them back in tight against her silk covered back. "Well," she began, her tone unexpectedly sexy and seductive as hell, her black whip-like tail swaying close to the floor. "Rebecca and my maid are still going at it, pretty passionately too, I might add," she explained, taking a small step closer. "Lots of grinding, sucking, and kissing," she continued, inching a little bit more. "So I thought we could spend a little bit of time together while we waited for them to finish."

I tried to swallow the lump in my throat, truly knowing I wasn't going to be able to refuse her. All I could do was hope she'd keep her own promises, which only prompted me to bring the subject up, while I had it on my mind.

"A-About that," I stammered, trying to breathe evenly. "I, umm, I really would like it if you could let me make my own decisions," I gasped, feeling like her scent was becoming beyond overwhelming again.

She tilted her head to the side in confusion. "What ever could you possibly mean?" she wondered seriously.

I tried to collect my thoughts, my eyes focusing on just how tightly the silk robe was wrapped around her thin waist, how shapely her bony hips looked beneath the shiny red fabric. "Well, you obviously expect me to not compel you, and I promise I won't!" I quickly added, looking up to meet her gaze. "But I feel like you have the same power over me. Like you could make me do anything, even stuff I normally wouldn't want to do."

She nodded, suddenly seeming to get what I was trying to say. "Oh, of course," she agreed, reaching down to pinch some of the silky fabric along her thin juicy thigh, only to tug on the robe slightly. "I promised I wouldn't make you do anything. And that's why I'm wearing this," she added.

I just looked at her in complete confusion.

She smirked. "Well, I'll be honest. I really want to feel your cock in me again, however..." She paused to hold up her other delicate finger, as if she was counting out the points she wanted to make. "I can't have you cumming in me, or else we might end up fucking forever. At least, assuming that the passionate fuck-fest going on in my maid's room is indicative of anything. Never mind what Rebecca shared about your sex with her last night."

I nodded, though I still didn't understand. "And the robe is for?" I prompted.

She smirked again. "Well, it would hardly be fair if I didn't let you cum at all, now would it? So, once I've had my fill of experiencing that nice cock inside me, I'll let you cum. The robe is to keep it contained. To keep you from shooting your semen all over the room."

Suddenly I couldn't breathe.

"H-How?" I managed, just grasping at anything at this point, realizing this was definitely going to happen. Because when she said that she wasn't going to make me do anything I didn't want, what she meant was she wasn't going to fuck me for endless hours, until I found myself begging her to stay here forever.

And a big part of her exerting that self-control, for herself, was not letting me cum inside her.

She tilted her head again, looking so fucking adorable that it should have been a crime. "How will you cum?" she wondered, only to shrug. "I can use my robe to jerk you off. I should be able to use my magic to prevent you from cumming prematurely, before I want you to, but worst case and you can just cum all over my body. I'll sit on your cock and then pull off when I feel you getting there, and I'll sit forward to let you blow your load all over my back. And my robe will keep it from going far in the event your aim is off."

I was trembling as she drew closer then, with her not waiting for a response this time, gently reaching down to grab the phone from my hands. She then turned around to carefully place it on the low coffee table, her right wing suddenly reaching out behind her to gently caress my knee, her tail briefly wrapping around my ankle, only for the wings to fold back into place as she faced me again.

"Now," she said affectionately, glancing down at the bulge straining against my black pants. "Will you please undress for me? I'd really like to have you naked again. To feel your perfect naked body against mine."

I tried to control my movement as I reached down to pull my shirt over my head, depositing it on the floor, only to suck in a sharp breath when she abruptly reached out to grab my, now dark gray, right nipple, even as I attempted to carefully get the rest of my clothes off.

And she continued to tug on my nipple, even as my bare ass sat on the white leather couch, seeming to enjoy me visibly trying to restrain myself from reacting to her torment.

"You know," she finally said quietly, a hint of amusement in her tone, even as she reached out to gently grasp my other nipple, angling herself more fully before my knees. "I did mention that your entire body seems to enjoy being touched..." Her voice trailed off. "Because you're a sex demon...just like me." She paused again as I tried to look up at her, attempting to meet her emerald gaze, despite the waves of intense pleasure washing over me. "Was that too vague of a hint?" she wondered innocently. "Do I need to ask you directly? To grab my nipples like you own them? Like how I grab yours?"

I abruptly focused on her slim chest, realizing her nipples were hard, poking through the red silk, suddenly realizing the obvious.

Realizing what she was implying.

If this felt so amazing for me, then of course it would feel amazing for her too.

And that's what she wanted.

She wanted me to grab her nipples. To tug on them like she was doing to me, using the perfect amount of pressure, the perfect amount of twisting and squeezing, so that it felt amazing instead of hurting.

Almost feeling as if I was blind from my body swimming with so much euphoria, my eyes were now closed as I reached out with both hands in an attempt to grasp her hips, hoping to stabilize myself, but instead grabbing her waist due to her shorter stature. It was actually briefly disorienting, even though I knew she was quite a bit shorter than all the other women in my life.

However, I pushed the sensation aside as I slowly began feeling my way up her toned body, the smooth silk beneath my fingertips, before finding the extremely hard mounds atop her A-cup breasts.

The silk was far too slippery to grab them though, so my initial attempt only resulted in me rubbing against them, but that alone prompted her to abruptly let out a very loud moan.

"There we go," she gasped in obvious pleasure, prompting me to peek up at her. "While I certainly don't mind rocking your world, I wouldn't mind if you rocked mine a little bit too," she added, her expression finally affectionate as she focused on me. "Now, don't unwrap me completely, but you can at least get to my nipples."