Just a Little Bit Broken

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Using masturbation to battle all the negative feelings.
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Addressing my own battles with depression and anxiety about the world is never easy. For the most part, I hide my unsavory parts from my Listeners.... from my friends and lovers.

But some days, it's too hard to pretend and I just need to address it and get it out. Usually I don't talk mental health, politics, the state of the world... these aren't topics one wants to hear in their audio porn... but they affect us all, and as self-intimacy is how I calm down, process and deal with stress and anxiety, I hoped sharing my story will help others who are also dealing with these things.

Yes, this is long. But I hope it helps you as it helped me. Just breathe... relax and breathe with me... Let's try to feel comfortable in our own skin again, shall we?

TRIGGER WARNING: Discussions involving mental health, suicide, depression and anxiety.

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Uncontrollable_expressionUncontrollable_expressionalmost 2 years ago

Thank you for putting words to something that has plagued me, and many others, for decades. No one wants to talk about mental health, but without it, we are lost. My depression can swallow me up and I forget others are suffering in that dark place with me, until someone else like you so eloquently describes it. And an even bigger thank you for bravely stating how self-intimacy helps. You made this such a beautiful and fantastic trip to self-pleasure that the term masturbation doesn't do it justice. You cannot hear it, but this is the sound of my hands clapping through the internet 👏

Tempest_WolfsongTempest_Wolfsongover 2 years agoAuthor

@Mellow_Yello,

LOL. I use “grok” frequently. And while I love classic literature “A Stranger in a Strange Land” isn’t something I have read. I don’t know where I picked the word up, but it’s become apart of my standard vocabulary for years. ☺️

Thank you for your kindness and support. I helps me keep making more for everyone to enjoy, knowing I’m connecting with people. 🥰

TWS

Mellow_YelloMellow_Yelloover 2 years ago

I had to listen a few times ... not only to hear you pour out your heart and soul. You honestly makes you more real than one can imagine. I had to listen a few times, just to hear you say it .. yes, you used the work Grok.

You must have read A Stranger in a Strange Land 🤔 I loved that book.

Abive all, I enjoy listening to your stories, your personal thoughts it make us all One with You.

Thank you for sharing ❤

badandmys5402badandmys5402about 3 years ago

Thank you so much for sharing this. Your story really affected me very deeply. To share such personal issues is very brave and I know that I couldn't do it. I will end by saying that you are an amazing woman and you can definitely count me as a fan.

badandmys5402badandmys5402about 3 years ago

I personally want to thank you for this. I've been fighting with depression for many years and share many similar traits with you. This audio has opened my eyes and mind to things that I never thought of before. You are so incredibly brave to do this and all I can say is that it was amazing, quite helpful and definitely reminded me that it's okay to reward myself without feeling bad. Thank you once again for this and let me add that you've made a fan out of me.

AnonymousAnonymousabout 3 years ago

As always thank you so much Mistress for sharing your honest and pure feelings with us. You are very very strong and I think you can't even comprehend the level of positive impact you are creating in our lives.

Who I am today is purely because of your positive influence. You tell us that it is ok to be a little fragile and broken .... yet eventually make us even stronger.

I am truly humbled about you mentioning me in this gem of an Audio.

Love you Mistress

Your Pakistani Student.

AnonymousAnonymousabout 3 years ago

All your daddy’s out there , like me, feel very protective of our baby girl who. give us so much needed escapes and joy with her exciting take on life and pleasure . Know that we are behind you 100 % and need you to be part of our lives . You are loved 🥰

AnonymousAnonymousabout 3 years ago

Moderator? Hi -

Didn't realize I'd posted that 95% footnote message. It's not the best idea, evidently to use the text-entry facility to think-out-loud, so to speak. If you see this and my pending "Hey Tempest Girl: message at the same time, maybe delete them both?

I know this feedback interface isn't really meant for ongoing conversations, anyway

Thank you,

'Anonymous the First'

AnonymousAnonymousabout 3 years ago

Hey Tempest Girl -

• "You brought tears to my eyes."

Just returning the favor, sweetheart*.

More soon, if welcome. See asterisked footnote, following.

In haste,

"Anonymous the First" (responder)

* Why the liberty and risk of these highly personal forms of address, "Tempest Girl", "sweetheart"? I'm pretty sure you get it already, but it's probably best that I say again what I said before: What I mean and am trying to communicate to you is not _remotely_ salacious in intent.

( Yes, duh, of course I recognize you're a woman; attractive, very desirable, etc. But anything but that passing recognition in this present context would - for me, for myself: no value judgment implied for anyone else - be so wrong, a fundamental betrayal and disregard of innocence.

Yes, I expect you understood this, that I'm trying to speak very kindly & quietly & gently, with genuinely-felt affection, to your young 'un, your beautiful, delightful, sparkling, wonderful, hurting inner girl, in a way and voice she can trust enough to hear. I'd be pleased if the liberty I took were to validated by the sooner-or-later success of the attempt. ( TMI, maybe? )

AnonymousAnonymousabout 3 years ago

Thank you. You are not the only one.

Tempest_WolfsongTempest_Wolfsongabout 3 years agoAuthor

To Anonymous...

Thank you. You brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for accepting even the dark, hard to hear things. I worried it would be a mood killer to share that... but I feel stronger for it. And your words helped soothe so much of my fear about allowing this to be public.

Thank you for listening and thank you for being so supportive.

- Tempest

AnonymousAnonymousabout 3 years ago

Thank you... for being real, for being yourself without hiding. I'm having a hard time putting words to the feelings, but I'm very moved. By your pain, of course; I wish I could pick you up and just rock you in my arms, whisper that it'll be okay, comfort and cherish you - not in any sexual way, that's not what I mean at all. You're a beautiful person, is what I mean, and you deserve to be loved and given warm cookies and milk, and silly girl socks that look like racoons or are just really colorful or something. Oh, and GOOD on you for your beautifully positive influence on the Pakistani girl. I'm sorry for the disappointments over the ( obviously benighted ) chap who couldn't feel 'sparks' back; and for the immature person who keeps blowing you off and then making excuses ... it always hurts, at least a little, when anyone doesn't seem to want our company as much, or in the way we do. But really, who can guess what goes on inside another person's head? Could be the guy is intimidated by you in some way, or has some other problem of his own that made him have to decline. Maybe the would-be friend feels unintelligent around you, because your so obviously an outlier in your own intelligence. Who knows? It does hurt, sure it does, but it's not necessarily a referendum on you, on your body, your overall attractiveness, your worth as a person. It's just so obvious what a beautiful, intelligent, compassionate, loving person you are, obvious to anyone who's those things, too. A referendum, the feelings and actions of those two? A referendum on you? You? Nope, that ship has sailed: you're beautiful. It's worth saying that truth again: You. Are. Beautiful. Please try not to fight battles you've already won.

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