Letters from an Isolated Son

Hello My Dear Readers...

This is the first story from me having the Lock-Down and Quarantine Period as a part of the premise. I do have a few more planned, and will be publishing them in the coming weeks.

The following is the foremost among the many letters a 25 year old Indian son sends to his mother, during his Isolation Period. He was quarantined in the special ward of a private hospital in Delhi.

The letters that only had a very small chance of reaching his mother, were ones that should have never been written, never been sent, never been received and never been read...

Happy Reading!!

Dear Mom...

I hope you are doing good...

I don't know what will happen to me...

I don't know if I will ever be allowed to leave the hospital. It has been days since I have been here, and nobody seems to know when I can get out of here.

I don't know if you will ever get this letter, Mom. But, there is a confession I want to make. I want to tell you something I did not tell you all this while.

I don't know why. But, I think this is the right time!!

4 years ago, on the night before Parvathi's wedding... It wasn't Tarun who groped you, and tried to physically own you... It was me, Mom... It was your very own son who tried to shamelessly fulfill his sinful desire.

I am sorry, Mom... Please forgive me...

I just could not hold myself back... I had been craving for you since the day I saw you naked in the shower... I could never forget that sight of yours...

The lust I had for you grew with me, and, that night, when I heard you tell Dad you were going to have a quick bath, I could not resist sneaking inside your room.

I only wanted to see you wet & naked, as you came out of the shower.

But, when I saw you come out of the bathroom, wearing your red colored deep-neck blouse & perfectly shaped grey petticoat, I could only let myself be taken over by my evil desires.

I did not get to see you in your bare form. But, that did not disappoint me. It only fueled the need to see you in a more vulnerable state. And, even before your tight cleavage & irresistible curves caught my attention, I had already decided I should dominate you.

I knew it was the same blouse you wore the day I saw you in the nude, two years ago... The same piece of fabric you used to desperately, and unsuccessfully, cover your modesty, when you stood in shock, as I opened the door to the bathroom.

You told me it was okay... You told me you believe it was a mistake... You told me I should just convince myself it never happened...

You were right, Mom... I really had no idea you were inside... And, I knew it was accidental... It was a genuine mistake...

And, I also knew you were not angry at me... I only had to make sure I am never reminded about the event... It was all okay...

I soon left the room... You got dressed and came down... We went for the get-together at Madhuri Aunty's house... You were happy to meet your friends... You looked calm & relaxed... It was all okay...

But after it happened, I just could not stop thinking about your uncovered body... I tried, but I never could...

We always managed to not let anybody know about the incident... We always managed to not have any kind of uneasy situation...

But, I just could never forget that day, Mom... I always carried the memory with me... In-fact, I always cherished the moment...

And, that eventful night, when I saw you in the very same blouse, I felt I had to see you without it, too, one more time...

I just could not stop myself from wanting to take it off your body... And, I also could not stop myself from wanting more than what I had come for...

I lost all the control I had over my mind. All I knew was that I had to have you right there, if I did not want to lose my sanity.

I never was in a position to think about the consequences. I let my wicked yearnings use my body.

I am very sorry, Mom... I regret it... But, apologize is all what I can do now.

I always wanted to tell this to you. But, I never had the guts to.

I was scared seeing Tarun being disowned. He was everybody's favorite until then... The eldest among the cousins... Everybody, including me, looked up to him... I was just too startled after seeing him being asked to leave the house.

And, the fact I had managed to mercilessly tear open a lot of your thin satin blouse, and also got myself just inches away from entering your vagina, within those few seconds, made me believe you would never forgive me if I told you the truth.

I was sure you would never be ready to accept an animal like me as your son.

But, now, I have to tell you this. I want you to know it was me. I want you to know it was I who tried to steal your purity. It was I who tried to defile you, Mom.

And since I am making this confession, I also feel I should tell you everything about it... Everything I wanted to do to you once I decided to make the move on you... Everything I wanted to do to you after I had you top-less...

I was going to penetrate you, Mom... I was going to fuck you... I was not just going to make you spread your legs for me... I was also going to destroy your holes... I wanted to own you... That is how badly I wanted to be inside you!!

The idea was to grab you by your waist, the very second I switched off the light. And, I did that just like I planned. I had very tightly wrapped my hands around your fleshy belly, and it felt great when I heard you gasp.

The next stage of the act was supposed to have me drag you towards the bed, make you bend over, lift your petticoat, rip your panties, and drill your cunt from the back. That is exactly how I wanted to do you, Mom. That is how your son was going to fuck you.

And once I was inside you, I was sure I could make you surrender to me... I was sure you will start finding pleasure with each thrust of mine... I was sure you will ask me not to stop... I was sure you will beg me to cum inside you...

I knew there was no way you could defy, even if you wanted to... I knew I had enough strength to overpower you... I knew I had the perfect plan.

And, I did everything right... Everything was going according to the plot... Everything was perfect... Until I raised your petticoat all the way up...

It left me amused & stunned that you were wearing no panties... The low cut of your blouse had already made me wonder if you had no bra, underneath... I was never expecting you to ever skip your inner-wear, Mom...

Even though I had my hands pulling your blouse apart, I lost my focus.. I just lost my grip over the situation...

My mind filled with images of you undressing for me... I found myself picturing you fully stripped & gleeful, on my bed, ready and waiting for me... I was starting to wish you were a willing partner here...

Even as I had your tight love hole served in front of me, I just could not direct my already unveiled cock to force it's way inside your pussy...

Instead I gave you a chance to fight back... And, you took it...

I was completely caught off guard when you pushed me away... And, when you started shouting & screaming... That is when I came back to my senses... I knew I had to get myself out of there... And, I did that...

I could hear Tarun run towards your room, calling your name out, asking you if you were okay. But, unfortunately, he ended up paying for being genuinely concerned.

I saw you slap him, calling him a shameless bastard, even as you stood before him with your torn blouse exposing a lot of your creamy tits, and your disarranged petticoat showing all the way up to your milky upper thighs.

I did nothing, but watch Tarun being crucified by the entire family... I did nothing, but hope I will not be caught... I did nothing, but claim I was in the terrace when it happened...

I am sorry, Mom... I know I have done Tarun wrong, too... But, I feel I need to apologize more to you.

I have been cheating you all these years, even as you continued to love & trust me.

I know life is back to normal, and you may not even be thinking about it, today... Especially when we have a greater threat in front of us... But, this is the truth, and I want you to know it.

I will be handing over this note to a nurse in the hospital. I am sure she will post it, and get it to you. She has been very kind to me, and takes good care of me. She also has your same name, Mom - Surabhi. Maybe that is why I have a special liking for her.

I really hope you will get this letter... And, I hope you will forgive me...

Looking forward to seeing you soon, Mom.

And, Mom... Does Amar come home even after I left for Delhi?? Have you seen him lately?? I hope not, Mom...

I don't know if I should tell you this, now... But, Amar is not the kind of person you think he is... He is... He is dangerous... Don't let him anywhere near you... Please!! Ask Parvathi, also, to stay away from him. I know it is not easily possible, but tell her... Please, Mom...

And, Mom... How is Parvathi?! I really hope she and her baby are fine... And, do people still say her baby looks a lot like me?? I hope not, Mom...

I Miss You... Take Care...

Your Loving Son,

Prayag

To Be Continued...