Miss Alyssa's World Ch. 02

My first date with Miss Alyssa had simply been incredible, and I couldn't help but think that I was now a changed man forever. Or a changed girl. To be completely honest, when I left Miss Alyssa's place that night, I was more confused than ever.

After all, she had made me wear lipstick and panties. She had forced me to eat my own cum. And she had made me suck another man's cock. All firsts for me. I had also been surprised to find out that Miss Alyssa used to be a man. She had a cock, and believe me, it wasn't small.

Although Miss Alyssa had jerked her cock in front of me, I didn't have the pleasure to touch it. She had clearly enjoyed the little show I had put on for her, and I could tell that her amazing cock was leaking precum.

She directed me to come back and sit down beside her on the couch. While Mika was watching us and smiling, she scooped up the precum from her cockhead in a very slow and sensual gesture, and spread it all over my lips.

She did it a second time, and then pushed her fingers in my mouth.

''Suck my fingers, my sweet little Dani.''

And I did. There was no way I could refuse any order Alyssa would give me.

''I think that's all for tonight my love. You did so fucking good! I'm so fucking proud of you!''

And I was proud too. I still can't explain why I felt this way, but I really had the sense that I had been a good girl, and that I had managed to please Miss Alyssa's roomie, and her too. I wanted more. I was really hoping that I had made a good impression, and that Miss Alyssa would want to see me again.

Miss Alyssa then reached out to the coffee table and grabbed a sharpie.

''Give me your arm, sweetie.''

I have her my left arm. And she started writing.

''Owned. Miss Alyssa's Sissy.''

My cock got hard again. I couldn't believe all of this.

''You will be my girlfriend from now on, Dani. Do you understand? That means no more dating apps; no more flirting with other girls. You are mine, ok sweetie?''

I nodded.

''Yes of course Miss Alyssa! It's really an honor.''

''When you get home, go change your relationship status on all of your social media. I will also soon ask for access to all of those accounts. I think my little Dani needs a little bit of help adapting to her new lifestyle, and I want to make sure that you don't have too many distractions. Got it baby girl?''

''Yes of course Miss Alyssa.''

Mika seemed quite amused by this whole scene, and I wondered what he really thought about it, and if he was really pleased with the blowjob I had given him.

Miss Alyssa gave me a big hug and a deep kiss.

''Good night my love. I will see you again tomorrow, ok baby?''

''Good night Miss Alyssa. See you tomorrow.''

''Don't forget to give a kiss to Mika.''

I walked back to the chair. Mika got up and gave me big kiss on the lips. He pushed his tongue deep in my mouth, and grabbed my ass.

''Good night baby. Hope we can play again very soon.''

I smiled and slowly walked away. Before leaving Miss Alyssa's apartment, I turned around one last time. She was looking straight at me, smiling. I could see how proud she was of me. That made me smile. I waved and stepped out.

The walk back home was... interesting. I was still wearing lipstick, and that seemed to amuse many of the guys and girls that I saw on the sidewalk. It also brought another kind of attention on me. A few guys looked at me like I was a piece of meat. This made me smile, and I felt my cock twitching.

When I arrived home, I was really tired, but also very horny. I just had the best experience in my adult life. Not just sexually. Miss Alyssa - and Mika - had succeeded in helping me discover my true self. I realized that this is what I had wanted for a very long time.

Although I was attracted to women, I craved the control. Needless to say that tonight proved that my porn watching habits were not just fantasies. I was really attracted to cocks. Tonight had also proven that I could be submissive, slutty, and that I loved having loads of cum in my mouth.

I had so many questions. What would my future be like with Alyssa? I mean, she was now officially my girlfriend, but I had a girlfriend with a cock who was ok watching me please another man. Was this just an exception, or was this just the beginning of a new lifestyle?

I stepped into the bathroom, and looked at myself in the large mirror. I felt hot and slutty. I removed my shirt, jeans and socks, and took another look. The reflection in front of me showed me a very horny man (or girl, I didn't know anymore), in panties and makeup.

I pulled the panties down, just low enough to let my cock out. It was already wet with precum. I touched my cockhead with two fingers, and brought the pre back to my lips. I squeezed my cock harder to let more precum out, and spread it all over my lips.

Dani. That name suited me well. I looked at my arm. Owned. Sissy. Reading those words, seeing my lipstick, thinking of the cum I had eaten made me even harder and hornier. And I came. I shot a huge load all over my hand, on the mirror and the floor. I couldn't explain why I was this excited about my night and current state of mind.

Without even thinking about it, I brought my hand back to mouth and scooped up all of my cum. I licked and swallowed it. I then got closer to the mirror and licked the juices splattered on it. What the fuck was I becoming? Was I acting this way just because I was drunk and high?

I removed my panties, and jumped in the shower. I took a long 20 minute shower, got out, brushed my teeth, and jumped into bed. I then took a few minutes to change my relation status on all social media accounts.

I then got a message from Miss Alyssa.

''Danielle, tonight was amazing my love! I am clearly falling for you. Don't forget your little tasks. I would like to see you at my office tomorrow at 1 p.m.. In the meantime, look at these hot pictures of you on our first date tonight. But no touching your lovely clitty until we see each other. Sweet dreams my sweet girl.''

Seeing the photos had an immediate effect on me and my cock. I saw a completely different side of myself. For so many years, I was, to the outside world and to myself, an alpha male. Nothing could have made people think that I would suck cock or crave a mouthful of cum. With lipstick and panties! But these pictures did not lie. This was my true self, and Alyssa was helping me discover Danielle.

''Thanks so much for the amazing evening of fun and self-discovery, Miss Alyssa. I feel so appreciated, loved and protected when I'm with you. I want more of that. I will go change my status and will see you at your office at 1 tomorrow. Sweet dreams Miss Alyssa.''

I fell asleep with a hard on, but as directed, I did not touch my cock.

I woke up the next day with a little headache. I was happy to have the weekend in front of me, because I knew that Monday morning would come fast, and that I had a very busy week at the hospital.

I made breakfast and coffee, and put on my running gear. I needed to move, sweat, and push myself a little bit. It was a nice sunny morning in Montréal, and after a slow start, I managed to get an awesome pace. I ran a total of 25 kilometers. When I arrived back at my place, it was already close to 11:30, and I had to prepare quickly. I didn't want to be late for my rendez-vous with Miss Alyssa.

I took a quick shower (without jerking off of course), shaved, and got dressed. I drank a smoothie, and was out the door by 12:30.

I arrived at Miss Alyssa's office 10 minutes before 1. A small sign on the building's façade read: Alyssa Boudreau (D. Psy.). Miss Alyssa was obviously smart and probably well recognized in her field.

I rang the bell, and heard the buzzer. I walked in and heard nothing. It was Saturday, and I suspected that this was probably a busy office during the week, but that maybe Miss Alyssa was alone here on the weekend.

I saw a stairway, and all of sudden, saw her appear at the top of the stairs. She was more beautiful than ever. I still couldn't believe that she had chosen me as her boyfriend... I mean girlfriend. I was so fucking confused and that this point, it seemed like it didn't even matter. I wanted to be with her and yesterday felt so good that I didn't have any reason to doubt what the outcome would be.

I started running up the steps, but my morning run caught up to me and I had to take it slowly for the second part of my climb upstairs. Miss Alyssa greeted me with a huge smile. She took me in her arms and hugged me hard.

''Oh Danielle, I so happy to see you! Kiss me my sweet girl!''

''I'm happy to see you too Miss Alyssa!''

She was wearing a fitted red camisole and a tight leather skirt. She had knee-high black leather boots. Her lipstick was darker today. I would say that she generally had a more gothic style today, but it suited her very well. She looked very hot.

Miss Alyssa pressed her lips against mine, and pushed her tongue deep in my mouth. After about one minute, she paused and looked at me.

''Whose little slut are you baby?''

''I'm your little slut, Miss Alyssa.''

''Good answer, my sweet love.''

She took my hand and led me to the small waiting room. She then handed me a questionnaire.

''Please take the next 10 minutes to fill this out, sweetie. You'll also see that I'm asking for your signature at the end. Make sure that you understand all the questions. Just knock on the door when you're done, and we will proceed with our conversation. Questions?''

''Mmm, no Miss Alyssa. All good!''

She gave me a quick kiss and left me alone with the form to fill out. There were 12 questions to answer.

1) Are you here on your own volition?

2) Please indicate your user names and passwords to the following: Facebook; Instagram; Snapchat; TikTok; FetLife.

3) Do you agree to submit to regular psychological therapy that will help you discover your true self?

4) Do you agree to have Miss Alyssa have her say in who you are allowed to see and be in contact with?

5) Do.you agree to change your profession?

6) Do you agree to have your body modified, either temporarily or permanently?

7) Do you agree to legally change your name?

8) Do you agree to wear a collar and/or tattoo, and surrender all control over your life to Miss Alyssa?

9) Do you agree to let Miss Alyssa have total and unequivocal control over your sex life?

10) Do you agree to give Miss Alyssa total control over your finances? If so, please indicate your banking information.

11) Do you agree to let Miss Alyssa decide where you will be living?

12) Have you been forced or coerced to fill out this form?

This was not a game. Miss Alyssa was serious, and I quickly realized that my life would change forever. But for some reason, I couldn't back out. My mind and my heart were telling me to go ahead and surrender completely to Miss Alyssa. So I went forward and answered all the questions. My decision was made: I was ready to be Miss Alyssa's.

I signed the form, and knocked softly on her office door. She smiled and invited me in.

''So, my sweet Dani. Did you answer all the questions?''

''I did, Miss Alyssa. I think you will be happy with my answers.''

''Let me take a closer look and decide for myself, my sweet girl.''

I handed her the questionnaire. She looked at it like a teacher would look at an exam.

She then put it down on her desk and smiled.

''Good girl. Are you 100% sure, my little Dani? There's no turning back after this. You will be mine forever. Body and soul. And as you can imagine based on those questions, I have a plan for you my sweet love. So I will ask one last time. Are you sure?''

I answered without any hesitation.

''I've never been so sure about anything, Miss Alyssa. This is truly what I want.''

''Good girl, my sweet Dani. I'm so proud of you.''

She took the questionnaire and put it in a file. She then took a box that she had laying on the floor beside her desk and handed it to me.

''Here's your first gift. This one is for being such a good girl.''

I slowly opened the box. What I found in it left me speechless.

''I know you love running, sweetie. So I figured we would start with this.''

In the box, there was a complete apparel of running clothes, and everything was pink. Tight running leggings, a pink v neck running bra top, pink socks, pink sports panties, and a pair of pink running shoes.

I blushed. I didn't know what to say. I was suddenly imagining my run tomorrow, and the looks that I would be getting. I was so used to wearing mostly black and dark blue gear.

''I hope you like it, sweetie. You seem a bit confused. Are you okay?''

''No, no. I'm good Miss Alyssa! It just kind of hits me. My new reality I mean.''

''It's ok to be confused, or even scared Dani. That's why I wanted to meet with you here, in my office.''

''Yes and I appreciate that so much Miss Alyssa.''

She smiled at me.

''Listen, I want you to know that you are not a client or a patient for me. You're my girlfriend. That's why you're here when the office is officially closed. But I will be using my professional experience to help you through this amazing, wonderful transition that you're about to embark on. I will be there with you during the good and bad times. You never have to worry my sweet girl. Miss Alyssa loves you and will accompany you during this very special journey.''

She had such a soothing voice. I was now completely relaxed. I trusted her completely, and I was ready to make this very important life decision with her.

''So this is what you will wear tomorrow when you go out for your run. Don't question it. Just put it on proudly, go out and enjoy yourself.''

''I will, Miss. I promise!''

''Good girl. I'm not done sweetie. Here's your second gift.''

She handed me a large pink bag, from a store I had seen at the mall before.

Inside, I found a fitted sleeveless white top, a short black leather skirt, black stockings, knee-high boots like hers, as well as a little kit from the local makeup store. Inside, I found primer, foundation, concealer, eyebrow gel, mascara, eyeliner, as well as a small bottle of perfume from Dior.

''I'm inviting you on a special date tonight. I'll help you prepare later on. Like what you see sweet girl?''

''Oh wow, fuck yes Miss Alyssa!''

She giggled.

''But first, we need to spend the next few minutes talking about the changes that are coming for you, and how I will be there to help you out during the process.''

I nodded.

''Dani, you will need my help and support if you want this transition to be a complete success. My goal is that in just a few months, you are a sexy, sensual girl, just like me.''

''The form asked about possible body changes. Could this go as far as... well as losing my penis?''

''That depends, my sweet girl. If that's what you want, I can help you with that process. That part, I will leave to you. But my vision would be for you to keep it and be just like me.''

She then raised her top and showed me what was hiding under it. Miss Alyssa had amazing boobs. My cock got even harder.

''Would you like to have boobs like me, my sweet girl?''

''Yes, I would love that Miss Alyssa.''

''And would you like to keep that little clitty of yours so that you can cum for me and eat your little loads of sperm when I say so?''

''Yes I think I would like to keep my clitty, Miss Alyssa.''

''Good. Is your clitty hard and wet now?''

''Yes it is Miss Alyssa.''

''Good. I have prepared a few videos that I want you to watch. I have a little bit of work to do. I would like you to simply stay there, and watch these. As of today, you will be allowed to watch porn daily, but I will list categories that are off limits. You will be allowed to watch any gay porn that you like, as well as any videos involving transsexuals, trannies, shemales, and CDs. Here, watch these for about 20 minutes. No touching your clitty for now sweetie.''

She pressed play, and the videos started. For next 20 minutes, I watched men sucking each other, guys being transformed into sissy sluts, other guys on their hands and knees, collared, being fucked hard by strong dominant men, sissies enjoying a night out on the town. I was really hard and my underwear were drenched with precum.

''Good girl, you have watched all of your videos. Miss Alyssa is very proud of you, sweet girl. Whose little slut are you?''

''I'm your little slut, Miss Alyssa.''

''Now, come closer my sweet girl.''

I got walked around her large desk and stood right beside her. She was still sitting down.

''Strip for your Mistress.''

So I proceeded to remove all my clothes.

''Ok, very hot body, for a man. We will need to remove all of those hair. I'll take care of that later before our date tonight, sweet Dani. Turn around and bend over for me please.''

I turned around and bent over. I heard her open a bottle. She proceeded to apply some lube on my hole. I then felt one finger in, and then another one, and another one.

''Good girl, you can easily take three fingers in your pussy. That is very good! And it will be helpful for you tonight my sweet girl, because I plan on finding a good strong man to fuck that pussy.''

She kept on slowly fucking my pussy with three fingers. I was already moaning.

''Say thank you.''

''Thank you Miss Alyssa.''

''Good girl. Now, don't touch your clitty, but put your hand in front of it. I will keep fucking your pussy until you cum in your hand.''

I had never done that before, and to be honest, I didn't even know if I could cum without touching my cock.

''You're no longer a man. You are a girl now, my sweet Dani. And the kind of girl that craves only cocks. All kinds of cocks. Small ones, large ones, white and black ones. You are a slutty girl who love having your tight pussy filled. You dream about the day that you will have lovely sexy tits like your Mistress. You dream of the day that men will drool when you walk by them with your tight skirt. You dream of the day when men will get hard by looking at you. Think about tonight, when you will have a large cock in your tight hole instead of fingers. Think about the deep pleasure you will feel, and how proud you will be when you succeed in pleasing a real strong man. You're a girl. You're my slutty girl forever.''

And just like that, I came. I shot a huge load of cum all over my right hand, on the floor, and on one of her plants that was in the corner of the office. I couldn't believe it. Miss Alyssa had made me cum without even touching my dick. How was this possible?

''Good girl, wow! I'm so proud of you. Give me your hand sweetie.''

Mistress took my cum-filled hand. She took some of my cum and pushed it deep in my hole.

''Good girl, now lick up the rest of it sweetie.''

I brought my hand to my mouth and licked all the cum. I then swallowed all of it.

''Wow baby, that was fucking amazing. You are a quick learner. Mistress is very happy with you! Now come here.''

Still fully naked, I got closer to her. She kiss me with passion, and slowly pushed me down to my knees. She lifter her skirt, and pulled down her panties. Her cock was so beautiful. I couldn't believe that my girlfriend had suck a nice penis.

Without a word, she slowly pushed my head down and inserted her cock between my lips. I could taste her precum mixed with my own cum. Fuck this was so hot. I didn't want to be anywhere else but here, kneeling down in front of my girlfriend, sucking her beautiful cock.

I took it in my mouth, inch by inch, with a little bit of help from Mistress, who was softly pushing my face on her crotch. I realized that I had most of her cock in my mouth.

''Such an amazing little whore. Mistress is so fucking proud of you, little cocksucker. Look at you! Yesterday, you thought that you were on this Earth to please women, acting like an alpha male. But now you know your place. You know that your cock is a clitty and your hole a pussy. You also know that you will never touch a women's pussy again. You will learn to serve and please real men, and you will learn to obey all of my instructions. Forever. You are mine, my sweet little Dani. And I determine your destiny. I decide what happens to you. I have complete control over you, body, mind and soul.''