My New Life after Meeting Darrin

Hello everyone! This is Valerie and this is my story of my life after I met Darrin. Darrin asked me to put it down to print so that he could read my thoughts of what I did when he wasn't around him. After I read what I had written down, I was surprised at how fast my mind and feeling changed about men and sex and about my altitudes toward the way I thought and dressed. I guess I was a quite conservative young lady before I met Darrin and was surprised at how fast that all changed when I fell in love with that man. You'll see that when you read my confessions of what I did. (All the people mentioned in my story were 18 years of age or older at the time it happened.)

One summer day during the month of July, 1972, I had taken my younger brother swimming at the lake and just after we got there it started to rain so we left to go back home. My brother asked me to swing by the YMCA/YWCA so he could swim in their pool. I decided to let him plus I could sit in the observation room and check out the guys there. I could also go for a swim there if I wanted since I had worn my bikini under my t-shirt and cut-off jeans.

There were a few guys in the pool when we got there and one quickly caught my attention. He had blonde hair, nice body, and a very nice tan. I could easily tell that with that tan he wasn't from around this part of the country. He was also wearing a tight lime-green short-legged swimsuit; it was wet and seemed to be molded to his body because it hid nothing! Even from the observation room above him, I could make out his bulge and it seemed to be a nice sized one. I had never really noticed guy's bulges before as all the guys around here wore baggy shorts swimming, not wet form fitting tight ones like this guy was wearing. I was only 18 at the time and still a virgin but I wasn't planning on waiting until after marriage to lose it. I had recently gotten into really noticing men; yes, I had become a crotch watcher of sorts. And I couldn't help but notice the way his wet suit molded around his package. It looked like he was purposely letting it show off through his suit, but guys' didn't do that did they? I know about girls showing their goodies, I've even allowed myself to show a little nipple though my thin t-shirts a couple times but I didn't make a habit of it but it didn't bother me when it did happen.

Anyhow, this guy down in the pool suddenly splashed water toward the window I was looking out of and I automatically flipped him off. He started laughing and fell back into the pool. When he came back up, he motioned for me to come on down and join them in the pool. My heart instantly went thumpy-thump. I looked at my watch and seen I plenty of time before I had to pick-up my older brother from work and headed down there. I put my clothes in a locker in the girls' room, grabbed my towel and went to the pool.

I had decided to wear my new bikini that day. I'm glad I did because it was smaller than my old two-piece. This suits' bottom was originally about 4 inches wide but I had discovered a way to make them smaller. The top to this bikini had very long stings around the neck so I cut off about 6 inches of string and wrapped them around each side of the bottom and pulled them tight and tied a bow, causing the sides to bunch up to only about an inch. Instant smaller bikini!

The guy in the tight green swimsuit got a big smile on his face when he seen me exit the girls dressing room. We introduced ourselves, I told him my name was Valerie and he told me his name was Darrin. He said he was from Florida, that explains the tan, and that he was stationed on the 'Air Base'. I told him I was a local girl and that I was here watching my younger brother, I pointed out the boy jumping off the board. We talked about many other things and then someone suggested chicken games in the water.

There were three other girls in the pool with some of the other guys. Darrin asked me if I would be willing to be his partner, I accepted. Once I was on his shoulders and he put his hands on my thighs, it felt so right; I couldn't help but squeeze my legs around his head and that felt nice. We won five straight battles and I remember giving and receiving a nice big hug as a reward for winning. I also noticed how good he felt in my arms and how nice all that skin of his felt against my skin. Darrin jumped upon the edge of the pool while I remained in the water in front of him and I suddenly noticed I was eye level with his crotch. I was getting a very good look at that wet swimsuit of his and that his package was being nicely displayed by the wet green material of his suit. I found I was enjoying making out the shape of his penis. I might had been a virgin but I still knew what a penis looked like, don't forget, I had three brothers, two older and one younger.

Darrin then asked me if I liked his new swimsuit. I told him I did and he explained to me that he had just purchased it in 'Puerto Rico' a couple weeks ago and that this was the first time he got to wear it here. He said he had to buy one while he was down there TDY because his old suit gave-up the ghost while he was there because it was so old and he had to purchase at new one to wear at beach there. He told me loved the bright green color of it and the smooth feel of the material. He then told me the one thing he didn't like about it was the lining it had in it, it was tight and uncomfortable when he first wore it, so he cut it out and now it fit him better. I thought in my mind, "Yea, your right about that! It fits you real nice now. I can almost see everything you have to offer a girl." I was surprised I even though that, even if it was true. I had never had naughty thoughts like that before.

I then noticed what time it was and told Darrin that my brother and I needed to get going because I needed to pick-up my older brother at work in under an hour. Darrin said he needed to go to and that if it was alright, he wanted to meet me in the parking lot and get my phone number. I agreed and told him what my car looked like. I went to the girls' dressing room, showered and got dressed after I dried off. I didn't want to wear my wet suit under my clothing so I put on my t-shirt, braless, I rarely wore a bra in those days so going braless was no big thing. Then I had to put on my jean cut-offs without panties. I had only gone pantiless a couple times in my life so it bothered me a little but I knew there was really no way around it. It felt weird being pantiless but not all that bad, in fact I found I was finding it thrilling in a naughty a little too.

When I got out to my car, there was Darrin leaning against the car next to it. I had parked right next to his car. As I approached him, I noticed his eyes looking down at my chest. I glanced down and noticed my braless nipples were making their presence known under my light blue t-shirt. This shocked and excited me at the same time. I don't ever remember any boy looking at my tits like that. But I found I didn't mind his stare, in fact I kind-of liked it. We chatted while I waited for my bother to get to the car. Darrin surprised me when he asked me out on a date that evening. He asked me to meet him at 'Pizza Hut' at 7PM. I told him I would love to meet him there. I said that would give me about an hour to drop my brothers off and meet him there.

Once my brother got in the car, it seemed like a scene right out of the movies happened to us. He leaned in and gave me a small kiss and I kissed right back. He looked into my eyes and gave me a longer kiss and I responded by kissing him back, we looked at each other and then gave each other a long deep kiss. I couldn't help myself, I hadn't known this man for maybe an hour and a half and I was giving him a big deep kiss and found I wanted more. I reached down and grabbed his ass and pulled him against me as he pressed into me as I leaned up against my car as he was kissing me. Talk about a 'hot' moment!

After that, we went our separate ways, all I could think about for the next hour as I waited for my brother was that kiss and those wet green short-shorts of his. I found I was rubbing my breast as I thought about him and I wanted to kiss him and more. That man could kiss and I knew then and there, I wanted that man and I would be willing to do whatever it took to get him. I think I was already falling in love with him. I felt I had just found my soulmate. My brother was later getting off work and I was now running late. I was afraid Darrin would be gone when I got to 'Pizza Hut' but he was still there waiting for me even when I was 30 minutes late.

I tried to explain why I was late but he said he didn't care, I was there now and that was all that mattered to him. I told him I hadn't had time to change clothes to meet him but he told me he didn't care, I still looked good in my tight t-shirt and cut-offs. It was then I remembered I was still braless and pantiless and this was our first date at that. I explained why I was braless and he said that was fine with him, he liked seeing me braless and that I could be braless all the time if I wanted to be. It was then I told him I usually was braless most of the time and that I hated wearing them. He then said he bet that I being braless in thin shirts would be a thing to see. I then smiled and winked at him when I told him not to be surprised if I showed up in something thin and see-thru one day. He said he would be looking forward to that day. We talked for over an hour over that pizza and I also let him know that I when I wore a dress, it was usually short. I told him I loved wearing short dresses and that it really didn't bother me anymore if I accidentally flashed a little panty when I wore them because I determined long ago that no matter how hard I tried it would happen once in a while especially the shorter the dress was.

We got together again the next evening for a movie. I wore one of my normal everyday dresses which was about 6 inches above my knees. We did a lot of kissing during the movie and I liked it when he placed his hand on my bare leg and slid it up and down. He was a gentleman and never made a move but the way I feeling, if he had made a move to touch my underwear, I would have let him. We made plans to go a picnic at the park near the lake the next day. I remember it being on a Saturday because Darrin was off that day and said he wanted to pick me up at my house and take me there.

He showed up right on time in that pretty blue Plymouth Duster 340 he drove. I had decided that since we were going to be outside in the heat, I wanted to wear something cool. I wore an old, thin, wore out white t-shirt and my favorite cut-off short-shorts. I hadn't worn that shirt in quite a while because it was so thin. And when I looked in the mirror in my bedroom, I could make out my nipples through the material of that old shirt. I knew I wanted to show them off to Darrin like I told him I might do the other night in 'Pizza Hut' and decided I didn't care who else seen them. The old cut-offs I wore had holes worn through on my ass cheeks. I could see my flowered panties though the holes on both sides, I figured he might get a kick out of that, because I know I liked wearing them in public letting people see peeks of my panties.

When I got to his car, he was standing there holding the door open for me and staring right at my chest. I asked him if he thought this t-shirt was too thin to wear in public. He said, "I think you look great in it and if that is what you want to wear today, great, I like it!" I got in the car and we went to KFC for our chicken and made our way to the park. We walked around bit until we found a nice shady place to spread out our blanket to eat. Darrin told me he had seen numerous people looking at me as I walked around in my see-thru t-shirt and that he felt proud and honored to be the man walking with me. "You weren't kidding when you said you might wear a thin shirt for me to show off and I'm glad you are brave enough to show them off" he told me.

I asked if it bothered or made him jealous that I was allowing other men to see my braless tits. He said, "Not in the least! I actually feel happy for you, that you are so confident and proud enough of your body that you enjoy showing it off. I think that you are just becoming an exhibitionist and don't even know your full potential yet. I'll be happy and honored to be by your side as you discover how far you are willing to go while you explore exhibitionism. You'll probably discover that I am a bit of one too. I think you discovered that the first day we met at the pool by my wearing of that green swimsuit. I'm quite sure you noticed the erection you gave me while I was in that suit and that is because when I cut the lining out of that suit, I found it made my dick even more noticeable but at least it wasn't see-thru or I could have been arrested. I hadn't planned on that happening but I found out I really didn't care. And if you want to look down at my crotch, you will see another one. You will probably see many more erections in my pants in the future if you keep dating me because I don't wear underwear."

I remember looking at his crotch and asking him if he was telling me the truth. He said, "Yes, it's true. I'm not wearing any underwear now and I will probably not be wearing any underwear any time we meet in the future. The only time I wear underwear is when I'm in uniform." He then asked me, "Did you happen to notice my lack of a liner in my suit and have you ever gone without any underwear in public?"

I told him, "Yes, I did notice there was something odd about you suit when I was upstairs but it didn't bother me. And when we were in the pool, I really noticed something was different about it but I liked what I was seeing but I didn't know why. And now that you told me you had removed the liner, it made sense and it still doesn't bother me. Truefully, I enjoyed what I was seeing and wouldn't mind if more men dressed in swimsuits like that. And it was ashamed it wasn't see-thru when it got wet because I thing I would have enjoyed seeing your package on display too."

Then I told him when it came to no underwear, "Never!" then I remember the day at the pool. "Well actually that's not true, the other day at the pool; I was not wearing any underwear under my shorts out by the cars. I had worn my swimsuit under those shorts when I left home but when I got it wet in the pool, I didn't want to put those wet bikini bottoms on under my dry shorts. That is the only time I have been pantiless in public." He asked me how I liked being pantiless the rest of the day. I told him, "To tell you the truth, it wasn't bad at all." He asked if I would ever do it again and I told him I probably would if conditions were right. He told me he would like to see me wearing the shorts I had on now pantiless. He said he and other men would love to see just skin showing thru the holes in the worn out ass of my shorts.

As soon as her said that, I knew I wanted to do that today. We picked up our stuff and we both needed to stop at the restrooms on the way out. I removed my panties while I peed and stuffed them in my pocket. Darrin quickly noticed I had ditched them and asked to see them. I gave them to him and after he held them up and looked at them, he put them in his pocket, I didn't even care if he wanted to keep them or not. I actually like the idea I was pantiless in public now. He got behind me and told me he liked what he was seeing.

On the way home, he stopped at a large department store and I walked right in while wearing my see-thru t-shirt and holey shorts and enjoyed it. He bought me my first halter top and an almost sheer blouse. The black was see-thru but it had red, yellow, and green flowers all over it. He told me he would like for me to wear it and a short skirt for him to the movies tomorrow night. I didn't think twice as I agreed to. I wore a black bra under it when I left the house because I didn't want my mother to see me braless in a sheer blouse. I took it off as soon as I got into Darrin's car. I found I loved the thrill of going braless in a sheer top in public. After the movie, Darrin took me out for a late dinner. We both noticed the waiter gave us excellent service. Darrin told me it was because of the lighting in there. He said the lighting actually made my top even more see-thru and that the waiter kept coming back often to see my tits. When the waiter came back with our bill, Darrin dared me to lean back and give the waiter a good look at them. I did and I found it quite thrilling.

A couple days later, I asked Darrin over to my house for a home cooked meal. As we were sitting at the kitchen table talking to my mother, I asked him if he would like a 'Pepsi', he did so I got up to get one out of the fridge, as I got behind my mother and facing him, I lifted my shirt and flashed him my bare tits for the first time. I had never done that before and found it fun, I flashed him a couple more times that day and for some reason I only did it when my mother was in the room. After supper we made plans to go swimming up at a local swimming spot tomorrow called the cliffs.

I wore my bikini and he wore some short, tight, cut-off jeans he looked real good in them. When I put my top on at home, I tied the string across my back loose on purpose hoping it might 'accidentally' come undone, thus allowing me to maybe flash him a breast. It did happen once but he said nothing until we got back to his car. He said he seen my small wardrobe malfunction and liked what he saw but that he liked the flash behind my mother even better. I then asked him, "Would you like to see them again?"

He said to me, "Now that's a stupid question to ask a horny guy. Of course I would love to see them." I leaned over and kissed him and then untied my top exposing both my tits only a couple feet from him.

I then told him, "OK honey, here they are you can look all you want but I'm hoping you will do more than look. I want you to touch and even kiss them if you want. And by the way, you are the first man to ever see them and now when you touch them, you will be the first one to do that too." Well he did touch, and kiss them a lot over the next hour. I even dared to reach out and rub his crotch until he unzipped his shorts and then I was able to get my hand inside his shorts. That was the first cock I had ever touched and I found I liked the feel of his cock in my hand, but after what seemed like two to three minutes, he came in my hand which was still inside his shorts. He told me not to worry about the mess in his shorts; he would clean it up later.

We headed home and I rode topless some of the way there at Darrin's request which I found exciting and fun and knew I wanted to ride around in his car topless again one day. Who knew that a man I had met just 8 days earlier would be sucking and kissing my tits. I didn't think I was that kind of girl but I guess I am and according to Darrin, I might be a little bit of an exhibitionist. But you know what, I really don't care if I am one or not, I know I'm falling in love with this man and I think I'll be naked and having sex with this man soon and I'm beginning to look forward to that day when he makes me a woman.

It was a few days before we got together again, I decided to wear one of my shorter dresses for Darrin, and it was a white halter-dress designed with a sailor theme. All I wore under it were some tiny blue panties. He had asked me on our last date, if I had ever purposely showed anyone my underwear. I told I had never purposely done it but I know it had happen many times while at school because the boys were always trying to get a peek up some gals skirt. I told him I had seen quite a few looking up my skirt or dress over the years and since I wore many of them short, it only made since that a few had seen my underwear. I also told him that it had happened so many times over the years, it had gotten to the point that it didn't bother me anymore. If some guy got a look at the crotch of my panties then so be it, it's just one of the hazards of wearing short skirts. Since he had asked if I had ever showed them on purpose, I decided to do it and flash my panties to someone with him there.