Neighbor Girl Ch. 04

Holy fuck, he thought. This was deeper and more complicated that he imagined. Now what was he supposed to say? Suzy wanted some kind of reassurance. Wanted him to provide some kind of comfort. How was he supposed to do that? Billy had no idea what his future held. Nobody did.

Pressing her naked frame against his, Suzy over at him with her beautiful brown eyes as he scratched his chin searching for the right thing to say. Searching for anything to say. As he stared into her eyes she timidly grinned at him and he was immediately bathed in the warmth of her love. Instantly, Billy knew exactly what he needed to do and exactly what he needed to say. The truth. He could lie to most people, especially his parents, but he could never lie to Suzy. And he didn't want to. He had no idea what lay ahead for either one of them but he did know that whatever may come - whatever may happen down the road - started right this minute and he wasn't about to begin it by lying to her.

Smiling weakly back at her, Billy warily began, "Suzy...I honestly don't know what to say. Or, maybe I just don't know where to start. My thoughts are all jumbled right now and whatever I am about to say will probably come out all muddled."

Suzy placed her left hand on his chest and began rubbing it in a display of comfort and support. "It's okay Billy. There is a lot to think about and process. Just..." she stopped and again they looked at each other. "Just be honest with me, okay? I would rather hurt now while we still have each other than hurt later when I'm alone and can't talk to you in person."

That was it. That was all Billy needed to hear. There was no doubt now about what needed to be done or said and he took a big breath before speaking. "Suzy..." he started and stopped. For a moment his voice caught and he froze. He didn't want to get emotional but some things were beyond his ability to fight or control. Billy stared across the room, looking out his window to see the blazing summer sun shimmering across a deep blue sky.

Lost in his thoughts, trying hard to control his emotions, Suzy squeezed him gently on his arm. Brought back to his senses, Billy looked again into her brown eyes and smiled. It was time. "Suzy, I love you too," he began. "At least, I love you as much as I have ever loved anyone. My God, in some ways I have always loved you. Even when we were little. You know that. There was just something about you that I was draw to, attracted to. It's always been that way. I can't explain it."

Pausing for a brief moment to sort through his thoughts and figure out how best to proceed, Billy decided to just back up and start from the beginning.

"When you came home that day back in the spring, I could have never imagined in my wildest dreams that we would have had sex. It was like my greatest fantasy come true." He smiled broadly as Suzy giggled remembering that wonderful event. "I also never could have imagined how great it was. I mean, yeah - I was a virgin so I had no real idea what to expect. But, experiencing all of that for the first time - with you, of all people - made everything so much greater. So much better. It was one of the best moments of my life, and I have you to thank for that."

He turned and kissed Suzy on the cheek where a huge smile was radiating out to him. "That's so sweet Billy," she answered, then kissed him deeply.

When they finished Billy's face tightened as he went on, "I'm going to be completely honest with you, okay?"

Feeling Suzy stiffen slightly next to him, she nodded her head once, "Okay."

He wanted to tell her everything and to be completely open, honest and transparent with her. "After you went back to college...," he paused briefly, then barfed it all out. "I messed around with a few girls. I had never had sex or even done a whole lot sexually with anyone else before you and...I wanted to experience it again. I can't even really say that any of them meant that much to me. I used them, I guess. That sounds horrible, but that's what it was. I wanted to get laid and I wanted to eat pussy so badly that I didn't give a shit who it was with. Does that make sense?"

"Yes," she agreed, and Billy was relieved she felt that way. It made it easier for him to keep going.

"Good," he continued. "In a way, I think I treated it all like practice. I wanted to explore and get better so that when you came back in the summer I would be better. At least more comfortable sexually."

"Mmm...if you recall, I was surprised that you had never been with anyone Billy. And, in fact, I think I might have even encouraged you to do so," Suzy told him.

He shrugged his shoulders to show it made no difference, "Well, I don't really remember. All I know is, I had a taste of sex and was hungry for more. So, I took advantage of multiple situations."

Rubbing his chest once again, Suzy leaned in to kiss him sweetly on the cheek. "Thank you for telling me. I guess I figured you would do that anyway. I mean, at first we were just playing around. I am glad - very glad - that I got to be your first, and I always will be."

Steeling himself for the inevitable, Billy went on before he lost his nerve. "Um...there's something else."

By the look on his face Suzy could tell that whatever else Billy had to share was more serious, so she sat back against the wall and braced herself for the next bit of news. "Okay."

Billy turned his head to grin awkwardly at her before continuing. It would be best to just spill everything, and he did. "Victoria came over here last night," he stated.

"Wh - what?" Suzy exclaimed, clearly shocked by this bit of information.

He finished quickly, "After she left your house. She actually parked her car down the street and then walked here. She knocked at the back door. I was very confused. I asked some questions but she just grew agitated that I hadn't let her in the house."

Suzy was staring at Billy with a mixture of shock and confusion that he had never seen from her before and he knew he had to proceed carefully. Yet, he still had to tell her the truth.

"She said she had come to visit you in order to have sex with both you and me. She said that she wasn't going to leave town until her and I fucked."

Suzy's mouth flew open wide. "That BITCH!" she belted out. "You fucked her?"

Oh shit, he thought. How the hell am I going to explain that Victoria manipulated me? "Suzy...I..."

Shaking her head in disbelief, Suzy reached out to squeeze Billy's leg. "I knew it. I just knew it. Somehow I knew she'd find a way. Unbelievable!"

They sat in silence for a minute or two before Suzy continued, "It's all my fault. I'm the one who invited her here. It was my idea to have a threesome."

"Look," he sputtered out. "I don't even know what happened really. Next thing I knew she was naked and playing with herself in the living room. Then I fucked her from behind before she asked me to fuck her in the ass. It was nuts, really."

"Yup, all her favorites," Suzy said with definite conviction and bitter sarcasm. "Masturbation, doggie style and up the ass. Jesus, Billy."

The way Suzy said this caused Billy to chuckle a little, he couldn't help it. Then he finished, "Everything all happened so fast I didn't really have time to think about it. I...I'm sorry. I really am. I don't know what else to say but I wanted to tell you."

There was a long period of silence as the two of them sat together naked on Billy's bed. He had told Suzy what he needed to and had no intention of providing any further information, although there really wasn't anything else to say other than the fact that Victoria told him about Suzy's quasi-boyfriend in college - and he wasn't about to go there.

Finally, exhaling noticeably, Suzy turned to look at him and spoke with quiet resignation. "Look, this was all my idea to begin with. I've known Victoria for three years. I know what kind of person she is. I've seen her in action. When she wants something - or someone - badly enough, she gets it. It's her worst quality."

Billy sat there listening. There was nothing for him to say and he had no desire to do so.

"I wanted to have a threesome with you and her. I thought it would be great, and it was. Honestly, I'm not sorry we all messed around. It was fucking hot and I loved it. I loved being able to share you with Victoria, and to share her with you. You guys are the two best sexual partners I have ever had. I guess...well, I guess I just wish Victoria was different."

"I'm sorry," he said again. It seemed he needed to say something and saying sorry was the easiest response.

"It's okay," she answered, still sounding regretful and upset. "There's nothing I can do about it now anyway. Besides, I should have seen it coming. She was immediately attracted to you Billy. And after we fooled around all she could talk about was you. She was a little pissed that you hadn't fucked her and actually accused me of preventing that from happening."

"Can I say something?" Billy inquired.

This soften Suzy up a bit as she giggled slightly at him, "Of course Billy."

"Well, I don't know if this will make things better or worse but it is something I have observed. Last night with Victoria was all so...different. There was no feeling to it, no emotion or meaning. We just - fucked. I mean, yeah, I came and it felt awesome but somehow it wasn't as satisfying. With you, there's always something special, even when we're just messing around."

Suzy understood what Billy meant. She had definitely fucked a few guys in college. It was gratifying and all, but it was also always just immediate - almost impulsive. You were in the moment for the moment. It wasn't emotional, it was simply physical. "Actually, I know exactly what you mean Billy."

"You do?" He was surprised but relieved to hear this.

"Yeah," she answered. "Look...I'm no slut but I certainly have had a number of experiences in college. Fucking is - well, fucking. I think that's one of the reasons I fell in love with you. With you, it's always more meaningful."

It was Billy's turned to smile brightly, and Suzy moved in to kiss him passionately on the lips. Her soft, supple breasts pressed against the side of him as she reached across to draw him tightly against her. Suzy ran a hand through Billy's thick hair as his dick sprang to life.

They made love for probably the hundredth time that summer, but this time it was different for both of them. They were not experimenting, or reacting to the heat of the moment or a desire to get laid. It was a more mature experience, and it deepened their relationship.

Billy stared into Suzy's eyes as his dick penetrated her hole, and he loved how her tits jiggled up and down as he pushed back and forth inside of her. Suzy wrapped her arms around Billy's neck as she arched her back, allowing him maximum access to her innards. Kissing repeatedly and staring into each other's eyes, they made slow, loving sex. There would be other times to have fun and be more casual before the summer ended. Today - this time - they made love.

Eventually, like two sticks rubbing fiercely against one another produces heat that leads to fire, their bodies generated the expected climax.

Suzy pulled Billy down over her as she swiveled her hips upwards while he continued to thrust back and forth. "Oh...Billy...I'm gonna cum," she groaned.

"Me too," he breathed heavily.

Together they reached their peak at the same. Suzy pulled him tighter as an inner warmth bathed her body in ecstasy. Just as she attained fulfillment, Billy pushed his cock inside her one last time as he achieved his apex and warm semen flooded her cavity. It was a mutually wonderful moment, the best since they had begun having sex together several months earlier.

After this latest round, and their honest discussion together, the summer progressed rapidly and before either of them quite realized what was happening, the last few days in each other's company were upon them. Billy was scheduled to head off to college a week earlier than Suzy as he was to start freshman orientation. Suzy was absolutely dreading his departure and found herself meandering around just trying to find something to do, to keep busy and occupy herself. Anything to take her mind off Billy's imminent absence.

Billy spent most of his time packing what little he could, sorting through the myriad of items he was choosing to keep or toss, and being around Suzy. While he was increasingly excited to be going off to college and beginning the rest of his life he, too, was growing apprehensive about leaving Suzy. He knew their parting was going to sting, even if it was inevitable.

Finally, it was here. Their last day together. It was hard to believe just how far Billy and Suzy had come in only five short months since that fateful encounter back in March. They spent the entire day together, running errands to pick up some last minute items, enjoying a nice lunch together at a local restaurant and, of course, having sex. Even Billy's absentee parents made an appearance for dinner. They seemed to realize the significance of the moment as well, that their one and only child was about to leave them for good.

When it was just the two of them again, alone in Billy's room as the clock made its way toward 11:00pm, Suzy asked the question she had been thinking about non-stop for several weeks.

"Do you think you'll be home for Christmas?"

Sitting at his desk, he glanced over at Suzy who lay sprawled out on his bed looking as beautiful and as radiant as ever. "I think so," he answered honestly. Truthfully, Billy had no idea what was going to happen over the next four months and Christmas was just a date in the far-off future.

Suzy knew that was probably the best answer she was going to get so she didn't press the issue. She lay on his bed, hopelessly lost at what to say or even what to do. She knew she needed to leave, that Billy would be getting up early and heading out but for some reason she just couldn't bring herself to do that.

Suddenly, Billy rose from his chair and broke the silence. "Well, I guess I really should get to bed. I've got a big day tomorrow."

Looking up at him and nodding, Suzy lifted herself off his bed. "Yes. You do."

He walked over to Suzy and took her in his arm where they sharing a lingering embrace. "I don't know what to say. This is so hard."

Nestling her face against his neck, Suzy remained silent but her tears told the story. She had promised herself not to cry and yet she had anyway. She couldn't help it. She had fallen helplessly in love with Billy and it was well past the point of anything she could control anymore. What had begun as a playful adventure and evolved into something much more.

Lifting her face to his, Billy kissed Suzy's soft lips. "I love you."

"I love you too, Billy."

They kissed again, more passionately this time. Arms enveloped each other and their bodies pressed close together in a final warm and meaningful embrace.

When they pulled apart Billy smiled at her. "This was definitely the best summer of my life."

Smiling back at him with a mouth full of white teeth, Suzy could only agree. "Yes. It was. Thank you."

"No. Thank you!" he answered.

They both giggled, then kissed again before heading downstairs and toward the front door. As Suzy opened the door and made her way onto the steps, she turned around a final time and said the last few things that were on her mind. Things she felt it was important to say, and important for Billy to hear.

"Look, Billy," she began. "You're going to have a great time at college. And I want you to. I want you to take advantage of every opportunity you have. Not just with girls and sex, but everything. If you have a chance to do something, to go somewhere, to experience something new and exciting, I hope you do it."

Listening to her as she spoke, Billy could only nod his head. "I will. I promise."

"And, something else," she continued. "We have said a lot to each other this summer. We have spent so much time together and done a lot of great things. I want you to know that I will never forget it, and I'll never forget you. No matter what happens. I know the future is too far away for either of us to plan or think about, so whatever happens, happens. If we're meant to be, it will work out. In the meantime, have the time of your life."

Unexpectedly, Billy could feel his eyes fill up. It wasn't just what Suzy said. It was certainly that. But it was also the realization that part of his life was ending. As much as college would be a new and wonderful experience, this part of his life was ending and that was sad. "Suzy, I really do love you. I always have and, no matter what happens, a part of me will always love you. You are my first, true love and I will remember you for the rest of my life. I will remember this summer for the rest of my life."

Something about his words hit Suzy hard. She reached out to take him in her arms and the tears flowed freely down her face. She had never felt this way about anybody - ever - and she was losing him. In her heart, Suzy knew that maybe Billy would be back for Christmas and they would be able to spend time together but after that? Chance were, she would never see him again. Suzy knew she had to let him go. She had no choice but, damn, it was difficult.

She released herself from him. "I have to go or I'll never leave." Suzy brought her lips to his and they shared another kiss. Then, she turned away and quickly walked across the lawn and disappeared into her house.

Billy remained in the doorway for quite some time as a cool summer's night breeze hit his face. It had been hard to say goodbye to Suzy. Harder than he could have imagined, and the only thing softening the blow was knowing he was off to college in the morning. The excitement of getting out of his house and going to college lessened the pain in the pit of his stomach. Not much - but a little.

As he stood inside the door looking out at the night sky, Billy became reflective. He had lived next door to Suzy his whole life, and for much of it he had been attracted to his neighbor. Never in his wildest imagination or fantasies could Billy have predicted what would develop between them. Yet, it had happened and he had just spent the best summer of his life with her. It was certainly true that he had no idea what lie in store for him in the future. Hell, he didn't even know what to expect tomorrow. Regardless of what the future held, Billy would always be glad and grateful that he had a neighbor like Suzy.

The End

To the reader: This was my first attempt at writing anything of substance and I would appreciate any comments you have to make. Be honest, be critical - but be fair. I know there is much I need to improve upon and I sincerely welcome any feedback you would be willing to provide. I am presently working on several other stories, all single entries. This first attempt had multiple chapters because I had much to say. It was loosely based on my own personal experiences with a neighbor girl and it was fun to walk down memory lane. Now that this one is done I can concentrate on other stories. It seems my brain has no limit on fantasies. Again, thanks for reading and, if you have made it this far, I would greatly welcome your thoughts and comments. Until we meet again...