Pink-Pilled Anthology: Sweetheart

~he is praising me... / he is praising US...~ the fog swirled in my mind.

"This is the third stage of the process.

You need to go out, experience life, live as both you and her. It will be a gradual process slowly yielding and conquering more and more ground inside your mind until finally you are both one in the same, truly indivisible" he said with excitement filling every sentence.

~I'm scared... / I want to start now!... ~

My mind took over Sweetheart's once more. And I asked:

"But why... why did you do this... to me?"

He laid back on his chair as if a weight had been lifted, getting the opportunity confess all his sins:

"You see.

I get referrals from psychologists from time to time, patients that are in deep depression or ones that the therapists really doesn't know how to help. Interviews and selections are done by tests or proxies first.

Then finally a meeting.

I remember your case well, a truly smart soul, curious and intellectual, never living up to their full potential. I wanted you as soon as I finished reading that resume."

His words sent a shiver down my spine, and the tension in my tight bulge started to hurt.

He continued seeming not to have noticed:

"The first time you sat on that chair, I explained everything that would happen. I didn't mince my words one bit.

I told you the truth that time, just as I am doing right now:

If you continue this path, you will eventually become a willing slave at the feet of some Master.

You will serve them and fulfill their every desire as tame or as twisted as they are, without any way or even will to refuse.

You will breed only and if he allows, when and with whom he allows. And your children, if you have any, will all experience a life just like yours. A mind so broken that every pain, suffering and stress you will feel will come with the pleasure of having served your master. You will be addicted to it.

Unlike the true pink pilled you will continue to have full consciousness during the rest of your life. No more lost time to hide away the pain or to protect your ego from some slight to what dignity you had left. You will feel it all as clearly as if you are doing it right now. No more fog." He stopped talking and I felt my mind meditate on that last sentence.

~No more fog. ~ I had grown so used to it, to living inside this fog of blissful pleasure. The thought of living life without it felt like walking naked through a crowd during the middle of winter.

~And yet...~ even thou the warnings were dire and truly terrifying. As I pictured myself as what I was now, a beautiful doll like petite little girl, kneeling at the feet of an all-powerful master. Getting praised for a job well done.

All I could do what smile.

He sighed and boasted "Yes just like that... after all that... you simply smiled and begged me to turn you into that."

It only took me a split second of thinking and then I said. "Yep... that sounds like me."

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I walked out of the office, seeing everything in a new light. I was truly awake, and yet Sweetheart was right there whispering in my ear. As I turned to say goodbye, I could hear her in my mind.

~Do as you are told. ~

Her voice left my lips:

"See you next week doc!"

As I turned around to face the elevator, I found myself staring at a new girl just barely taller than me with big, bowed lips and long pigtails in her red hair.

My voice clearly having just awakened her, and she snapped from the resting pose that was programmed in all of us. She looked up and met my eyes.

Straight away I recognized the pang of fear coming deep from those bright green eyes. I recognized an earlier me at once and I said without thinking.

"It's ok".

Big tears swelled up in her eyes. The rest of her face still doll like and under the control of whatever alter ego she was going to merge with.

I closed the distance and softly placed my arms around her before leaving. Whispering in her ear:

"Everything is going to be okay."

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