Raging Love Ch. 10

Travis shook his head, feeling like someone was drawing air out of him. "Look at you!" He chuckled bitterly. "You really like drama a lot, don't you? You're getting fucking married and what kind of person do you think I am, a cheap slut? You must be really enjoying this. Is this revenge for what I did to you in the past?"

Antonio chuckled, feeling really hurt. "You told me to fix my life and move on. But you're still living in the past. I would tell you to take your own advice. You're so good at giving great advice but you don't follow it yourself. You're still living in the past. Like I am incomplete without you, you're incomplete without me."

Travis was finding it so hard to fight his tears.

"Like I love you, you love me too. I can still see it your eyes."

Travis laughed in his tears. "Is that what you see, love?"

"Yes!" Antonio nodded. "If you don't still love me then why did you cancel the contract when you found out I was the groom? Why are you still single after all these months? Why do I see tears in your eyes?"

Travis felt trapped. He closed his eyes, clenching his fists. "You are just exaggerating."

"No!" Antonio cupped Travis' cheeks and looked in his eyes. He was hypnotized by those beautiful eyes that spoke to his very soul. "I am serious because now I understand. You deserve every happiness in the world. You deserve love. The love which is your right. I know you're afraid of what might happen."

Travis looked into the eyes of the man that was speaking so serious to him. He moved away from Antonio, shaking his head.

"Travis I am not the same man that you once knew. I stayed away from you with so much difficult." He said with tears forming in his eyes. "It was the worst six months of my life and I felt like I was dying. I am not asking us to fix our broken relationship. All I am asking for is a chance for this man that loves you so hopelessly. To me, you're the definition of love, the most beautiful soul and I want to start something special with you. But this time, with a really different man. I love you."

Travis closed his eyes. He felt really disgusted.

"You..."

"And I am not getting married, Travis." Antonio added, getting a bit closer. "I came here to fall in love with you all over again but this time it will be different."

Travis was now dumfounded. He was staring at Antonio like he'd just grown another head.

"Mason is the fiancé of the friend that I met during my difficult moments." He said with such seriousness. "I have never been with another person since I left this country. I only came here for you, to love you like you deserve."

Travis' lips were shaking uncontrollably. "And what makes you think I care or I believe you?"

"Because it's the truth!" Mason said as he rushed towards them. He stood beside Antonio, staring at Travis with a teasing smile. Travis was shocked once again. "Antonio and I have nothing between us. He was supposed to be measured for the wedding outfit because he is gonna be the best man. Wait!" Mason laughed. "That's why you left like that? Come on, Antonio is very much single and if the love I have seen in him since the time I met him is for you, then you should give him a chance. He really loves you."

Travis looked at Antonio and he simply got weak. Deep down, he was feeling relieved because of what he had heard. But still, he felt the need to get out of there.

"Please..."

"Why did you come back?" He said in a weak voice. "Why Antonio?"

Antonio got closer to the love of his life. "Because I couldn't handle it anymore? I came here for you and for myself. I love you so much and if I want to start over..." He took Travis hand, rubbing on it sweetly. "...I want it to be with someone like you. Please, give me a chance, Travis. Give our love a chance. Let me show you that I have got more to give you and show you."

Travis closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He quickly opened them and withdrew his hand, slowly moving away from the man. "I don't love you, Antonio. I am sorry, I can't do this."

With those words, Travis made a quick turn and started leaving. Antonio didn't wanna give up. Without even seeing where he was going, he started going after Travis. But unfortunately for him, he tripped over a small table and he went flying with full force to the floor. He hit his forehead on the floor and the pain that he felt was unimaginable.

"Antonio!"

Travis quickly stopped when he heard a terrible thud behind him and someone screaming Antonio's name right before almost everyone gasped. He made a quick turn, feeling his heart miss a beat. His eyes widened and his mouth gaped at what he saw. Antonio was slowly getting up with the help of Mason and he was bleeding from his forehead, blood making its way to his eyes.

Travis felt such terrible pain but he left as quickly as he could because he didn't wanna make a mistake. As soon as he got out, he leaned on his car, sobbing softly. He had no idea why he felt the way he did at that time. It was so very painful. Suddenly, as he was crying...

"Hurts, doesn't it?" He heard a really familiar voice say.

Travis quickly raised his head to get the greatest shock of his life. He was staring right into his own face but a younger version of him, Praveen. He was dressed in a really beautiful simple white attire with a stern look on his face. Travis had no idea why he got so scared.

"You..."

"How long will you continue running away, Travis?" The man in front of him asked. "How long will you continue searching for happiness when you very well know that your happiness lies with him?"

"It's a lie!" He said, shaking his head.

"Really?" The man in front of him laughed. "Then why did you get really hurt when you found out he was the groom? Why did you feel that pain when he got hurt? Why do you feel like you left your heart inside? Don't commit a mistake that you'll regret later. Six years back you... we were stuck in a marriage where there was no love. I know the reason why you're like this. Should I tell you why you fear being in a relationship?

You're afraid of being in love once again." He said softly. When you fell in love for the first time... when you trusted it and gave everything that you had, your love betrayed you. You're afraid of betrayal. You're afraid of the pain that betrayal causes."

Travis felt really confused with the words of the man in front of him. A tear went down his cheek and he didn't even bother rubbing it.

"You were heartbroken earlier but this time you can feel that Antonio is telling the truth." The man continued. "Why do you wanna get heartbroken again? You have had so many chances to fall in love again but you haven't embraced them. You had an opportunity to start anew with Santiago but you didn't because you were afraid of not giving him the love that he deserved. You had a chance to fall in love with Paul but you were afraid that you might fail to do anything with him and he might be heartbroken. But do you know the real reason?"

"No!" Travis shook his head. He didn't wanna hear it. "Please, don't say it!"

"That's because you're still very much in love with your first love, the father of your son." He added with a smile. "And if not for you, what about Sean? Doesn't he deserve happiness too? He loves his father so much and he deserves to be with him."

"Antonio can still be with his son. I have no objection to that." He hollered, breathing heavily. "I don't love him. Why doesn't anybody understand that?"

"Because it's a lie! If you don't love him then look into my eyes and truly say that you don't love him."

Travis got closer and looked the man in front of him straight in the eyes. "I don't love Antonio!"

The man nodded and just got closer. "Then why are you crying?" He asked, giving a teasing smile. "Don't lie to yourself?"

Travis felt a shiver run down his spine and he quickly rubbed his tears, trying to make himself look okay.

"That doesn't prove anything."

"Okay!" The man got closer and rested his hand on Travis' shoulder, his face getting stern. Travis felt his touch and it felt so real. "You can deny it as much as you want. But you've got two options. You can either get into that car..." He gestured with his head. "...and drive away, forget about Antonio forever. Or you can go back in there and be happy with the love of your life. The choice is yours. But all I can say is that one leads to endless loneliness and regret while the other leads to happiness and freedom."

Travis felt like he'd been put in between a rock and a hard place. His heart began racing and he took a quick glance behind him. By the time he was looking forward again, the lookalike he was talking to was no longer there. He was gone. That was when he realized that he'd been having an imagination. But it was not gonna change anything. He took a deep breath and started rushing to his car.

***

"Careful!" Mason said softly, helping Antonio up. "We need to treat that wound."

Antonio was in so much pain but not the physical pain from the wound. It was the pain of rejection once again. How could he have even thought that he'd have a chance at convincing Travis to be with him? He was such a fool and he knew from that moment that it was truly over.

Antonio slowly turned and started going with Mason, limping slowly. He didn't even see his best friend who was in tears, staring at him. It was so painful to see him like that.

Antonio was walking slowly when suddenly he felt arms wrap tightly around him, so tight that he couldn't even breathe. It was like he had been connected to an electric cable with the sensations he felt around that area. His heart began pounding in his chest and he froze.

"Why has my heart refused to let you go?" Travis spoke, sobbing softly. "Why can't I forget you even when I am trying so hard to? Why do I love you so much that I can't see myself with anyone else? I love you so much, Antonio?"

Antonio felt like liquid electricity had just been poured into his system. His body gave a slight jerk as his hands began trembling in fear. His mouth dropped open and his eyes got wider. He couldn't move. He thought it was all a dream.

"I don't have the strength to run away anymore. My heart has given up. You've won."

Antonio slowly turned and found Travis staring into his eyes with tears. He couldn't help but cry too. He moved his hands up and began rubbing those tears.

"I love you so much, Travis. You're the one who taught me how to live again and face myself." He said, chuckling through his tears. "You taught me how to love again. You are my life and I promise to always protect you. I swear on the almighty's name. I will always protect you and make you happy. Thank you so much for giving me a chance."

Travis smiled, chuckling in his tears. "Why are you so stubborn? You're now even hurt?"

"I don't care about the pain because the love I feel for you takes all the pain away." He moaned. "I just want to make you happy, for the both of us to be happy. Will you be mine again?"

Travis nodded softly. "Yes, Antonio! Yes!"

Antonio felt alive. He jumped up and down like a little kid, not minding the pain from the fall. He couldn't believe what he heard. Travis had just agreed to give him another chance. Everyone in that room could feel the intense emotions emanating from him.

"Yes!"

He leaned forward and like a flash, he took Travis' lips and placed a really hot kiss on them. At that moment, everyone started cheering like they were going crazy. It was a really wonderful moment and most people in there shed a tear or two. Apart from the fact that their favorite super star was back, they witnessed the most romantic come back ever. It was to die for. Even Ethan was beyond happy.

The two people were kissing softly, passionately and amazing cute. Many people got out their phones and started capturing the sizzling moment.

Meanwhile, Antonio tried to pull away from the kiss but he got shocked when Travis pulled him back and they started kissing again. They sucked on each other's lips, exploring each other's mouth. Travis felt so alive and the joy in his heart was something that he couldn't explain. It was from out of this world.

The two kissed softly and when they eventually broke away from the kiss, they were smiling at each other.

"Thanks a lot!" Antonio said, kissing both Travis' hands. "You have made me the happiest man on this earth."

Travis couldn't help but blush a bit. Everything seemed like a dream. The two hugged each other lovingly, enjoying the cheers from the people that watched them. Travis was feeling really nervous and a bit scared but what he was sure of was that, it was what he wanted. It was what he needed and he only hoped he had made the right decision.

***

Vanessa came out of the kitchen dancing and singing happily while holding two pots of food that she had specially cooked with her entire heart. Her mood had shoot the skies that day and nothing was gonna wipe that smile off her face. She was living one of the best lives that she could ever wish for.

The gorgeous woman was putting on a really beautiful white apron and underneath was a gorgeous designer's dress with black high heels on her feet. Her hair was perfectly curled and she was looking really beautiful.

She placed the two pots on the table where there were a lot of other foods that she cooked. She closed her eyes and breathed in deeply, taking in the aroma of the food. She was super proud of herself and she was just hoping everyone was gonna like it.

"You look very happy today." Santiago asked, folding his arms on his chest. "What's the matter? By the way, do you know the last time that I saw you that happy?"

"When was that?" Vanessa asked, glancing at the handsome hunk.

"It was when Sean was born." He said with a chuckle. He was excited too.

"Well, when everything is going fine in your house, you've got to be happy." She hollered, opening her arms wide.

The two laughed happily. But soon, they heard the doorbell ring and they looked at each other in excitement. Vanessa quickly removed the apron, leaving her sexy curves on the view. She rushed to the door together with Santiago and as soon as they opened it, her excitement simply went past its limits.

"Finally!" Vanessa gasped, opening her arms widely. "Welcome. Welcome."

"How are you?" Emilia chuckled, giving Vanessa a really quick hug.

"Perfect!" Vanessa smiled.

She looked at everyone that was there and her smile brightened. Emilia had come with her entire family and they all looked really amazing. Granny was now okay and she was able to walk properly. Celine, her husband and child looked amazing too. Everyone seemed too classy that day. Ethan and Santiago were staring at each other, smiling like they were going insane.

Meanwhile, Antonio was wearing a really beautiful smile with his hands put together. He was dressed in a beautiful red traditional attire, looking so handsome and smart. He was dying to see the love of his life because he couldn't see him yet.

"When you came to ask my son's hand in marriage, you stood with folded arms." Vanessa said with a raised eyebrow. "And now that you already have my permission, you're still standing like you're still asking? Don't be a boring son in law. Come and give your mother a hug."

Antonio blushed before he rushed to Vanessa and gave her a hug.

"Bless you, son!" She said softly, pulling away from the hug. "Why don't you all come inside? We have plenty to discuss and I have a surprise to show all of you."

"Hmm, surprises from you are always amazing." Celine gestured. "Can't wait!"

Everyone laughed and they made their way inside. Antonio was happy to have come there though he was nervous.

"Papa!" He heard his son's voice right before he felt his little arms wrapping around his waist.

Antonio smiled, got his son in his arms and gave him a really gorgeous kiss. He was still smiling but his smile started fading away when he looked in front of him and saw Travis slowly coming to him with the sexiest smile that he had ever seen on him. He was dressed in a really sexy designer's white traditional attire with sandals. But the way everything fit him, showing his killer curves was absolutely amazing.

His hair was made in a one sided braid and god, Antonio could feel his hormones kicking in. And the way he blushed, shit, Antonio's heart began racing. He slowly put his son down and he went running around the house with Steph.

"Wow!" He moaned. "I had no idea you were thinking the same way as me, I mean the traditional attire. You look really amazing and sexy."

Travis blushed, biting his lips. "Thanks! And my handsome husband to be looks really amazing."

Antonio chuckled and went closer to Travis ears. "I can't wait to walk down the aisle with you. And by the way, if you continue looking this beautiful then... we might start expecting junior very soon. Even before we walk down the aisle."

"Hmm... You're gonna have to work harder than that, Mr. Gonzalez." He whispered. "I won't give in to you any time soon."

Antonio gave a teasing laugh, wrapping his arm around Travis' waist. He pulled him closer, their noses brushing on each other. Their breaths became harsh as they stared into each other's eyes, lusting after each other. Antonio was getting horny and he wanted to kiss those lips so badly.

"Is that a challenge, my dear lover?" He moaned as he got closer to those lips.

Travis couldn't move any part of him. He too was dying to have a taste of those lips. Antonio smiled as he got near. Those lips touched Travis' but he was ripped from Travis.

"Ow!" He chuckled as he slowly turned to see the person that had held his ear. He laughed nervously when he found Vanessa with a stern look on her face. "Hi!"

Travis couldn't help but laugh when he saw the expression on his man's face.

"The dinner table is over there!" Vanessa gestured, smiling. "I will not allow you touch my son until you walk down the aisle. Do you understand me, young man?"

Antonio nodded. "Yes, ma'am!"

"Now let's go!"

Vanessa took Antonio to the dining room by his ears and the two of them looked so cute. Travis couldn't help but admire the scene. Everything had been going so perfectly since he'd gotten back with Travis. He knew from that very moment that he had started a new life with a huge family and a great responsibility. He was enjoying his relationship without any complaints. Even when they argued, it was always so romantic and sweet. He had arrived at his destination and he couldn't wait to be married to Antonio.

With a smile, Travis went to the dining room and joined his family. It was beautiful to spend time with them.

***

The stars had filled the skies, making the sky look even more beautiful. It was really quiet except for the sound of the waves from the sea. The cool breeze made everything even more romantic on the sea and what better way to spend such a night than with the love of your life, holding each other closely?

It was a really romantic night. There were big candles that were put on the sand, making a beautiful pathway in which the middle was red flower petals. The candlelight pathway led to a really beautiful, romantic floating beach bed with a white see-through net surrounding it.

There was little lighting there but that was what made it even more romantic. And here they were, two lovers enjoying their time together, exploring each other's bodies. The only thing covering them was a red sheet and although it was a cold night, to them it was the hottest night of their lives.

Their mouths were on each other, their lips moving in rhythm as they shared a really passionate kiss that set their bodies on fire. They were lying side by side with Antonio's hands caressing Travis' cheeks as he enjoyed those sweet tender lips. Their tongues danced on each other as they moaned their senses out.