Secret Smiles and Three Little Words Pt. 24

"Awkward," Lena gasped after Elizabeth pulled away.

"Definitely," Alex frowned watching the car fade away into traffic.

"The bruise on her face?" Lena asked. "Part of your lifestyle?" She asked hard.

"It can be," Alex admitted with a soft shrug. "Not usually though, but I would imagine accidents happen just like in any relationship."

"That didn't look like an accident," Lena said protectively.

"It didn't, did it?" Alex agreed.

"Tell me that won't happen to you!" Lena growled.

"Highly unlikely," Alex smiled as they went into the building and was sat at a nearby table.

"But it can happen?" Lena asked after the hostess left them.

"Anything is possible," Alex said softly. She leaned into Lena. "You have met Gavin, the man is a control freak, there is no way he allows that to happen to me unless it is completely accidental and then he would be mortified and never forgive himself."

"Ok," Lena frowned, she was not comforted nor was she placated by Alex's assurances.

"Look," Alex began slowly. "There is a dark side to our world, but it's rare."

"You knew this before agreeing?" Lena growled unhappy that her friend could be harmed.

"The first party Gavin took me to, I saw the darkest of dark," Alex admitted. "But Gavin is much too controlled for any of that nonsense, but I would imagine even with all the precautions, with all the attention, it could still happen."

"That's bullshit!" Lena told her.

"It's no different than a regular relationship!" Alex defended. "Accidents happen there too!"

"I know," Lena agreed. She knew Alex was right, but the idea that the possibility it could happen to Alex wasn't sitting right with her. This was her best friend! "How pissed is that chick that your man got me that job?"

"He didn't get you that job," Alex said with a shake of her head. "You got yourself that job, he just made the introductions."

"That's total bullshit," Lena laughed. "I know for a fact there are more qualified, better suited people Senator Housley could have chosen. She gave me that job as a favor to your Dr. Stud! Oh, and I'm totally ok with that!"

Alex said nothing as she looked at the menu. The thoughts were running through her head at the bruise on the side of Elizabeth's face, her reaction to the car, and then losing out on a job to Lena.

The job could be explained, she was desperate to find a new job and money was tight. So the disappointment was understandable.

"So how do you know her?" Lena asked.

"She was Gavin's sub before me, she brought me on to replace herself so she could move on to a Senator's son, one she believes is bound for the White House," Alex told her.

"She brought you in?" Lean gasped.

"Yes," Alex nodded with a smile. "We met at my coffee shop, I had drawn her because she was absolutely stunning. She gave me her number after buying the drawing, explained the lifestyle and introduced me to Gavin."

"I didn't know she was looking for an out until after Gavin told me," Alex explained.

"Gavin knew?" Lena gasped. "And he did nothing?"

"He knew," Alex nodded. "Gavin is complicated."

"No, what he is, is a super-hot Doctor that can fuck a girl into submission!" Lena laughed quietly.

"That he has," Alex smiled.

A text brought Alex off the subject, she hoped it was Gavin but her smile faded when it was Kelly's number.

How is your search going? The text read.

It's over, I had never really submitted totally, she texted back.

What? You hadn't made your declaration? Kelly texted.

No, I did that, but like you guys said, I hadn't truly accepted my role, Alex clarified.

I'm happy for you, came Kelly's response with a smiley face.

I'm very happy, Alex said with a tongue hanging out emoticon

Welcome officially to our world!

***

Alex walked into the condo, dropping her bag on the couch she called out to Gavin. She followed his voice to his office.

"Hey," he said as she looked in on him from the office door.

"Hey," she smiled back.

"Get your shopping done?" he asked her leaning back in his chair.

"I did," she said.

"Why won't you come into my office?" he asked her, laughing that she was still hanging on the door jamb, leaning in but her feet were firmly on the outside.

"This is your private space," she shrugged. "I don't want to crowd you too much."

"Maybe I want to be crowded," he said placing the tips of his fingers to one another in front of his mouth.

"I just think that if you have your own private space that I won't intrude on, you will have a place that is just yours," Alex told him. "Lena and I each had our own personal space, someplace we could go that the other wouldn't bother them in."

Gavin nodded appreciatively.

"Where is your space?" Gavin asked her. "Here? Not your old apartment."

"See, that is just it, I do have the old apartment," Alex told him. "I don't need a space here as if I need time away, I can go there. So, for me anyway, this is your 'man cave'."

"Wow," Gavin smiled. "I haven't had a single sub that had that thought process."

"Does it bother you?" Alex asked him.

"I don't know how to feel about it at the moment," Gavin admitted. "Let's play it by ear for now."

"Yes, Sir," Alex said matching his smile.

She loved separating herself from the other subs he had owned. Even after all they had discovered with one another she was still trying to distance herself in his mind.

"I have a question for you," Alex began slowly.

"I know," Gavin grinned. "I can see it in your eyes."

"I'm leery of asking though," Alex admitted to him.

"Why?"

"Because I don't want to anger you," Alex said softly.

"Ask,"

"Did you know Elizabeth was trying for the job with Senator Housley? And if you did, was this some sort of punishment for her leaving for Royce?" Alex couldn't believe she was asking the question.

"First off," Gavin said firmly. "I was unaware Elizabeth was no longer employed by her lobbyist company, so no, I didn't know she was looking for a new job. Two, I'm not vindictive in that fashion." He got up and made his way to her as it was evident she was not entering his 'man cave'.

"Like you said," Gavin said cupping her chin. "Elizabeth made her choice, and it was hers to make."

"Thank you Sir," she said softly. "I know it hurt you, but I'm happy she left!"

"I am happy as well," Gavin whispered brushing his lips over hers. "You are a great salve to put on a wounded heart."

"You can put me on anything you like!" she gasped as he nibbled on her neck.

"Is that a fact?" he asked. "Come with me." She followed him with her secret smile out.

Taking her into the kitchen had her cocking her head at him. He began to take things off a wire rack in the corner of the kitchen. Placing the items from it on the counter. Various pots and pans, some cooking utensils. Once it was cleaned off, he pulled it to the center of the kitchen and faced her.

"Get undressed," he told her firmly. "I need to get a couple of things from the bedroom." He left her there as she quickly pulled at her clothes.

When he returned she was naked and in the submissive position on the floor.

"Stand," he told her once he set some leather cuffs on the counter. The instant she saw them her stomach butterflied.

She stood taking his hand and he guided her to the wire rack. It was approximately six feet in height, with three wire shelves, the kind you see in stores. He popped off the top shelf and moved it to the side of the room.

She stood at the side of the rack and watched him put 'S' hooks into holes drilled into the top of the rack, something she had never noticed before. He then picked up two of the cuffs and hooked them into the hooks and left them dangling. She smiled once she figured out the purpose of the cuffs.

He stood on one side of the rack, her on the other. He grinned as he saw the look in her eyes.

"I always thought this rack looked odd in your kitchen of marble and granite!" Alex laughed. Running her fingers over the cold steel.

"Well," he shrugged. "I don't have a 'red room'." Gavin teased knocking the bestselling novel by E.L. James. "So I have to be creative. As you can see, this rack is perfect for what I want, it also allows me to keep my private life private. Hiding in plain sight!" He held out his hand to her and she placed hers in.

He lifted it to the cuff before securing her wrist in it, the soft lambskin fur gently cupping her wrist firmly, while he folded the leather into the pin and buckle. He did the same with the other wrist. Now she was stretched out, her arms cuffed into positon above her head as her body leaned over the middle rack.

She watched him, his eyes glittering in pleasure, his secret smile matching hers. Her heart beat incredibly fast as he began to run his fingers down her arms. They looped around her neck then slowly down to her breasts before cupping them and having his thumb gently encircle her nipples bringing them taut with excitement.

He went to the counter and brought back a silver chain and two clamps. She recognized them easily. Nipple clamps, she had seen them at the last party which seemed like years ago now!

"I'm going to put these on you," Gavin explained. "At first, I want you to tell me if they are too tight, see I'm going to increase the pressure as we go through with our sessions so don't let me put them on at your breaking point. I'm looking for about a three on a scale of ten, the desire is to tweak them as we go until we reach that point over time." Alex nodded that she understood.

"How long will they stay on? If I may ask?" She asked him.

"Yes, you can always ask in a session, you know that," Gavin told her. "No more than fifteen minutes, any longer than that there is an increase chance of nerve damage, not good."

"The idea is to bring you pain, not a lot, but pain that brings the sensitivity like the wax did," Gavin told her opening the clamps and adjusting the tension in them. "Under no circumstances are you to tough it out tonight! If at any time you are uncomfortable, or in too much pain, I need to know immediately, use your safe words if necessary."

"Yes Sir," she smiled at his tenderness. "Very much green!" He nodded.

"Always so very eager," he whispered.

He lowered his head and put his mouth on her nipple, tonguing it gently. She gasped as the warmth of his mouth on her cooling flesh in the kitchen caused her senses to ripple through her leaving behind the goose bumps.

"Here we go," he said to her. He carefully tightened the clamps until she winced slightly. He then backed off a quarter turn. It hung on her nipple and she marveled at it while she looked down. He checked it to make sure it was fully in place and not off center. He then moved to the other nipple and repeated the procedure.

When he was done, she smiled down at her nipple clamps as they hung there. Her flesh bluing around them. He gently touched the ends of her nipples causing her to suck in a quick breath after each touch.

"Holy shit!" she gasped at the sensory increase. "Green," She smiled as he looked on her. He nodded. He reached up and checked her hands, squeezing her fingertips to make sure she had plenty of circulation going.

"How are you doing?" he asked her as he made his way around the rack to stand behind her.

"I'm very good," she smiled looking over her shoulder at him.

He ran his fingers up her arms and to her hands.

"As a point of safety," he smiled at her as she looked at him. "If, for some reason I were to die of a heart attack, or something, because of your beauty, to get out of the cuffs all you have to do is push this release." He demonstrated the push button and her hand fell, cuff and all. He then replaced it where it was at the top of the rack.

"Yes Sir," she smiled. "But I just found you, don't go dying of a heart attack!"

"Well," he smiled as he began to nibble on the flesh on her back. "If I gotta go, I'll take it this way!"

He went to the counter and picked up a crop.

"Have I been naughty, Sir?" she smiled at him, her sex warming at the attention he was giving her.

"Not all spankings are punishment!" he smiled devilishly. She nodded and closed her eyes.

The first strike had her on her toes with a gasp. He struck her again and she bit her bottom lip as the sharp sting radiated across her backside. He alternated sides, one side then the other. Striking precisely and with the same amount of force each time. Each strike had her up on her toes as her ass warmed, then began to sting.

He gently ran his fingers over her sensitive flesh, her body lifting on her toes as the pleasurable pain echoed across her skin. His touch barely there but still inflaming her skin. She looked back at him and could see him watching her carefully.

"How red am I?" she asked him.

"Little darker than pink," he smiled. "Would you like to see?" She nodded and he picked up her phone from the counter. He stood behind her and snapped a picture, bringing it around her he tilted it so she could see.

Her ass was a rosy pink, borderline scarlet red. She smiled at it. For some reason she got a perverse pleasure in seeing her flesh like that. It was similar to the bruises he would leave on her from time to time. Either with his mouth, a hickie of sorts, or from where his strong hands held her as he pleasured her.

He set the phone on the counter and moved back behind her. Pulling a steel stand that had originally held a plant, but, like the rack, this stand transformed in front of her very eyes as he pulled out the wand massager that made her heart skip a beat. This was so fucking hot she could almost feel her pussy leaking down her legs.

Grabbing two more cuffs he knelt and hooked them to her ankles, all the while his tongue licked her sex and her anus driving her insane with desire. She wanted to reach back and grab his head and pull him deeper into her but she was secured so she couldn't.

"This is fucking killing me that I can't touch you!" she gasped. "Sir!" She had to remind herself of the qualities of a good sub, something she was damned sure she was going to accomplish for him. She hoped to be as good a sub as he was a Dom.

"I know," he whispered from within her folds. His deep voice vibrating off her sex.

He secured her ankles to the bottoms of the rack, one to a side, spreading her legs wide for his amusement and pleasure. She was now open to him, whatever he wanted he could take and she would be unable to stop him. He rose and rested his body over hers.

"Do you feel that?" he whispered in her ear. "That feeling of helplessness?" She nodded slowly, her eyes fluttering closed as his hot breath washed over her ear.

"That feeling of excitement of not knowing what lover you have right now, the gentle one that makes love to you. Or do you have the lover desperate to pleasure you both, like last night." He began to run his lips down her body, following her spine, over her sensitive ass, the fire still there from her spanking.

"Not knowing if I plan on teasing you, or edging you," he continued as he licked the outer lips of her sex with his tongue.

"Or," he said softly. "Do you get the wolf?"

She let her head fall back as his hand rubbed her clit gently between his fingers. She gasped at the words, and the sensations she was feeling.

He positioned the stand behind her, and just under her, clipping the wand on the stand and pressing it to her sex made her hold her breath, which made him smile.

"And I haven't even turned it on yet!" he pointed out that he caught her pleasured response.

With that he flipped the device on low causing its low hum to fill her ears as the toy vibrated across her sensitive clit, he made a few adjustments, making sure the stand was in proper place so the wand fit completely against her pussy, the vibrations making her gasp before a small whimper of pleasure escaped her lips.

He came back around to the front of her, she looked up at him with a hunger in her eyes that was easy to see. He winked at her.

"Comfortable?" he asked her. She nodded emphatically.

She was beyond comfortable, she was in heaven! The vibrations against her sex causing her whole body to warm and gyrate against the toy. Her legs began to shake slightly as her orgasm began its slow climb to freedom from her gut. She felt it begin as a tingling in her sex before moving to her stomach, then causing her stomach muscles to flex as she tried to keep the feeling at bay for a while, enjoying that build up.

His hands began to gently massage her available skin with his fingertips. Moving around her face, down her chin around her throat gently. The entire time her build up was causing her legs to shake more and more, soon the rack shook with her body and she could see that pleased him.

"May I cum, Sir," she asked, her voice pleading with him not to edge her tonight. He said nothing as he watched his fingers continue their exploration of her flesh.

"Cum for me, Little one," he whispered after a few maddening seconds of silence, forcing her to wonder what his intent was, all the while he nibbled and nuzzled her ear and neck.

Suddenly her breath caught in her chest as she locked eyes on his, her face reddening sharply as her orgasm clutched her body, her head dropped back as she cried out to the ceiling of her immensely pleasurable release.

When it subsided, she lifted her head to see his pleasure written all over his face.

"Thank you, Sir," she gasped.

"Absolutely stunning," he smiled as he kissed her lips. She tried to kiss him back but he pulled back. "No, I kiss you, not the other way around. You just open your mouth to me, let me decide how to use if for my pleasure!" he said gruffly.

"Yes Sir," she gasped, the sound of his forceful voice exciting her. The wolf stalking around the edges of him, she could see him just behind his eyes. Watching her, wanting to be released. How does she elicit the wolf from the edges to the forefront?

Gavin gently began to play with her nipples sending lightening bolts of painful pleasure that caused her feet to dance involuntarily. She widened her eyes at him in disbelief. The tapped the ends of the nipples with his finger causing her to wince. She smiled at him to let him now it was only fleeting.

He went to the freezer and pulled an ice cube from the tray. Her mouth slowly fell agape as she anticipated what that was going to feel like! He slowly lowered his mouth first and blew his hot breath across her nipples making her eyes flutter with pleasure. He sat up and watched her as he slowly brought the ice in, gently brushing her nipple with it causing her to convulse slightly.

"Oh my!" she whispered as she watched his talented hands move the cube back and forth between nipples.

Gavin slowly began to undo the clamps causing her to hiss as he released them and the blood rushed back causing her nerves to scream in sensations that were cut off for a while. First one, as soon as it was released his mouth was on it, licking gently, then blowing across them with is breath that made her dance on her toes as it racked her body in sensations that left her reeling in incomprehensible feeling.

He then brought the ice back into play, now it was dripping cold water as it melted in his hands. She laughed inwardly, the ice wasn't the only thing that would melt in his hands!

He let the water drop, drip by drip, on her nipple. Each one hitting its mark caused her to jump at the sudden sensation of pain to cold to pain. One nipple, tortured, then back to the other. All the while his eyes would shift from watching her body respond to checking her eyes to make sure she was ok.