Showing Myself Ch. 11

Ok, I'm going back to the present after my recent detour back to my days with Monika. To refresh your memory, this story happens after I got back from seeing Jim in Chicago. It was so much fun, and I'm glad to hear that he and Lisa are texting regularly. Maybe it will work out? Who knows. He said they are going to cross paths again in a few weeks. I wish I could be there so he doesn't screw this up!

Anyway, here are the last few days.

I had mentioned before that I wanted Mike to create a situation where a friend of his would "discover" my pics and videos, and we finally made that happen. I told Mike that my plan was that he would meet Kyle at my place and work on the computer, and I would come in just as they were finishing. And, I would have a folder on the desktop called "Pics for Jim", and Mike would notice it and open it, and the thought that they were looking at pics and videos of me while I'm not there would leave me so wet. So, the next day our plan was set in motion and Kyle came over around six. Mike told me how it all went down:

"Ok Kyle, here's her computer, and the printer's over there. I haven't even looked at it, and maybe it's a simple job. She's real cool though, and I couldn't say no."

"No problem, let's check it out."

Of course, after a few minutes he had figured out the problem (I had intentionally changed a network setting on the printer), and Kyle got it working. Then, Mike took over.

"Hey, look at this folder. Pics for Jim? She talks about some guy she's been seeing, so maybe it's for him. Let's check it out."

They opened the folder, and it had a bunch of pics and videos that Mike had taken of me. Mike pretended to be surprised and started opening them.

"Wow Mike, this is your neighbor? You've got to be kidding me!"

"Yeah, that's her. I've seen her sunbathing and she looks pretty good, but I had no idea she looked this good. Let's check out this video."

Mike said they opened it, and it was one of me sitting in the same chair that was next to my computer with one hand rubbing my breasts and the other rubbing my pussy.

"She is so hot! I could never get any girl to make a video like this!"

"Kari won't either, but she has been acting a little wild lately so maybe I'll bring it up. Let me text Jenn to see when she's coming back. I don't want to get caught looking at these."

Mike texted me, and I told him ten minutes. Soon, I walked in the door and they were sitting in the living room, and Mike did the introductions.

"Kyle, thank you so much! I feel stupid that I screwed up the network settings accidently. Here, I brought you guys a craft beer selection to thank you, and I'll try out the printer real quick."

Mike got some glasses for them, and they opened a couple of beers and brought me a glass of wine. I tried out the printer and then sat down with them.

After a few minutes, I said, "So, how are they?"

Kyle said, "The beers? These are great! You really didn't have to do that, I didn't mind helping at all. I do stuff like that all the time."

"No, not the beers. I meant the pictures. Maybe I'm blonde, but I'm not stupid. When I went to the recent documents tab to print out that report, it was full of links to the pictures I made for Jim. I can't believe you would invade my privacy like that!"

Kyle had the deer in the headlights look and then Mike spoke up and said, "No, wait, it's my fault, I saw the folder and I opened it. Kyle's cool, he wouldn't do that."

I was pouting, and said, "Yeah, right, now you guys are going to tell your friends about how you found pics of an old lady and you'll be making fun of me. I won't even be able to go to the supermarket without people pointing at me. I feel like such a slut. And Mike, you have such a hot girlfriend, and you thought you had to look at me? I wonder what she would think."

Kyle piped up and said, "No, we'd never make fun of you, and we won't tell anyone, right Mike? You are a total babe. It was totally accidental, and then we got curious, really. I swear, this stays here. You bought us beers, and you are so cool."

"You really think I'm a babe? Not a slut? Do your girlfriends send you pictures like that? Mike, does Kari do that?"

"No, but I wish she would."

"Kyle?"

"I don't have a girlfriend right now, but if I did, I would love it if she was wild like that."

I was playing along, and I sighed and said, "Ok, I guess I feel a little better. You really promise it stays between us?"

They both promised, and I told them they can hang out for a while and I would love their company.

"So Mike, when does Kari come back? This weekend?"

"No, next weekend, something came up."

"Oh, I can't wait, she is adorable. And Kyle, why don't you have a girlfriend? You're a good looking guy!"

"I did, but then she moved away. I'm just starting over I guess."

"Well, if I run into a nice girl, I'll recommend you. What's your number?"

Mike looked at me, knowing that I was scheming, and also not without showing a little bit of jealousy. I went out to the kitchen momentarily and quickly texted him.

"Mike, don't worry, we'll continue to have fun. But Kyle really needs it bad! Also, you'll need to use the restroom in about two minutes. Don't be a cock blocker!"

In a couple of minutes Mike said, "Hey, gotta use the restroom, I'll be right back."

Even before he left the room, I turned towards Kyle and whispered, "You really think I'm attractive? Maybe it's the wine, but would you mind if I flashed you? It would be good for my ego. Please don't tell Mike."

Before he could even react, I lifted up my leg and let my skirt slide down my thigh, exposing my panties.

"You like me, even if I'm old? It excites me so much to see you staring at me. Just pretend you think I'm attractive."

"I don't have to pretend, you really are attractive."

This was kind of like the power I felt when I was in the theaters years ago and could tease the men, so I continued and said, "Seeing how you don't have a girlfriend, maybe you can come over sometime."

I could see him start to grow hard in his pants, and he just whispered, "Ok."

Young guys are so cute! They try to be coy, but then awkwardness sets in.

"I probably should put my skirt back in place before Mike gets back, right? But no telling, promise?"

He just nodded, and I knew his mind was racing.

Then we heard the bathroom door open, and I quickly pulled my skirt back down, although more for Kyle's benefit than Mike's. I'm sure he knew what I was doing.

We resumed talking, and I asked Mike to replenish my wine, and when he went to the kitchen, and I looked at Kyle.

"Kyle, you need a girlfriend like me. I'll help you, ok?"

Mike came back, and I started drawing him into the conversation.

"Kyle, do you know Kari?"

"Yeah, I met her a couple of times."

"She is so sweet, and so beautiful and sexy! You know what? We went shopping and we were in the changing room, and I've seen her naked. Mike is very lucky."

Mike looked at me, and I just brushed him off.

"No Mike, I'm not talking behind her back. I would say the same thing if she were sitting right here. In fact, she told me you two had sex in every room in the house while I was gone. Did that include my room?"

"No, we didn't have sex in your bedroom."

"I know, that was a trick. But you basically just admitted you had sex in all the other rooms. She said she gripped the kitchen counter while you took her. No worries, I've done that a lot, at least until I got dumped by my ex."

Now they started being so sweet and said that anyone that dumped me was crazy! Then I described my liaison with Jim, and told them that even though I feel very strongly for him, it can't work out because of the age difference, and I helped him meet someone.

"Jim is so sweet and also the strong, silent type. He never even told me he used to be in the Marines until I met him again last week, and he was so charming to the new friends we met in the hotel. So classy! And so sexual! You know, if you want to get women to do whatever you want, just be polite and charming."

We continued talking, and I didn't want to push it too hard, so we just talked about school and careers and stuff like that. Then we called it a night, and Kyle was so gracious and said if I ever needed anything, he could come over. Oh yeah, I'm sure he would.

After they left, I texted Mike. He went to his parents' house next door for the night, and I told him that the night left me with all kinds of impure thoughts.

"Mike, I'm in bed right now. Tell me what you and Kari would be doing right now. Tell me what she likes. I told her things that guys like, and I want to see if she listened."

"Uh, the other night when I walked into the bedroom, she was lying on her back with her legs open and she was rubbing herself and saying I was keeping her waiting."

"Perfect, that's what I'm doing right now. I already flung the blankets off my body and I'm completely exposed. It would be so hot if you and Kyle walked in on me right now."

"You are too much, Jenn."

"You think Kyle is jacking off? I'm imagining that both of you are standing by my bed and stroking your cocks."

"Honestly, I'm not thinking of Kyle jacking off right now."

"Well, I am. Does he have a big cock? I'll bet he does. He has that body type, all lanky and everything."

"Jenn!"

"Ok, back to the fantasy. I'm glancing back and forth and seeing which one of you is going to spray his cum all over my body first. Tell me when you're close Mike, and tell me where you want to cum. You really are stroking your cock, right?"

"Yeah, I am, and I'm imagining that I'm going to shoot my cum all over your breasts and then you push one breast up to your mouth and taste it."

"Well, I'm not sure if I could pull that off, but I would definitely lick up your cum one way or another. Does Kari do that?"

"Yes, she's been acting pretty wild. It's almost like she texts you and asks what she should do next."

"Well, we do text. Happy?"

I was going crazy! My hands were running all over my pussy and begging Mike to cum! At this point, I wished they were both here in real life and taking turns pumping their cocks inside me. I'd be on my back and I'd let them enter me and take me while the other watched. It would be hard, raw sex, not like the loving sex that Jim and I do. I looked to my left where my closet mirror was, and thought back to the early times when I was I just exploring my sexuality, and I had the same feeling I had back then. And I was also thinking that Kyle could become quite useful. I'm attracted to Mike too, and we are already pushing the boundaries, but I adore Kari so much that I would never have contact with him. But Kyle? Oh yes.

"You are too much Jenn. I'm about to cum."

"Do me a favor Mike. Just let it go everywhere. Why do guys act like their cum is radioactive? Just let it spray all over your chest and imagine Kari is right there pressing her body against you. Or imagine I'm there licking it up. God, I'm about to cum just thinking of it."

My fingers did their job, and soon my body was writhing in an incredible orgasm! I guess that's what happens when you find out that two hot college guys were looking at your sexy pictures! I thanked Mike for putting up with me and then pulled by comforter back over my body and fell asleep totally satisfied.

The next morning I was having my usual coffee in my little breakfast nook, and I took out my phone and texted Kari.

"Hi Kari, how are you doing? Coming to visit again soon?"

"Hi Jenn! Yeah, not this weekend, but definitely the next. I want to hear all about your week with Jim!"

"It was great, I'm so into him. But I also helped him hook up with a nice girl his age. I mean, they didn't really hook up, but they are texting. Oh well."

"Oh Jenn, why did you do that??"

"Just trying to be nice and I'm realistic about our ages. But I was going to ask you if we could follow up on the sexy pic thing. I really want to send something to him so he doesn't totally forget me. Just think about it. I'm not getting any younger you know!"

"Ok, if you really want me to. But you intimidate me Jenn! I can never be like you!"

"Oh yes you can, I see a lot of me in you from when I was younger. I was quite shy, like you. But luckily I met some good friends who helped me come out of my shell. I just want to feel sexy again."

"Ok, I'll do it! And I promise I won't be all weird about it! I love you Jenn!"

"I love you too Kari, Mike is a very lucky guy. I remind him every chance I get."

Oh boy, just the thought that Kari was going to be taking pictures of me next weekend got me so hot! I slid my panties off and sat there in just my t-shirt and put my foot up on the window sill and went to work. It was still early before Mike went to work, so I texted him and asked if he could see me through the window right now.

"No, the lattice around the deck blocks the view."

"That's good, because I took my panties off and I have one foot up on the window sill while I play with myself."

"Uh, are you trying to get arrested?"

"Arrested? In my own house? Why are people peeking through my own windows anyway? I'll bet your mom does the same thing by the window. Or maybe your dad peeks at me."

"That's gross."

Just then, I thought of an old memory, and I decided to call Mike instead of texting.

"Mike, I was wondering if you would do something for me. I know it's early, but your parents have gone to work, and no one else can see in my back yard, so we can pull this off. Anyway, when I was about Kari's age, I used to visit a place called a peep show. It was a sex shop that had a rotating stage and a bunch of little compartments where a window would slide up after men put in money to watch. The girls took turns, and of course I was one of the girls and I loved doing it."

"Yeah, I know what a peep show is, and why am I not surprised that you loved it. What does that have to do with me?"

"Well, I wondering if you would come down to my deck and watch me through the window and stroke your cock. Back then the girls weren't allowed to masturbate on the stage, so this would be even better."

"Jenn, what if Fedex came or something? I can't do that!"

"The Fedex guy never comes to the back, plus I'm not expecting anything. Get down here, please?"

"Jenn, you are nuts."

"Please Mike? You know I love it. Maybe I'll tell Kari to do this for you too."

Soon I saw Mike walking through my backyard and up on my deck. I continued speaking.

"Ok, this is simple. Just stand by the window and take your cock out and watch me."

Mike looked around and saw that we really were shielded from view, and he pulled out his cock, which was already hard.

"Hmm, seems like you are getting into this fantasy too. There were times when I had ten guys staring at me while I rotated around that stage. I would tease them and open my legs wide and cover my pussy with my hand, and then remove it for the next rotation. Or I might sit up on my knees and play with my breasts. The other girls were sexy too, and we all laughed about how much fun it was."

I still had my t-shirt on, so I pulled it over my head and put both of my feet up on the window sill with my legs open. Unlike the peep show, I was allowed to masturbate.

"Wow, this is so hot, Mike! Why didn't I think of this before! I always loved it when the guys came. The windows came down to about waist level, and lots of times their cum would splatter on the window. I want you to do that when you cum, ok? Don't be shy."

"You are so hot, Jenn, and the best neighbor ever. If you can get Kari to do this, I'll be in your debt forever."

"That's so nice of you to say, Mike, I appreciate that. In all honesty, you are a good neighbor too. It used to make me so wet when I caught you glimpsing at me when I sunbathed. But this is even better. Tell me what you would like me to do."

"Just do what you are doing. You are driving me crazy!"

"Imagine Kari was here with me and we were both doing this. Would you still look at me?"

"Oh yeah, definitely, I'd watch you both."

"Imagine we were masturbating each other. I'm pretty good at that, you know. She would probably enjoy it. And I would love to feel her touch."

"I don't think she would do that."

"I know, but at a minimum we'll have a sleepover. We'll have popcorn and wine and cuddle up in my bed and watch a movie. Anything could happen, right? So, you need to find a reason to stay away one night, ok?"

"God, you're going to make me cum now Jenn."

"Perfect, I'm close too. I want you to shoot it all over my window, every drop."

I got on my knees and put my face near the glass right opposite of his cock while my hand was between my legs. In moments I saw the first stream of cum hit the window and I opened my mouth as though I was catching it as I brought myself off. We used to do the same thing at the peep show too, and it brought back memories. The other girls did it as part of their job, but I really liked it.

I sat back and looked at Mike's handiwork as he put his cock away.

"Very good Mike! That was amazing! I love our new game. It's been years since I did that. I wish there were ten of you watching at once."

"Yeah, that was definitely something different. Do you have something I can clean the window off with?"

"That's nice of you Mike, but you aren't cleaning anything. I want to be reminded of this every time I look out the window. Maybe Kari will ask what it is, and I'll just say, Oh, that's Mike's cum, he was spying on me."

"I should have known. Anything else I can do for you before I go to work?"

"No, that was a perfect start to the morning. I have to get ready for work too. Maybe I'll ask Kyle to come over later to do some more computer work. You won't be jealous, will you?"

"No, it'll actually give me a break. I need to give Kari my full attention."

"Hmm, I have an idea. What if you hid in my bedroom closet and I lured Kyle into my bedroom and you watched us have sex. That would be so hot for me. You would have to be totally silent though, no jacking off."

"Kyle is cool, but I don't want to watch him have sex with you."

"What if I was having sex with Kari? Would you watch that?"

"Yeah, that would be hot."

"Yes, figures. Maybe I'll hide in your closet and watch you two."

"Ok Jenn, I really have to get ready for work."

"Ok, have a nice shower Mike. Think of me."

Later that afternoon, I finally messaged Kyle.

"Kyle, you think you can stop by again tonight?"

"Uh, sure, still having problems with your printer?"

"No, that's working fine. But you're tall, and I was hoping you could hang a picture for me. But I'm sure you have plans already."

"No, not at all! I'll be there. 7?"

"Ok, see you then!"

I was so excited! I was wondering what to wear, and decided on a pretty blouse and my white shorts that Mike always complimented me on. I wanted to be causal so as not to make him uneasy.

Finally he arrived, and I led him in. I handed him a bottle of wine and asked him to open it and serve us. I think he appreciated not even being offered a beer.

"Come in my room and I'll show you where I want the picture mounted. But I feel dumb, because I can't find the hardware anywhere, so we'll have to do it another time. But you're welcome to stay for a while anyway if you want."

"Sure, these were the only plans I had. You're cool to hang out with."

We went in my room and I showed him the picture, and he said he would bring the stuff he needed next time. So nice! I like that!

I was looking at Kyle and said, "By the way, I'm sorry I kind of got out of hand last night. I guess I was really thinking you thought I was attractive and not just being polite."

"What? No, you really are attractive! And I'm sorry about snooping. We shouldn't have done that."