Soccer Women Ch. 04

"Carol don't apologize for that. You did nothing wrong. And by the way, you looked fantastic in the dress." Carol smiled at the compliment. "And actually, Susan made a similar comment about you. She knew about us and I think she always was a little jealous of you because of it. But she was starting to feel like she liked you. But everyone likes you, Carol. And the fact that Susan had any problems with you is just a testament to her own issues and insecurities. You didn't break us up Carol."

"Then let me apologize for not having realized how hard it must have been for you back before Susan. I think you are also right that I was fighting myself as well at that time. And when Susan first showed up, I was petty and jealous. And that part of me that wanted you was angry that the rest of me was letting this other person come in and steal you away from me. Even though we'd never even talked about anything like that, let alone made a commitment to it. So can we just go back to where we were then and this time, I can do it properly and maybe we can talk about that?"

"No Carol. I don't see how we can." As Jen said this, she watched Carol's eyes panic and her spirit collapse inside her. It was typical Carol. "She probably has eight different thoughts all going through her head without letting me finish." Jen thought. She immediately realized two things. The first was that she still really knew Carol so well. The second was this habit of Carol's to overreact, which in anyone else would annoy the hell out of her, always seemed endearing in Carol. That had to mean something.

"Carol, do me a favor and stop thinking all of the things that are buzzing through your head right now."

"How do you know that?"

"Because I know you, Carol. Mostly you are still the same Carol I was fighting myself against. And so you know, I don't want to fight myself about you anymore. But think about last night. That was intense and I didn't mean to, but I got a little rough with you."

"I told you I didn't mind."

"I know. And I believe you. That was another answer in that game that shocked me. But would the Carol of five years ago have been okay with that? How would the Carol of five years ago have reacted if I had done that to her?"

"Umm. She might not have reacted too well to that to be honest."

"And I know that opens up some interesting possibilities for us moving forward. Carol, this is all bringing back to me just how special you are and how important you are to me. And you are still all that you were. But you're more than what you were then. And I think we just need to take some time to catch up with each other. We can't go back and try to redo it. But we can re-start from here and see where it goes. I would really like to do that if you are willing."

"Oh Jen, yes. Please yes." And Carol leaned in and gave Jen a big kiss on the lips. Jen returned it briefly but then pulled back.

"Carol, we never found out where this could have actually gone five years ago. For all we know it might have just about run its course and we just missed finding that out. We both know it's not just us too, right? So, we have to promise to be completely honest with each other. Hold nothing back and if either of us decides it can't go any further than it can't go any further. No anger, no resentment."

"Jen, I had already resigned myself to the idea that our past was going to only be in the past. That it had no future. I have no doubts about where I hope this will go. I can promise you no anger or resentment, although I cannot promise no disappointment if that is not how this pans out. But I fully expected us to be great friends again even knowing how I felt and thinking you had no interest. If you're telling me we even have a chance, it's already more than I hoped for. So, I promise."

When Carol finished, she sat up and ran her fingers across her chest silently adding "cross my heart." to her promise. Jen leaned back in and they resumed the kiss.

After several minutes of kissing, Jen again leaned back and said, "Well, if we are going to catch up with each other's doings over the last five years, why don't you show me something you picked up over that time that was not in your repertoire back then." Carol thought for a brief time and then broke into a big grin.

Carol began by leaning back in and kissing Jen a little more. Then she moved her body down some and started planting kisses on Jen's chest. Finally, she got down to Jen's breasts. Carol knew how sensitive they were and she began gently brushing Jen's nipples back and forth with her tongue. Moving back and forth between them, Carol would get the hard nub all wet with her saliva, blow warm air on it, and then move to the other one.

While Carol was using her mouth to stipulate Jen breasts, she was using her hand on Jen's slit. Carol was rubbing up and down and when she would get to the area around Jen's clit, she would rub little circles around, trying to get Jen's clit to come out of its hood.

Jen's breathing was starting to get a little ragged and she had let out a few soft moans. But so far, things had been fairly routine. "Carol, this feels really good, but this isn't anything we haven't done before."

"I wanted to make sure you were ready for this. I don't want you to have to wait too long, but I don't want this to be anything less than the full experience. Let me try to speed things up a little."

With that, Carol crawled down and got between Jen's legs. Carol let her tongue replace her fingers and instead of circling Jen's clit with her fingers, Carol began sucking it into her mouth. Jen's hips soon began moving and the moans were becoming a little deeper and more frequent. Jen's clit had finally cleared out into the open.

Carol now kneeled up and pushed Jen's legs back toward her. Carol's knees were now up against Jen's buttocks. Looking straight at Jen, she put a finger in her mouth and sucked on it for a few seconds. When she withdrew it, the finger was coated with saliva and Carol started playing with her own nipple in a slow and seductive manner.

After a few second of this, Carol leaned forward and put out her finger toward Jen's mouth. Jen took the hint and sucked Carol's finger into her mouth, getting Carol's finger all wet with her spit. When Carol removed the finger, Jen was expecting Carol to start playing with her other nipple, but Carol put her hand back down into Jen's crotch and started rubbing Jen's clit with the wet finger.

Carol readjusted her position so as she leaned back down, her chest was in between Jen's legs. Carol then took a hold of her breast and guided her hard nipple right toward Jen's hard clitoris. Once they made contact, Carol started manipulating her breast back and forth so her nipple was stimulating Jen's clit.

"Oh fuck!" was Jen's first reaction. The sensation was totally unique. The nipple was not as soft or wet as a tongue. But it was also not as hard and unyielding as a finger. There was a firmness that was in between the two and so it was a sensation wholly its own. And since it was directly stimulating her clitoris, Jen was receiving a lot of pleasure from it.

"Oh Carol, no one's ever done this to me before. It feels soooo good. It's so different and it's right on my clit."

After a bit, Carol started moving her whole breast against Jen's clit. Nipple, areola, and flesh each providing their own unique stimulus to Jen's little pearl. Jen could feel the pressure within her building toward an orgasm. She started thrusting her hips up against Carol's tit.

When Jen started thrusting her hips, Carol was having difficulty trying to direct her breast to any given spot. So, she stopped trying and just pushed down to meet Jen's upward thrusts. Now that her hands were free, she used one to steady herself and with the other she reached up and started to fondle one of Jen's tits.

"Oh Carol. I'm so close baby. I'm gonna cum hard. You're making he cum so hard baby and I love it. I'm right there."

Hearing that Carol tried one more thing. She got a hold of one of Jen's nipples and half pulled, half twisted it. The sent Jen right over the edge as she cried out "OH FUCK CAROL! DON'T LET GO! DON'T LET GO BABY! I'M CUMING! OH! BABY I'M CUMMING SO MUCH! OOOOOHHHHH FUUUUUCCCCCKKKKK!"

Jen's hips were spasming up and down and Carol could feel Jen's love juices pouring out of her hole and onto Carol's breast. Jen's hips finally retreated to the bed and her breathing began to return to something closer to normal. Carol leaned up so she could see Jen's face. Once Jen opened her eyes Carol said, "How'd I do?"

"You were amazing Carol. No one had ever done that to me before."

"So, I guess you've never tasted yourself off a boob before either?"

"No, I have not."

"Would you like to?"

"As a matter of fact, I would."

Carol moved up Jen's body and let her breast hang down just above Jen's mouth. Jen greedily took as much of the breast into her mouth as she could and sucked hard. She let it back out of her mouth with a "pop" sound and then took just the nipple into her mouth and began sucking on it. Jen was taking in her own essence which she had just left all over Carol's breast. Susan may have made her feel more pleasure but being with Carol was just so much more enjoyable. And they always had fun.

"Caro. Wo ou ike to shar it wit me?" Jen said not wanting to close her mouth and risk swallowing. Carol smiled and leaned in for a big, wet, open-mouthed, tongue-lashing kiss. She was able to get a hint of Jen's cum even after it had now passed from inside Jen to Carol's breast, to Jen's mouth to Carol tongue.

"Sweetest taste in the world." Carol said.

"Flattery will get you everywhere Mrs. Rogers." Jen added and they both laughed.

Carol looked at Jen and said "Do you mind if we call it a night. That was a lot of fun but to be honest I am very tired and we have a long drive ahead of us tomorrow."

"If you're okay with that. I wanted to return the favor after how good you just made me feel."

"Well, there is going to be a next time, isn't there?" Carol was more than merely asking a question. There was a tone to her voice that made this sound more like a plea.

"Yes, Carol. I am sure there are going to be many more next times." Jen saw Carol's face light up at this. "Let me just get some towels because you made me cum so much there is a bit of a wet spot here."

"Don't bother. The other bed is dry. We can both just sleep there." Carol and Jen went over to the other bed and got under the covers. They spooned with Carol being the big spoon. Jen snuggled into Carol, who put her arm over Jen and they held hands. Jen felt Carol's breasts against her back and it sent a little tingle through her body thinking about where one of those breasts had recently been and what it had done.

Carol leaned in so she could speak into Jen's ear and whispered "Want to hear a big coincidence? You told me once that there was probably someone on my college soccer team who liked me but I didn't notice."

"Yeah, I vaguely remember saying something like that."

"Well, you were right. And her and I finally connected after all these years at a soccer homecoming thing. And she's the one who showed me how to do that. Only she had these really big and really thick nipples so she could do it better than I could."

"I wouldn't have liked it as much if it had been her doing it."

"Why not?"

"She's not you, baby." Jen turned a bit so she could give Carol a kiss. Then she turned back and snuggled back into Carol's body again and went to sleep. Carol soon followed, with a very big smile on her face the whole time she remained awake.

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Jen woke up first the next morning. She waited for Carol to wake up after what had happened the morning before. "Wow. That was only yesterday morning. It seems like it was forever ago." Jen though. It seemed to her as if five years ago was yesterday and yesterday was five years ago. She had been thinking about the possibility of trying to reconnect with Carol. She had been back and forth and so unsure about it. How was it possible that her mind had settled so quickly?

At that moment Carol finally roused. Her eyes fluttered open and as they focused, she was looking up at Jen and her lovely blue eyes. Those eyes always made her melt inside. "Hey beautiful." Carol said as she continued to stare at Jen; feeling all her emotions fill her body. And while Carol didn't realize it, they all registered on her face.

Jen looked at the lovely green eyes below her. She saw Carol's face light up as Carol focused on Jen. She thought "That's why my mind settled on this so quick. John (Jen's deceased husband) is the only other person that made me feel this way just by looking at me." "Good morning to you, too." Jen said to Carol out loud. "I'd kiss you but I haven't brushed my teeth yet."

"I'll risk it. Besides, I haven't brushed mine either."

"Fair point." And they leaned into each other and gave each other a brief kiss good morning.

They both knew they had a long day ahead of them and so they got right to it. Jen went into the shower while Carol went down to the hotel lobby to get a little something for them from the continental breakfast. They finished getting ready and got in the car to head back home.

They were in the car less than twenty minutes and were still figuring out how far they would drive before lunch when Carol's car alerted her to a text message. The car had hands free accessories and so the car said, "You have a message from, Jessica. Would you like to play the message?"

"Yes." said Carol.

"Well. Question mark. Would you like to reply?"

"Yes."

Beep.

"Jessica sweetie. We're in the car and we're driving home. We won't get home until late, so you'll just have to be patient and call me tomorrow."

"Would you like to send the message?"

"Yes."

Carol was looking forward as she drove, but now she was talking to Jen when she said, "That girl can be a real pistol. She..."

You have a message from, Jessica. Would you like to play the message?"

"Yes."

"Okay, but at least send me a text when you're finally in the door at home. Would you like to reply?"

"Yes."

"Beep"

"Yes ma'am. Take care."

"Would you like to send the message?"

"Yes." Then back to Jen, "...she's such a worry wort and..."

"You have a message from, Jessica. Would you like to play the message?"

"Yes!" Carol said exasperated.

"Smiley face emoji. Would you like to reply?"

"No." Carol's reply this time was much softer and Jen could tell Carol was touched by the sentiment and mad at herself for getting annoyed. She started to laugh.

Carol actually looked over at Jen and asked, "What?"

"I would have expected an exchange like that with one of your daughters."

"In an odd way, it kind of was."

"Okay, so part of all this catching up we have to do definitely includes Jessica. You have to tell me about her."

"Well, that is quite a long story."

"Well, we have quite a long car trip."

"Good point."

And with that Carol went through her whole story about Jessica. How it was a coincidence that Paul and she happened to be looking to expand their horizons sexually and the girls' college soccer game being at that same time and in the same city where Jessica lived. She told Jen about how much fun they had had and how very impressed Carol was with Jessica's maturity for such a young person.

Jen did ask for details about the sexual encounter and while Carol would not give her a timeline of exactly who did what to whom and when, she was very descriptive with different things that did occur. And Jen admitted that she was very impressed with the fact that it lasted the entire weekend.

Then Carol went on about how they had stayed in contact. She mentioned that Jessica was estranged from her parents and so Jessica would bounce ideas about future plans off Carol and even ask her for advice. They began to just have idle chit-chat. General conversations just about how their days had gone and upcoming plans. Jessica would occasionally call with some big news she wanted to share and Carol was always happy and encouraging and nurturing. This was something that Jessica had not had in her life since she had left home right after high school.

When Paul died, Carol had not even thought to call Jessica. So when she showed up, it meant so much to Carol that Jessica had wanted to come for her. She was a student who didn't have a lot of time or money and yet she came in to pay her respects and to be a support for Carol. And from that point on, they had a pseudo mother-daughter relationship.

But they continued to have a sexual relationship as well. And that was just as much a part of their relationship as the other aspect. "I can't really explain it. She's getting her doctorate in psychology and is working on becoming a sex therapist and she has trouble explaining it. She says her thesis is going to be about defining our relationship."

Jen couldn't help but notice the pride in Carol's voice as she talked about Jessica's scholastic achievements. She didn't want to throw Jessica under the bus, but she was pretty sure that Carol would find the good in it and thank Jessica in the long run.

"You know Carol, the other night when Jessica and I were talking at the dance club and you walked up to us, we weren't talking about the girls, we were talking about you."

"What did she say?"

"Well, she talked about how great you are, but I already knew that. And she told me how much you meant to her. And she told me about you calling out my name during sex."

"Did she tell you about all of them?" Carol asked mortified that Jessica had shared this information with Jen.

"Yes, she told me you did it three times. And before you get mad, I really think she just wanted me to know that you still had very deep feelings for me. And I think she was hoping that something would happen the other night because she so desperately wants you to be happy."

"Well, if she wanted me to be happy, she shouldn't have told you that." Carol voice was stern, but Jen could tell she was not going to stay angry at Jessica.

"Think about this from my perspective. Five years ago, you were experimenting with me. And while I thought you might have been developing feelings for me, maybe they were just because I was your first woman partner. But her telling me that information made me realize that you've still been thinking about me. You've still had me close to your heart. And that knowledge has given me the courage to stop hiding my feelings for you."

At that statement, Carol looked over at Jen with a mixture of shock and joy. Her concentration being to her right, she started to drift in the lane until the warning bell in the car reminded her, she had to stay in her lane and keep her eyes on the road.

Jen looked over and Carol had a tear rolling down her cheek. She didn't want to spoil the mood, but a certain dose of reality was necessary. "Carol, it seems clear we are thinking along the same path here, but we have to think of some of the practical realities too."

"Such as?"

"Well, for starters, we've never spent more than two days straight with each other. We live over an hour away from each other. Plus, we have a wedding in three months that is going to be a major priority for both of us between now and then."

"Geez, Captain Buzzkill."

"Sorry, but I've been so unsure of all this. When we kissed at the National Championship game, I felt something immediately. But I didn't know how you felt and I didn't know for sure what I wanted and the break-up with Susan was still pretty fresh. But over the last few days everything has crystalized. But I feel that we still have to go a little slow here. I don't want to mess things up. We both want the same destination, don't we?"