Stranger Changes me Forever

WARNING: All characters in this story are age 18 and older. To my readers who aren't in to forced/nonconsent Then this may not be the right story for you

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Stranger changes me forever

Setting my phone down on my bed, I let out a long sigh. I had just finished making myself cum while watching gay porn, yet again. Three months ago I could've swore that I was completely straight!

It all started when I turned eighteen. I was jerking off as us virgin's normally do and found myself curious about how gay guys have sex.

Next, I found myself weirldy turned on by seeing a guy fucking another guy. I felt disgusted with myself for cumming while watching a dude get fucked. Despite my shame, from that day on I couldn't stop myself from watching it at night when I was horny. And after every orgasm, I would feel immense shame.

I had always liked girls. Even though I never received any attention from them. I had a few crushes growing up but never had the courage to ask a girl out. So why was I suddenly being turned on by gay porn? This didn't make any sense. I soon was unable to even cum from straight porn, it just didn't provide me enough stimulation any more.

Watching more gay guys have anal sex eventually led to me finding out why guy's like being penetrated. I had googled why it seemed to be so pleasurable for them and ended up learning about the prostate. I learned more about being gay from having to lookup what tops, bottoms, and twinks were. And after about a month of watching, I began to think of myself as the guy getting fucked instead of the one topping. After all, I was pretty much the picture perfect image of a twink.

Then, one night after I had got done smoking some weed, I was hornier than usual. I wanted to feel what it was like to have something in my ass. I needed to find out if stimulating the prostate really was all that pleasurable. laying in my bed, I put as much saliva onto my middle finger as I could.

Naked, and laying doggy style, I reached behind and found my virgin hole. Pressing against it, I had to relax my anus in order for my finger to finally reach inside me. It felt extremely tight, even for my small fingers that came with me being only 5'6.

What came next was me slowly sliding my finger in and out. I Instantly learned why bottoms enjoyed being fucked so much. Trying to massage my prostate had even made my small, 4 inch cock hard. And after a few minutes, I wanted something bigger. But I couldn't imagine taking a real cock inside me. There was no way it would fit.

This led to me not only fingering myself when I masturbated, but I began using various items such as a toothbrush, a hairbrush, and the handle of a lint roller. In doing so, I became even more confused about my sexuality. Was I gay? Bi? A sissy? All I knew was that I had began to crave cock.

And it didn't take long for me to want to know what a real cock would feel like. I had even started to watch some BDSM and I was very interested in watching older/younger videos. I loved watching a twink take a hard fucking from an older man. I enjoyed watching femboys get fucked too, as I looked the most similar to them.

I had previously been insecure about my height and weight as I was short, skinny and practically hairless aside from my shoulder length blonde hair. But now I was confident that it would help me in attracting guys. Thoughts like that made me worried that I really was starting to become gay. Even my sexual fantasies started to include me being fucked by a guy. Sucking a cock and then letting them fuck me.

Now, here I was, taking a hairbrush out of my anus, I walked across my room to grab a towel for the sticky mess on my stomach. laying back down, and grabbing my phone with the porn I was watching still playing. I began to feel horny all over again.

I needed to find out what real cock was like. And there was only one way I could think of. I downloaded Grindr.

Setting up my profile, I put "18, twink" as my username in hopes of catching someone's eye. Next I filled out my bio to read "I've never touched a cock and would really like to try. More interested in older men." Once my profile was created, I almost instantly began getting messages.

I was really picky about who I wanted to be my first. Until finally, someone stood out from most of the creeps messaging me. It was a 42 year old man, he was 6'1, had a beard that was already turning gray, and looked to be in decent shape.

He messaged me to say,

"If you've never been with a man, then why do you want someone older?."

I responded with,

"I think it would be really hot to have someone my parents age fuck me."

His response to that was,

"Well as long as your'e fine with the age gap, then I don't mind it either. I think it'd be hot to fuck someone as young as you are. Got any pics so I can see what you look like?"

I was skeptical at first to send a picture of myself, but after seeing his profile pic, I knew that we didn't know each other. I did not want anybody that I knew finding out that I was exploring my sexuality. So I sent him a picture of myself in the mirror and then one with my naked butt in the mirror.

This warranted an immediate response from him as he said "I'd love to make that sissy ass of yours mine."

"Good because I'd love to feel what a real cock is like. May I see a pic of yours? if it's too big then it might not even fit." I said back to him

It didn't take long for him to send a dick pic and I was pleasantly surprised. It looked to be about 6", shaved, healthy, and clean.

"That's a perfect cock. I want to feel its head on my tongue and feel it buried in my ass." I hoped this would be the message I needed to send in order to turn my fantasies into real life.

"Well I'll be free tomorrow at 5:00 if you would like to come over. I'm dying to fuck that tight girly ass of yours." A wave of excitement washed over me. I had just found someone to give me a taste of real cock.

"I'll be over at 6:00 then." I responded. But his next question was somewhat unexpected as he asked,

"Do you have any girl clothes you could wear over here? You're a cute twink but you'd make an even hotter femboy."

"I'll try my best to come up with something." I responded. Even if i had to dress up as a girl to get some real cock, I was willing to go through with it. He was my ideal type after all. He was older, not chubby, and had the perfect sized cock that was just a little bigger than anything I'd tried at home.

He didn't respond after that, presumably asleep as it was pretty late. I didn't know why but I was super turned on by the thought of dressing as a girl to go get fucked. I was conpletely straight three months ago and now I had plans to dress like a girl and go get fucked like one. I briefly felt ashamed once again but the feeling left as quickly as it had came. I was simply too excited for the next day and quickly tried to fall asleep

I woke the next morning still excited and hornier than ever. luckily, it was the weekend and my parents were at work. I went into my mom's closet and looked for clothes I could wear this afternoon. My mom and I were similar heights and build. It didn't take long for me to find a matching set of panties and bra, along with a short skirt and a crop top.

Going back into my room, I stripped and began putting the girl clothes on. the lacy silk of the panties felt surprisingly good against my privates. I wondered how women weren't constantly horny while wearing these. When I was done and looking in the mirror, I was shocked by the sight in front of me. A cute girl stared back at me and if you didn't know I had a cock then I could easily pass as a girl.

Now that I had my outfit ready, it was time to prepare for my first real cock. I planned on not eating all day and using an enema to make sure I was completely clean inside and out. I then used the biggest hairbrush handle in the house to try and get as loose as possible. By 5:00 I was sure that I could fit a 6" cock as long as he went really slow and gentle.

He soon texted me his address and said to come at any time. having nothing left to prepare, I got in my car and drove to the address he provided. It led me to a nice neighborhood and I parked in his driveway. I was practically shaking with anxiety. Here I was, about to have a cock inside my mouth and ass. It wasn't too late to head back now but I had already come this far.

Steeling my nerves, I messaged him that I had arrived and he told me to come in through the front door. I got out of my car and walked up the small set of stairs leading to the front door. Turning the handle I let myself in. And there he was, standing in front of me. Thankfully, he looked exactly how he had in his pictures. Closing the door behind me and taking my shoes off, I stood infront of him, not sure exactly what to say.

But I didn't have to say anything as he said "you're so much sexier in person." He then stepped forward reaching around my waist and pulling me into him, he leaned down and pressed his lips on mine. The kiss was sudden but I didn't want to dissapoint him and kissed him back, he then forced his tongue into my mouth and we began making out right in the entry way. kissing a guy wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it would be although his scruffy beard did feel slightly irritating.

After about a minute, he finally broke the kiss and told me to follow him. We made our way up to the master bedroom. Upon entry, He once again started making out with me. This time, his hand explored my body, going under my skirt and gripping my ass cheeks, along with feeling my nipples under my bra. I felt a little emboldened and reached down for his cock. The thing I so desperately desired. As I made contact with the outline of his hard rod, I knew this was what I wanted. It felt warm and already hard at about 6 inches, just like the pictures.

He then broke the kiss to whisper in my ear, "get on your knees babygirl." Hearing him call me babygirl only made me hornier. Maybe I was a sissy after all and that's why acting like a girl was such a turn on. I complied with getting on my knees. I knew what was coming, I was about to suck a cock for the first time in my life. I started worrying about how good I would be at it. I then realized he wasn't unbuckling his pants and instead was giving me an expectant look. I reached out and undid his buckle and zipper before pulling his pants and boxers down at the same time. What greeted me was a shock to say the least.

His cock had been soft the whole time. It was already a full six inches when soft, not hard. A pit began to form in my stomach. There was no way I could take this monster and I hadn't even seen it hard yet. None of the preparations I had made could've saved me for a cock of this size. I wanted to tell him I couldn't and that I didn't have enough experience to take a cock this big. But before I could form any words, he grabbed the back of my head and began forcing my lips onto the soft head of his member. He then said "Yes, I lied about how big it was but then I wouldn't have been able to get you over here. Now suck my cock like the sissy that you are."

Was he really gonna force me? It truly seemed that way as he didn't let up his grip at all and pushed me harder onto his cock. I thought that if I simply close my mouth then he wouldn't be able to get his dick inside but I was in for another shock as he slapped me with his free hand instantly causing my mouth to open. He used this opportunity to ram his cock into my mouth.

He then said "You can either make this easy or hard for yourself. And trust me, you don't want to find out what happens if you make this hard." I finally relented, realizing there was nothing I could do. He was a lot bigger than me and had already shown that he wasn't afraid to hurt me. I began to relax my mouth and started to suck on his cock.

"Thats a good girl, suck my cock you fucking sissy." hearing his words had actually turned me on and reminded me why I came here in the first place, I wanted cock, just not one of this size. I was ashamed to be getting turned on by my own rape. His cock was quickly starting to grow to seven inches, then eight, then nine, and it finally stopped growing at ten whole inches. He was letting out groans of pleasure and had been letting me bob my head all on my own. But I apparently wasn't doing good enough as he began to try and thrust deeper into my throat. I could barely wrap my lips around it and now he wanted to go deeper into my throat. I started gagging with each thrust and tears had begun watering my eyes.

"Relax your throat bitch. the more you fight it, the harder it'll be." I took his advice and was able to let his cock deeper and deeper into my throat. With saliva and precum running down my chin, he had picked up a steady rythym of fucking my throat. His trimmed pubic hair would touch my nose and his huge balls would slap my chin with each thrust into my throat. The tears hadn't stopped and he would only let me breathe about once every 10 seconds. Ten minutes later and I was finally starting to get used to it. But to my shame, my small cock was getting hard.

He took notice of my cock and laughed "I guess you like it rough huh? I'm going to turn you into my own personal fuck toy. Just a mouth and pussy to use how I want. Now stand up slut." He finally withdrew from my mouth leaving my face a slobbery mess. I stood up and he bent me over the bed hastely. I was terrified of what was to come. My only solace was the hope that he would take it slow and maybe it wouldn't hurt as bad I thought.

I felt him lift up my skirt and pull my panties down. I felt more exposed than ever as my pink hole was revealed for him to see. I then felt a warm glob of saliva land on it followed by his finger that first began rimming my virgin flower. And then he pressed it inside of me. I let out a soft moan and he said "You're so fucking tight. I cant wait to fuck you any longer." He removed his finger and then I felt it. His thick cock head poking at my backdoor. He once again reminded me that it would be a lot easier as long as I relaxed. He then applied pressure, trying to force his way inside. It felt like an impossible task. I tried moving away but his hands on my hips held me in place.

I felt a sudden shock of pain as he slapped my right ass cheek and told me to stop trying to get away. I relented and stayed in place as he kept attempting to force his way in. I finally relaxed my hole enough for his cock head to slip inside me. I practically yelped at the pain I was feeling. It felt like a water bottle had just been shoved inside of me. He was utterly stretching me apart but thankfully he stayed in place allowing me to get used to the feeling. The pain hadn't quite disappeared before he was already attempting to make his way deeper. I couldn't help it, I was squirming beneath him, trying to get away, tears streaming down my face. But ultimately there was nothing I could do as he forced his way inside me. Every time I thought he was all the way in, I would feel him go deeper. Using all of my saliva that was still on his cock, it made it easier for him bury his cock inside me. After what felt like an eternity of pain, I finally felt his hips on my ass. All ten inches of his cock had been buried inside me. Stretching and tearing me apart. I was out of breath from the pain I had just gone through and continued to feel from his cock spreading me open.

He then said to me, "I knew a slut like you would be able to take my cock. you just needed some encouragement." I didn't respond. More like I couldn't as I was still gasping from the pain. I hoped he would at least not move for a while so I could become used to the feeling, but my hopes were quickly shot down. I felt him slowly start to pull out until just the tip remained. His cock going out didn't feel anywhere near as bad as when it had entered, but I knew he would soon be repeating his exploration of my bowels.

He wanted me to beg for his cock first. "I want you to beg for my cock sissy. Tell me how you've been wanting a real mans cock inside you, taking your ass." Wanting this all to be over sooner rather than later, I obliged and said "please fuck me. please fuck my ass. I'm just a sissy who needs her ass fucked and It's all yours." "Now say that again but call me daddy slut. After all, you like older men for a reason don't you?" "Please fuck me daddy. Please fuck my ass. I'm just a sissy who needs her ass to be fucked by daddy." "Good girl, now relax while I show you what its like to be fucked," he said.

I then felt his cock going back into my still very tight hole. It didn't hurt as much as the first time and was at least less painful. But nonetheless I still let out a groan of pain. He repeated the process, pulling out till just the tip remained and slowly inserting himself back in. The pain was beginning to lessen and it was just in time too, as he began to pick up the pace. fucking me harder and faster now, I felt every ridge and vein of his long, thick shaft ravaging my insides. The sounds of his thighs and balls slapping against my backside could be heard throughout the whole house at this point. And with each thrust, I felt the pain start to go away. A feeling I was faintly familiar with slowly took over. It was his cock rubbing against my prostate. Except this feeling was different from when it was my fingers and home made dildos.

This pleasure was practically running throughout my entire body. Without even realizing it, my groans of pain had turned into moans of pleasure. I was loving every inch of daddy's ten inch cock and he knew it too. "You even moan like a girl. I think you were always meant to be a sissy cock slut. Tell daddy how much you love being fucked in your boy pussy." He said as he continued to slam his cock in and out me. I could hardly breathe, let alone speak, yet I just barely managed get the words out. "I *ugh* love your cock *mmm* daddy, I love the feeling of it sliding in and *nghmmm* out of me. please keep fucking me daddy." "That's right slut, you're daddy's little whore. My own personal fuck toy. Just a cum dump for me to use." I felt his thrusts get even faster and harder somehow. My ass cheeks were starting to get sore from how hard he was slamming into me. But the pain was a just a distant thought in comparison to the orgasm that was steadily building from within me. I knew I was about to cum. "Please don't *mmmmf* stop daddy, please dont stop. I think I'm *uugghhh* gonna cum." I moaned out load as he contunued to drill my ass. Then it happened, I exploded on to the bed below my stomach. It felt like waves of pleasure were going all throughout my body. I was practically shaking as he still had me pinned and bent over his bed.

My orgasm must've sent him over the edge too as I suddenly felt his cock pulse inside me, followed by a warm sensation deep within my ass. His pace finally slowed down and soon came to a stop. He collapsed on top of me with his slowly softening cock still inside of me. "You even came like a girl. I felt your ass convulsing around my cock and I couldn't help but cum inside you. So how did you like daddy breeding you?" He asked.

I finally had the answer to my new found sexuality. I was now a sissy cock slut and cock was the only thing I would want from here on out. "I loved it daddy, I'm glad you showed me that I can handle a cock like yours." "Good because I plan on using you as my new cum dump."

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