Terminal Love

"Did I do something to displease you, Ed?"

"No... just the opposite. I'm afraid if I get many more of those kisses, my heart is going to give out and you'll be left alone, again. Wow!!! How could anyone let you go after experiencing that?"

"Ed, have you ever attempted to kiss one of your lips with the other?"

"Not really, and not something I feel is possible."

"That's right. For a kiss to work, there must be four cooperative lips. Change the equation, and you won't get the same results. That kiss was just as much you as me, so you get 50% of the blame."

"Well, I have no idea where I might have picked up the education needed to kiss like that, but I can't begin to describe what it feels like on the receiving end."

"Ed, I promise you, if you keel over as a result of one of our kisses, I'll make sure you are decent before anyone views your body."

"In that case, I'll reconsider and take you up on your offer, again. It looks like there are a lot of people waiting for tables, so lets free up this table and take a walk."

"That sounds wonderful, Ed."

Outside, the weather was beautiful. The pre-summer heat was fading as the sun was setting. Ed took Mandy out back and showed her the extensive garden the restaurant had. They walked up and down the rows of crops, and Ed told her all about the different types of plants. As they walked, Ed had his arm around her waist, and when they stopped to explore, he snuggled up against her back with his arms around her waist. "You sure feel good," Ed said.

"That's for sure; your touch is reacquainting me with how good it feels to be touched. You're very talented."

"Mandy, you know that wasn't what I was saying, but I love knowing we both enjoy touch."

"I got hooked on touch when I was a baby, and it became my escape. Some people escape into drugs or alcohol; when I'm stressed, I just close my eyes and gently run my fingers over my sensitive skin."

"Would you mind if I take over that job? I love touching."

"Ed, I've never met anyone who enjoys touch as much as I do, so I've always had to rely on my own fingers. If you'd like to help out, I'll definitely welcome that. I can't think of a place on my body that doesn't enjoy being touched."

"I hope you won't be limiting me to only using fingers."

"Mmmm, that sounds luscious."

"Not as luscious as the sound of your voice, the feel of your soft skin and the taste of your lips on mine. Let's sit down on this bench, Mandy."

"Only if you promise to continue to hold me. I love how attentive and sensual you are."

"Mandy, if you keep responding as you do, both in your body movements and the little sounds you make, you may be asking for more than you can handle."

"Never! I'd love to see you try to exceed my capacity for touch."

"Is that a challenge, you sensual woman?"

Leaning in to his ear, Mandy whispered, "Yes," before nibbling on his ear lobe.

Once seated on the bench, Ed's arm held her close. She enjoyed feeling him next to her and loved his exploring hand that was caressing the side of her face. "Ed, I can't believe how comfortable I feel with you. I feel like I've always known you, and your touch seems to already know what I like. I'm definitely going to enjoy having you in my life. I don't know how I can thank Sandy enough for helping us meet." With that, she placed a tender little kiss on Ed's lips.

"Oh!! You've got dangerous lips, Mandy. Are there any other dangerous parts I need to be aware of?"

"I'll leave that up to you to discover," she said with a smile.

"Any limits, Mandy?"

"At this point in our lives, what's there to gain by placing limits?"

"Then let's start discovering," said Ed.

Ed let his fingers explore Mandy's head, while she leaned back on the bench and welcomed his touch. Ed could tell by the sensual sounds gently escaping from her lips exactly what types of touch she enjoyed. While appreciating her melodies, he whispered to her, "Sandy failed to tell me you are such a hypnotically sensual musical instrument."

"She doesn't know everything about me. I have some secrets I even keep from her," laughed Mandy. "I'm going to be challenged when it comes to my feelings about you, though. I want to shout to the world how happy I feel to have found you, yet I also want to cherish these special feelings just between us."

"Just continue to share your beautiful music, and I'll do all in my power to continue to feed your feelings." With that, Ed's hand left her head and caressed her neck. Little shivers shuddered through her body, each one accentuating the smile on her face. Her breathing played harmony to the notes that flowed from her lips. She gazed with deep emotion into Ed's eyes. Ed continued downward, feeling the definition of the muscles of her shoulders and upper arms. She wasn't muscular, but her muscles weren't hidden by fat and were definitely defined. She lost herself in Ed's combination of deep massage and light tender touches. Lowering his hand to her chest, he touched her blouse, molding the material around her form, revealing the beauty of her firm breasts.

Looking down, Mandy apologized, "I'm sorry I don't have more to offer in that area."

"You feel there needs to be more? Mandy, I love subtleties. Since when is more, better? There is a German proverb that states: 'The greatest wealth is contentment with a little.' Let me see if I feel a need for more." With that, he ran his fingers down the outside of a breast, flowing down and around the bottom.

A continuous concert of "Oh, Yi, Ah" flowed from the depths of Mandy's soul.

"Mandy, do you honestly believe your breasts would feel better for either of us, if they were larger? Your sensitivity is all I need, for that is what feeds my soul."

"OK," Mandy panted, "I accede. If you continue to enjoy what I have, I promise I'll never again want them to be bigger, for I'd never get more pleasure from them than I already am experiencing with you. I love that you're letting me see myself through your eyes, and I love the beauty I see there. Neither of us wants to disappoint the other, but what I see in your eyes tells me I am incapable of disappointing you. I've never felt that before, and I must admit I really like that feeling. I feel the same about you; I don't see how it would be possible for you to disappoint me."

"Mandy, I can't believe how happy I feel right now. Having only a little taste of you, I already don't want to let go. I'd love for this to go on forever, but it's getting late, and I'm concerned your sister will be sending the cops out after me."

"I didn't realize the time, either. You make time, and all other irrelevant aspects of life, disappear. My mind is racing, attempting to foresee all the joy we will share, yet I don't want to know what will happen before it actually happens. Though we do need to go, I never want this to end. Thank you, Ed. Thank you for opening my eyes to things I never dreamt could exist. I look forward to you teaching me more, and hopefully I'll be able to teach you a thing or two, also. How about one last kiss?" With that, Mandy's lips melted into Ed's, triggering a flow of passion that reverberated through both their bodies.

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"Well?" asked Sandy.

"Well what?" responded Mandy.

"You know darned well what. Tell me what's going through that mind of yours."

"I was just thinking about Pete, Sandy."

"What!! If your evening was so bad, what took you so long to get home?"

"I was just wondering what I ever saw in Pete, now I realize how happy I am knowing he'll never be in my life again."

"That good?"

"No... better... much better... the best." With that, Mandy flew into Sandy's arms, squeezing the breath right out of her. "Sandy, I'll never be able to thank you enough. I don't know how you managed to do it, but you did it... and then some. I'm the luckiest girl in the world to have a big sister like you." Tears flowed from both, though their smiles showed their true meaning.

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"Hi Natalie, sorry I didn't bring the veggies by the other night. When would you like me to bring them by?"

"That bad?"

"What bad?" answered Ed. Have I ever given you bad veggies?"

"Edward Thomas, stop messing with me and spill the beans."

"You want beans, too? OK, I'll add them to your list."

"Has anyone ever told you how impossible you are?"

"Oh, many times over the past 60 years, my dear big sister."

"OK, what do I need to do?

"Natalie, after all these years of you drumming it into my head, have you forgotten the magic word?"

"OK, Ed, please tell me about your date."

"Oh, you want me to bring dates, too?"

"Edward, you're driving me crazy!"

"But it's so much fun."

"I'm going to come over there and squeeze it out of you, you big tease. Tell me about Mandy."

"She's perfect."

"She's what?"

"You heard me big sister. She's an angel. You can't get any more perfect than that."

"Really?"

"See, that's the reason I don't give you the facts; you don't believe them when I say them."

"I believe you; I believe you. I just can't imagine this worked, and you finally have someone you like."

"Nope, wrong again, it's gone way beyond like, already."

"Ed, get yourself over here, right now."

"You want your veggies tonight?"

"Ed, you're terrible. I don't know why I love you so much."

"Maybe because I keep you on your toes and young."

"Are you going to come over here, or do I need to come over there to give my baby brother a big hug?"

"I'm coming, Sis."

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Mandy and Ed were happy they didn't have to play all the courtship games and jump through ridiculous hoops to prove anything. They did what they chose to do, not what they felt needed to be done to impress the other. They couldn't believe how smooth and comfortable their relationship was. They did activities when they felt like doing activities; they went out to eat when they felt like going out to eat; and they pleasured each other when they felt like pleasuring each other. The last item seemed to hold their attention the best.

Mandy wanted to keep working as long as possible, as she couldn't picture herself just sitting around waiting for the inevitable. She needed to feel productive and alive. Work schedules limited their time together, but Ed and Mandy definitely made the most of whatever time was available. Ed was conscientious enough to make sure Mandy got the sleep she needed, so always left her by 10pm.

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One Saturday morning, Sandy asked Mandy what her plans were. "Sandy, I appreciate your understanding. I know you want to spend time with me, and I promise to schedule time for you tomorrow afternoon. I love you and want to be with you, but I adore Ed and need to be with him. He gives me the energy I need to keep going. I know you're torn, as you understand my needs but also want to make the most of whatever time you can share with me. We're both torn, but realize you are very special to me and always in my heart. Ed and I are planning to go to the beach, today. Don't wait up for me, and don't be surprised if I'm not here when you wake in the morning."

"Does Ed know about the after beach plans?"

"Not yet, but I believe I'm learning how to influence his plans and decisions," she answered with a smile.

"Mandy, I know you think of me, and that's all I need. I just want you to be happy and fulfilled, and I can tell Ed is the perfect solution. Though I look forward to being filled in on all the juicy gossip, I am happy for you and don't want you to limit any opportunities with Ed to be with me. We still have our time when he has to work and you are off. I don't need a lot of time from you. I just like knowing we remain connected."

"Sandy, there is nothing that could ever disconnect us from each other."

"I know. That's what makes you so special to me. Can I help you pack?"

"I've got all I need right here," holding up her purse.

"OK, I won't ask."

"You can do me a big favor, though, Sandy. Could you tell me your thoughts on my new bathing suit?" as she pulled her cover-up over her head."

Walking around Mandy, Sandy eyed her from all angles. "OK, Mandy, you want my honest thoughts, I recommend putting your cover-up back on."

"Is there something wrong with it?"

"No, I just want you to get to the beach in one piece, and that's probably the most distracting suit I've ever seen, not to mention what it's barely covering up. Remember, he has to keep his eyes on the road. Seeing you like this makes it hard for me to continue to see you as my baby sister. You're all woman, girl."

"Thanks, Sandy. You're sweet. It sure is nice to truly feel like a woman. I must admit I feel more like a woman than ever before. I've been a daughter, sister, professional and wife, and all felt good, but this is a whole different dimension, and I love it."

"And I love how you are glowing. You'll never know how happy it makes me to see you like this, though I admit maybe I'm seeing a bit more than I need to see, so here's your cover-up."

After the cover-up returned to Mandy's body, the doorbell rang. "Hi Ed," said Mandy, as she threw her arms around him and gave him a big kiss.

"Someone looks happy, today," he smiled.

"Is it that obvious?" Mandy asked.

"If it were more obvious, it would be front page headline of the New York Times, tomorrow."

"Thanks, Ed. You're sweet."

"Sandy, I apologize for stealing your sister away from you again, but I can't say I'm sorry for the opportunity. I have a job tomorrow afternoon, so she'll be all yours, then."

"Ed, just keep her happy, and I'll place no limits on you."

"That's the tough part, Sandy, for every time I attempt to make her happy, she keeps handing it back to me. I'll keep putting forth my best effort, though."

"Well, just enjoy yourselves at the beach, and don't rush home." To Mandy, she added, "and remember my warning, little sister."

On their way out to the car, Ed asked, "What was Sandy's warning?"

"It was nothing, Ed. You know about overprotective older sisters. Let's get going."

The drive to the beach was filled with smiles, laughter and tender touches, though, in the back of her mind, Mandy did think of Sandy's warning and did her best to not distract him... too much. The beach was beautiful. Mandy felt like a little kid as she got out of the car and ran to feel the sand between her toes. "Ed, I promised I wouldn't withhold anything from you, yet I didn't tell you about Sandy's warning." As she removed her cover-up, she said, "She told me to not distract you while you were driving."

Ed swallowed hard and then asked, "Did she by chance see that bathing suit?"

"Ah... yes."

"Thank you Sandy; you just saved our lives. Mandy, you look unbelievable. I've had a hint of a very appealing body, but I never anticipated this type of perfection. If I knew that was sitting next to me, I don't think I could have been able to focus on my driving."

"And what would you have been focusing on, my dear Ed?" Mandy asked as she sidled up to him and gave him a little kiss. Looking down, she enjoyed the inability of Ed's trunks to hide the truth.

The day was ideal. Mandy felt like a kid again, making sand castles, digging for sand crabs, running in and out of the waves and finally just walking hand-in-hand down the beach. She focused intently on everything, as if engraving each experience deep in her mind. They shared stories about beach experiences while growing up. They laughed and played, as if they hadn't a care in the world.

As the day progressed, Ed suggested they go to a restaurant and feed their stomachs, though their hearts and souls felt nourished all day. He found a nice beachside restaurant, and they sat down to eat. While eating, they never broke contact. Some body part was always in contact with some part of the other's body. Mandy said, "Ed, I told Sandy not to wait up for me, tonight."

"Don't you need your sleep?"

"We all need our sleep, but there are many ways to get that sleep."

"Did you have something specific in mind, Mandy?"

"Tonight, I want to sleep with my lover."

"Mandy, I won't ask if you're sure, as I know you'd never suggest anything you didn't feel desirous of and ready for. I'm sure we've both felt voids in our beds, since we entered each other's life. Every night, in bed, all I think about is wanting to hold you close, feel your warmth, inhale your sweet scent, taste your sweet lips, hear your erotic love sounds, and after today, I know the delicious sights I want to see. Mandy, I've had an STD panel run on me, but the lab said the results won't be in till Monday."

"Ed, you're so sweet. I know you care, but even if you were contagious, nothing would change for me, plus I can't get pregnant. I have no desire to wait. If you do bring something, it's already a part of you, and I want all of you, no barriers and no limits. Earlier today, I told Sandy I've never before felt more like a woman, and tonight, I want you to make me your woman. I want you to enter me and remain with me. I want you to fill my void. I want to feel your sperm swim through my womb, so I can fantasize about them meeting up with my egg and creating new love. I have nothing but dreams left, and I love your eagerness to partner me in my dreams. Ed, in a way, I say to myself I don't care about reality, but then I realize you are my reality, and I love you. Let's blend the best of reality and fantasy and live a lifetime together. Time and space can only be experienced by comparing it to a static point in time and space. If we don't have that starting point, time and space become infinite, and our love will live forever. All I want is to focus on the moment at hand and enjoy that moment to the fullest. You'll never know how much I appreciate your sharing these moments with me, loving me, fulfilling me and helping me to see beyond the confines that have previously limited my perspective. I've never seen my femininity or love with all the depth and dimensions you've opened my eyes to. You already fill my soul, and tonight I want you to fill my body and hold me in your embrace all night long."

"Yes, Mandy. Tonight is ours, no restrictions or limits, just unlimited love. Though I was always jealous of the love Natalie and Chuck have, I now realize their love is a mere shadow of what I feel for you. Never did I imagine connecting with a more perfect woman: your thoughts, your feelings and your delicious physical package. You have freely shared your thoughts and feelings with me, and tonight we will share a physical connection that will take us beyond any limitations of time and space. Though very little was hidden on the beach, today, I look forward to what remains, as I know how eager you are to share yourself with me fully and completely. We'll introduce my little sperm to your inviting egg, creating an entity of love that will endure forever. Every experience we share is engraved in my soul, as I'm sure it's equally engraved in yours, giving these experiences a depth that couldn't be comprehended by others. Thank you for welcoming me into your remarkable love. I feel honored to share the beauty of your life with you."

"Mandy, I've come to a realization. I always knew energy couldn't be destroyed, so though the volume of energy may change shape, the whole doesn't diminish. By reducing the X axis, the Y axis can grow. Maybe, when people don't open themselves to that depth, the energy grows on the Z axis, leading their lives to be flat like a pancake. Shortening time just pushes that energy in another direction. It looks like we have the ability to choose what direction that energy goes. When we lose one of our senses, the other senses become heightened. I had no idea the depth that could result from our circumstances. All we had to do was open ourselves up to that depth, and there it was. I don't think unlimited lifespans would allow for people to experience what we experience. It may be people are merely living a diluted form of what we experience. We're the lucky ones; we're the winners. Who wants to live a diluted life, when this can exist? Life would be terrible, if we lived forever. Quality is definitely more valuable than quantity."