All Comments on 'The Lure of Cock from the Closet'

Well done I am also a bi male and love to suck cock. Will be looking for a follow up chapter.

All men want cock, just some won't admit. I luv sucking cock ( and being fucked bi one), I'm not turned on bi mem, butt I sure enjoy sex with their seXi bits. I do get turned bi women. I can't walk down the street without getting horny, I've cum appreciate the sexiness in a wide range of women, old, young, fat, short, tiny teats, skinny, saggy teats (small saggies send me over the edge) tall, bug asses, big clit, tiny asses, big natural teats, red hair, blonde hair, nipples of any type, dreckles, collarbones, shoulder blades well you get the picture. A hawt seXi compromise would be to share a penis with a woman

Describes me to a “t” minus the panties. Hi guy who loves to suck cock when opportunity presents itself. Keep the stories cumming.

I too love sucking juicy pricks show me one and I get naked and slopply suck that and spray my face I love being naked outdoors on my knees with a big har juicy cock pointed at my cockwhore face, I do not fuck but I suck like a submissive whore

I read your story and it's exactly me. I'm a part-time crossdresser who rarely has sex with my wife. I only truly want to have sex with men. I love a man holding me and kissing me, then feeding me his cock, first in my mouth and then in my man-pussy fucking me deep and hard. I really appreciate your repeated use of the word "gay" because that's exactly EXACTLY how I feel. When I talk with other men on the gay phone cruiseline, a lot of men don't want to use the word "gay" but I have been using it for at least 2 years now because (like you) I have come to accept and admit that I am truly "gay" - a "homosexual". This makes your story one of the best - if not THE BEST - story on all of Literotica.

Please tell more stories like this one. Tell us how a married man can live 2 lives.

Do we need to finally come out of the closet? or should we continue with our secret gay lives ? Please let me know your thoughts.

You can email me at davejo91@outlook.com if you want - or leave a comment on this story. Thank you.

Hugs and kisses,

cdCindy1

Never thought it would come to pass but Jim separated from his wife and my wife went back to spend time to care for her aging mother. Not sure how long this will last but at least for now we are alone together. We are more than just a gay couple, I have never felt more feminine and gay and Jim has been such a virile, masculine gentleman to me. He says I turn him on more than any real woman ever has, I love to hear that, I really do, and really try to be fem and demure for him.

Like today just walking around the house in micro thin white cotton panties with embroidered pink and silver trim and silly little pink peace symbols all over the fabric (cotton panties are so underrated, they can feel and look as sexy as any panties) and a silky white half camisole. It's so hard not to feel and act gay for a man when you dress like this. Jim is all man too, 6'3" 220, buff and hairy, masculinity personified. I'm tall too (6'1") and down to 147lbs. Jim says I'm a twig but I know he loves me like this. While Jim is hairy and masculine, other than the hair on my head and a small "landing" strip above my clitty, I'm hairless and smooth all over. Toes painted pink, body lotion and perfume I couldn't feel more fem.

So walking around in these panties and cami Jim can't help but come up to me and start pawing me all over. I love it! It makes me shudder knowing it turns him on like this and as he nuzzles my neck and kisses my ear he plays with my ass and rubs my clitty though the panties I get so hard. Doesn't take long and he is soon naked and I have his cock in my hand. We kiss like rabid dogs before I go after the prize, his uber hard gorgeous big cock. I'm so gay. Can't help it if I love looking, feeling and being fem, it exacerbates my homosexual desires. There are so many different flavors of gay, but for me being the feminine male for a masculine man is the most delicious. Then to be able to suck his cock openly with each other makes all the more exciting and liberating. Really I am the fem partner and I love the role.

It's only been a couple of weeks but our routine is as exciting now as the first day we moved in together. I cook for him, take care of the house and laundry and do what I can to man him feel like a king, which is making sure he gets all the sex he wants. Would have to say in these few weeks we have sex at least twice a day. I just go with the flow; if he wants to fuck me I love it, if he wants me to suck him off I love it, sometimes we 69, and sometimes after he cums he'll jack me off or watch me jack off.

As things heat up in our romance we are not sure we will ever go back to our wives. Why should we, as I make the best wife any man could have? Jim's wife caught him masturbating to gay porn and he confessed that he is attracted to men, to me specifically. I don't think my wife has any idea so that will be a bridge I will have to cross. But for right now it's heaven, the freedom to be openly gay with each other. The excitement of being dressed sexy and fem for Jim makes us both so horny. Walking around in panties and a cami is so natural for me, sometimes I'll walk around in just panties and strappy 5" high heel silver rhinestone sandals, nothing else! Just panties and high heels! At 10am in the morning! That gets Jim hard, me too! Makes me shudder in acceptance of my homosexuality, just being and acting so fem and gay. Always talking in a soft sexy voice too. Jim's masculinity and wonderful hard cock coupled with my feminine nature and tendencies makes me tingle. Love sucking cock. Love making him hard, getting to feel it, sniff it, rub my face in it, lick it, lick his balls (Jim LOVES that), plunge my mouth over his cock and hear him moan, love giving him all the devoted attention his cock so richly deserves sucking his cock as he sits in a big overstuffed armchair his horny little cocksucking fem bitch lapping at his magnificent manhood like a puppy at a bowl of food. Going to town sucking his cock, judging his pleasure, knowing it gets him off as he is talking dirty to me as I suck him off:

"You love cock, don't you sweetie?"

"Mmmmm Hmmmm," as I slobbered all over it.

"You love Daddy's cock?".

"MMMMMM HMMMM.....I love your cock!". Then quickly returned it to my mouth.

"Such a good little cocksucker."

"MmmmmHmmmm."

"I bet no other sissy fag sucks cock as good as you."

"Uhnnnn Uhhhhh."

"You suck my cock better than any girl ever did, much better than my wife, that's a fact."

"Yummy! I love your cock," I finally respond as I come up for air. Then he says what he loves to say when I suck his cock:

"Will you marry me Honey?"

"Oh fuck yes! I love your cock Daddy."

"Suck Daddy's cock sweetie!"

"Mmmmm Hmmmm," as I know he's close.

"OH! FUCK! YES!" Jim exclaims as he comes in my mouth. I never lose a drop as I worship his cock. Usually I suck on it long after he has cum in my mouth, keeping it hard and sensitive as long as possible. "I love you!" he tells me.

"I love you too," I respond pulling off his cock to kiss him and sit in his lap kissing him and hope he jacks me off.

Then there is the incident with Maggie, our neighbor she asked if we were gay and I sheepishly nodded yes. She was over for wine one night, I was in guy clothes but Jim whispered something to her and she said she'd love to see me dressed. It took me a while but I pulled out all the stops; wig, perfect makeup, stockings, panties, silky spaghetti strap cocktail dress. With all the wine I was frisky and sat on Jim's lap and made out with him. It was so hot having Maggie there that perhaps against better judgement I got on my knees in front of Jim on the couch started sucking him off, right there with Maggie wide eyed yet loving it. Fuck! Don't think I ever gave a better blow job with a gal as an audience. After Jim came Maggie and Jim played with my cock through the panties and took turns jacking me off till I came. Probably one of the best orgasms of my life. Maggie then joked about wanting to lock my cock up in a chastity cage, but that is a story for another time, as is when they took me to show me off at a gay bar and the poker party I was the "hostess" at. Mmmmmmmnnnnnnnnnn..........

OMG I want to hear your chastity experiences. And your hostess work. And your public outings. Baby you are so sexy. I dream of being you in all your stories. Thank you!

.........Locked for you. I love being locked in my pink cock cage for you. I do have a nice cock that like any cock it loves to be played with. It's been locked before so I can't explain why it feels so erotic and sexy being locked up. Perhaps it's just the implied act of submission when I'm in my feminine transformation - completely shaved and smooth all over and under especially my clitty in its harness with a tiny "V" patch "landing strip". Sexy high heel open toe sandals showing off my pink and lavender toes, black fishnet stockings again allowing my painted toes to show. Silky, stretchy mesh pink and black panties where my locked member cannot hide its confinement. A sexy lace pink and black matching bustier allows viewing still that that I am locked (for you!) and with my sexy "Jayne Fonda" wig and stylish make-up with uber glossy pink lips and long batty eyelashes there is no doubt I have but one desire, one quest - complete fulfillment of pleasuring you.

In sassy movements I flit around, the clicking of my heels echoing about as you admire your long legged treasure. You inspect me up close and grin, immensely humored as you fondle my locked cock in their sexy panties and then play with my cute pantied ass. Hoping I'm not too forward I feel for your manhood through your trousers, producing a momentary pause and shudder then a full on open mouth kiss as we lock in an embrace.

Enough! you think as you push me down to my knees. You disrobe completely as I look up in anticipation at you and your masculine perfection. Your penis is hardening as I wait patiently, obediently, for cock. Stepping forward you simply press your stunning manhood into my face, mashing your scent onto me, marking me, owning me. My hands obediently behind my back, my face pressed into your cock, it's aroma of intoxicating testosterone engulfing my being. Hungrily I sniff, kiss and lick at the beast drinking in the smell of manly cock, lathering it with my tongue, hoping soon to taste it. Finally stabbing it into my mouth both of our desires are met, me privileged to suck such a magnificent cock, you being attended for your animalistic sexual urges by such an eager cocksucker.

"Such a pretty little cocksucker" you tell me as I gnaw lovingly on your cock, hands still behind as the taste of your glorious cock permeates my senses. "Pretty little cocksucker".

"Suck it, bitch" you command knowing your verbal language drives me deeper into my hungry desires of lust, service and dark truth about who I am.

"Faggot" you continue as you can sense my eagerness grow.

My own clitty is engorged in the confines of its pink plastic cage as I feast on your manhood. You pull your cock from my mouth and walk to the large armchair sitting with both arms resting, legs spread and cock waving teasingly. Needing no encouragement I crawl on hands and knees to the beacon of my sexual desires. I love cock, the taste of cock, the scent of cock, the sensation of cock filling my mouth, filling my ass pussy, the tingly feeling sucking cock gives me, it drives my sexuality. Now I go to town making love to your cock, finally touching it with my hands, jacking on it, fondling your massive balls, licking it, sniffing it, rubbing my face into it, filling my mouth with it. My deepest desires manifest my cock sucking, wanting only to please you as I pleasure your cock. Being caged makes my cocksucking insatiable yet selfishly I want to drink your cum.

You are free to do anything you please with me; cum in my mouth, cum all over me, fuck your horny femme bitch, it's all fair game. I'm locked (for you), my desire will not wane because of it, anything you do will only make me want it more, want all you desire from me.

Taking me over your lap, you pull down my panties down and gently massage the lovely cheeks, belying what is to come. "Crack" breaks the gentleness as your hand slaps the soft flesh. In staccato bursts fierce slaps ring out, raining loud spanks on my ass reddening it as I gulp and let escape a muffled whimper.

I know my ass pussy is next.....

(PS Anonymous admirer, its me jakladd)

Read this story again and loved it -- ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT AGAIN !!! As I mentioned in my other comment from before, this story speaks to me so perfectly. Even though I'm married, I know that I'm gay; I know I'm a homosexual and fem. The line in the story that really hit hard with me is:

"Both of us were married. Both of us were closet homosexuals living a straight life to family and the friends and the world who knew us."

I'm still living the straight life and haven't told my wife yet - but I know in my heart that one day I will have to come out to her. I hope she accepts me for being gay, even though I expect the marriage to be over. I hope I too meet someone like Jim who can be my husband.

Tell us, are you and Jim still together (your comment above was from 2 yrs ago). I truly hope that you eventually did come out to your wife. Please let us know what happened? If you want, you can privately email me (I think we've actually emailed each other in the past) at

davejo91@olutlook.com

Looking forward to hearing from you,

hugs & kisses,

cdCindy XOXOXOXOX

Read this story again (I couldn't help it - it's the best story on all of Literotica). The paragraph that sums me up perfectly just like you is:

"Speaking for myself & perhaps many other married men I would love to be flitting around naked for a handsome manly man with a big hard cock, to be his 'love puppy' to bring pleasure to his manhood. Everyone is different in their kink towards wanting cock, mine is to be submissive and feminine. Some guys focus on only cock in their latent homosexuality, not me. I know I'm gay because kissing a man turns me on, makes me feel feminine and gay. Alpha males are very turned on by femme submissive betas like me, turned on by this desire to express our gayness through feminine mannerisms. Panties? You bet! Stockings and high heels? OMG yes! Silky dresses, wigs and lipstick, yes please. Did I mention PINK panties? Guys that wear panties and suck cock are intoxicated by the color pink, the deeper shade of hot pink the deeper the desire to be gay and suck cock."

Yes that's me exactly. I'm a sissy crossdressing faggot "GAY" feminine submissive pink-panty loving sissy homosexual -- who hasn't yet come out to his wife. One day, I hope to do so. When that happens, then I'll be able to dress openly and publicly, hopefully I'll find a boyfriend to serve and please - someone to call my "husband". I know that even though I'm married to a beautiful woman, I know that I'M GAY !!!

Let's keep in touch.

Hugs & kisses,

cdCindy XOXOXOXOXOX

Cdcindy. I hope that you can realise your dream, you won’t regret it! Xxxx

Good story and the oral descriptions describe my closeted cock sucking desires.

You describe my homosexual lust for oral sex with a masculine male, the desire for the cock, balls, musky scent, taste and feel of a hard member sliding in and out of my mouth, the groans of the guy, the sweat and the feeling of his balls as he is about to climax in my mouth. Would love to be an oral submissive to another married guy who wants to dominate another mans mouth. This is my "closet desire" and I really want to make it happen...get me on my knees...push my face into your fragrant crotch and demand service and tell me how much I need to unleash the inner hidden cocksucker part of my suppressed sexuality, mmm.

jakladd, You are a gifted writer. Words seem to just flow, for you in a way that others can understand. Your stories reach many, including me. As a bi guy, trying to live a straight life, I still desire cock the way you describe it. Those feelings do not just vanish from my thoughts. I often throw out my girl clothes, only to buy new ones again, and that cycle continues. Why don't I just come out? Like you wrote, it's not easy, even for a single guy like myself. Guilt, shame, anxiety, along with uncertainty, fear and being labeled by society. I often wish I could be myself openly, and not care what others think.