The Wolf Inside Me Pt. 03

The sun was blazing overhead as Adam made his way down the street. His clothes, a loose white vest and baggy blue shorts, were not his usual style but his discomfort in wearing something different had soon evaporated in the midafternoon heat. Despite the heat, Adam was too lost in his own thoughts to worry about the sun's rays licking at his exposed skin. His mind was once more back in the woods. Back with the werewolf that had so dominated his thoughts for the last few days. His fingers twitched in anticipation, as if he could reach out and stroke its thick, dark fur.

In all the ways he could have imagined losing his virginity, that had definitely never occurred to him. A memory pleasure sparked deep inside him as he thought about that first time being penetrated. Part of him was still in shock. He'd been fucked by a werewolf. Willingly submitted to the beast and used as an instrument of pleasure. That's not what real men did! And yet part of him was proud. He had taken a werewolf's cock and lived to tell the tale. How many people could say that?

The changes still worried him. Out of fear of spontaneously turning, Adam had called in sick for the last few days. His manager was increasingly getting annoyed with each phone call but what could he do? It was safer for everybody if he remained locked up inside. As each day passed, Adam diligently searched his body for any tell-tale signs. Checking his ears to ensure they remained a human shape and his body for patches of fur. Nothing. His body remained naturally smooth and every time he brushed his blond hair to the side, he saw the same regular human ears. The only things that seemed to be different were his nipples and his balls. He'd discovered just how sensitive they'd become while scrubbing down in the shower after his encounter with the werewolf. One stroke had sent a shiver running down his spine and he'd lost himself in the feeling for the next 10 minutes. Pinching, stroking, and gently twisting his nipples. Sending pulses of pleasure through his body that caused his hole to tighten and dick to twitch. It was after he'd dried off, he first noticed the change to his little berries. They had always been small but now, it was as if they were trying to retreat up and inside his body. He'd dismissed it at first as just the cold air in his bathroom but every time he checked his balls were in the same place. Mocking him and his lack of manhood. For surrendering to that beast and becoming its sissy slut.

Adam shook himself to try to clear his head as he almost missed his destination. His local gym wasn't anything special. In fact, he had barely explored anything beyond the pool. Never had much interest in sports beyond that. An energy had built up inside him since secluding himself in his apartment until he was bouncing off the walls. He had to risk going out. So, he had pulled out his old gym clothes and speedos and headed for the gym in the midafternoon. It was a weekday, and he prayed that meant there wouldn't be anyone around he could harm.

Taking a deep breath, he plunged through the automatic doors and breathed a sigh of relief as the air-conditioned air washed over him.

"Adam?"

The familiar voice finally yanked Adam out of the wolfish thoughts in his head. He glanced over at the desk and his mouth dropped open. Leaning over the other side of the counter, in a tight-fitting black polo shirt, was Enrico.

"I thought that was you loitering outside. How you been, man?"

Adam quickly composed himself and walked up to the counter. "Yeah, uh, yeah I'm good thanks. Been awhile. I didn't realise you worked here."

"New owners." Enrico said, flashing perfect white teeth. "Recently took over this place and brought me on as assistant manager. That was at least a month ago though, and I've never seen you in here before."

"I've been busy," Adam replied, suddenly defensive.

Enrico let out a low chuckle and exited round the side of the desk. He looked good. Dressed all in black with white sneakers, he was the perfect advertisement for the gym. Adam stood still as Enrico moved up behind him and took hold of one of his arms. Adam let out a little gasp at the touch. He was so warm. It was like a spark had passed between them. Adam looked up into the blue eyes of the man towering over him. He let himself go limp and leaned back against Enrico, as he lifted Adam's arm to compare it to his own. Adams' pale arm looked tiny next to Enrico's own ochre arm. It was easily twice as thick as his own.

"How much can you even lift," Enrico teased.

"There's other ways of working out than lifting weights."

He tried to put some mock chagrin into his words but his head was beginning to swim. Enrico's scent now surrounded him and Adam leaned back into him. An overwhelming feeling of being safe and protected by the bigger alpha male filled him up. Adam pressed himself against Enrico's massive frame and gently rocked his hips. The monster within Enrico's shorts stirred.

With a grunt, Enrico released him. Adam spun round to apologise but the words caught in his throat as he recognised fear in Enrico's eyes. It was only there for a fleeting moment before that cool smile and affable demeanour returned, but Adam was sure he saw it.

Oh, fuck. I've done it now. He's going to tell me what a freak I am.

"So, what are you planning on doing?"

It took a moment for those words to reach Adam, he was so prepared for a tirade of insults.

"Huh? Oh, swimming. I'm a swimmer." Adam said, meeting Enrico's gaze. "Or I was anyway. Should probably do it more often."

"A swimmer? Well, that goes a way to explaining how a skinny guy like you has an ass like that."

Adam let out a laugh and blushed at the compliment. "Wow. Thanks man."

"Hey, bros have got to look out for each other, right?"

Adam nodded in agreement. "So how much are the new owners charging for a swim?"

Enrico waved him off. "Don't worry about him. He's kind of a dick anyway. Just go on through."

"Really? Thanks."

Enrico waved him off and Adam headed to where he knew the changing rooms to be. The locker room was completely empty. Music seeped in from the doors to the left. A fast beat that seemed to challenge his heart to speed up. He quickly got out of his sports gear and into his speedos in privacy. After the encounter with Enrico, he was practically hopping on the spot. This must have been what the wolf meant by changes. He needed to expend this energy. He hurriedly shoved his clothes and bag into a locker, battling with the door as the bag tried to slip out at the last moment. The lock clicked and Adam was racing through the doors to the pool.

The minutes passed by as he performed lap after lap but his energy seemed to be unlimited. At one point he thought saw Enrico watching from the observation point but, by the time Adam finished that lap and could take a good look, he was gone. At last, Adam pulled his shaking body out of the pool. He'd been swimming for over an hour now and he marveled at how no one else had joined him. After the claustrophobia of his small apartment, it was good to be out in the world again. Grabbing his towel from the side, he headed back into the changing room and into the showers.

He twisted the faucet and basked in the warmth that was released over him. Ever so slowly, he began to peel down his speedos. In his mind, he was performing for the werewolf once more. He smiled as he imagined the beast's heavy breathing as he teased the material over his cheeks.

Yeah, next time I'll wait at this moment until he can't bear it any longer and then I'll just...

He bent over, letting the speedos fall to the ground and sticking his bussy up and out into the air.

"Well, I wasn't expecting to see that," sounded a familiar voice from behind him.

"João?" Adam sprung upwards to cover his exposed. Only to smack his head against the side of the faucet and double over again in pain.

"Dude! Calm down. It's not like I haven't seen it all before." João said, hurrying over to take hold of Adam. He pulled him clear of the water and straightened up. With tenderness Adam would have thought impossible for someone with such large hands, João examined where Adam had hit his head. He gently brushed aside the fringe with the hair clip on, eyes filled with his concern.

"I don't see any blood. I think you'll be ok."

"Uh, thanks João," Adam answered, desperate to look anywhere but where he wanted to. He was acutely aware of how close the larger man was to him. More than that, his cursed organ was responding to the proximity. He closed his hands to hide his stiffening erection, careful not to brush up against João's own python that hung between them. "What are you doing here anyway?"

"What am I doing here? I was in the gym. What are you doing here? I thought you were sick. I've already had to cover two of your shifts this week."

João stepped back allowing Adam to take in every inch of the man in front of him. He was glistening after his workout, muscles swollen from the exertion he'd put them under. It was then Adam caught the scent of him. A strong masculine aroma that swirled about him and almost drove him to his knees. João gave him a bemused look as Adam backed up into his shower, cursing inwardly. He was making a fool of himself, again. He turned to face the wall so João couldn't see his reddening face, and hard prick.

"Well, are you going to tell me what's been bothering you? You can deny it all you want but I can see it."

"You wouldn't understand."

Out of the corner of his eye, Adam saw João pause while sudsing himself. He stood considering, allowing them both to wash in silence. It didn't seem fair, him standing there like a perfect image of manhood. Causing his body to react to just the mere presence of him. Adam shut off the water and made to leave. This had been a mistake.

"Adam, wait."

Adam paused and turned back to look at João.

"Maybe I don't know exactly what you're going through but I know you're too hard on yourself. There's so much more to you than you realise. You just have to embrace who you are."

Adam hurried out of the shower before João could see the look on his face. He didn't know why that had flustered him so much. He grappled with the lock, wet hands slipping against the metal. At last, the lousy mechanism clicked into place. He swung the locker open only to start an avalanche. The bag he'd jammed precariously inside now burst out spilling his clothes, shoes, and something metal out onto the floor. The flash of silver and pink caught his eye and his heart sunk.

Please, no--

With a metallic thunk, the butt plug the werewolf had given him hit the tiles and bounced towards the showers. João emerged from the showers as the butt plug rolled to his feet, the pink heart on the end facing him. Adam lurched forward but João was too fast, picking it up by the heart's end and holding it up to admire it.

"Give that back," said Adam, trying to reach it.

João gave him a wicked smile but kept him at arm's length. Adam might as well have been pushing against a tree for all his struggling did.

"Is this what you've been worrying about, Adam? I didn't even know you were into this stuff."

Mortified, Adam finally slipped past João's grip and reached up, pressing against the man. Vaguely, he felt the python between them stir to life as Adam tried to grapple it down.

"It's not what you think, João?"

"Oh, really," João said, clearly enjoying Adam's reaction.

"It's not even mine."

João snorted in disbelief. "So, you don't mind if I keep it?"

Frustrated, Adam finally let up. "Fine, keep it. See if I care."

He turned to leave but João suddenly took hold of him and pushed him up against the wall, leaning in close. Adam expected to see a look of anger and disgust on the man's face but was surprised to see him only disappointment.

"This is what I mean, Adam. It's like you're fighting with yourself. Afraid you'll get hurt but you're only hurting yourself. Just be honest with yourself and do what you want."

Do what I want?

Adam stared into those brown eyes that were pleading for him to listen and he made his decision. He dropped to his knees and João's eyes widened in surprise.

Adam's heart nearly burst from his chest as João's big fat cock brushed his cheek. He locked eyes with João and ran his tongue from the tip and down the shaft, taking in as much of that intoxicating manly musk as he could. As Adam's tongue reached those hairy balls, he couldn't help but relish in the feeling of the heavy man meat that now covered half his face.

João grabbed hold of Adam's hair and pulled his head back. With his other hand, he took hold of his cock and slowly brought it towards Adam's mouth. A thick trickle of precum began running out of the slit and João began rubbing the tip across Adam's lips. As if he were applying lipstick or lubing up the hole. He wasn't pushing, though. Adam realised the choice before him. He could get up. Go back to his old life and pretend none of this had ever happened. But did he really want to go back to being that Adam?

He parted his lips, his tongue flicking out to lap up the latest spurt of precum, and took the massive head in his mouth. João let out a low growl as Adam tightened his lips around it. Adam hardly noticed. His head was swimming. The taste and feel of cock; there was nothing like it. He felt weak, vulnerable but incredibly aroused. There was no going back from this point. He was a cocksucker now. From the look in João 's eyes, he knew it too. He knew Adam had fully submitted down.

Adam let out a moan as João pushed his dick further inside his mouth. "Fuck, you are so god damn sexy with my big cock between your pink sissy lips. This is where you truly belong and you know it. Just accept it, submit to me and be my bitch. You'll love it too. You'll enjoy every moment of taking my cock. You'll worship it. I know it. You and I are perfect for each other. You have no idea how long I've wanted to dominate you and make you into a little sissy to serve me."

Any arguments, any thoughts of denial quickly melted away as Adam took more of that dick. His lips tightened around it and he let his tongue slide up and down the bottom. His own penis was painfully hard now and he could feel himself getting wet. João pulled his cock out, revealing strings of precum between that thick cock and Adam's sloppy lips, before he rammed it back in. Adam struggled and choked as João pushed into the back of his throat. Adam gagged. João let out for only a moment before pushing back in even deeper.

As a tear ran down Adam's cheek he thought back to the weeks he'd spent working with João. Had this been what he'd always wanted? All those jealous glances and attempts to befriend him? Had he just wanted the bigger man to dominate him? His cock did feel so good inside his mouth, and Adam couldn't get the picture of João on top of him, having his way with him, out of his mind. A terrifying realisation settled within. He was a sissy and, deep down, always had been.

João pulled his cock free and tugged Adam to his feet by his hair. Before Adam had a chance to catch his breath João's lips were on his own. His tongue invading and exploring Adam's mouth. The surprise lasted for less than a second before Adam kissed him back, enjoying the rock hard body pressing him up against the wall and the goatee lightly scratching his soft skin. Without warning, João spun him round and kicked his feet out wider so that Adam's ass was pointed outwards. João landed a hard smack on it, and laughed as Adam let out a yelp.

"You are so perfect. I want you to know that, Adam. I want to fuck you so bad. To make you mine. Do you want that? To be my sexy little sissy?"

Adam tried to look back but João held him firmly in place. Instead, he swished his hips as provocatively as he could and answered. "Yes, João. I want to be yours."

The words seemed so alien to Adam, had he really just admitted to that? But João did make him feel good. He felt seen, even wanted around the man. Another hard slap on the as brought Adam's thoughts back into focus as he was spun round for another kiss. João kissed down Adam's cheek, the facial hair brushing against Adam's sensitive neck causing him to shiver and grind against João. As João lightly nibbled at Adam's ear he whispered. "I'll take care of you, I promise."

Adam's eyes widened as João took hold of his lower thighs and lifted him into the air. Instinctively, Adam wrapped his arms and legs around João's shoulders and waist, drawing them in closer. João's fat cock was pushing against Adam's cheeks and he couldn't help but grind his hips in anticipation.

"Promise you'll be a good little beta and take care of me. To worship my cock."

Adam found himself nodding his agreement, heart pounding in his chest. All that energy that had been plaguing him was rising to a crescendo. He knew what he needed. The cock that was currently sawing its ways between his cheeks, wetting them with precum.

"Please, João."

João manhandled him around and laid him out on the bench in the middle of the room. It was all Adam could do to lie there, breathless, as hormones and desire took control of his body and mind. In the background, he could hear João searching for something.

"There's no way you brought that plug without... Aha, here it is."

Adam heard a cap open and a cool liquid poured onto his hole. He tensed up as a finger pressed against him but his defences were no match as it penetrated him.

Slowly, João began to finger him. Working against a sensitive spot that sent shudders through Adam's body. A grunt escaped his lips as João added a second finger. João's free hand wrapped around Adam's neck as his fingers plunged in and out of Adam's ass. A third finger is added and João's grip on his neck tightens.

"Are you ready, babe. Are you ready to take my manhood and submit yourself to me? To become mine!"

"Yes! Please, just don't hurt me." Adam managed to squeak out despite the hand gripping his neck.

João released his neck and gently ran a hand down Adam's smooth torso. "Don't worry. I'll never hurt you. Not in a way you won't enjoy but I can't promise you might feel some pain at first. But I promise you'll enjoy it. I crave dominance Adam, it's just who I am. As much as you need to submit. But, after I fuck your ass, you have to promise to be my sissy bitch forever. Understand?"

"I promise, João," said Adam as he pushed his hips to try and take in more of João's fingers. He couldn't help but agree to everything the man said. He wanted this. To be vulnerable and under this man's power.

"Good," João said as he withdrew his fingers with a whimper from Adam. He picked Adam up and, after one last soft kiss, turned him on his front. "We're going to have so much fun together, you and I. But first, we need to get this ass of yours used to my big cock. Then you'll be my sissy bitch forever. Understand?"

"Yes," Adam begged, wiggling his ass in the air, unable to handle the anticipation any longer.

"Good. I'm going to fuck you now. It's going to hurt but only for a moment," João said as he leant over the smaller man.

The weight of João on top of him felt amazing. It felt so right. Like this really was his place in the world. It was an amazing feeling of belonging. Of being safe and wanted.

Adam turned his head, unable to utter anymore words, and nodded. João's eyes lit up in hungry lust as he slathered lube over his giant cock. The tip of his cock began pressing against his hole and Adam let out a gasp as the invader began pushing inside him. Memories of the woods flash before Adam's eyes as his hole stretches in an attempt to accommodate João's size. Suddenly, João pushes inside him, causing him to grunt in pain and pleasure.

"See, it's not so bad is it? I knew you could handle it. I'll start nice and slow for you,"