Thin Resolve Ch. 01

Lane

"So how long have you been a nanny?" The most beautiful man in the world had just asked me. I really shouldn't be thinking of Mr. Jones like that right now. This man, albeit extremely beautiful, could be my future boss. The man who's children I would be paid to take care of. I need to keep my dick out of this.

I had applied to become his nanny last week on an online service and this is the first time we've met in person. If I were to get the job, which I really need, I would move in immediately and become a full time nanny to his two children. I had no idea that Mr. Jones was such a DILF when I applied though. If I had met him anywhere else, I would stop at nothing until he agreed to fuck me. I pulled myself from my thoughts on getting naked with Mr. Jones and tried to answer the question without stammering.

"I've been a nanny to various families since I graduated High School in 2017. During the school year I attended college in the city but during the summers I've had a consistent nanny job every year that lasts until I go back to school. Now that I've graduated with an associate's in Early Child Care, I want something more permanent."

The most beautiful man in the world smiled at me and made a note on his clipboard. His name is actually Brian. Brain Jones, or Mr. Jones if I got the job. I tried to remind myself to keep PG thoughts but just looking at the man got me hot and bothered. Mr. Jones had golden skin and dark, curly brown hair. The color of his hair matched the color of his full beard and mustache which adorned a jaw sharp enough to cut steel. While his overall aesthetic portrayed sexiness and mystique, the laugh lines around his mouth and eyes made the sexy giant seem gentle as well. The man not only had a face that authors pen poems about, but his body just didn't quit! He was filling the hell out that button down and chinos. Even though he remained seated this entire interview, his tall frame has hovered over me by several inches. His chest and arms were also really testing the manufacturing strength of his button down. I really wouldn't mind helping the buttons pop open but I really wanted the job. On top of needing to be employed, I've always loved working with children and this position seems like a dream job.

Stopping myself from daydreaming about his body anymore, I resolved myself to keep thoughts of him out of my head. This job mattered more than getting my dick wet. Realizing that I hadn't been listening for a while as I memorized every inch of Mr. Jones to memory, I tuned back in to the conversation.

"So Lane, I really like everything we discussed here today and it looks like you might be a perfect fit for my family. There's just something about you that seems so trusting and sincere." Mr. Jones finished by sliding his hand on to my knee.

Surely he's not hitting on me? Should I let him? God knows I'd love to sample the bulge he's rocking in those pants but I've already settled myself into being incorruptible.

However, it appears he did not reach the same moral resolve that I have yet. Mr. Jones's hand started to rise a little higher on my knee. I just stared at him and bit my lip as he continued to slide his hand to the middle of my thigh, keeping eye contact the entire time. I was trying to decide whether to throw my resolve out the window and straddle him or rebuff his efforts when unfortunately, or fortunately, his secretary barged into the room.

Brian

If Bonita hadn't burst into the room like the place was on fire, I would definetly have made a mistake. And that mistake would have been trying to sex up my new potential nanny. My children really needed a competent and loving nanny after the last string of undesirable candidates. No matter how hot the young man across from me was, I had to resolve myself to not laying another finger on his delectable, lithe body. Starting by taking my hand off his knee.

Like the reliable secretary she was, Bonita pretended not to notice my hand on Lane's knee and rushed ahead with the news she burst into my office with.

"I'm so sorry to interrupt your meeting, Mr. Jones. Mr. Johnson is on line two. He said that something is happening with the Harrison Case that can't wait another minute. He needs your assistance in his office pronto." Bonita excused herself with one last curious look at the boy and shut the door quietly behind her.

I stood up and mentioned for Lane to do the same.

"I'm so sorry to cut our meeting short today, Lane, but I think I've seen enough to know your far more qualified then anyone else I've seen. If you're still interested, I would very much like you to join me at my home in being my children's caretaker."

Lane stood and turned his head toward me, nearly shaking the breath from my body as his fat, red lips curved into the brightest smile I had ever seen. It took me a minute to realize he had been talking for awhile and had his hand held out to shake.

"I'm sorry, what was that?" I choked out as I came back to my senses.

Lane blushed prettily and continued speaking.

"I just wanted to say how thankful I am for this oppurtunity and I'm very excited for what the future might hold."

As I shook his hand, I couldn't help but imagine what kind of future I could have that involved Lane and his tight ass. I shook myself again and resolved to stay professional. Slightly professional that is.

"I agree as well. Is it possible for you to move in this Sunday and begin you're duties the following Monday? We can hash out all of your duties, pay, sick leave, and other matters on Sunday night. Perhaps over dinner while the kids are out?"

My mind was screaming at me for offering to chat over dinner but unfortunately it was not screaming as loud as my dick. Even though I knew I should distance myself from Lane, I couldn't help but create a situation in which one thing could lead to another. I would never force myself on someone who didn't want it. However, I could tell from the first time he saw me how attracted he was to me. The whole time I was stroking his knee, his breath was coming out in panting puffs as his tounge lolled out of his mouth. His lithe body was several inches shorter than mine and extremely thinner as well. That wasnt saying much since I was usually the biggest guy in any room. Lane was also the light to my dark. He had extremely pale skin and light blonde hair. Even though I knew I shouldn't be alone with him, I couldn't help but give in to my attraction for him.

Lane nodded his head and agreed to meet on Sunday. I guided him out of my office while subtlety training my eyes on his tight, bubble butt the whole time. Sunday just could not come fast enough.

*Lane

Sunday came too fast.

I didn't have enough time in the week to prepare myself with the task of not trying anything with my boss. The mere thought of his delicious body was enough to give me a boner that took at least 15 minutes of depressing thoughts to calm down.

I stood in front of my mirror, trying to chose an outfit to wear for our dinner tonight. Everytime I put on something sexy, I felt guilty that I was trying to seduce him. Everytime I put something frumpy on, I felt unprofessional. I really couldn't win in this situation.

With only 25 minutes left to still be on time, I threw on a button down and black skinny jeans that accentuated my trim waist and fat ass. My car was already packed with my things that I would need to move in right away. The rest could stay in my apartment until the lease went up in two weeks and I moved the rest out. With that, I jump in my car and travel to the adress that Mr.Jones's secretary sent to me that morning.

When I arrived at the destination, I couldn't help but gasp at the enormous mansion that awaited me. I figured Mr. Jones was rich because he could afford to hire a full time nanny to two children in California but this is ridiculously rich. By the time I had finally stopped gaping at the house, I was nearly late for dinner.

I hurriedly got out of the car, leaving my luggage for later, and rushed to the front door to ring the bell. Before I could do so, an honest to God Butler in a black waist coat and trousers swung the door open.

"Good evening, Mr. Hudson. I am James, the head butler of the household. If you please follow me, I will guide you to the room you will be dining with Mr. Jones."

James waved his arm and motioned me to follow him down the hallway. After a short jaunt, we reached a massive room with a table large enough to fit every member of the LA Dodgers.

My eyes found Mr.Jones who was already seated at the very end of the table. He stood to greet me as I walked over to him.

"Good evening, Lane. It's very nice to see you again." He reached out his arm to shake and my hand molded against his own. His palm was intensely warm and I had to make a valiant effort to let go.

"Thank you, Mr.Jones, the same to you."

"Oh please, call me Brian. Mr. Jones is too stodgy for someone who will be living in my house." Brian said as he motioned for me to take a seat.

I blushed as I sat down after he did. I looked across at him and marveled again at how handsome he was. It would be a miracle if I got out of this dinner with my pants still on.

Without warning, two pairs of feet came thumbing into the room attached to teo small children; one boy and one girl. Brain stood up to great his children with a hug each.

"Hey guys. I want you to meet Lane before you take off with Ms.Leary to see the movie. He's going to be hanging out with you guys while I'm at work."

Both children suprised me by walking straight up to where I remained seated and throwing their arms around me. The girl who appeared older than the boy smiled at me and said, "It's so nice to meet you! Luke and I can't wait to be your best feiend! My name is Jenna and I'm nine years old. That's three years older than Luke."

I smiled widely at Jenna and said, "It's very nice to meet you and Luke. I have a feeling we're going to be great friends."

Luke remained standing beside his father but gave me a very small smile in return. I took this as a vislctory.

"You kids better go get your jackets and wait by the door. Mrs. Leary should be here any minute."

Suddenly, a few short honks could be heard from outside. After receiving one more hug and kiss from their Dad, the kids ran to get there jackets and then out the door.

Brian sat back down and continued with our discussion from before the kids came in.

"So Lane, before we get to the boring work stuff, tell me about yourself. Tell me all the good and all the bad."

"Well, I'm originally from Colorado but I moved to Cali for college to pursue an art degree. Once I got here, I realized I didn't actually want a degree in Art, I just wanted to make it. So I dropped out and pursued a field in Education because I genuinely love hanging out with kids. Sometimes adults are hard to deal with but somehow I understand kids much better than people my age."

Brian looked at me and smiled the first true genuine smile I've ever seen from him.

Brian

I knew I wanted to fuck Lane, but I didn't think I would actually enjoy just listening to the kid speak. His answers to questions are so mature and authentic. I smiled at him and posed a few more questions to get to know him. Apperently, he is an only child, 21 years old, played baseball in high school, and loves the Golden Girls. The more I learn about him, the more I find myself intrigued about everything else.

After more back and forth about his life, dinner is served and we realize we've been talking for over an hour. Finally he tires of talking about himself.

"So Brian, tell me about you and the children. What kind of life do you guys lead?"

Another true smile fills my face as I start talking about my kids. I love them more than anything and I would never miss an oppurtunity to talk about them.

"Well as you know already, Luke is 6 and Jenna is 9. I had my kids right after college so I'm actually only 32. When I'm not putting my time in at the advertising firm I own, I'm here hanging with the kids. Luke is really into dinosaurs right now and Jenna is super into math. We've had her tested for gifted and she scored super high. We're incredibly proud of her."

Lane grinned and exclaimed, "That's fantastic! I also really love math so I would love to pick her brain about it! For Luke, I know this really cool Dinosaur exhibit in town that he would just love!"

I knew hiring Lane was the best choice. He seemed so genuinely excited about hanging out with my kids. It made my heart feel so warm.

Suddenly, Lane looked at me with a quizzical expression and hesitantly asked, "If it's okay, can I inquire about Luke and Jenna's Mom?"

I knew he was going to ask this sooner or later. The topic always makes me uncomfortable to talk about but he deserves an answer.

"Sure, you can ask me anything. Their Mom is no longer with us. I've been caring for them full time for a year and a half."

Lane reached across the table and covered his small hand over mine. "I'm sorry to hear that. If it helps, you seem like an amazing Dad and I'm sure you're doing a great job with the kids."

Hearing that from Lane made my heart skip a beat. Not only was Lane extremely attractive, but he was also kind and compassionate.

Now that the subject of pass partners had been brought up, it's made me curious about his own.

"Would you mind if I asked if you had a partner, Lane?"

Lane

"Of course I don't mind. No, I don't currently have a partner. I had a boyfriend in college but we parted ways amicably after we both graduated. I've been single ever since. What about you? Have you reentered the dating game yet?"

This was the first time I had mentioned my sexuality bluntly to Brian like this. I think he could tell I was gay from the scene in his office earlier this week but I could never really tell how he would react.

Brian seemed perfectly relaxed when I looked back up at him and he didn't seem to react to my orientation at all as he prepared to answer my question.

"No, not at all. Not only have I not felt the need to start dating again, I don't think I can find someone who would want a relationship with an old, ugly man like me. I probably wouldnt even be able to get a date."

I audibly gasped out loud and lunged forward to grab his arm again.

"Are you kidding me? Do you not even realize how hot you are? I know at least 15 guys who would line up to get fucked by you right now, and I would be first in line!"

What. The. Fuck. Did. I. Just. Say

I can't believe I just said that out loud! And to my boss no less. Without making eye contact, I immediately exclaimed, "That is not what I meant to say! I am so sorry sir. I did not mean to be so inappropriate. I only meant-"

"That you would want to be fucked by me?" Brian said in a husky, rough voice.

Quickly, I looked up and made eye contact. The look Brian aimed at me was hot enough to burn through paper.

"It's okay if you want me, Lane. Because fucking you is the only thing I could think of from the moment I met you. I tried to stay good and keep my hands off of you but I'm not sure I can do that anymore." Brian took a deep breath before reaching for my cheek to stroke across it. He continued with, "Tell me to stop and I'll stop. I'll never touch you again if that's what you want."

I debated heavily with myself over what to do. On one hand, I could have dirty sex with the most beautiful man in the world but potentially lose my job. On the other hand, I could keep the resolve I made to myself in the beginning of this and not have sex with a beautiful, sexy man but keep my job.

I took a deep breath and let it out slowly. I then said firmly, "That's not what I want."

Brian

I let out a relieved sigh. Knowing that Lane wanted this as much as I did allowed there to be nothing in our way. I promptly gathered the boy in my arms and parted his mouth with my own, starting a kiss that curled my toes and hardened my cock.

I could feel Lane go pliant against me as he lost his mind to our embrace. I know that I wanted to have him right here but I needed to clear the air before I continued.

I pulled away and steadied Lane back into his chair.

"Lane, you don't understand how much I want you. But I want to be very clear about what's happening here. My children are the most important thing to me. And you are the most capable person to help me care for them. That being said, after tonight, we can no longer have anymore physical contact. It has to be a one and done so we can both focus on the children. Do you still want to do this with that being said?"

Lane grabbed my hand and said, "Of course. I want you so bad but the children come first." Lane bit his lip and then continued hesitantly, "I've actually wanted this since the first time I saw you. From then on I made a resolve not to start anything with you because I really do want this job. But one night won't matter right? Just once to lose this attraction between us?"

The fact that he's so horny for my cock it caused him to break his willpower made me 10 times hotter for him. It appears that his resolve is perhaps extremely thin as he rubs his thumb against my palm in anticipation. However, I agree with him that just this once would be enough to settle this thing between us. I would still probably find him hotter than hell but I would deal with it.

"Absolutely. Just one night and then it's back to boss and employe. Now, no more talking. I need your lips wrapped around my cock like yestarday."

With that, I pull him onto my lap and continue kissing him. He slides his hands up to my throat and begins to undo my tie. He nearly makes it back down to my pants before we hear the front door slam and my children's voices float to us from the foyer.

"Fuck", he sighs as he slumps his forehead into my own. It seems that they're home a little earlier than expected.

Thinking quickly, I pull us both up and rush us through the dining room door into the kitchen, and down the back hallway that leads to the laundry room. Once we reach it and enter, I slam him against the door and immediately attack his neck.

Lane tries to question my motives but finds it very hard as I continue my assualt on his throat.

"But...what about...the kids?"

"They've just got dropped of from a movie with a friends Mom. James will get them settled. We have time but not a whole lot."

Lanes eyes rolled into the back of head as I continued my assault on his neck. Abruptly, he pushed me back into the washer and sunk to his knees in front of me.

"In that case, let me suck your cock. My mouth has watering for it since I met you."

With that, Lane unzipped my trousers and pulled my cock from my underwear. I watched as his eyes grew wider than dinner plates as he took in my large member.

"I think this is the longest cock I've ever seen," he whispered to me. The sight of his innocent, slim form admiring my cock sent my sex drive into turbo mode.

"Please honey, I need you to suck me now."

He looked up at me and whispered, "Anything for you, Sir."

Sound and sight became secondary as the suction of his mouth sent me to nirvana. Lane could suck the hell out of a cock. Including my 9 incher. As he suctioned and tickled the shaft and head with his tounge, I clenched my hands around the washer and tried to stave off my orgasm. My efforts were in vain however because Lane was about to get my load ready or not.

With my head thrown back and eyes clenched shut, I came down his warm throat, suppressing all my groans.

In recovery, I looked down to see a beautiful angel silently lapping at my cock. Feelings of warmth and comfort suddenly invaded my mind. Watching him work coupled with the memories of our heartfelt chats through dinner made me realize how much I need him again. I was about to say to hell with our resolve to have nothing but this night when I heard voices from the kitchen.