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Click hereShe was Mary, and for the last eighteen of her thirty-six years, she had lived a life as simple as her name: ordered, certain, and routine. After the brief excitement of a short-lived affair with an older man while in high school, the reality of un-wed motherhood set in. All pressures were brought to bear, and after she reluctantly agreed to give up the child for adoption, she was never the same. Youthful exuberance turned to ennui and her life became just putting one foot in front of the other.
Then came the terror and confusion. In her head, the phone call had the effect of fire engines in the middle of the night. āHelloā¦is this Mary? This isā¦Jamesā¦your son.ā
Only seconds passed but it seemed like eons before the cobwebs cleared enough for her to even say, āWhoā¦whatā¦?ā She heard him through a fog as he explained how he had found her, how he only wanted to talk to her and how he would understand if she didnāt want to. He sounded sweet to her and the first time in a long time the feelings that welled up in her told her she had something worth living for. Their first conversation lasted two and a half hours.
Over the following months Mary heard how Jamesā adoptive mother had died when he was only three and his father had moved them to Toronto. James heard about all the dead-end jobs and the failed marriage that Mary had been through. She heard how close he was with Brian. She heard how well he had done and how far he had come, and she was glad. He heard in her voice how poorly her life had gone and of her loneliness, and he was sorry.
They fed on every detail of each otherās life. She wanted to know the color of his baseball uniform at school and he wanted to know what were the most coffee refills she had ever served anyone when she was a waitress. He told her about Karen his sixth grade crush and she told him about every town sheād been through before ending up in Charleston, South Carolina. They delighted in each other.
When James told Mary that he wanted to meet her and countered every reason why she couldnāt, she finally agreed. With a flutter in her heart she headed for the airport with the ticket he had sent her for a long weekend in Toronto. He met her outside the baggage claim and she knew him. His eyes were the color of Hersheyās kisses, like hers. Even his smile said, āI know you.ā He told her that she was even prettier than her voice. They hugged and she cried. She cried for the day she had lost him and she cried for the day she had found him. She cried for every day in between.
Studies show that emotional pain is felt in the same part of the brain as physical pain. Studies also show that the stress recorded is equally intense. James wasnāt thinking about studies as he held Mary and felt her sorrow. He wasnāt thinking any thoughts, but in that moment, with her warm body against his, he forgave her. It would be much later before she would forgive herself.
When they got back from the airport, Brian put Mary at ease. With a warm hug and a tour of the house Jamesā father welcomed her. He showed her the guest room, which he said would be there for her as long as she wanted, and whenever she wanted to stay with them.
The next day Brian took them both to lunch at the CN towerās 360 restaurant. They were 115 stories up, rotating around a view of Lake Ontario and all of Toronto that was spectacular. Brian laughed to himself at how little of that view James and his mother saw. After an appreciative glance out of the windowed walls, James and Mary hardly took their eyes off other. They both reached across to touch the others hand or arm as they spoke, as if to make sure they were really there.
Brian hardly got a word in between the rapid-fire questions and answers that passed between them. He told Mary that he wished he hadnāt had to travel so much so he could have been with James more but his son seemed happier than he had ever seen him. He liked a lot about Mary and she accepted Brianās compliments graciously.
They spent the weekend watching the fall woods turn crimson. The three of them walked the underground mall and visited all the tourist attractions from the old castle at Casa Loma to the zoo. Brian felt at ease and when Mary wasnāt holding Jamesā hand, she held Brianās. When she felt the chill in the air, it was James who put his arm around her.
When they took her to the airport, Brian was waiting in the car while James took his mother to the gate. Neither wanted to leave the other. Neither expected the kiss to last as long as it did. Neither expected to feel what they felt, but they did. She was flushed as she made him promise to write and call. He had every intention of staying close to her.
When James called her the next day she was already planning for him to come visit her during his Christmas vacation from college. āJames, I only have a couch for you to sleep on and if you donāt mind home cooking, I want you to come.ā
When he talked it over with his father, Brian was very generous. He gave his son the tickets and enough spending money to take his mother to the places he knew she couldnāt afford. But restaurants and sightseeing was not foremost on Jamesā mind. His temples throbbed at the memory of their kiss.
There wasnāt a day that either of them didnāt think that Christmas seemed a decade away. Thatās all they talked about on the phone. How good it was going to beā¦how good. When the cool of Toronto turned cold James finally found himself in a cab from the airport approaching his motherās apartment in Charleston.
She opened the door. He looked at his mother and he looked at the woman that stood before him. She wore a soft knit dress that accentuated the softness of her curves. This was different from their first meeting. Her smile was small and she breathed as if inhaling his fragrance. They didnāt kiss. They just held each other, for a long time.
It was a bit awkward; she was almost formal for a while but after an hour or so they eased into the intimate conversations they were more accustomed to. He asked her, āHave you been going outā¦dating at all?ā
āYou know, itās funny James but since I came back from Toronto, I didnāt have much of an urge. She hesitated, āā¦there was one person that I saw a few times but aside from that, I was just as happy staying home than being out, forcing myself to be sociableā¦ā She laughed. āYouāre too young to know what a drag it can beā¦ā
āNo Maryā¦I know what you mean. Iāve been out on enough āgoing nowhereā dates where the only thing you have in common is belonging to the same speciesā¦and sometimes youāre not even sure about that.ā
She laughed easily and put her hands on his face and said, āYou are just so cute.ā As an afterthought she said, āHey, how about coming to work with me tonight?ā Mary was a guide for a company that ran ghost tours around Charleston. She took groups to the local cemeteries and regaled them with anecdotes about local real and imagined experiences with hauntings, visitations, and the like.
James enjoyed watching her in her black costume as she joked with the group and told stories with great animation. He liked the grace of her hands as she waved and gesticulated to emphasize her points. When it was over, She said, āYou must be good luck for me honey, I havenāt made this much in tips since I started.ā
He gave her a kiss on the cheek and said, āYou did a great job; I loved it.ā She put her arm in his and leaned into him against the chill that was in the air. He felt proud walking the decorated streets with the woman he called to himself, āPretty Mary.ā
After her midnight group, they went home so exhausted they were giddy. Theyād walked from the courthouse to the outdoor market and were laughing about one of the women on the tour who kept asking, āAre you sure this really happened dear?ā With their coats still on they found themselves in each otherās arms. They found themselves kissing: long, deep, and uninterrupted.
When the kiss broke Mary said, āIām all grimy; Iām going to take a shower.ā She realized where they were headed and she needed the respite to think. James went into the small half bath to wash up and shave.
He was on the couch waiting for her when she returned. He had no idea which of all the possibilities he had considered would play out. She did. She had decided. She wore a loose V-neck tee shirt over her panties. It was obvious that she had no bra on.
She came up to the couch and bent over and kissed each cheek...each eyeā¦each lip. He looked into the open neck of her shirt and saw her bare breasts touch as they met. His freshly shaven face was smooth and the feel of it on her, momentarily mesmerized her. She remained with her face on his and before she finished the sentence that started with āMmmmā¦ā She felt his hand on the ends of both of her hanging breasts. Her heart thumped from her neck to her waist as he reached under the loose shirt and rubbed across her nipples. She held his shoulders for balance and froze with her mouth by his ear as her son massaged every inch of her breasts. āOh honeyā¦oh honeyā¦oh honeyā¦ā She whispered it thickly a dozen times.
Their mouths locked and their tongues explored. She sat by him and they formed a sculptural loverās embrace. Soft moans accompanied the gentle touching. There was no thrashing and clawing of first time lovers. Hands sought to caress long lost but familiar flesh. He coddled her full breast as her nipple responded between his fingers. She lifted his shirt and indulged in the powdery feel of the skin across his chest and back, all the while kissing, and kissing.
Then she started breathing hard. She tore her lips from his and he could feel her trembling. āJamesā¦ā He looked at the pained expression on her face. āWe canātā¦Iām sorryā¦honey, thereās something I want to talk to you aboutā¦oh God, I never should have started thisā¦itās too selfishā¦I ruined my life when I let you go and Iām not going to ruin yours by doing this now...and alsoā¦ā
His hand still rested on her bare breast and he was hard and uncomprehending. āWhat are you talking aboutā¦youāre not going to ruin my lifeā¦Iā¦I love you.ā
āJamesā¦I know you doā¦I can feel it and I love you too but this will come back to haunt usā¦we canāt justā¦ā
James took his hand out from under her shirt and cradled her face. āHaunt us? Mary thereās nothing to haunt usā¦no ghostsā¦I think youāre taking your job too seriouslyā¦ā
āJames, donāt make funā¦you know what I meanā¦youāre so young and youāre not ready for somethingā¦like thisā¦ā
āSomething like what? Something like being with a person I loveā¦Mary, as soon as I saw you I knew I wanted you this wayā¦and I could feel that you alsoā¦ā
āOh honey Iām not saying I donāt want you but you donāt really know me andā¦look at who we are.ā
His voice became thicker and more strident. āWhat if we just happened to meet and I hadnāt searched you outā¦what difference would it have madeā¦we would have just been two strangers who liked each otherā¦we would never have knownā¦ā
āBut sweetheart we do knowā¦and we canāt take that away.ā She sensed he was ready to bolt and she put her arms around him to ease his agitation and said, āOkay babyā¦letās just take some timeā¦weāll talk, and meanwhile weāre togetherā¦ā She saw his lips coming towards hers and she didnāt have the will to rebuff him. She allowed the loving kiss and no amount of will could stop the thrill that his taste ignited so deep in her belly.
The following days were sunny and easy. They held hands as they walked through Cypress Gardens and some of the old plantations and historic homes. It was the nights that were difficult. Alone together in the small apartment, Mary was never far from her sonās desirous gaze. When he attempted to do more than just kiss or hold her, she was considerate in how she stopped himā¦but she stopped him. She stopped him until his hand on her breast was too sweet and gentle to push away. She stopped him until his hand between her legs made her too wet to stop.
They took their time undressing each other, making the inevitable that much more excruciatingly sweet until neither could wait any longer. He wanted to be inside her, where she ached for him to be. All the contradictions of the moment ran through both of them. There was the excitement of sex. There was the desire to have that which was once lost. There was a desire to show the intensity of the love they felt for each other. And she was his mother, and he was her son.
She was his mother and she was astride him in preparation of his entry. He was her son and his stiffness was about to penetrate the flower between his motherās legs. She took his hardened flesh in hand and closed her eyes tilting her head back. She mounted her son and guided him into her liquid filled pussy. She had an almost pained expression on her face as the one cock forbidden to her completed the void she had always felt. She put her arms around his neck and said into ear, āI want you so close to meā¦like thisā¦so I donāt know where I end and you beginā¦I want to feel you inside meā¦like thisā¦so that you knowā¦oh God youāre so hard in me babyā¦so deep inside me.ā
As she moved on him, raising and lowering herself on her sonās stiff mast, a fear crept across her and she said, āYou do knowā¦donāt you my loveā¦you want this tooā¦donāt you loveā¦donāt you?ā
āYes Maryā¦I want itā¦I want youā¦I canāt believe this is really happeningā¦it feels so good to be inside youā¦part of you.ā
āYes babyā¦it feels better than anything.ā
She turned him onto her so she could be under him and so that she could open her legs for himā¦open herself wide for her son to take her. She wanted him to possess herā¦own herā¦so that maybe, then, he could be hers. Smooth long strokes filled and emptied the pink walls of her pussy. Deep hard entries stimulated her clit enough for it to ache for release. It felt as if he could go on forever and she wanted that as much as she wanted to come that very instant.
They moved on each other and shifted until she was on the edge of the bed. One of her legs rested on his shoulder and it pushed back to her breast with each thrust. The other he used to spread her legs by grasping her calf with his hand. His eyes were riveted to the place where his cock was stretching her pussy open. Her eyes were closed tight. All thoughts were banished. All the things she wanted to tell him were gone.
Her mouth was open in a soundless āOā that mimicked the large circle that her pussy made around his width. That was what he had seen in the countless fantasies of the past monthsā¦just that sightā¦every inch of him was exhilarated to be taking his motherā¦having his mother.
Mary felt each stroke that distended her opening until it was taut and widened with her sonās hardness. Her sounds let him know what he was doing to her and he was proud that he could make her feel that way. His varied stroking left her in anticipation. Short hard entries became long deliberate penetrations that seemed to take forever to run his length into her pussy. She responded with almost involuntary twists of her hips that took him into her depths.
When he whispered to her that he loved her, she could no longer contain her impending eruption. James felt his mother trembling beneath him and quickened his strokes to bring her to orgasm. Only in the throes of this physical and emotional maelstrom could she ask him for itā¦the word she had wanted to hear from him for monthsā¦the word she had never heard. āSay it Jamesā¦say itā¦tell me who I amā¦tell me who you love.ā
He wanted to say it as much as she wanted to hear it. āMotherā¦motherā¦motherā¦I love you motherā¦my sweet motherā¦ā With each insertion he said it and with each penetration they both quickly rose to release.
āYesā¦yesā¦yesā¦God yesā¦ā Mary cried as she came. Her orgasm came in waves as her son released stream after stream into her. Each thrust seemed to take him deeper into her belly until he finally stoppedā¦up against herā¦joined. They held each other tight enough to expel breath and only eased their holds enough to join in a long devouring kiss. The bittersweet quaking inside her subsided and then she turned her face into the pillow and cried.
James was uncomprehending, had he hurt herā¦was she sorryā¦was she happy? He stroked her back until she stopped. She sat up and hugged the pillow to her breast as she spoke. Her tear stained face was wracked as if each word had to be forced from her mouth. āJamesā¦I want to be the one who tells youā¦the person Iāve been seeingā¦is your father.ā It was as if he had been clubbed senseless.
āWhatā¦ā
āJamesā¦it was nothing at first but on his trips to Atlanta he stopped here also. He said we shouldnāt say anything to you because you might get your hopes up and we should first see where it might go. He wants to get serious and Iā¦I donāt knowā¦I like himā¦heās a good man and he wants to take care of meā¦andā¦ā
āI canāt believe thisā¦what are you sayingā¦youāre going to marry him?ā
āNo James, he didnāt say anything about marriage but he did say he wanted to talk to youā¦and after what just happenedā¦I wanted you to hear it from me.ā
āThis is really fucked upā¦I donāt even know what youāre saying.ā
āWhat Iām telling you is that itās complicated. What just happened was wonderful and Iām not sorry butā¦you have to understandā¦itās been hard for meā¦Iāve gone from one miserable job to another, every time I save a few hundred dollars either my car breaks down or they raise my insurance, my rent, or both. I donāt want to live this way anymore. What Iām telling you is that if it gets more serious with your fatherā¦I decided that Iām going to let it. Itās not like I donāt care for himā¦Iām not just doing it forā¦ā
James took her hand and said excitedly, āListen, we can do it together. I could quit school and get a job and we could make enough together toā¦ā
āJames,ā she stopped him. āIām not a kid, Iām almost twice your age and thatās not going to go awayā¦this isnāt a Hollywood movieā¦things donāt always end up the way you want them toā¦and this kind of a relationshipā¦we shouldnāt be doing thisā¦ā
He easily found the words that would hurt her most. āSo youāre going to leave me againā¦just like you did before.ā
It had the impact of a physical blow. All she said through her tears was āNOā¦NOā¦noā¦ā Her saliva bubbled at her mouth as she reached for him imploringly. āNoā¦babyā¦noā¦noā¦ā He let her hold him and he was sorry and he was angry.
They formed an uneasy truce and before he left for Toronto, Mary convinced him that she loved him would never be out of his life again. They did not have sex again before he left.
James was prepared when his father told him about seeing Mary and made a good show of being happy for him. He even smiled every time his Father told him he would be passing by Charleston on this trip or that. He even smiled after three months passed and his father told him he was going to ask Mary to marry him. Brian had said, āWouldnāt it be wonderful for all of us to live together?ā Then he stopped smiling.
James had rehearsed his answer, āYou know dad, Iāve been thinking about it and maybe you two should have some privacy. If you could help me, Iād really like to get an apartment near schoolā¦I think itās time for me to move out.ā The thought of being in the same house with Mary and his father as man and wife was impossible for him. After Brianās prolonged attempt to convince his son to remain, he relented and they found James a place of his own.
When Mary came to Toronto to stay, it was a month before the wedding. James spoke to her often and the unspoken was never far beneath the surface when they were together. When James invited Mary to his apartment, he heard the hesitation in her voice. He said, āDonāt you want to see where Iām living? Come on Mary, I just think we should talk and clear the air so we can move onā¦and not have all this stuff hanging over our headsā¦ā