Who am I? Pt. 01

I always knew that I was meant for a purpose other than the one I was living. A feeling of not belonging. Never did I imagine that my destiny was to be who I became!

It all started when I was walking through the alley of an arcade. I stopped just outside a shop that was full of crystals and a smell of vanilla and sandalwood. I was mesmerised with a sense of passion through the hypnotising smell.

Without thinking or hesitation, I entered the shop. There stood a woman with long black hair, a neckline that you could imagine kissing all the way to her breast. Scanning the rest of her body she became a wonderful curve in which I couldn't help but think of pulling her in by her waist and kissing her beautiful neck while holding the curves of her hips. I wanted to bow at her knees in ore of running my fingers up between her thick thighs up to her sweet spot. I was now wondering what she might sound and taste like as I watched her move around behind the counter.

"May I help you?" I jumped from within at the sound of her addressing me. I hadn't noticed that within my thoughts she had moved towards me.

"I am unsure to be honest. I just had the need to come in." Was the best I could think of on the spot like that.

With a sweet and sexy smile she touched me upon the arm. "That's okay dear, I might be able to help you with what you need."

What I needed was to feel her body against mine. "What is wrong with me?"

"What do you mean dear?" She asked me with a grin.

Whoa; Did I just say that aloud?

Surely she couldn't hear what I was thinking?

Did she know she was grinning at me?

Walking further into the store, following the swaying arse in front, I felt a tingling sensation run through my body. Warm and electric.

As she turned around to speak to me again, I couldn't stop myself. I lifted her by her thighs, catching a feel of her ass with my thumbs and placed her gently upon the counter. I moved closer between her thighs and she wrapped her legs around me.

I felt a passion run through me like never before. An almost dominant feeling.

With her legs in a perfect position to handle her upper body, I ran my fingers down the back of her neck to the base of her spine. She moved her hips even closer to mine and let out a soft moan. The power I felt made my body react as though I had someone eating me out while I stood in front of her. With a shiver of orgasmic pleasure, I felt my sex warm and wet. "God, what is she doing to me? And what the fuck was happening?"

Now with every part of my body wanting, I didn't want to wait. I pushed her body down upon the counter. Running my hand down her body while trying to control my urges was making my heart pound. "Fuck this." I spread her legs. To my surprise and gratitude, she was wearing no underwear. I gave a gentle lick from her ass to her clit. Her back arched and I took this reaction as her allowing me to take her.

I used my thumb to tease her back and forth while cupping her smooth soft arse with my fingers. I looked at her to ask if I could continue. She reacted to my thoughts with a harder push upon my thumb. With no hesitation, I greedily and forcefully had my tongue teasing and searching. So I could reach all of her, I pushed her legs to my neck and pulled her more forward. With her back upon the counter, her ass in my hands over the edge, I was able to do whatever I wanted with her. Her legs started to shiver. She dug her nails within my hair. Now moving with my tongue, I knew I needed to make her body provide pure bliss. Without loosing rhythm with my tongue and her grinding greedily, I moved my right hand and used my index finger to rub in and out of her. As she moved faster in motion of my tongue and finger, a added another finger and squose her right but cheek with my left hand. With a powerful orgasm and a scream so sweet, yet sexy as fuck she stopped grinding. I continued to clear all of her release. Letting out further moans of pleasure as I did, she wrapped her legs tighter as to beg for enough. I gave mercy upon her and stepped back to look at the woman that had captured a part of me I never knew I had.

I had only just noticed that she was wearing a loose dress with a corset style centre made of lace. The dress alone was hot.

As my heart rate became more stable, I asked her name.

"Johanna. My name is Johanna."

The following morning I awoke with views of different coloured lights. I thought I was still dreaming. I got out of bed, put the kettle on and had a shower.

Throughout the day I had a tingling feeling throughout my body, with a niggling feeling that something was missing in my life.

As the day went on, work was as normal, yet, I felt as though my world was different somehow.

On the way home from work, I stopped at a little shop with the smell of vanilla and sandalwood. It had gemstones of different colours. I couldn't help but enter the shop. I needed to know what the colours were all about. I wondered if they had anything to do with my dream state of mind this morning.

As I walked in, there was a woman with long black hair and a dress that had lace around it. I started wandering around the shop looking at all the gemstones and inhaling the scents of incense. I hadn't noticed that the lady from the desk had come by the side of me. As I stepped to the side, I fell upon her.

"Oh, my. I am so sorry. I didn't see you there!" I was mortified. How clumsy of me.

"That's quite alright my love. I should have made a noise or said something." She politely answered.

There was something about her. I wondered if we had met before. I asked about the different colours and if they meant anything. She touched my hand and placed a ugly looking stone within my hand. A shock like electricity ran through my arm. I dropped the stone.

I didn't know why, but this woman was looking at me with a look of lust. Her look was so captivating that I had a feeling of arousal. Before I could pick up the rock that I had dropped, she pushed me against the cabinet of crystals and gemstones. I froze with a feeling of want. I wanted this woman to take me and I didn't know who she was! As she kissed down my neck, she held me against the cabinet by the lower throat. To my surprise, I liked it. I wanted her. I tried to go for a kiss. She looked at me in a playful "you can wait" type of look. This act alone made my arousal react further.

My body was impatient and I tried to launch forwards to take her lips. I was pushed back with a forceful push and was now sitting on the cabinet. My black lace underwear was pushed to the side and she pulled me closer to the edge of the cabinet. Teasing my sex she came forward. To my surprise, my wet, ready sex was filled. Using both her hands and her body in unison to torment my body, I let out a cry of pure pleasure as my body withered around her. She followed, with a moan of gratified pleasure.

"What is your name?" I asked.

"Johanna, my name is Johanna." She replied with a grin.

The following morning I awoke with a feeling of needing to skip work and be in town for 10am. I got out of bed, put the kettle on and had a shower.

In town, there was a cute little shop that had crystals and incense. I felt a need to be nosy at what was in there. I hadn't noticed it before.

"Can I help you?" Asked a woman with long black hair and a smile that could light a full city.

I asked her what her shop was about and if she had been here long, as I hadn't noticed her shop before.

She sat upon a stool by the desk and was starting to explain about her shop and its contents when I heard a voice. It was a soft voice. A voice that sent a cold chill down my spine. "You will remember when you need to remember." Said the voice.

Upon hearing this mysterious voice and its words, I realised something.

"What is your name?" I asked.

"Johanna, my name is Johanna." She said with a soft yet intense tone and placed her hand upon mine. A sense of knowing her touch ran throughout me. My feet felt as though they were rooted into the ground. I heard a ringing in my ears and a ball of light swirling around us. There I saw her with a now purple and silver inlaid dress and an aura around her that was so bright, I could have gone blind. I felt a power surge throughout me and I was hit with a realisation that I knew this woman, I had known her before. But, from where? As the light around us swirled faster, I felt as though we were wrapped around each other, joined together with every atom there was, lifted into a joined body. I realised, I was no longer me, and she was no longer her. We were one.

As soon as I realised we were one, the swirling and spinning had stopped. Although, I could still feel her within me. Johanna was looking straight at me with a smile that I could not ignore.

"What happened?" I asked.

Johanna replied; "Why don't you tell me? You are the one that called upon me."

What the fuck did she mean? I didn't do anything, it's her fucking shop! I went to stand as she grabbed my arm, placed another stone within my hand and shouted "Remember!" My body fell to the floor, I started to shake and see images before my eyes. Things that were real, yet not real.

"I remember. I remember who I am. I am Johanna."

The woman with long black hair revealed that she was in fact a witch. That I had been damned to forget who I truly was.

"I am a witch as well aren't I?"

"Yes." Was her reply.

I needed to ask, "Why was I damned to forget? What did I do?"

"Look back, remember, you know the answer. You just need to remember." The witch replied.

"I fell in love. I fell in love, that was my falling."

And with that, the witch nodded and told me there was more to remember about myself. She walked out of the room, leaving me standing in a shop that I couldn't remember why I walked in.

(If you liked, please continue reading part 2).