jjen45612

Coming from a very loving, very close, swinging and nudist family I was introduced to the alternative and taboo side of norm.
When I first met, and then married my hubby (he too was raised in the same lifestyle as I was) he was very dominant with me and other women in the swinging group/parties.
However in the last couple of years he has gradually ceded dominance to one of the guys in the group who I now see as my dom 3 - 4 times a week, mainly at his, but once a month at ours, and then hubby is not only a submissive with him - but a cuck too
I love and hate this at the same time. I am struggling living with a cuckold when I need the dominant man he was when we first got together and married.
I have been chatting for a few people now on here, and I 'think' I have made up my mind to accept the status quo, fuck and get used as a slut by my dominant lover and make love to my hubby, an hope that he doesn't turn into more of a cuck than he already has, it's the "more" that I worry about.
Only here to chat with like minded people - not into RP