jennifermum

57 years old - struggling living with my husband who has a zero sex drive, when I am still very very sexual. We have not had sex for the last 8 years.
He knows that I am still very sexual but he constantly refuses to talk to me about anything sexual.

But taking that next step...
In reality it's different.
I also find it hard knowing that my body is not what it was when I was 25. I have saggy tits, and a mum tum, so this puts me off actively looking for someone.

When I was 14, Mum and I had to find somewhere to live. My uncle Phil agreed that we could move in with him, with the proviso that he was given the "green light" but of course I had no idea about this
Last year mum told me this and various other topics that had been playing on her mind. She said that she always thought she had "whored" me out to Phil so that we would have a place to live, and had always felt so guilty, even tho living with Phil was better than what we came from, so she said it was the "better of two evils" - even tho I never thought it was evil - I LOVED it

I was sexual from a young age, and I crave those feelings again, the secrecy, the feeling of being so satisfied afterwards.

Hence why I am on here!